Adam Ben and Jason

Adam, Ben, & Jason... Part 3

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Chapter 2 - The Cliffhangers...

What will the boys think of their new presents?

Now that Jonathan can wear diapers without hiding them... what adventures will he have?

Will Adam and Cody find love?

I picked up the boys at the ramps. Ben and Jonathan jumped in the back. Adam got in the front, and we headed home.

"five more minutes and poor Ben would have exploded", Jonathan said and laughed.

"Yes, this pullup is fullup", Ben said.

"Well I'm glad I made it in time", I laughed at them.

"Dad, do you mind if Cody sleeps over too?", Adam asked.

"If Cody sleeps over tho, does he know about the diapers?", I asked.

"He knows Ben wears them, I kind of avoided being honest with him about me wearing them tho", Adam said and trailed off.

"Dad, can we talk when we get home?", Adam said.

I told him we would as soon as we were home, When we pulled into the garage, everyone headed into the house. The boys saw the presents on the couch and seen the labels as one for each of them. Ben handed Adam his, and Jonathan picked his up and asked if it really was for him.

I told them to open them, and all three tore into them. Adam didn't seem to be too excited, but Ben and Jonathan were really excited about them.

"Now we have matching pajamas!", Ben said.

"They're pretty cool dad", Adam said

I told Ben and Adam that they each had one more present upstairs. So all three ran upstairs, and Ben jumped up on his bunk, and immediately ripped open the littlest one, Adam watched as he opened the baby blanket.

"OH MAN DAD This is awesome!", Ben said, then turned to the bigger one.

Ben and Adam opened those at the same time, and when Ben read 'Ben Waters' on his he almost cried. Jonathan gave him a hug.

"I love it dad", Adam said when he finally got his opened. and both boys gave me a hug.

"I have some personal ones I will give to you guys later. For now Adam and I are going to go have a talk out on the deck.", I said

Adam came downstairs with me, and we went out on the deck.

"dad, after all that happened today, and things that happened the other night, and with Jason going away, I feel like I want to cry", Adam told me.

"then cry, and tell me whats on your mind", I said as I hugged him close to me.

He started talking, and at first didn't make a lot of sense. He said he really liked Cody, but Cody always talked about girls, and called some people 'faggot' and 'queer', and that upset him. He said he was falling in love with Jason, but Jason just didn't seem to love him back, and now he's gone and never called even once. He was happy that Ben was here to stay but he said the baby thing really didn't interest him anymore. He said about how he loved to diaper Ben and baby him, but he just didn't enjoy it anymore. He was glad Ben found Jonathan because the two of them liked the baby thing and didn't bother him as much about diapers anymore. He also talked about how he seemed to be left out of things at home, and that's why he liked skating so much. He said when he skated it was just him and the other guys on boards. He talked threw tears most of the time.

"Adam, I've seen for a while that you aren't really happy. I think you are trying too hard to be what people want you to be, instead of just being you and finding your own happy. I try to include you in everything we do, and it saddens me that you think we are leaving you out, but we're not. Everyone just suddenly has different interests it seems.", I said trying to console him.

"I don't know what to tell you to do son, I want you to do what makes you happy. I won't judge, I know you are confused about your sexuality, and you are starting puberty, which will cause you all kind of all of a sudden feelings and emotions. My advice on Cody, if you try to be someone you aren't, to try to make him love you, I think you will be hurt in the end. You know how you are attracted to boys, and not much can change that part of you. Cody is interested in girls. But I know of a place where you can meet people like yourself, and maybe get some better advice then I can give. There is a LBGT Club that is chaperoned by adults downtown. If you want I will find some information on it, and maybe take you there sometime when they are open.", I said.

"What's LBGT?", Adam said.

"LBGT stands for lesbian, bisexual, gay and transgender. It's a club where other gay teens gather, play games, go on field trips, watch movies, and stuff like that. I think maybe you would find other people you could relate to there.", I told him

"Can we look into it Dad? I don't want you and Ben to think I don't want to get away from you guys, but I really want to find someone I relate to like you said.", Adam asked.

"I will look into it tonight. About Cody sleeping over, I'm going to say no, not because your brother and his friend will want to be diapered, but because I think he isn't a good person for you to waste your time trying to impress. I know he is your friend but he will probably never be supportive of your friendship if you are ever honest about your sexuality.", I told him

He agreed, and told me he would tell Cody that we had other plans. He smiled a genuine smile, and I could see the weight lift off his shoulders. We hugged, and I reminded him he could tell me anything, anytime.

He asked if he could get in the jacuzzi for a little while, and I told him to go get his suit on. When we went inside, I told Jonathan and Ben they had to find something to do in the house, because Adam wanted some time to himself in the pool. They didn't seem to mind, Ben told me they were going to go upstairs and put on diapers and pajamas and maybe play video games.

The boys went upstairs, Adam came down and on his way out the deck door, he thanked me for listening. I put the pizza in the oven to reheat, and could hear Ben and Jonathan running around upstairs. A couple minutes later then were in the living room playing games. I yelled for them when the pizza was warmed up, and they both took plates into the living room.

I went out to sit on the deck, Adam was in the jacuzzi talking on the phone. I knew he was talking to Cody, I heard his name mentioned a few times and after a few minutes he hung up. I walked over to the jacuzzi and asked what Cody had to say. He said Cody had no problem, and his dad wouldn't bring him over anyway. He then told me that I was right, Cody wouldn't be a good friend when he could't be honest with him.

"You're growing up son, just know that no matter what, I love you always", I said to him. He nodded, and asked if it would be okay if he just went to bed, he wasn't in much of a mood for company. I told him I'd keep the other two downstairs for the night, if he promised tomorrow he'd rejoin us. I did't want him to start to withdraw from us, but I knew he was having lots of things to think threw.

We went in, and I told Ben to go upstairs and bring down 4 diapers, and the diaper bag. I told them Adam wasn't feeling good and wanted to go to bed. That they could sleep and play in the living room. Ben ran up for supplies and when he came back him and Jonathan asked if they could pick a movie and if I'd make popcorn for them.

I told them to pick a movie, and went to make popcorn. When I brought the popcorn in, I sat on the couch beside them.

"I heard you talked to your mom about diapers today Jonathan, she asked what I thought about you wearing them when you wanted to because of your accidents when you are in pain, and I told her about Ben wearing them to skate and to the playground. She sounded glad to hear that, so I think you don't have to hide your diapers anymore except from the people you want to.", I told him

"REALLY?!? All I told her was I wore one the second time I slept here because I wet the bed the first time", he said

Ben clapped, "now we can wear them when we want!", and even Jonathan clapped along.

The two of them put the popcorn between them, and started to watch their movie. I got up and went to look up some info on the LGBT group for Adam on the computer. It turned out they are open every day from 9am to 6pm, and they allow children 10-17 to become members. Adam was only 9, but would turn 10 in 2 weeks, I wrote down their number and printed the membership application for Adam. I was planning to call to see if they made exceptions when it came to age being close. I was doubtful because of the sex orientation premise, but it didn't hurt to ask.

When I came out of the den, Ben was changing Jonathan's diaper. I looked down at them and smiled, then stopped for a moment.

"Jonathan would it be ok if I looked at your penis?", I asked him. He looked up from the floor shyly but didn't say anything.

"He won't hurt you", Ben told him.

"Okay", Jonathan said, somewhat hesitantly.

I sat down on the floor beside Jonathan, and felt his scrotum, putting pressure on both sides yielded empty pockets. I massaged lightly around the tip of his penis, which was all that was visible of it, and on the right side I could feel the two lumps of his trapped testicles. Very gently I traced the tube structure connecting them and could feel how they were knotted around the shaft of his penis. The stimulation was giving him a slight erection, the head of his penis seemed to poke out at me a bit further.

"Does it hurt when I did that?", and Jonathan shook his head no.

I took the head of his penis between three fingers, and traced inward along the shaft of his penis, and I could feel the knot between the muscles there. I knew now why it hurt like it did. When he would get an erection suddenly, the flow of blood to his penis, would enlarge the pockets of his penis, as it should, but it would pinch and more then likely pull his testicles tight against the muscles and bones of his hips.

"You have to stop now", Jonathan said, and I realized he was becoming erect. I pulled my hand back and told him I was sorry.

"I see now why it hurts you so bad, can't the doctors do anything to help you?", I asked.

"The doctors can do an operation, but my dad says that insurance won't cover it because it's not a life ending problem or something like that. They can't afford the cost, but it may worsen and then insurance will pay.", Jonathan said.

I looked at Ben, and realized he was holding Jonathan's hand.

Before I left Ben finish diapering him, I took one more look at his penis, it was almost erect, I could see the veins along the shaft, and the slight pulse as blood flowed, and that evil lump near the bottom of his shaft.

"You be careful putting that diaper on Ben, don't hurt Jonathan, and thanks for letting me look at it Jonathan, I see why it hurts so bad now.", I bent down and gave him a little hug.

"Ben never hurts me Bill, and if he does I know he doesn't mean to do it", Jonathan said.

I left Ben to finish diapering Jonathan and went upstairs to check on Adam.

Adam was laying on his bunk, wrapped in his new blanket, sucking on his pacifier and crying. He told me he had called Jason, and Jason wasn't allowed to talk on the cell phone. His parents tried twice to throw it away but he'd find it in the trash. He said life was super strict for him because his parents blamed him for being taken away in the first place, so he wasn't allowed to leave the house much, and was being homeschooled now. He said before they really had a chance to talk about anything else he'd heard one of his parents coming and had to hide the phone, and he told me not to call anymore.

"Dad I don't have anyone to talk to, no one like me", he said and started crying again.

