Welcome to the first of the Backstreet Desire series! These have been posted for a while on Men on the Net's story page, and they went over so well that I decided to post them here on the Nifty Archive. I have edited them a little from the original drafts (an improvement-believe me), but they are still my stories. Feel free to post them on any story sites you may own.
This story is completely fictional. I do not know any members of the Backstreet Boys and do not know anything about their true sexuality. ~Noodle
BACKSTREET DESIRE PART I
Kevin Richardson lay on a beach in California, watching his fellow Backstreet Boys play frisbee by the light of the setting sun. His eyes drifted from the running bodies to the distant horizon. The sun burned its way into the ocean, fighting a losing battle against the conquering night sky. A line of Jewel's song "Down So Long" played in his head, "The sun sets across the ocean, a thousand miles from anywhere . . .". He directed his attention back to his friends and bandmates. Their bodies were glistening gold on one side from the sun's last beams, blue on the other from the approaching darkness.
He saw Nick trying his hardest to show off, but not succeeding. Howie was playing modestly, Kevin knew Howie had more game in him. Then AJ caught his attention, his hard Latin body throwing the plastic disc back to Nick. Kevin knew he was attracted to AJ--sexually at least. The frisbee left Nick's hand and sailed gracefully through the air. Kevin watched the frisbee glide into Brian's hand, then passed his glance over Brian's body, then to his face, and Kevin was filled with desire. He felt something in his chest reaching to his cousin, trying so hard to bring them together. Kevin knew he couldn't look at Brian for too long or he would get an erection, so he diverted his eyes to his own glowing, chiseled body. Kevin closed his eyes to relax, but this peaceful moment came to an abrupt end when the frisbee crashed into his forehead. He looked up and saw Nick giggling childishly until AJ slapped him across the back of his head. Brian jogged over to where Kevin lay to retrieve the toy. He grasped Kevin on the shoulder and asked, "You alright, bud?"
Kevin felt a wave of emotion ripple through his body from Brian's touch. "Yeah, I'm fine," replied Kevin, "I was just... daydreaming, I guess."
"Alright, cool," said Brian. Kevin desperately wanted to lean forward and kiss Brian, but he resisted. If only he knew what Brian was thinking at the exact same time. He looked up to the other guys, and they were all looking at him with a troubled expression. They resumed their game.
Kevin stood up, brushed the sand off his back, and headed up toward the stucco beach house. The house was elegant with large arches and balconies. Thick green vines climbed up the sides of the house and tropical plants bloomed around the house and in pots on the balconies. The terra cotta tile roof shone very orange in the failing light. He needed a shower. Kevin entered the house through an arched doorway and climbed up the stairs. The house looked very romantic and serene on the inside in the soft light. The house was decorated with tropical plants, Mexican pottery, and furniture in colors of navy blue, maroon, and forest green. He glanced at a barely lit balcony to his right and wished he had watched the guys from there, where he would at least have had privacy.
He headed to his room, which he shared with AJ. Kevin selected some clothes to put on after his shower: a black t-shirt, white boxer-briefs, and a pair of grey khakis. He walked into the large bathroom and let his clothes fall to the floor to the floor. He slipped out of his swimming trunks before turning on the shower. He saw AJ's mess on the counter; toothbrush, toothpaste, hairgel, etc. He disliked AJ's sloppiness. He thought about asking AJ to start using the downstairs bathroom, but realized it would slim the chance of being able to "accidentally" see him naked. Kevin stepped into the shower and rested his head against the wall of the shower. He wished he could be where the sun was setting, a thousand miles from where he was and the life he lived. And who would he bring with him? Brian, of course. Kevin took a quick shower, only long enough to rinse the sand and sweat off of his body. He dried off and got dressed, then walked out of the bathroom to find the other boys waiting for him. "We need to have a talk, Kev," said AJ.
Kevin narrowed his eyes and said, "Wuzzup?"
Nick was happy to answer, "We feel that you've been distancing yourself from us lately, and you've just been acting weird altogether"
"Oh, sorry, you guys. I haven't really noticed any strange behavior on my part. I've just been, well... tired lately, y'know?" said Kevin, trying to be as convincing as possible. Time to see if those acting lessons were worth the money.
"You sure that's all?" Brian inquired.
"Yeah, I'm fine, honestly." Kevin had no intentions to reveal the real reason.
"Great," said AJ, "wanna go grab a bite to eat with us?"
"No, thanks," answered Kevin, "I'd better get some sleep"
"That's cool," said Nick, "we'll see you later, then."
"Yeah, whatever," said Kevin blankly.
"You SURE you're okay, Kevy?" said AJ, grabbing Kevin's shoulder tenderly.
"I swear, I'm really alright," Kevin defended.
