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I know I told some of you that the new chapter would be out soon. I hope you understand that it isn't always easy to write, sometimes its damn near impossible. But after much pain and suffering I have finally gotten it done. I hope you enjoy the hideous delusions of my mind gentle reader.
In the few weeks since our first game I was on top of the world. Things couldn't have been better, we were winning on the field and I had Jay by my side. Once we had shared our bodies and souls to the fullest I was hooked. Jay had taken me to the heights of love and everything else paled in comparison. I couldn't get enough of him to ever satisfy my hunger. Now instead of day dreaming about football plays or which pro team I would get drafted too I could only think of Jay. It's kind of funny to think about, before I met him I never really thought about being with someone. I mean sure I had thought about having sex with the cute guys I had seen but never had the idea of actually being with one person and being in love enter my mind. There were times when I could spend just a few moments looking into his eyes and it felt like a lifetime. And then we could be together for hours on end and it would only feel like a few minutes had passed. Weird huh, the way love can fuck with your head.
Our homecoming game was approaching fast and I was looking forward to the parties and celebrations that were sure to ensue. This year we were to host our long time bitter rivals East Central; they had beaten our school for the last five years. All the talk leading up to the game was about how we were going to whip their asses this year. I had gotten use to the football hysteria and while it was still a little unnerving it didn't cause me to freak out like it had that first time.
Since we were undefeated so far in the season with each game the pressure was mounting. I sort of felt like there was this bomb just waiting to drop, I didn't know if it was because of my relationship with Jay or because of the pressure to win. If you have ever played for an undefeated team then you know what I'm talking about. It's like knowing any minute the sky can fall and even though you try your hardest there's nothing you can do.
The week before homecoming started off with a sobering reality. Walking into the school that morning I saw that Billy and Ray had returned to school. Billy had his jaw wired shut and was wearing a head brace, Ray had a broken arm and the fading mask of raccoon eyes. I was shocked, I didn't feel sorry for them but I couldn't help wincing when I saw how much damage I had caused. As soon as they spotted Jay and me walking down the hall they turned and went in the other direction.
Jay had noticed them watching us and I couldn't help but feel his body react. Even without touching him I knew he was shaking a little and I could almost feel his heart rate increase. I placed my arm around his shoulder and gave him a squeeze; this was all he needed to relax again. Once we had taken care of the usual locker routine and I dropped him off at class I went in search of Billy and Ray.
I wasn't planning on hurting them again I just wanted to settle things once and for all. I didn't want to spend the next four years of school looking over my shoulder to keep me and Jay safe. And to be honest I was feeling a little bit guilty about hurting them, not that I didn't feel I had a right to defend my boyfriend but I knew I had gone too far.
I caught up to them just out side of the cafeteria and even though I hated their guts I was trying to be nice so we could settle this.
"Hey guys can I talk to you for a second?" I asked.
"You better stay away from us!" Ray shouted with a look of terror in his eyes.
"Dude I'm not going to hurt you." I said.
"You better back off before something bad happens." Billy said in a slow and methodical drawl. Speaking through wire isn't all that conducive to conversation.
"Look all I want to say is if you guys leave Jay alone there won't be any problems ok." I said.
"Do it Billy." Ray said in a whiny voice.
I didn't understand what he meant, about that time Billy pulled his shirt up a little and I saw what I thought was the handle of a gun. Instead of being afraid like any normal person it really pissed me off when I saw the gun.
"You know I was going to apologize for hurting you guys so bad. I never meant to put you in the hospital. I must have really fucked your brain up if you're stupid enough to bring a gun to settle your fights." I said with hatred.
"I'm not going to tell you again." Billy said as a few beads of sweat began to form on his brow.
"Go ahead Billy, if you think your man enough to do it." I taunted him, as I've said before I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed. I was just so mad that he would do something like this. Didn't he know he was throwing his life away?
"Do it Billy take his faggot ass out." Goaded Ray.
I could see the fear and uncertainty in Billy's eyes, I knew if I didn't do something now this was going to end badly.
"Look no one knows what happened in the restroom, I haven't told anyone. We can make a deal and no one has to get hurt any more." I said.
I could see him thinking through what I was saying.
"How come you haven't said anything?" Billy asked.
"Do you really think Jay wants to tell people he was almost raped?" I said trying to control my anger.
Suddenly Ray had a sheepish look on his face like a kid caught with his hand in the cookie jar.