I held up the application, and told him about the club being open every day, I told him he wasn't old enough yet, but would be in two weeks, but I was going to make some calls to see what I could do. I even promised for the first few visits I would go along with him.

That seemed to calm him down a bit, but he still looked depressed. I told him things get better, and told him something he didn't know. I told him that I had grown up gay also, and like him had no friends to talk to, and that I tried to be 'straight' and married his mom, and had him, but was never happy until I told his mother I was gay, and although I don't have a boyfriend, or date, or even have sex anymore, I was happy because I finally was able to just be me.

Until then, Adam had never really known why his mom had left us. At his age, when she left, I Told him that she was unhappy being with me, and we kind of left it at that.

"I think the club will do you some good Adam, you might not find the love of your life, but you will have people your age to talk to.", I told him.

"I'm sure it will be fun", Adam said. He looked like he was ready to fall asleep, so I tucked him in, told him I loved him, and went back downstairs.

As I went threw the living room, I noticed it was only about 8pm. I told the boys I was going to go out into the jacuzzi, they could come do some night swimming if they wanted to. I changed into my suit in the laundry room, and went out and turned the lights on dim, and turned the jacuzzi on. When I got into the water, I was so glad I upgraded. The air bubbles with the jets made it really relaxing.

Ben and Jonathan came out about ten minutes later. Both wearing swimsuits. They came over beside me, and sat on the edge of the pool with their feet in the jacuzzi.

"Dad...", Ben said in a begging kind of voice.

"Yes son?", I asked, wondering what question was coming next.

"Do we have to wear our suits? It's dark out, no one will see us.", Ben asked.

"If I turn the pool lights off, you can take them off", I told him. I got up and turned the pool lights off, and lit a few of the tiki torches along the outer edge of the pool.

While the pool guy worked on the pool, I realized that none of my neighbors windows were visible from the pool area. My 12 foot fence blocked everything else.

I got back into the jacuzzi, both boys were still sitting with their feet in.

"Is it ok now?", Ben asked, and I nodded yes to him.

Both boys stood up, Ben dropped his suit right away. Jonathan turned around a bit and dropped his suit to the ground. Both of them got into the jacuzzi with me, and both giggled as the air bubbles surrounded them.

I could see Jonathan looked like he was in deep concentration, Ben laid back with his head on the rest, and soon Jonathan relaxed.

"The bubbles really tickled my privates!", Jonathan said, "But it's ok"

Ben giggled and slid closer to Jonathan. I couldn't tell what they were doing under the bubbles but Jonathan looked shocked for a moment.

"Wow Ben you are hard as a rock!", Jonathan said, Ben giggled.

Jonathan and Ben both put their heads back on the rest and just sat there for a couple minutes. Ben informed us both that he just peed, and Jonathan giggled and jerked away a bit and said, "my hand was on your penis when you peed!", which made Ben laugh so hard, he had to catch his breath.

I laughed at both of them and swam out into the pool. I sat out on the steps in the shallow end. Jonathan swam out to me, and sat beside me.

"Ben thinks you are mad", he told me.

"No I'm not mad, I know you boys like to touch and do things to each other. I'm glad that you both have someone to experiment with. I just want you both to remember that things like that only happen here. If you parents knew about these things, or caught you two doing things, we would all be in a lot of trouble", I told him

"This is Las Vegas remember? I would never tell on Ben, or You or Adam. I know you would get in trouble, and I would never do that, you can trust me", Jonathan said.

He started to swim away, then turned and said, "you just swam away to give us privacy huh?"

"Yes Jonathan", I told him. He smiled back at me, then mooned me as he swam back to Ben.

I could see the two of them splashing as I stepped up out of the pool. I went over to the refrigerator by the grill and got myself out a beer. I very rarely drink but every now and then I like a beer to relax. I sat back on the recliner, and twisted off the cap, and from where I sat I could tell that Jonathan was sitting on Bens lap. I don't think Ben was big enough to gain entry to Jonathan's bum, but I'm sure he was big enough to tickle it.

I was right, Ben was moving Jonathan on his lap, Jonathan had a look of pleasure on his face, but Ben was looking almost orgasmic. A few minutes later Ben slid out from under Jonathan and the two of them hugged and then sat side by side. Ben was leaning towards his friend, and I could see them kiss. The bubbles and the noise made it impossible to hear what they were saying, but I could tell by the look on Jonathan's face, that he was in pain.

Til I got over to the jacuzzi, Ben had Jonathan on his lap again and was hugging him and keeping him above water. I jumped in and lifted Jonathan up onto the side of the pool. Jonathan told me he was ok, but he was holding his belly, and he was peeing. I asked him if he always peed when this happened, and he didn't say anything.

"I only pee when I squirt", he said blushing, then Ben explained he was masturbating Jonathan slowly when it happened. I told Jonathan I was going to take him inside, and picked him up and carried him in the house to the couch. Ben put his new baby blanket down for him, and I wrapped him in it.

"It's going away, it don't hurt so much now", Jonathan said. I took a pullup out of the diaper bag, and put it on Jonathan, and I could see the lump around his penis was still kind of enlarged.

"Do you want me to call your mom or take you home?", I asked him, and he said no, he just wanted Ben to sit up by him. I took the hint, and left them alone. I could hear Ben comforting him as I went into the kitchen.

A few minutes later, Jonathan came out into the kitchen.

"Thank you for helping me, see it doesn't hurt too long some times", Jonathan said and hugged me. Ben came running in and hugged me also.

"I am worried though that you peed like that. It could mean something serious happening inside you", I told him.

"I want you boys to promise me, no more playing with each others diaper areas, until I have a talk with Jonathans mom. You can diaper each other, but no more sex play ok?", I told them.

Both nodded in acceptance. Jonathan looked nervous tho.

"You aren't going to tell her what happened are you?", he asked

"No, but I'm going to tell her about the research I did on your problem, and maybe give them a way to fix it.", I told him.

"fix it?", he asked.

"Maybe I will offer to pay for your surgery, so that it won't hurt no more.", I told him.

They both hugged me again, and both told me they loved me. I patted two bums and told them to go get ready for bed, it was almost 11pm. I sat in the kitchen a bit, thinking about Jonathan, and Adam, and knew I had some calls to make in the morning, but I sat there and contemplated how to go about making things happen while eating the last piece of leftover pizza.

The boys both laid on blankets on the floor, they were cuddled up with each other, and as I walked threw the living room Jonathan was already asleep and snoring, Ben was almost there. I bent down and kissed him goodnight, and went up to my room.

I was so tired, and with all the thoughts and things running around in my head, I was overly tired. I never felt him slipping into bed with me. The slight movement against my knee made me open my eyes to see Adam had snuggled up to me, and still asleep, was humping against the bed. He was breathing kind of labored and I realized he was going to cum right beside me. I could feel the bed shake as his motion became erratic as he had what seemed like an amazing orgasm. It's just too bad he slept threw it. I felt him stirring, so I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep so as to not embarass him.

I felt him roll towards me, he put his arm around me and put his head against my chest. I pretended to wake up, and reached up and ruffled his hair, and said good morning to him.

He hugged me tighter and stayed snuggled with me.

"Dad, I know we've had this conversation before, but I want you to know I love you, and even though it's your job, I want to thank you for accepting me for who I am even when no one else does", Adam said.

"Adam, others will accept you for who you are, when you stop trying to be who everyone else wants you to be. And it's not my job, there are many parents who don't accept who their children are. Be yourself, I think the LBGT club will show you that you can be yourself and be liked. I thought about you guys at the park, You feel at ease there, only because you don't have to 'be' anyone if that makes sense to you.", I told him, "Now go shower up, you're making us both sticky"

"huh?", he said, and when he rolled back away from me, the wet spot on the front of his undies must have gotten cold. He put his hand down there, and embarassed he got up off the bed quick and went into the bathroom.

I seen by the clock beside the bed that it was almost 9am. I went into the bathroom and washed up quick in the sink, then went back to get dressed. When I was going down the steps I could hear Jonathan crying, and Ben was talking to him, trying to console him.

"What happened?", I asked. Ben said he woke up and Jonathan was crying. Jonathan told me Ben didn't do anything, it happens sometimes when I'm asleep. I told Ben to go get me scissors, and I unzipped Jonathan's pajamas and when Ben returned I cut the pull up off Jonathan.

He had an erection like I expected, and laying on his side in the fetal position like he was I could see the knot was really big. I massaged his thighs a little, and told Ben to massage his arms. If nothing else it would take his mind off the pain, and maybe help him relax 'down there'. Ben talked to him about skateboarding and a few minutes later Jonathan was relaxing on the blanket, no longer in pain.

I told Ben to keep him company, zipped up his pajamas, and sat on the couch. I called Jonathan's mom, and told her about his two episodes. I told her that when it happened last night, he peed the pullup, and how when he woke up, we massaged his legs and arms to get his mind off of the pain til he relaxed. I told her about my research online after we had talked last. I told her that she should take him to the doctor or maybe the emergency room. I told her I noticed the size of the lump over his penis area, and told her something needs to be done before something bursts. She asked me if I would take him to the ER from there, and she would meet me there.

I told Ben to get dressed quickly, and yelled for Adam. Jonathan looked scared. I told him not to worry, mom won't know that Ben triggered the first one, just tell her it just happened. We won't tell on you.

Adam came down dressed, and I carried Ben to the car, buckled him in the back, and the four of us headed to he hospital.

We got to the ER at the same time his mom did. I carried him in, and Ben and Adam followed. They took her information at the window, and when she started to dig threw her purse for her insurance cards, I handed the woman my credit card, and told her to put all charges on that card. Mary looked at me, and tried to tell me no, but I insisted. They finished getting Jonathan's info, and they came out with a wheelchair for Jonathan.

