Hanging with the boys was something we did everyday there was about 7 of us we all lived within three blocks of each other and some on the other side of the park but we all went to the same school and the same grade the school called us the rat pack we were always into something.
One summer I was 12 years old, while doing some motor crossing on bicycles I jumped a huge dirt mound and landed funny, I hit my nuts on my padded handle bars, I buckled in pain, my friends freaked out and got one of the mom's mine was at work. She took me home and iced my groin up and called my mom, she sat with me until my mom got home she was about 20 minute away.
Mom got home and saw what had happened, mom was nurse in the navy and was sure I had internal damage, I was getting very black and blue in my groin and clammy. Off to the hospital, the doctors told my mom I had crushed one of testicles for sure and were not sure about the other one and that I needed surgery right away. Mom called dad he was aboard ship in the navy but in port, he was scheduled to leave for six months. He came as soon as he could. I was sent up for surgery, later the doctors told us that both of my testicles were damaged and had to be removed and that my urethra and bladder were damaged but repairable. Mom the nurse asked about hormones, the doctor told here if I took them I would probably develop into the normal boy but I could never father children, At 12 that was no big deal. The doctor also said I could have prosthetic balls implanted later if I wanted.
It took about 2 weeks to heal then back on the bikes jumping hills and tearing up the neighborhood and getting into trouble as usual. Mom was getting fed up with me always in the middle of some sort of trouble, she asked me to do an experiment she did not want me to take my hormones, she wanted to see what would happen, I was the only child and I always wanted to make mom happy, I said sure and left to find my friends. Several months passed when I started noticing some changes in my body, my hair grew fast, my nails grew fast and my nipples were getting bigger, my penis was not doing anything. I told my mom about some strange feelings I was having and that I would start crying for no reason and I was looking at the guys differently I actually dreamed I was Steve's girlfriend one time, mom said that was normal and to just keep dreaming.
By the time I was 14 I had noticeable boobs growing, my penis had shrunk to almost nothing and I could not hide my feelings any more, one day while driving home with Steve I told him I was attracted to him and wanted him to suck on my nipples. He slammed on the brakes and looked at me, I pulled up my shirt and showed him my boobs, his eyes bugged out and he said damn you got tits, nice tits. He reached over and started caressing one, I melted with emotions I slid closer to him and he to me, he started sucking my nipples and I could see is hard on growing, I reached for his dick and started to rub the outside of his pants he groaned, I undid his pants and let his penis loose, I buried my head and mouth around his shaft and sucked his penis until he came down my throat. We got dressed and he took me home.
That night I told mom what had happened, she looked furious when I told her she jumped up and hit me in the face called me a slut and sent me to my room. The door bell rang, a couple of Navy officer's were at the door, mom talked a few minutes then feel down crying, dad was killed in an accident aboard ship. Mom was a mess, here son had sex with another boy and her husband was dead all in the same day. Later that night she came to my room and told me take of my clothes and go shower. When I returned to my room my mom had laid out a pink silk nighty and some pink slippers, I heard her yell from the living room get dressed and come here, I slid on the nighty and the slippers, what a wonderful feeling I thought to myself and walked down the hall, in the living room was aunt Janet and my mom, Aunt Janet was my moms rich sister she lived about 100 miles away, she was consoling mom she had never married. Your aunt has been helping me dad's death and I have been telling your aunt about your little escapade she thinks she can help. I must have had a curious look on my face because they both answered your sex of course.
Aunt Janet said I looked cute in my nighty and asked what I thought about it, I told her it was smooth but I wasn't sure I could get used to pink, she said girls just wear pink, I sat and said O.K. aunt Janet said ladies must also learn how to cross there legs when they sit. So I did as she asked, mom said that I would be staying with aunt Janet this summer and that she would help me with my special problem, work out the bugs one way or the other but that I could not be a boy and act like a girl or vice versa. I asked you mean I can spend the summer as a girl? They both said if you want to. I was not sure but said sure it would be fun. I had seen some other girls on the beach in there cute little bikinis and thought that would be cool. There was about two months before the end of the school year. Mom was letting me dress at home however I wanted to, she even asked if I wanted to go shopping for some new clothes? I swallowed hard on that one, she saw my concern and said lets go visit aunt Janet and then do some shopping. I was cool with that.
Friday after school mom had the cutest sun dress laid out on my bed and some sandals, I showered mom walked in while I was showering and said that I needed to shave my legs and underarms before I got out and that she would help me, after the shower she handed me some lotion and I put it on my legs WOW what a feeling that was mom helped me with my hair it was getting pretty long, she gave me bangs and parted it on the side with a sweep then I slipped into my dress. Mom asked if I was ready I told her that I was. During or drive I told her that I wanted to pick a new name, mom agreed, Bill was not a normal name for a girl. I told mom I liked the name Cindy, she said glad to meet you Cindy. Off to aunt Janet's for the weekend.