"No I guess he wouldn't." Billy said.
"Why were you guys going to do that to him? He could never hurt you in a million years why would you do that to him?" I asked. Even though I had my suspensions I didn't think he would actually admit to almost raping Jay.
"I didn't plan on doing it" Billy said with something like remorse in his voice. "I swear I didn't mean to really hurt him we just wanted to scare him."
"Look all I want is for you guys to leave him alone. Don't you think you have done enough to him?" I asked appealing to what ever passed for his conscience.
"Aww isn't that cute the big bad jock sticking up for his boy friend." Ray chided.
Something inside me decided to face this head on with Billy and Ray. What was the use in hiding from the problem? I think the whole reason Billy kept going after Jay in the first place was because he wanted him. And on some level he knew that if he didn't kick Jay's ass he would have to fuck it. I knew deep inside Billy was at odds with who he really was, it all seemed so clear to me at that moment.
"Look this is the deal, if you guys leave Jay alone there won't be any problems." I said trying to maintain my composure. "On the other hand if you do fuck with him again I will go to the police and make Jay press charges for attempted rape. Think how that will look, your family and friends finding out you were going to rape a boy." I didn't have anything else to use, it was my only option to try and talk sense into them.
"And if I were you I'd lose the gun, you know all it takes is one anonymous call and they will be searching lockers and doing pat downs if they think someone was stupid enough to bring a gun to school." I said with what I hoped was enough seriousness to convince him.
I had said what I wanted to say and hopefully I had come to some sort of bargain. I turned around and left for class not knowing if I had gotten through to them.
The rest of the morning went by with the usual high school drama; Ben had broken up with his on again off again girl friend Beth. They had started dating in the sixth grade and for years we had to listen to his whining about how women were a total mystery. As you might expect this was the conversation at the lunch table as we ate. And while I usually commiserated with him, especially about women being a mystery, for some reason today I just couldn't feel too bad for him. I was just about to pass out from hearing Ben whine when I saw Jay enter the cafeteria. Thank god for small miracles, I went to buy lunch for my boy.
"Hey stud." I said. "What would you like for lunch?"
"Well I guess I'll have what ever you're eating." Jay said with a killer smile.
Just as we were coming out of the line and heading for our table there was a big commotion at the other end of the cafeteria.
"Faggot!" Ray yelled.
I saw Billy leaving the cafeteria with Ray following close after. I didn't think too much about it and I sat down to eat with Jay.
Lunch went as usual; we laughed and talked, secretly making eyes at each other. After we were done I walked Jay back to his class. I always felt like I was walking on clouds after eating lunch with my boy. So as I walked down the hall on my way to class I wasn't really paying attention when I saw some guys running around a corner. Not really thinking too much about it I kept walking when I heard muffled shouts.
Peering through the window of an empty class room I saw an odd sight. There standing in a corner was Billy surrounded by Ray and five other guys. It looked like Billy was about to get a taste of his own medicine.
"Where did you hide it fag?" Ray shouted.
"Somewhere your stupid ass won't find it." Billy shot back.
"Hey! what's going on here?" I said as I opened the door.
All eyes turned to look at me as I entered the room. Ray hung his head in exasperation when he saw me, I almost felt pity for his dumb ass.
"Stay out of this faggot!" Ray yelled at me.
The other guys were taken back at his outburst. They were shocked he would talk to me that way. Ever since the incident in the boy's restroom all the myths surrounding me were blown out of proportion. I guess I had taken on a god like reputation.
"I suggest you back off Ray unless your anxious to go back to the hospital." I said with a smirk in my voice.
I could see Billy crack a slight smile when I said this. Who would have known I would be defending him after what had happened. I know what your thinking, why should I care? Even though he was far from being a friend I wasn't about to let a gang of punks beat on him.
"Stay the fuck out of my business." Ray hissed.
"Come on Billy lets go." I said I was over this shit before it even began. I didn't really want to have to fight six guys at once. Billy shot me a look of confusion and didn't move.
"Come on man I don't have all day."
With that he moved from the corner and made his way over to me. Just before I turned and left I had to get Ray's goat just one more time.
"Oh you can consider Billy a friend of mine now and I'm sure you remember what happens to people who fuck with my friends." I said. Ray's jaw hit the floor along with the rest of the gang.