When they were ready to take Jonathan back, Ben asked if he could go along, Jonathan said he wanted Ben to be there, so Mary and Ben followed them back to the exam room.

Mary came out almost two hours later with Ben. She told me that Jonathans vessels to his testicles were cutting off blood flow to his prostate, and penis. The ultrasound showed thinning of the blood vessels to his penis itself, and how they wanted to do surgery on him today to move some things around in there and prevent any future occurences. Then she started to cry.

I hugged her, and asked what was wrong. She said insurance wouldn't cover it, and her husband was on his way. By coincidence he happened to walk in just as she said it. the three of us gathered in the hallway, Mary explained the situation, and Dan pulled his phone from his pocket, and said he was going to call the insurance company to see what he could do. I took the phone from his hand and handed him my credit card. Put it on here, I don't care the cost. It's a minor surgery as Mary explained, so it's no problem I told them.

Dan tried to refuse, but I insisted.

"Why are you doing this?", Dan asked me.

"Simply because your adopted son, is my adopted son's best friend. I've witnessed three of Jonathan's episodes, and I don't want to see a fourth, and if something were to happen to Jonathan, and I didn't do what I have in my power to do, I would never be able to forgive myself. So take my card, no repayment ever expected, and make your son better again", I told him

Dan and Mary were both crying and telling me they don't know how they will ever be able to thank me enough, and I told them by giving Ben a companion and best friend who could run and not have to be in pain for it, was thanks enough.

Dan and Mary went in to arrange the operation, and Adam and I went in to see Jonathan. Ben never left his side, holding his hand and keeping him calm. I told Jonathan they were going to operate on him and fix it, no more pain, that he shouldn't be afraid, it's not a bad operation.

"Can Ben go in with me?", Jonathan asked.

"No Jonathan, you have to do that part on your own, but I promise we will be here when you wake up and it's all over", I said, and he started to cry.

Dan and Mary came in, and I looked at Jonathan and said "no crying, think about how great it will be when this doesn't happen anymore, be strong buddy, Ben, Adam and I will be here when it's over, I promise.

Ben bent down and gave his friend a hug, and squeezed his hand.

"love you Jonathan, see you soon", Ben said, then took my hand and we went out into the hall. I motioned to Dan to come talk to me when he had a chance.

Dan and Mary came out about 20 minutes later, they had already sedated Jonathan and were prepping him for the operation. They once again thanked me over and over, telling me if there was anything they could do for me, to just ask.

I told them again, no thanks needed. I told them if they were in my position they would have the very same thing.

I sent Adam and Ben to get us all some sodas from the machine. They took the bills and ran down the hall.

"Ben and Jonathan are pretty close huh?", Dan said to me.

"They're inseperable at the park, inseperable at the house, I've never heard them fight or argue. It's kind of funny at the park because they stand up for each other, and just... well.. they're best friends", I said.

"Well I am so glad they are so close, Jonathan was pretty relentlessly picked on because of his problem in school, at home, which is why I never understood why he went to the park. But I guess he went because that's where his one real friend was", Mary said and hugged me.

Adam and Ben returned as Dan was explaining what would happen today. They were taking Jonathan to surgery now, and that it would take about two hours. Depending upon how Jonathan came out of the anesthesia he could possibly come home tonight yet, but if not, he'd spend the night and come home tomorrow. The doctor said three days of bed rest, then he could return to light activity as he tolerates it.

"Can I come stay with Jonathan tonight if he comes home, and stay til he's ok again?", Ben asked Mary.

Mary looked at Dan, then looked at Ben and said "I don't think we could keep you away, but that is up to your dad. But you must let him rest."

"of course, I will help him I promise", Ben said.

"They are serious Ben, he will have wounds that will have to heal, and if Mary and Dan don't mind, we'll have to go home for clothes while Jonathan is in surgery', I told him.

I pulled Dan aside, and double checked with him that it would be ok, and Dan assured me all would be good. He hugged me this time, and thanked me again.

I told them we were going to go get clothes, and be back in time to see Jonathan in the recovery room and see what was going to happen from there.

In the car, I told Ben that I was deadly serious about the Las Vegas atmosphere at home, doesn't carry over to Dan and Mary's house. He could wear his pullups to bed, and during the day if they didn't mind, but no messies, and no diapering or sexplay there. He told me that I didn't have to remind him of those rules.

We arrived home, and Ben immediately went to fill his backpack. I was glad to have a few minutes alone with Adam. I told him this might be a good thing having Ben away for a few days. I had read over the rules at the club, and children under 10 weren't allowed to be there without an adult. This would give us a few days to check out the scene there, and see if Adam liked it. Adam seemed enthusiastic, but looked a little worried. I asked him what was wrong.

"I just worry about Jonathan, hoping all goes well for him", Adam said. I assured him we were all a little worried, all would be good.

Ben came down, and had clothes for 3 days packed. I seen on the top of his backpack he had a handful of pullups. He was anxious to get back to the hospital, so we all got back into the car and headed that direction. I stopped at a burger place and picked up 8 burgers, and we headed to the Hospital. We went in and straight up to Jonathan's floor. Dan and Mary were in the waiting room, so I offered them each a burger or two, which they were grateful for, they were too worried to leave the waiting room. We all sat and talked, Ben promising he would help take care of his friend. Dan pulled me aside.

"Mary and I are very grateful for what you've done. Since adopting Jonathan and buying our house, we have a decent income and we get along great in that aspect, but as for emergencies like this, we weren't prepared. Doctors told us Jonathan would need surgery probably by the time he hit his growth spurt if things didn't fix themselves, but the doctors came out a little bit ago and told us that there were some minor complications. The nerve bundle that signals bodily functions was the bundle of tissue that had trapped the testicles. The only way they could fix Jonathan's problem was one of two ways. Remove his testes, or sever that nerve bundle. Because the nerve bundle had been pinched it would probably not grow as he grew, and he would lose those functions naturally. So that is the route they took. They've been able to put his testes back into the scrotum and put mesh there so they would stay naturally, and they were about to begin closing him up when they last updated us. But Jonathan will be incontinent the rest of his life.", Dan said.

"That's sad to hear, but not a very bad thing in the whole grand scheme of things", I told him

"Mary and I both worried that maybe Ben would not want to spend time with Jonathan if he was unable to know when he went to the bathroom, Having a friend who poops himself doesn't help you fit into the group of cool kids', Dan said.

"Dan I know this will sound crazy, and maybe you won't let Jonathan come around anymore after I say this, But Ben started wearing the pullups because he occasionally wets the bed, but He's told me a few times that he just likes the comfort of wearing them. The first night Jonathan slept over, I walked past the room when I saw Ben putting a diaper on Jonathan. It was an innocent thing I assure you, But having a diaper wearing friend would not bother Ben at all. And it also might help Jonathan become comfortable to having to wear one.", I told him.

"I don't know what to say", Dan told me, then after a moment or two he said, "But I think you're 100% right. I'm so glad to hear that, now I'm going to say something to you that might sound a little crazy. Jonathan asked Mary about a month ago, if it was ok to love another boy. We both immediately thought he was talking about Ben. Mary told him simply 'we love who we love, no one can help that'. But seeing Ben by Jonathan's side here, as he's been by his side when people picked on him for peeing his pants, or picked on him when he was in pain and crying, I think our two boys are 'in love'. I don't have a problem with that, if Jonathan were to discover he's gay, I have no problem, I will love him like my son forever. As for Ben, if Jonathan loves someone with as big a heart as Ben has, I wish them both all the love in the world!", Dan said holding his fist to his heart.

"Ben, in his younger years had endured some abuse. Physical, emotional, and sexual I believe. He finds comfort in being babied, and I support that. I can count on one hand the number of girls he talks to, I kind of know Ben is attracted to the same sex. My other son Adam has confided in me just recently that he is gay, and feels left out and is going threw some depression, feeling alone like he's the only gay boy in the city. I'm going to take advantage of Ben staying with you and Mary during the next couple of days, and take Adam to the LGBT club in the city. It's a big brother/big sister kind of group that has counselors and group activities for gay youth. So I am with you on your thinking Dan. We love who we love, and in the world today, I'd rather the kids find love then hate. I let my boys be who they are going to be, and I provide support and guidance when I can. As for Jonathan, If Ben has picked him for a boyfriend, he couldn't have picked someone better. They are inseperable.", I told him.

He was so glad to have this conversation. Like my one with Adam I could see the weight lift off his shoulders.

The doctor came out a few minutes later, made sure that Dan and Mary approved of Adam, Ben and I getting the information he was about to give. He said that everything went well except for the issue with the nerves that couldn't prevented. They catheterized Jonathan and would be keeping him for the night to make sure he doesn't run a fever or have any blood in his urine. He said that they when he woke up they would be moving him up to the pediatric ward to room 202. We were welcome to wait for him to be brought up to the room. Dan and Mary thanked the doctor, and he disappeared back into the halls behind the door.

Ben immediately wanted to go to his room to wait, We all gathered our drinks and stuff, Ben grabbed his bag and told us all that he wanted to stay with Jonathan tonight. I told him I didn't think the hospital would allow that but Mary said she would ask. We stopped in the cafeteria and grabbed drinks, and Ben insisted we get him some balloons. So there we were, our motley crew heading up in the elevator full of balloons. Ben insisted on 20 of them.

The room was a private room, with two cots sat in the corner for parents who stayed I assumed, and the bed seemed already setup for Jonathan. I could see the collection bag on the bedside hook. The nurses brought in a bench and some extra chairs for our crowd, and we didn't have to wait too long. They rolled Jonathan in on a gurney about a half hour later, he was still kind of groggy as they moved him to the bed, as soon as he was situated, Ben tied the balloons to the side of the bed, and hugged Jonathan and started crying.

