Beautiful Lie

The following is a work of fiction. Any similarities are entirely fortuitous. The story may contain profanity and references to gay sex. If such content offends you please leave now. The author retains all rights to the story. Do not copy or use without written authority from the author. Write Bobby at brokendreamboi@yahoo.com with your comments.

Beautiful Lie 13

Tommy volunteered to drive us home because I couldn't stop crying. It had lightened up since I felt his arms around me again, but the tears were still falling. When we got in the truck I turned the heater on a low setting then pulled the center console up. My boyfriend gave me a curious look at what I was doing, but he soon figured it out when I laid my head on his lap and got in a remixed fetal position.

"Can we not go home?" I asked softly, wiping some tears from my face.

"Uh, sure, where'd you like to go?" Tommy asked. He kept one hand on the wheel and placed the other on my stomach, slowly tracing circles.

"I don't know, I just don't want to go home yet, please." I begged.

"Okay, I'll find somewhere to exit then and we'll just cruise."

"Thank you," Tommy got off the freeway and onto some rougher roads. I had no clue where he was going, but nor did I care at that point in time. I took mental notes that the roads got rougher as we went on and he drove on some inclines a few times. It wasn't until he stopped the truck and turned it off that I sat up and looked out the windshield.

Tommy leaned his chair back and pulled me onto him. We sat in silence, but it wasn't bad. It was the most reassuring silence I think I've ever had. There just weren't any words that needed to be said then. Alls we had to do was hold each other and look around at the beautiful landscape that was surrounding us.

We sat like that for a few hours. Both of us took a short nap, but other than that it was just quiet time with the boy I love. Around six we agreed to go get dinner then go home.

"So, what do you feel like?" Tommy asked me. I could tell he was trying to be positive, but right now I don't feel like being happy.

"I really don't care," I replied dully.

"How about pizza? I haven't had that in a while." he suggested.

"Fine with me," I again said with no emotion.

Tommy got back on the main road and found a small pizza joint a few miles down. The place was definitely old considering it was kind of run down, but it felt comforting to be inside. Once we got our booth I had to say something to Tommy.

"I'm sorry about how I'm acting, but I'm feeling better so hopefully that part of me is gone." I said softly.

"Hey, no worries, I get it. I'd probably be the same way if I were you. But Zac, just remember that no matter what you say or do I will always be here for you."

I sniffled. "Stop being so sweet, you're going to make me cry again."

Tommy chuckled. "I don't think I can,"

"I love you so much,"

"I know you do, and I love you so much too." A smile began to creep its way onto my face. Tommy reached across the table and wiped away a single tear that had fallen from my eye. "Now, let's eat. How about we get an extra large sausage, olive, and bacon pizza with breadsticks and a salad? Oh, and can we share a pasta?"

"Dang, babe," I giggled.

"Well, I'm hungry. Besides, I have to make sure I'm well fed to keep up with your sexual habits." Tommy said smugly.

I scoffed. "Oh, please,"

"Okay, okay, so I love to have sex with my boyfriend. I also love to eat a lot either way." he laughed.

"Well, don't worry, I'll help you eat it all."

"Good," he smiled. "You're gonna need energy." Tommy gave me a quick wink right before our waitress came back to take our order. She was a little suspect looking, but we had no problems getting what we wanted. And within twenty minutes all the food was brought out.

The food was excellent for being such a small place. Of course, usually small places like this have the best food at much smaller prices. Our bill was definitely nothing compared to Pizza Hut or Olive Garden prices. The total came out to $25. I began to take my wallet out, but Tommy stopped me.

"Uh uh, this is my treat." he said, reaching across the table and grabbing my wallet from my hands.

"But you came out here with me."

"I came out here with you on my own free will. Now I'm not asking you I'm telling you I'm paying for dinner."

"Fine, but I'm paying next time."

Tommy got us home pretty quickly once we left the restaurant. When we walked inside no one appeared to be home. Our suspicions were answered when I found a note in the kitchen from my mom saying that they went out for dinner figuring we already ate. As soon as I finished the last word Tommy grabbed me by the hand and hauled me up to my room where he began to undress me.