"I'd better stay here with you," offered Brian.
"No, I'll be okay here by myself."
"I won't mind staying, I promise," said Brian, "you guys go ahead, I'll see ya'all later."
"Alright, bye, you two," said Howie, "Let's go, guys, I'm starving for some sushi." Nick made a gagging noise and everyone laughed.
As soon as the guys left, Brian sat down next to Kevin on a sofa downstairs. "C'mon, man, all the others are gone. Can't you tell your own cousin what's up with you?"
Kevin tensed up. He knew he couldn't reveal his secret. He felt obligated to say SOMETHING, but tried his hardest to tiptoe around it, "No, I'd like to keep it private until it blows over."
"Kev, we want to help you through whatever it is. If you won't tell us, how can we help you?" Kevin loved the sound of Brian's voice-so soft with that southern lilt.
"It's not a matter of WON'T, Brian. It's a matter of CAN'T. Believe me-I DO trust you."
"Seriously, how bad can it be?"
"REAL bad"
"Come ON, man, you can't just lead me around like this. I really want to know. Please let me know what's going on. I really want to help you through whatever's happening to you."
Kevin decided there was no backing out of the conversation. How much should he reveal? It would be too much for the group to handle if he expressed his deep desire for his cousin. Well, now or never. "Brian, I'm gay."
The room fell silent for what seemed to be ten minutes. Kevin searched Brian's eyes for any sign of comprehension. He wasn't sure exact what he saw.
Was it comprehension? Or relief? Could it be pleasure?? What now? thought Kevin. Should I reveal the rest? Brian certainly doesn't seem disappointed, so what if?.. Oh, what the hell, here goes...
Before a word emerged from Kevin's mouth, he was blocked by Brian's kiss, and Kevin kissed back. Kevin embraced Brian tightly as they kissed, bringing them as close as he could. Tongues soon got involved and Brian was on top of Kevin on the sofa. Brian leaned back and peeled off his shirt, revealing his defined torso to Kevin, and then helped Kevin out of his tight T-shirt. Kevin slowly ran his fingers over Brian's surgery scar down the front of his sternum.
They resumed making out and their bodies glistened with sweat. Kevin wanted badly to go farther. Brian leaned back again and popped the button open on Kevin's shorts. He got completely off of Kevin before completely removing Kevin's pants and underwear, as well as his own. Kevin looked at Brian's erect dick and he wanted it so bad. Brian climbed back onto Kevin, this time with his head right over Kevin's meat, and his dick over Kevin's mouth. Kevin eagerly licked and mouthed Brian's cock, and Brian did the same. Kevin was enjoying himself immensely. His orgasm did not take long to arrive because of the passion he felt for Brian, and Brian gladly accepted the cum into his hungry mouth. The taste of his cousin's semen soon set him creaming. Brian turned around weakly to face his cousin again. After a few more minutes of passionate kissing they were strongly aroused again.
Kevin asked, "Can we do this in the shower, please?"
"Sure," said Brian. They put on their underwear and proceeded up the stairs to the bathroom. Kevin saw that AJ's mess was still there. The shower was running and the two new lovers removed their underwear and stood under the stream of hot water. "Kevin, will you fuck me?" was all that was said before they were kissing again. The best thing they could find for lube in the bathroom was some Vaseline. Kevin smeared some on Brian's bud and Brian coated Kevin's hard tool. Brian leaned against the shower wall as Kevin slowly pressed his penis against his anus. Kevin pushed in his dick's head and Brian hissed some air through his teeth. Kevin slowed down. Inch by inch, Kevin inserted the rest of his cock into Brian. He then waited for Brian's asshole to adjust appropriately before moving in and out. Before long, they were in full swing.
Downstairs, AJ entered through the front door. He came home because Nick and Howie wanted to see a movie after dinner, but AJ wasn't interested. He noticed Kevin and Brian's clothes on the floor, but assumed that they were just hot and wanted to cool off. He walked upstairs and heard the shower running. Damn he thought. How the hell am I supposed to get ready for bed?. He saw that the door to Brian's room was closed. Must be asleep. Wouldn't mind joining him he smiled to himself. Kevin wouldn't care if he snuck into the bathroom to grab his dental supplies while he was in the shower. They were all pretty close anyway. AJ knocked and said, "Hey, Kev? I need to get my toothpaste"
Kevin and Brian freaked out. They never thought to lock the door. "DON'T COME IN!" shouted Kevin.
"Why the hell not? I've seen you naked before. I'm coming in."
"NO!" screamed Kevin. AJ ignored him and flung the door open. He froze. They froze. What he saw before him made his eyes grow to the size of dinner plates. They hadn't even bothered to close the curtain...
AJ turned around slowly and closed the door. And locked it.
~~by Noodle~~