"I was so worried about you but I knew you'd be ok", Ben told him.

"I'm A-Okay Ben, I'm gonna be all better now", Jonathan said and tried to roll over, but the surgical wound said otherwise. He left out a little moan of pain and Ben told him to rest, then sat beside him and held his hand.

I gave Jonathan a little hug and told him to rest and get better, and nudged Adam to do the same, then motioned to Dan and Mary that we'd be in the hall. We went out pulling our chair behind us. A nurse passed us going into the room as we sat down. The nurse came back out a few mins later and went down to the nurses station. Mary came out to us about 20 minutes later.

"They hooked up Jonathan's catheter, and monitors. We asked the nurse about Ben staying, and Dan offered to go home if he is allowed to stay. Ben is holding his hand so tight, and Jonathan seems to be coming more alert. He says it hurts a little around his belly button, and the nurse is going to give him something for pain. You'll have to excuse me, I have to go call my parents and Dan's and let them know Jonathan is out of surgery and doing well", she said.

"Go make calls, we'll be here til we hear word on Ben.", and I gave her a hug, "You look frazzled Mary, the worst is over, smile for me ok?"

She gave me a smile, and said, "I don't know what we'd have done, or would do without you Bill, much thanks again", and she walked down towards the phone banks.

The nurse came back, and went into the room, and only a moment later came back out. Dan stuck his head out, then joined us in the hall. He said the nurse took Ben's temperature to make she he didn't have a fever I guess, and said that it would up to us who stayed. So when Mary comes back I'm going to head home and catch some sleep. I told him I'd talk to Ben and make sure he listens before I leave, and will be in for an update tomorrow as we head into the city. Dan said that would be great, and headed down to where his wife was on the phones.

"Heya Bill, Heya Adam", Jonathan said as we went back in. His voice was groggy from the breathing tubes I assume. He told us it hurts a little at his belly button when he breathes, and his throat was sore. But he thanked me for making him better.

"I didn't make you better, the doctors did, and now Ben and your parents will finish the job... Ben is going to stay with you because I don't think I could make him go home anyway, and we will be back to see you tomorrow ok?", I said

"yep, I'm glad Ben is staying, I'm not so afraid", he said.

"Ben, you listen to Mary and Dan, and the doctors. Don't get Jonathan too excited he needs to rest", I told him, gave him a hug, and told him we were leaving. Ben agreed, and we left to go home.

Adam and I in the car, rode almost halfway home in silence. I decided to break the silence by stopping at the mall. When we parked I asked him if there was anything he wanted or needed.

"condoms", he said, and his answer so caught me off guard that I laughed.

"I'm serious", he said, and I could tell he was a little angered.

"Okay Okay, I forget you are growing up, I forgot about my little surprise this morning until now actually, forgive me for laughing?", I asked looking at him.

"of course, but they don't fit me too well, I tried with one from the park vending machine", Adam said.

"well we will stop in the pharmacy here at the mall and see what they have, but when I asked if there was anything you needed, I meant like... socks, shoes, or something from your wish list?", I told him.

"well, I would like a new gel tube like you got us before. The other one disappeared with Jason I believe", Adam said.

"Well I think I can do better then that old gel tube, I will have to look, but you are missing out on a grand opportunity here. I am offering to buy you anything your little heart desires, and you can't think of anything good?", I told him.

"Dad, you give me everything I need, You and Ben.", Adam said.

"fine, lets go to the pharmacy and get our tails home, It's been a long day!", I said.

After looking threw the pharmacy, we found three different 'juniors' size condoms. I got a box of each of them, and we checked out and headed home. I made one more stop on the outskirts of the city, parked in a very lighted parking spot, and told Adam that he could not come in here, that he was to wait in the car and keep the doors locked. We had stopped at an adult shop, and I really didn't like the idea of leaving an almost 10 year old boy in a car as dusk was setting in, but I made my way inside, found the items I was looking for, and got back to the car. Adam said no one even looked his direction.

I put a bag between us on the seat, and ten minutes later we were home. I told him that I was going to take him to the LGBT club around noon tomorrow if he still wanted to go, he had tonight to think on it. Then told him to meet me in my room in ten minutes. I took the bag from the adult store up with me, and pulled the other toys I had bought a few days ago out of my closet.

When Adam came in, I reminded him, that things I give him, like the presents he was about to receive, are used only in his room or house. Then pulled one of the small vibrators, and one of the dildos out of the bag. He looked all embarassed, but I ignored it, and explained how the little egg shaped vibrator fit into the dildo, and could be used alone. Then pulled the big present out of the bag. It was a gel bum, with a ribbed anus, and told him he could put the egg down into the bottom of it, and it would feel awesome. I pulled two bottles of lube from the bag, and handed him the condoms we bought.

I told him never to put lube on first, or condoms will just slip off, and he kind of gave me that look like 'I know all this dad', so I just ended by saying "any questions?"

"If I have any I'll be sure to ask, thanks dad", he said kind of smiling. I could tell he was anxious to get back to his room. I told him before he left, that used condoms get treated like diapers, throw in the diaper pail and no where else. He nodded and took his new things to his room.

He popped his head back in a few minutes later and said, "You didn't get me these things because you don't think I can find people to have sex with did you?"

"Adam, You are a beautiful boy, you will find that person you love, and sexperimenting will turn into love making. Until then you have something to hone your skill on, plus", and I hesitated, "you're at an stage where you are going to discover a lot about yourself. You will have no problems finding a boyfriend or girlfriend if that's what you want, but you have to find yourself, and having those toys will fill your urges while you discover who you are", I told him

He smiled, and disappeared down the hall.

When we awoke that morning, I jumped in the shower, I heard the door open to the bathroom, and Adam came inside. I could hear him peeing.

"Dad, Can I get in with you?", Adam asked. It had been a while since we had showered together. At least two years that I can remember. The question caught me off guard, and I feared I'd become erect seeing him shower, but I told him he could.

Threw the enclosure I could see him remove his underwear, but he put them in the diaper pail. Had he worn a pull up to bed? I'd have to look when I got out, but just then the enclosure opened, and Adam stepped in behind me. I turned on the side shower jets, and I could hear him lathering up behind me.

Suddenly he was washing my back, I told he he didn't have to do that, but he giggled and said it brought back good memories. He then put this hands on my hips to turn me so the water could wash it off. He turned me completely to face him, and he looked down at my penis.

"Will mine get as big as yours since I'm your son?", Adam asked. I told him only god knew how big his would get, and that mine wasn't really that big. I was about the same size as him in length with the wrinkles, I was just thicker.

"It's really thick", he said comparing his to mine. I looked down at him and told him he was gaining some thickness, and soon he'd have hair. Then he did what I was hoping he wouldn't do.

He took the soapy washrag, and engulfed my penis in it, then gave it a gentle wash, with his other hand, he pulled my hand to his penis. The thoughts running threw my head at that moment, I felt like I was going to pass out. I knew it was wrong, but I could feel him slowly massage my penis, like he was milking an udder.

I said, "This is wrong Adam", but couldn't resist the touch.

He said "It's ok dad, just one time", and he dropped the rag and as I became fully erect, his eyes were fixed on my penis. I was in shock I believe, I stood there letting his masturbate me, and when he realized I was only holding his penis he began to hump into my fist.

It didn't take long with his stimulation to have me near orgasm, and I realized I was staring at his penis, which did seem to gain almost an inch and quite a bit of thickness. I was holding a very nice 4 and 1/2 almost 5 inch erection as he thrust it in and out of my fist.

"Adam, please stop", I said, but he didn't, and as the orgasm hit me, Adam held my penis upward, and my ejaculate landed in a stream from his nipples to his belly button, He groaned once or twice, and his cum landed right on my belly button and started to dribble down.

Adam backed up to the wall, and with his fingers gathered my goo from his chest into his palm. His penis still throbbing from the excitement and dripping the last of his load, as he caught it and gathered his cum from above my now starting to droop penis.

"You squirt a LOT more then I do and it's thick!", Adam said and smiled at me. I realized what had just happened, and turned around to wash quickly. Adam did the same.

As I stepped out of the shower, I turned to Adam, wrapped a towel around myself and sat on the toilet. I pulled him to stand in front of me, still dripping wet, his penis returning to it's normal 4 inch size. I wrapped a towel around him and started to dry him off.

We both went to speak at the same time, and I stopped mid breath. I looked at him and asked what he was about to say.

"I'm sorry Dad, I just wanted to see you squirt. Ben told me he saw it once, and I wanted to see how much you squirt. I don't squirt much, maybe a big spoon full or two.", Adam said.

"Well, it can never happen again. When Ben saw me squirt he did something that woke me up from a sleep, and it was a surprise to me. What happened in the shower was a surprise also. You are my son, and we shouldn't do things like that", I told him.

He laughed and said, "I know, but it was good right?", I patted his dry bum, and told him to go get dressed, we have to go check in on Jonathan and Ben, and then the club if he wanted to go.

"I love you dad", he said as he ran down the hall to get dressed. I went into my room and put on simple shorts and a t-shirt. I yelled to Adam to dress the same. Casual.

We ate breakfast on the way as it was almost almost 10am. When we got to the hospital, we went directly up to Jonathan's room. Mary and Ben were standing outside the door.

"Jonathan has discovered he has no control over his bowels or bladder, The nurses are changing him now and removing the catheter. There was no blood in his urine, and as long as he isn't running a fever and can keep breakfast and lunch down, they're going to let him come home today. He's in much better spirits and says the wound barely bothers him. Doctor says as long as he keeps the wound covered, and avoids lifting and strenuous activities for 3 days, he should be fine.", Mary said.