About half way to aunt Janet's I had to pee and we needed gas. I had always had a problem peeing it burned most of the time still part of the injury and I had to go often. We stopped and mom pumped gas as I stepped out of the car I realized I was in a dress and I had no other clothes, mom looked around the car said wait ill go to the ladies room with you. We went to the ladies room she reminded me to sit to pee in public, so I did. We finally arrived at aunt Janet's she was a little surprised, mom did not call before, aunt Janet took a look at me, mom said this is your niece Cindy don't you recognize her, aunt Janet laughed and said come on in ladies I was just about to go out for dinner will you join us, Us mom said aunt Janet said Larry was here and they were going to dinner. Mom did not want to intrude, aunt Janet said just wait a minute, she took Larry of to the kitchen, they came back and said lets go. Larry insisted and told mom he was sorry for or loose. We had a wonderful time, it was weird men treated woman differently, Larry was a gentleman he opened car doors, moved chairs everything. I told mom I had to go again Larry stood while the three of went to the ladies room. Aunt Janet was thrilled she said I looked very pretty and was well mannered, she never new I had it me. I said that's just it I don't have it anymore, we all laughed freshened our faces, aunt Janet put some mascara on my eyes then back to the table.
After dinner we all said good night and off to our rooms we went, Larry was staying with aunt Janet. The next day Larry drove us to the mall and we went shopping, we had a blast I never thought I could have so much fun trying on clothes smelling perfumes and playing with my hair. Aunt Janet asked if I wanted to get a perm I said not now but maybe over the summer she said deal. The whole weekend was a blur but it was time to go back to school, back into my jeans and "T" shirts, back to Bill for the last week of school.
Hiding my boobs and my feelings was really hard now. Steve took me home on the last day, mom was at work and I was home alone with Steve, I told him again how I felt and what I was doing this summer, he started to freak out but I told him to wait a minute, I ran to my room and changed into one of my new outfits panties bra skirt all the accessories and some makeup, I walked back in the room and asked if this was better. He stepped back and said wow you make a great chick, I told him I was his and he could have me. He pulled me to him and we kissed, he forced me to my knees in front of him and I was all over his cock, I sucked it until he came, after swallowing every drop again he held my head in place as he peed in my mouth, I chocked some but keep swallowing, he started getting hard again, he turned me over on my hands and knees threw up my skirt and pulled down my panties, he stopped a minute and said you don't have any balls the stories were true. He spit on my ass and made entry he rode me like a horse I was gritting my teeth it hurt like hell but I was in heaven, he reached around me took my bra off and played with my tits while he fucked my ass, he came again and we collapsed.
You guessed it mom came home, Steve and I still curled up his now soft cock was still in my ass and I had cum on my face, mom coughed real loud we jumped Steve was embarrassed and covered himself I turned around, mom said you little slut she grabbed me by my hair and forced my head down towards Steve's soft cock and said clean up your mess slut, his dick had some shit on it I held my head back she pushed harder she had his dick on my teeth and I could not resist any more, I cleaned his dick off ran to the bathroom and puked, when I came back Steve was gone. Mom was pissed she said I guess its good I didn't have a pussy or I would be fucking everyone. I told her I would not and that that was Steve, she just sat down and smiled, so that was Steve he was cute for a teenager. At least you have good taste, haha.
The day finally came off to aunt Janet's to spend the summer as a girl, mom was taking some vacation time and would be with us for two weeks, my first appointment was the hair dresser, my hair was past my shoulders and had some curls, now I sitting in a chair getting a perm, after the perm I had false nails and a coat of pink nail polish, that night we sat around watched TV and painted our toe nails. I was having so much fun. During one our shopping sprees I tried on a bikini, aunt Janet and mom had envy in there eyes as they checked me out. Mom said lets hope Steve's not at the beach then laughed, aunt Janet had a puzzled look mom never told her. A week into the summer mom and aunt Janet asked how I felt about being a girl? I was in heaven it was so much fun, they said what about being a girl permanently. I asked how? Aunt Janet explained that all I needed to do was have my penis removed that the rest of my body was already there. That night I played with myself something I did not do very often. I fact is was kind of annoying. The next morning I told everyone I wanted to be a girl all the time.
Mom had to go back to work, aunt Janet made some arrangements, I was seen by a doctor about 30 miles from her house. He had me in a gown and stirrups he had a hold of my penis and looked all over, he said I was a perfect candidate for his procedure, a couple of days, more arrangements, mom drove up signed some papers and I was wheeled into an operating room. After the procedure I was greeted by mom aunt Janet and Steve, everyone had a smile and I was feeling good.