Now that we were walking down the hall together it struck me what I had just done. Now instead of just watching out for Jay I was going to have a full time job looking after Billy. Even though I wasn't the smartest guy in the world I didn't kid myself that this wouldn't continue to be a problem. How was I going to explain it to Jay?
"Where's your class?" I asked Billy.
"Just down here." He motioned with his hand.
I walked him to the classroom door and before he went inside I told him to wait for me to get him after his class was over. Damn and I had such a good lunch, now things had definitely turned to shit.
"Thank you" Billy whispered as he turned to walk into his class.
God why didn't I ever learn to mind my own business? How was I going to explain this to Jay? I knew Jay wouldn't want to see anyone get beat up, but this was Billy. Probably the one person he truly hated. And could I blame him? All the misery and pain he had put Jay through, I didn't know how I was going to work this. I kept thinking about it all through math class.
I left math about 10 minutes early, just to give my self some time to think without the hassle of a lecture to distract me. I was standing at Jay's classroom door when the bell rang.
"Hey" Jay said flashing me a million dollar smile.
"Hey" I said, still not sure what I was going to say.
I walked Jay to his locker as usual and he exchanged his books for his next period. I quickly ushered him to his class with about a minute to spare. I couldn't bring my self to tell him about Billy. For some reason I was afraid I would hurt Jay, that maybe he would think I wasn't being loyal to him. I was pretty confused about what I should do. As you can guess this was a state I wasn't use to visiting and I sure as hell didn't want to live there.
I quickly made my way to Billy's class; he was talking to his teacher when I entered the room. I cleared my throat and they both looked up at me.
"Well Mr. Williams how is the team coming along this season?" Mr. Hardwood, Billy's teacher asked.
"We're playing pretty tight sir; I think we have a real shot against East Central this year." I replied.
"Excellent, I hope you beat their asses." He said with enthusiasm.
"We'll give it our best sir." I answered. "You about ready Billy?"
"Yea let's go." He said.
We walked down the hall for a few steps when the bell rang. Billy didn't increase his speed; I guess he was use to being late.
"I need to take a piss real quick." He stated.
"Ok" I said.
We went to the nearest restroom; I wasn't exactly thrilled to be in a restroom with Billy again. But as soon as we walked through the door I had a sudden need to piss too. I went to a urinal and took out my dick. Billy choose the urinal next to mine to relieve his bladder. I thought that was kind of weird but didn't make any comments.
"Hey I just wanted to say thanks again for saving me back there."
"No problems man" I said.
As I was standing there draining my main vein I noticed Billy glance towards my cock, then I saw his head do a double take. As I took this all in I was chuckling inside. I guess I was right about my assumption. But just to put any doubts to rest when he was done pissing he didn't put his dick away. He just stood there watching me out of the corner of his eye, and I could see he was getting hard. Just to tease him I milked my cock of the last few drops of piss and gave it a good shake. It did what I was expecting and started to plump up into a semi. When he saw my dick start to get hard his eyes about fell out of his head. Now I actually did laugh out loud.
"You better pick your eyes up off the floor before somebody steps on them." I said just to tease him further. With that he turned and stared forward, I noticed his dick seemed even harder than before. As I was washing my hands the door busted open, at first I thought someone must have to go really bad to be rushing like that. Then out of the corner of my eye I saw Ray with an evil grimace on his face. There he was pointing a gun at my head.
"Well isn't this a pretty picture" Ray said motioning to Billy and me. I quickly stepped between Ray and Billy, giving him only one target.
"Dude what the hell are you doing?" I said.
"See Billy not as dumb as you thought huh?" He said. "You're the dumbass for not hiding it better."
"Ray man don't do this please your going to kill someone." Billy said with fear in his voice.
"That's the whole point faggot." Ray spat. With that he pulled back the hammer on the revolver. I knew at that moment it was life or death. Without even thinking I went into action. Rushing to close the distance I put my hand on the barrel of the gun and shoved my forearm into Ray's face. I heard a loud noise, there was a sudden burning in my arm and I heard someone yelling.
I looked down and saw Ray lying on the floor, there was the noise of a rushing freight train in my ears and what sounded like screaming from far away. Then I saw the blood, there was a lot of it on the floor. I couldn't believe I hurt Ray that bad. Poor kid must be bleeding to death. I turned to see if Billy was alright when things faded to black.
I hope you enjoyed this installment gentle reader.