"Oh that's great news, so glad to hear he doesn't have to stay.", I told her. The nurse came out a few minutes later and we all went inside. Ben went right to his friends side.

"Adam do you want to see where they stabbed me?!?", Jonathan asked with a smile. and he lifted up his gown and showed us the small gauze covering the opening. "Doc said they did the whole operation with a robot and a 1 inch cut!", Jonathan said kind of proudly.

We stayed to visit for a little while, Jonathan was in much better spirits, maybe even happier then he was before everything. Then the topic of diapers came up, and Jonathan looked a little shy.

"Ben tells me to get loose shorts, and no one will ever know, but I won't know when I have to poop or pee anymore I wore pullups and diapers before, because sometimes I'd pee when I was in pain, but now I will have to wear them all the time", Jonathan said, and I almost didn't catch it, but Jonathan winked at Ben and Me who were sitting on that side.

"Don't worry about it Jonathan, No one will mess with you with me and especially Ben around", Adam told him.

Conversation turned to other things, then I mentioned that Adam and I had plans to check out a new place. I verified that Ben could stay with Jonathan, and if they went home to call me to let me know. Adam mentioned he wanted a soda and would meet me at the car.

"Bill, Ben has such been a big help with Jonathan, I never heard Jonathan wake up during the night, but Ben was there to comfort him, Dan told me about your conversation on the phone, and I do believe our two boys are either a match made in heaven best friend pairing, or they are in love.", Mary said.

"It is what it is Mary", I said and smiled. She hugged me, and told me she would call if Jonathan was allowed to go home.

"Dad, I think Ben's greatest wish came true for Jonathan", Adam said when we got in the car. I laughed and asked what he meant.

"Well we both know Ben likes to wear diapers, would wear them all day, every day, and he loves to pee and poop in them... well Jonathan can't help it. Ben's probably jealous!", Adam said, I laughed and told him he was probably right.

We arrived at the club, a little after 1pm. There were some people out in the parking lot, and the playground around the side. I asked Adam for sure if he wanted to check it out and he was out of the car a moment later.

We went inside, and a lady came up to us right away.

"Howdy, My name is Lucy, I'm one of the counselors here, I always like to greet new faces and their parents. Kind of helps you to relax a little", she said, then whispered to Adam "some people are kinda shy when they come in..." and smiled.

"I'm Adam", he said, "and this is my father Bill, nice to meet you", and shook her hand.

She gave him a hug and said 'hey partner, we hug around these parts!, Well only if ya wanna... some of these people don't understand a good hug", and laughed.

"Well Bill, tell me about this very polite and hug friendly boy you've got with you, because I can see he's too polite to brag himself up!", Lucy said with a smile.

"Well Lucy, This is my son Adam, he's a week away from 10 years old, he's kinda shy at first, but opens up pretty quickly. He loves skateboarding and video games, and spends quite a bit of time in the pool", I told her.

"Ok! We'll come back to Bill, after a word from the boy in the spotlight, at least I think I'm selecting the one who wants to become a part of our home away from home. Adam you tell me about you!", Lucy said.

"Well, I'm gay...", Adam started to say, but Lucy put a finger up to his mouth.

"Nope, well, you may be gay, you may be straight, you might be a girl trapped in a boys body, but here we don't really use those labels. Here you are a person, I sense something about you, it kind of leads everyone to come check us out, I sense that you don't feel like you fit in most places you go. Well that's cuz all those labels are used out there, and people pin opinions on them like... Oh I don't want to be seen with a 'gay' person, or everyone will see me as 'gay' too, because I don't like 'gay' people. They class everyone in little groups, and that's not what Insiderz is all about. Know what I'm saying?", she said to Adam.

Adam shook his head yes, and Lucy went on to say "Here, you is a people, we're all peoples. We don't judge by sexual orientation, or who a person thinks they are. We judge you by the person you are. Can you do that? Can you not worry about if someone is gay or straight, and just relax and be that polite boy who shook my hand on the way in?", Lucy asked.

Adam almost started to cry, Lucy pulled a tissue from somewhere, and gave Adam a hug. "Well we have some formalities we must attend to before we can just let you into our facilities, can you both come with me?"

Lucy buzzed us into a larger room. There were about 30 kids here, and a few adults. Some where playing on computers, or sittin on couches playing video games, others were shooting pool, it looked like a great place. Lucy then lead us into an office, and started going over the rules.

Because Adam wasn't yet 10, he'd have to be accompanied by a counselor or adult. A counselor was usually available if a parent couldn't attend. Lucy pointed out two or three adults in the group room.

They allow NO sexually explicit material in the club. And NO sexual activities. She explained that it wasn't the goal of Insiderz to promote such activity. Insiderz was a place where children/teens could come, be themselves, make some friends and not be worried about hatred etc.

There as also a counselor on duty at all times, in case Adam wanted to discuss problems or things he wanted advice on. These counselors were also available during afterhours via telephone.

She explained that the club comes via membership, of $125 a month, or $1000 a year, and would give Adam and both parents keycards to get in when the facility was open.

Lucy picked up a phone, and paged someone named Eric. Eric came into the office, and Lucy introduced him to both of us. Eric she explained would be Adams mentor at the club. Someone to introduce Adam around, and keep him company until he was more relaxed and made some friends. Eric looked to be about 15 or 16, and after we talked for a few minutes, Eric mentioned he'd been coming to Insiderz since he was 12, so he knows what Adam has been going threw.

Adam looked happy. I wasn't sure if it was Lucy or Eric who put the smile on his face, but when Lucy asked Adam if he'd like to join, he looked at me.

I handed Lucy my credit card, and told her to charge a year. Eric looked at Adam and asked him if he was ready to go meet some new people in the group room. Adam shook his head yes.

"Do you want me to stay Adam?", I asked him. He turned and whispered to me, "I love you dad, I think this is where I am meant to be, but I think I can do this alone ok? please don't be mad."

"I would never be mad, go. Begin your new adventure", I told him as Eric lead him into the group room.

Lucy had me filling out paperwork for about an hour, and assured me that Adam would be in good hands here. They seemed to have a really good program, I was hoping it would bring Adam out of his shell. I finished up the paperwork and headed home.

By the time I got home, I decided I better do some cleaning, I scrubbed the bathtub out good, cleaned out the diaper pail, and remembered to look. Yes Adam wore a pullup to bed, and the load he shot in the shower aparently wasn't the only one that morning. I cleaned up the boys room, and decided to go do some shopping and move a few things around.

I got the shopping done, I bought a bed, dresser, and nightstand to be delivered the next day. I decided to move my bed down to the den, move some things around in there, and give Adam the new bed and furniture up in my room. I wasn't sure how he'd take to having his own room, but he had his own before Ben moved to be with us, so I figured it would go over well.

Around 5 the phone rang, It was Adam ready to come home, I hadn't heard from Mary so I told Adam I would be there as soon as I found out what was going on with Jonathan and Ben.

Mary told me they were releasing Jonathan at 6, and that Ben was going to stay the night. She warned me that they were already talking about spending the next night at my house, and she said it was fine with her as long as Jonathan was feeling up to it. I told her either way was fine with me, and the surprise I had planned for Adam. I told her that way Jonathan would have his own bed when he slept over, which would probably be pretty often. Mary agreed, she said that Jonathan loves the video games and pool. I told her thanks for the updates and that she could call me if the boys wanted to come to my house the next night.

I picked Adam up, but he wasn't waiting out front anxious to go home, he was inside. I buzzed my way in, Adam and a boy I hasn't met were in some sort of flight simulator, and Adam introduced the boy as Evan. Adam introduced me then as his dad, and told him goodbye. If I didn't know any better I'd testify that Adam walked out of there on a cloud of air.

The whole way home, and most of the evening, he told me about the people he met there, and although he wasn't totally comfortable around some of them, he had an awesome time. I asked who he was uncomfortable around and he told me about a boy named Jared who liked to wear makeup. It wasn't that he didn't like him, the makeup was just something new to him, and he said Jared was a cool guy. He said he didn't understand the transgender thing until Jared explained it to him.

He told me he bought a pair of girls underwear, trying to win over Jason's affection, but it didn't work, and he lost them somewhere in the pool yard. He mentioned that he thought Jason kept them, but I knew the truth. The main topic of conversation from Adam that evening was Evan. He said they had a lot in common, and hung out most of the time there together. It was only the first month that Evan was there, so Evan was kind of just fitting in also.

When we got home I told Adam we were going to be moving furniture tomorrow morning, and probably early. He was still on cloud nine, and after some sandwiches and potato chips for dinner, Adam settled on the couch to watch a movie. I don't think he watched too much of it tho, he was busy talking on his phone threw most of it. Evan I assumed. When the movie was over, I got Adam's attention and tapped my watch. He got off the phone and I told him time to shower and bed. We had things to do in the morning, and Jonathan and Ben might be sleeping here tomorrow night.

I finished cleaning up downstairs, and moved some stuff around in the end to make room for my bed in the morning. By the time I got in the shower it was already 10pm. I crawled into bed around 10:30, and heard my door open. Adam came in and said he was lonely, and wanted to sleep in bed with me. I made some room but sleeping wasn't on his mind. He was more interested in recalling the events of the day. It wasn't that I wasn't interested, but I was tired, and I fell asleep listening to him talking.

I woke up, and could hear the shower running, that was a good thing, that meant Adam was up and ready for the day. I pulled all the blankets off the bed, and went out and threw them down over the railing into the living room. Adam came out of the bathroom a little while later and helped me take the mattress and rest of the bed down to the den.

"Why are you moving your bed?", he asked me.

"Because, I think you could use a little privacy, so now you can have my room, I will turn the den into my room. Ben and his friends won't bother you then", I told him.

"But, then I'll be back to having a room all by myself", Adam said sounding kind of sad.

"Well, would you rather have a room where you could invite friends over, or, stay in with Ben and have no privacy when Jonathan stays?", I asked him.

"Well, will you leave your TV in your old room for me?", he asked. I told he sure, I could watch downstairs. With that he sounded pleased.

"Ya, I think I will like my own room again", Adam said.

Before long, the delivery people came to deliver the new bed and furniture. Adam took command and showed them where everything was to be. On one of his passes, I stopped him for a second, and patted his bum.

"You have a diaper on?", I whispered.

"yeah, I still like them sometimes", Adam answered with a sly grin.

"ah it just kinda shocked me because I can hear it when you walk", I told him.

Once all his new furniture was in, he came and thanked me, and told me he'd like a stereo or radio up there. I told him we'd look next time we went to the mall, but not today. He had to decide where he was going, to the park or to the club, because it was already after noon, and I didn't hear from Mary or Ben.

I told him to make up his mind, and went to take care of the pool. Today was the day I was supposed to start adding salt, and the water was a tad bit green tinted, so I dumped in a bag in the jacuzzi end, and put the pump on high circulation. When I went back inside Adam told me he wanted to go to the club. So we finished up chores at the house and I dropped him off a little after 1. It was almost 2 when I got to Jonathan's house.

Ben opened the door, and Mary yelled for me to come in. She was getting ready to change the dressing on Jonathan's belly, and I could see the almost tiny incision. Mary told me they were so anxious for me to come, and that she was going to call but she didn't want me to rush. We both agreed that Jonathan's wound looked clean, so she put new gauze and tape on it, then she said she wanted to put a clean diaper on Jonathan. It was a hint I guess for privacy but Jonathan spoke up.

"Mom, Ben has changed me already, and Bill will have to sooner or later, so you might as well just do it", Jonathan said.

"Ok then, I just thought maybe you'd want privacy", she said, and looked at me and said "I guess he's right, although he can change himself"

"I like when people change me!", Jonathan said.

"Well if people tell you no, you don't expect them to just do it, you change yourself", Mary told him.

She quick undid the diaper tapes, and lowered the diaper front. Just a wet one, she looked relieved. She washed him down quick with a wash rag, and dried him then gave him a quick dust of powder. With a skilled mom's hand she had a new diaper under him and taped in a flash. I couldn't help but notice that Jonathan's penis looked longer. It wasn't being trapped inside of him anymore. I'm sure Ben noticed that!

"Mom you still didn't tell me if I was allowed to go to Ben's, can I please?", Jonathan asked.

"You call your dad at work and ask him, if he says ok, you may go, tell him I said your wound looks clean, and you've been relaxing", Mary said.

She pulled me aside and told me Dan had already given him the go, but she wanted him to at least talk to his dad for a few minutes before he disappeared for another night. Jonathan took the phone, and made his call. He looked all happy when he hung up and was all excited to go. His mom made him pack the diaper bag himself, and his clothes with his pajamas with the 3 on the back on top of the pile. He wanted to carry it out to the car but Ben beat him to it.

Jonathan didn't seem to be in pain at all. His walking and even a fast step or two to catch up to Ben didn't seem to hurt him at all. Before we got in the car Mary came down to remind Jonathan and Ben about no skateboarding, running, lifting heavy things, and a million other things. I assured her he would be fine, they would probably play in the house or on the deck.

"Are you coming home tomorrow? Or do I need to drop off supplies at Bill's?", Mary asked Jonathan.

"Can I stay til the day we go to the doctor? You can pick me up here", Jonathan said then remembered to ask me "Bill is it ok if I stay 2 days?"

"Yes Jonathan, that's fine, but it's up to your mom", I said

"Ok, Your dad is working double shifts, I'll be bored at home, but you can stay til Thursday. Your appointment is at 10am, so I will pick you up at Bill's that morning around 9am ok?", Mary said.

"Don't worry about supplies, I have to stop at the mall, and will get extra diapers although I have a ton at home for my big baby Ben, anything else we'll need I'll get don't worry about it", I told her.

In the mirror I could see Ben smiling at the baby comment. He looked up at me and said 'goo goo gah!', and burst out laughing. Jonathan started laughing then held a hand over his wound. "It only hurts when I laugh!", Jonathan said.

I looked back at both of them, told Mary I would call if there were any problems, and we headed for the mall. I told the boys about the club Adam had joined, and gave Ben the news that I moved my room downstairs, and gave Adam my room.

"I have a room all to myself now?", Ben asked.

"yes, Adam will be in my room, we got him a new bed, and some furniture. You two are going to help me pick out a small stereo for Adam.", I said

"so I have to sleep alone now?", Ben asked.

"Ben you are never alone, you always have friends over, and I am just downstairs", I told him

"Ok", Ben said, sounding kind of happy, "I still have the bunk beds right, cuz I want Jonathan to sleep over a lot"

"Yes, but I was thinking about something else for you.", I told him.

"what?!?", Ben said.

"It'll be a surprise... You can pick it out", I told him.

We got to the mall, and the first thing we did was pick out a stereo for Adam. Jonathan and Ben were all up to date on the new gadgets that plug in, and the system we picked out would work with his iphone, and sounded pretty nice. I picked up some itunes gift cards to go with it, hoping they'd sooth him if he was upset because he didn't get to pick his stereo.

The next place we went was 'Baby Plus', and Ben and Jonathan were like kids at Christmas. We went into the furniture section, and as soon as I saw it, I knew Ben would love it. It was a wooden bunk bed, with a mattress on top, and a crib enclosure underneath. Under the crib was storage units, and the upper bunk had rails. Ben went crazy. Jonathan was all excited also. I couldn't figure out which one wanted to be in the crib part, but I imagined I'd see them both there. The salesman came over, and I told him I'd like that bunkbed, but only if they could deliver it this evening. He said he'd have to see what could be arranged, so I told him I'd be in the store for a while.

When we got to the clothing section, Ben wanted a changing mat, and when he saw I'd found onesies in his size he immediately put 2 blue ones, and 2 red ones in the cart. what I had come to this section for was eluding me tho, So I found another salesperson.

She directed me to the rear of the store, and I found what I was looking for, cloth diapers with velcro enclosures, and leakproof outer print. These were just like dispoable diapers, but could be washed. I bought 12 of them in the boys size in various prints, and 6 white ones for out in public. In case they happened to lose their shorts, the baby print won't embarass them.

Jonathan and Ben went crazy. We ended up getting baby bottles, pacifiers, pacifier straps, and of course, 2 or 4 of everything. I pulled Ben aside to talk to him.

"I think you're going a little overboard, Does Jonathan really want to be babied as much as you do? I know you'd wear baby clothes to the park, but Jonathan is really shy about his diapers, you know how people picked on him before for wetting his pants, and now he has to wear them. I know you two like to play at home, but I think we have enough now... If you guys decide to be bold and go outside with your baby clothes, we'll think about more later.", I told him.

He seemed satisfied, and as we went back threw the furniture the earlier salesman told me they could deliver tonight before 8pm, and would set it up in our house. So I bought the new bunk beds, and all of our other various purchases, and we headed to the car.

By this time it was almost 5:30, so I called Adam to see if he was ready to come home. He said he was, so we headed into the city to pick him up.

When we got to the club, Adam wasn't out front anywhere that I could see him, so the three of us went into the building. I signed Ben and Jonathan in as guests and we went in. Adam was playing monopoly with three other people, one of them was Evan. Jonathan and Ben were kinda amazed at the inside of the club. Lots of things to do to keep them entertained. As we got to the table where Adam was, Evan handed him the dice and said, "your turn hon".

"Adam, do you want time to finish your game? I'm sure these two could find something to do.", I asked him.

"no it's ok dad, Kim and Troy have to be home by six, we were going to end on this round.", he said.

They all started counting their money, and putting the game away when someone across the room yelled, "Ben!", and came running over to us.

It was a black boy, I'd say he was about 12. He was dressed in white shorts and shirt that contrasted with his skin. He had on a rainbow striped baseball hat with writing all over it.

"BEN!, I haven't seen you in a long time!", the boy said.

"Heya Jimmy!, yes, it has been a long time! This is my dad, he adopted me, I finally have a home!, and this is my best friend Jonathan, and Adam there is my adopted brother", Ben said introducing us.

Jimmy held out his fist for a fist bump, and Ben met him mid-air. Adam stood up and walked toward the door with Evan. They stood by the door talking while Jimmy and Ben talked for a few minutes, then they hugged and as Ben was walking towards us he said, "I will have to see what dad says, but we go to the 5th street park most days."

"Maybe I'll see you there!", Jimmy said, and we all walked towards Adam and his friend.

"Dad, Can Evan sleep over Friday night? We want to hang out, and if it's hot go swimming?", Adam asked. I told him I'd have to meet Evan's parents and make sure it's ok with them, but I didn't see why he couldn't spend a night.

They hugged, and it looked to me like Evan squeezed Adams bum, and we all went out to the car.

I told Adam about a present in the trunk for him, and all the baby stuff Ben bought. Ben told him he got onesies and a pad to change him on, and rambled about the new bunk beds. Jonathan joined in the conversation and they were all talking baby stuff the whole way home.

When we got home, I told the boys they needed to help unload. I told Jonathan only light stuff. Adam saw his stereo and immediately carried it in and up to his room. Ben and Jonathan made several small trips, and I carried all of the diapers in.

I told Jonathan, then when at my house if him, or him and Ben wanted to take care of each others diapers, that it was fine by me, or if he wanted me to change him that was fine. But I told them both that I believed Adam was outgrowing the baby stage, so not to pest him unless he wanted to play also.

They both agreed. I showed them how to put on the new cloth diapers, and how to pull the strings on both sides, and trap them under the velcro enclosures. I told them I didn't know how many pee's they could hold, so to be careful when outside. Jonathan said he loved them, and thought he was ready to try one on. Both him and Ben grabbed a print they liked, the changing mat, and headed upstairs to the bathroom.

I went upstairs, to see if Adam needed help with the stereo, and he had it almost all setup. I did that old magic trick of something behind his ear, and handed him the 5 itunes cards. I told him I was sorry we picked it out without him, and I hoped he liked it. When he turned it on, and put his phone in the cradle, the music sounded awesome.

"It's perfect dad, just what I would have picked out. Jonathan and Ben showed me the new cloth diapers they got, but...", and he trailed off for a moment.

"You don't have to wear or do the diaper changes to make Ben or any of us happy Adam, I know you're probably outgrowing them. But Ben has a friend now who has to wear them, and I think as long as Ben wants to be babied, that it's alright with me", I told him.

"Well that's not what I was going to say, I like wearing them sometimes, especially when it's just me and Ben here. But I don't know what my friends would think, like Evan, if I had baby stuff in my room.", he said.

"Put it all into Ben's room, he'll have places to put them that will be out of sight. I will talk with Ben and Jonathan. I don't think I'll be able to tell Ben not to wear one when his friend is, but will tell him no baby clothes when your friends are here, and diapers under pajamas or shorts. Is that good with you?", I asked Adam

"Ya, but will they be mad at me?", Adam asked.

"Nope, I think they will be happy being in Ben's room. I'm going to get him a TV tomorrow, and we will probably never see them again!", I told Adam and he laughed.

I knocked on the bathroom door, and Jonathan opened it. Ben was zippering up his pajamas. I told them that he wasn't putting strain on his wound, and that's when we heard the door bell downstairs. I knocked on Adam's door, and asked him to come help, as I went to leave the delivery person in.

They came in which a large box, the mattresses were outside against the porch. Adam took them up to Ben's room, and I told the delivery men that if there wasn't enough room in there to put it in the space where Adam's old bed was, that we could disassemble the other bunk bed before they got started. They did some quick measurements, assured me it would fit, and started work.

Ben on the top bunk, Jonathan on the other, watched as the two men assembled the new bunk beds. Adam was busy downloading music onto his phone, and I was in the way. So I went down to check the pool's water levels and cut down the pump. It was supposed to be 100 degrees tomorrow, and with Jonathan's wound he wouldn't be able to get in the water. It wouldn't keep him from wanting to get his feet wet, and if Adam gets company over the weekend, I'd need the chlorine level to come up. Luckily, it had, I added a little more salt, because the meter told me to, but poolside everything looked good.

When I went back inside, Jonathan was coming into the kitchen. He had a wierd look on his face, and asked for a drink. So I got him a juice box out of the refrigerator and he sat down at the table.

"Aren't you going back up to watch them finish the bunk beds?", I asked him.

"I can't", he said, and pointed down towards his crotch.

'You can't because your penis is on fire?!?", I said jokingly.

He laughed, and then looked down under the table and said, "I pooped and Ben said the workers might smell it, so I came down here"

"And Ben didn't come down with you?", I asked.

"I told him to stay up and watch, that I'd change myself, I was going to change in the laundry room but you came in", Jonathan said.

"Do you want me to change you?", I asked him.

"it's a poo didee, you don't have to", Jonathan said looking shy, and once again under the table his gaze went.

"c'mon let's get you changed and back in the action", I told him, and picked him up from the chair.

I had forgotten how heavy they were getting, not that it was a strain, but I couldn't pick them up and burp them like a baby anymore, So cradle hold is what Jonathan got into the laundry room.

I laid him on a blanket across the washer and dryer. I unzipped his pajamas and gently lifted both feet out of them. He reminded me that his belly didn't hurt, that I didn't have to be so gentle, and I told him you're always supposed to be gentle with babies. I sat him up so I could fold the pajama feet out behind him, and laid him back down.

The new cloth diapers were really good looking on Jonathan. They accentuated his belly V perfectly. I undid the velcro on both sides, then with a finger in the leg of each side I loosened up the side strings. He left out a little laugh as I ran a finger up his belly to make sure his dressing was dry. I couldn't resist touching his belly button. I ran a finger around it twice, then went to reach for the diaper front, and he put his hand over it.

"Don't be mad if it's messy ok?", Jonathan said, and sounded like he was about to cry.

"Jonathan, I expect it to be messy, and I know you can't help it, but I will be mad if you keep blocking my expert diaper changing skills!", I said, and tickled him a bit. I forgot hard laughing hurts him a little and he laughed and grimaced at the same time.

"oh Jonathan I am so sorry, I forgot! Are you ok?", he smiled and told me all was good. His hand relaxed from the diaper.

I lowered the front of his diaper, and that's when Ben came walking in. It was a messy one, but not too bad. The turd itself was pretty solid, and I put it into the diaper pail. but the runny part was up on his testicles, and I guess mixed with urine, had his penis dibbled in it. It had grown a little since the surgery untangled the mess in there, I'd say when he was standing it would still point outwards, not long enough to droop, but a good 3 inches.

"Let me wash him down", Ben said. Then leaned in an whispered "I think his penis is beautiful", he said to me all hushed. Jonathan heard and blushed and went to cover it up, when Ben stopped his hand and smiled.

Ben made a wash rag soapy, and I lifted Jonathans legs so Ben could pull the diaper out. I pointed straight into the washer with it, so Ben opened the door and plopped it in. Ben went to washing Jonathan off, I stepped back to watch.

Jonathan slowly wiped down him bum cheeks, rinsed the rag good, and then went down his bum crack slowly and washed up under his scrotum. Then he rinsed the rag yet again and went over the bum a second time. I could see his finger tickling Jonathan's anus as passed, but with his legs up I couldn't tell what reaction it had. Ben pulled on Ben's leg so he'd put them down. Jonathan had a good 3 1/2 inch hard on that almost pointed at his belly button. Both boys kind of giggled, and Ben went back to work, rinsing the rag and working on Jonathans scrotum, then gentle wipes around his penis which was throbbing after the wash down. Then he rinsed the rag one more time and cleaned everywhere including his thighs. He dried him off with a small towel, put some lotion in his bum crack and up over his scrotum and gently with his fingers circling it, placed lotion on Jonathan's penis. I think if Ben would have made one more pass, Jonathan would have had his second orgasm, but Ben grabbed the powder and dusted him well, then reached for a baby print diaper.

That's when Adam came to find me, and let me know the guys upstairs were putting on the mattresses and were almost done. I left Ben & Jonathan to finish up, and went upstairs to thank the assemblers.

It looked awesome, and I gave the guys each a $50 tip, and signed their paperwork, then escorted them to the door, just as two boys ran past me up the steps in their pajamas.

Adam asked if he could rent a pay per view movie in his room. I asked if he'd want to watch it downstairs if the other boys did. He went up to ask them, and when he came back he said the boys would be down in a few mins.

Adam fired up the popcorn maker, and I had an idea what would be coming from the other two shortly. I mixed up a batch of 'formula' for them with condensed milk and water. If they asked for bottles that's what they'd get.

Ben and Jonathan came down about 10 mins later, they'd stripped of their pajamas and put on onesies. both had a pacifier on a clip and ben carried his baby blanket down for them to share.

The baby duo sat on one end of the couch, both cuddled up with Ben behind Jonathan. Adam sat on the other, and as the movie started I grabbed a soda and sat in the recliner.

Jonathan and Ben were starting to stir a little bit, I knew they were bored of the movie, they weren't much into action types. and after a few minutes they gathered their items and both gave me hugs goodnite and headed up to their crib.

I was surprised neither asked about a bottle, but with them being on the kitchen counter Ben may have forgotten about them. I went into the kitchen and filled them both halfway, and told Adam I was going to go check on them and make sure they weren't roughhousing or doing stuff Jonathan shouldn't.

"Dad, there is only ten minutes of movie left, can I go out in the pool for a bit when it's over?", he asked. It was only 10 pm, so I told him he could.

As I was going into Ben's room, Adam slipped by me and went into his room. Ben was laying behind Jonathan, rubbing his belly and telling him some story he was making up as he went along. I offered them both a bottle, and their eyes lit up. I tucked them both in, gave them hugs and kisses, and said 'sweep tight little ones!', and left them to go back downstairs.

I had heard Adam pass Ben's room on his way back downstairs, the movie wasn't over yet but Adam had gone out to the pool. I could see him adjusting the jacuzzi jets, so I cleaned up the popcorn, put blankets where they belonged and went into the kitchen.

I did up the dishes, and thought I'd go join Adam, and as I went out on the deck I could hear him on the phone telling someone he was in the pool yard.

"Dad can Cody come over and swim a bit?", he asked.

"Sure, but is it okay if I join you both for a bit, I won't be out long, just want to relax", I replied.

"Dad says it's ok, make sure your mom knows where you are, I'll open the gate", Adam said, and jumped out of the pool to go use the code to open the gate.

I got into the jacuzzi end, and when I sat in the seat where Adam had been, I got a bit of a suprise. I'm glad they were gel dildo's, as it slid right into my bum. I pushed myself up from the seat, and seen that Adam had suction cupped it to the seat, so I did what any dad of a extremely horny pubescent boy would do, I moved to a seat across from it, and pretended it didn't exist.

Adam came back to the pool, looked at me and stepped into the jacuzzi. I pretended not to notice as he lowered the back of his swimsuit as he sat down. He leaned back and just relaxed like that. The bubbles would lift him a little bit and drop him back down. For a moment I thought about asking him where the other one was.

Then we heard the gate beep locked, and a few seconds later Cody walked into the pool yard. He greeted us both and sat down in the jacuzzi beside Adam.

"wow it has air bubbles now, that's awesome!", Cody said sitting back.

"Yep, and no more chlorine to turn your eyes red, we went to a salt system, upgraded a lot of it", I told him.

"I haven't been allowed to come to Mom's much, but I'm here til Saturday, Do you want to go to the park tomorrow Adam?", Cody said.

"Sure, I have a friend coming to stay the night on Friday afternoon tho", Adam told him.

"A friend from there?", Cody said.

"From where?", Adam asked.

"I saw you at Insiderz, and saw you going in", Cody said. For a minute Adam was speechless, and I didn't want to add to the tension.

"I'm gay, pretty sure I am, and I fit in there. I made a few good friends in the last couple days at Insiderz. Why were you there?", Adam said.

"My friend from the other side of the city is Gay. I don't think I am tho", Cody explained, "we go there sometimes to play basketball."

"I'll go over to the loungers for a while to gaze at the stars and leave you two to talk", I said, "I'll be right over there if you need me Adam"

The boys were quiet for a few minutes.

"I had a crush on you Cody, but I think I knew you were straight. You always seem to watch the girls on the ramps, and you use words like 'faggot', but I'm glad you know I'm gay now, and that we're still friends. I really wish you wouldn't use words like that tho", Adam said.

"I'm sorry man, Do you remember Ray, who used to live in the green house on the corner of mom's block?", Cody asked.

"Ya I remember him, he was kind of cute", Adam said.

"Well one night he slept at moms with me. We played truth or dare, and showed each other our cocks, I dared him to suck mine, and he did for about five minutes. I didn't cum tho, another minute longer and I might have. But then he dared me to suck his, and I just couldn't do it. I was afraid he'd tell someone, and afraid it would taste like pee, and afraid mom would come in. But I thought about that night a lot afterwards. When I learned to jack off, I was thinking about him sucking my cock the first time I gave myself an orgasm.", Cody said.

"He moved away tho", Adam said.

"ya, about a month after that happened. I think we were 8 at the time", Cody said.

"do you think about boys when you jerk off now?", Adam asked.

After a few moments of pause, "I think about you sometimes, but a lot of times I think about Ben. I dared Ben once when we were at the park to show me his cock, and he was going to and Jason came over, so we went back to skating. I think about girls too, I almost had sex with the girl they call Jazzer at the park, but she saw my cock and laughed, so I don't know what I am. Maybe I'm bisexual. I don't know that I'd like to do things to a boy who has a bigger penis then I do. I think that's why I wanted to see Ben's."

"Why not bigger then you?", Adam asked.

"Because they'd laugh, and don't gay people just suck each other and bumhump? I don't have much to suck, and not sure I could bumhump.", Cody said.

"no Cody, I imagine it's a lot like being with a girl, you just do your best to try to make the other person feel good, it's not just wham bam done like in those pornos you had on your phone.", Adam said.

I could see Adam moving with his arms under the water. I could tell he was removing his suit. When I moved on the chair, it was like 'oops forgot dad was out here' expression on his face, but I walked past the jacuzzi and told them that I was going to get a snack.

I could still see them from the kitchen table, and since I didn't close the glass door and only the screen I could still hear them because of the echo from the deck overhang.

Adam stood up in the water, and turned to Cody. "See, mine isn't as big as you probably think it is", Adam said.

Cody at first pretended to be shocked, and didn't want to look, but he turned his head and looked right at it.

"now show me yours", Adam said.

Cody stood up apprehensively, and for a moment I didn't think he'd have the courage, but he slowly lowered his bathing suit, and although I couldn't see from where I was, I could see his nicely shaped bum.

"See. it's the same size as mine", Adam said.

"Might be a little longer", Cody said.

"Well lets do this", and Adam pulled Cody close to him and they were belly to belly, holding their penises straight out beside each others.

"About the same", Cody said.

Cody pushed backwards from Adam, and there for a moment, I could see two boys, standing facing each other with erections. Cody quick sat down in the jacuzzi, Adam stood there looking at Cody.

"it's clean from the pool, doesn't taste like pee, truth or dare Cody?", Adam said.

Cody chose truth, so Adam thought for a moment and asked "When you have an orgasm do you cum?"

"Yes, not much but a little bit, Your turn, Truth or Dare?", Cody said.

"Truth", Adam said.

"Did you ever have sex with Jason?", Cody asked.

"Yes, three times", Adam answered.

"Wow really?", Cody asked him.

"Truth or dare Cody?", Adam said.

"Dare", Cody answered.

"I dare you to do to me, what you think about when you jerk off thinking about me", Adam said.

"can we go up in the grass?", Cody asked, and Adam lead him up to the grass. Cody made Adam lay down on the grass on his back, and got between his legs, and slowly laid on him til their faces were almost touching.

"I can do anything to you I fantasize about?", Cody asked

Adam nodded yes, then Cody kissed him, first on the lips then on the neck, and slowly lowered himself down to his nipples. I could see him suck on each one for a few moments, then Cody lowered himself down to Adams already erect penis.

It took him a few seconds to gain enough courage, but he started to suck just the tip of Adams penis. slowly he worked his way to sucking downward and back up. Adam had raised his head to watch, and placed his hands on Cody's shoulders. Cody lifted his mouth off for a moment.

"am I doing it ok?", Cody said

"yes, but don't stop, I will tell you when I'm gonna squirt", Adam said.

"no, do it in my mouth", Cody said, and lowered his head back down.

Cody began again and soon had a good rhythym going. Adam was whispering things like 'that feels so good' to Cody, and soon I could see Adam getting tense, his grip on Cody's shoulders was probably leaving fingernail marks, Cody slowed down and stopped at the tip of Adams penis and as he went down...

"Cody I'm gonna squirt!", Adam said, almost out of breath.

Cody kept sucking up and down slowly, I could see Adams bum lifting off the grass trying to get every bit of his penis into Cody's mouth as he came. Then slowly Cody lifted his head as Adam relaxed, and swallowed.

"Cody that was amazing, that could not have been your first time", Adam said.

"it was, I just watch a lot of videos", Cody said.

"sperm don't taste like what I thought it would", Cody then added.

"I might not be making sperm yet, I read up on it, boys can cum sometimes for a year before sperm is produced', Adam said.

"would you like me to suck yours?", Adam said.

"well I kind of just squirted in the grass while I was sucking yours", Cody said sounding kind of sad.

"It's ok, lets get in the pool for a bit", Adam said.

They both got into the pool, and swam around for a bit. They ended up back in the jacuzzi end, and Adam pinned Cody to the wall and kissed him again.

"I want you to have sex with me Cody. I want you to hump me.", Adam told him.

"I don't think my penis is long enough", Cody said.

"It is, please try", Adam said.

Cody got behind Adam in the Jacuzzi, and with a little help and guidance, Cody settled in and wrapped his arms around Adam's belly and began to slowly hump.

"It feels good, but I don't think it's all in", Cody said.

"if it feels good, that's all that matters", Adam told him

I could see Cody keeping his stride, and Adam moving his hips so slightly to help get Cody a little deeper on his inward motions. I could tell by Adam's face that he was enjoying it immensely. Cody looked to be concentrating, but only after four or five minutes Cody began to tense up.

"Adam, do I have to pull it out to cum?", Cody asked

"No", Adam responded

With a few more slow humps inward, Cody's whole body jerked with the spasms of the orgasm. He was breathing so heavily when he slumped back off of Adam that he had to sit back and catch his breath.

"wow, now I got your cum in me, and my cum in you, and you only came to swim", Adam said and laughed.

The look on Cody's face though, was almost a look of horror. Like as if the realization of what had happened had hit him like a train.

"are you ok?", Adam asked.

"Adam, if I am gay my dad will hate me", he said and started to cry.

"Cody. Stop it. You are who you are, you will love the people you learn to love, this was sexperimentation. I know you don't love me, You don't have a boyfriend, and you think about girls. You aren't gay just because of what we did here, We just shared an experience, and if you don't ever want to talk about it again, that's okay with me, alright?"

"just pretend like it never happened?", Cody said.

"Sure. I've had sex with a few boys now, but that's not what made me gay, I was born gay. I've always thought boys were cute, always wanted to have a boyfriend not a girlfriend. but I've had to hide all that because people don't accept gay people too well. I don't think you are gay, I don't think you are a bisexual as you think. I know you like girls. Like I said, this was just an experience between friends, that will forever be our secret ok?", Adam said.

"Ok, but it's late, I better get back home. Are we still going to the park tomorrow?", Cody said.

"Sure, unless you want to go to Insiderz with me", Adam said.

"No, the park is better.", Cody said. They hugged and Adam went to leave him out the gate.

Before Adam realized I had been watching the whole time, I quick darted in on the couch and pretended to be asleep. Adam came into the living room, seen me faking sleep, and locked up the doors downstairs and went upstairs. I heard his room door close. and silence took over the house.

I waited a few minutes, and went up to check on the other two. Jonathan and Ben were both cuddled up tight, and I could tell from the sheet below them, that they were both wet, I didn't want to disturb them tho, so I put an extra blanket over them, and went downstairs to my room.

Now that Ben and Jonathan are enjoying the pampered life, What adventures await them at the park?

Now that Adam and Cody finally had their talk, and relieved some pent up emotions, Will Evan from Insiderz become Adam's love?

How does Jimmy who remembered Ben at Insiderz fit into the equation, and will we ever hear from Jason again?

Find out in Part 4!

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