"Who knows how much time we have before they get home. Let's do it really fast." he said lustfully.

"Tommy, no, I don't really feel like it right now." I groaned.

"Babe please, for me?" he whined and gave me a pouting face.

"Maybe later, but I'm wiped." I started walking out of my room so I could go pee.

"Please? It'll just be a quickie."

"Why?"

"Because I want to have sex with my amazing boyfriend, silly."

"No, I mean why do you want to always have quick sex? Why don't you ever want to spend more than five minutes fucking me?" I asked with heat in my words.

Tommy looked at me sadly. "I can't tell you,"

"Why not? You're my boyfriend, you can tell me anything."

"This is so embarrassing though," He sat on my bed and buried his face in his hands. I heard a sniffle from him and I knew I had just made him cry.

Feeling bad, I sat next to him and threw my arm across his shoulder. "I'm sorry, bud. I didn't mean to make you cry. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I can wait until you're ready."

"No," he sobbed. "I want to tell you, but I feel so embarrassed about it, Zac."

"Don't Tommy, you can tell me anything and I promise I won't laugh at you, okay?" I said as gently as I could.

"Okay," Tommy took a deep breath before continuing. "I feel like I'm raping you. There I said it."

"You what?"

"It's like I get déjà vu when I'm having sex with you. Except I'm in my dad's place and you're me."

"Oh, Tommy," I cooed. I squeezed him tightly and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "So, that's the only reason then?" He nodded his head. "Well, if that's how you feel then I won't force you to take your time. I really don't know what else to say other than you're not raping me. In fact, when you are moving in and out of me I just feel one thing. Love. I don't feel like you're forcing me to lie there. I don't feel like I don't want to be lying there. I just feel love."

"Thanks babe," Tommy sniffled.

"Well, you still want to have sex?" I didn't even let him answer. I lied on my back and lifted my legs up.

"No," he said too seriously. "I want to make love." A huge smile grew on his face. I loved seeing him smile. It warmed me up inside to see such a cute face smile.

"Then let's do it,"

"No," he again said too seriously. The smile on his face disappeared.

"Why?"

He stiffened his body up. "I don't want to do you. I want you to do me."

"Whoa, babe, you know I don't need that until you're ready. Didn't we pretty much just have this conversation?" I sat up and reached out to touch his arm.

"I know, but I want you too. And you haven't pressured me at all so I feel secure about it."

"Tommy, I don't know..."

"Zac," he said sadly. "Please?"

I sighed. "Well, all right, but if I hurt you at all then I'm stopping period."

"Okay, thanks, babe!" Tommy jumped on the bed and lifted his legs to his chest. I put a condom on and lubed up.

I positioned myself against Tommy and slowly started to push in him. I was watching intently for any sign of discomfort, but all I could see was a smile on his face.

"Doesn't this hurt at all?" I asked in amazement. I was hoping that I wasn't just a wimp when he first entered me.

"I think I'm just used to it from when my dad...um...when he..."

"Tommy," I put a finger to his lips. "I know," His smile reappeared on his face. I continued to move in and out of my boyfriend. My pace quickened and I felt more pleasure. Tommy was moaning softly as I thrusted my hips over and over.

"Hey guys...oh fuck, um, sorry!" Brian said as he ran from my room.

"Oh, my God, oh, my God," I said, jumping from the bed and gathering my clothes. Tommy was doing the same. Once we were dressed we walked downstairs into the living room.

"Sorry about that guys, you can go back up and, uh, finish if you want." Brian blushed brightly, but not as brightly as we were at that moment.

"No, I'm sorry. I should have remembered to shut and lock the door."

"Well, I was just coming up to see if you guys wanted to order some take out or something."

"Nah, we had a smorgasbord on the way home from the site." I smiled at Tommy.

"Ah, well, I guess I'll just order a pizza then." We chatted for a few more minutes before I led Tommy back up to my room so we could finish what we started. This time around, however, Tommy was being much more delicate and romantic about undressing me.

"I want your first time to be special," he said softly.

"It already is," I helped him take my pants off. I stood completely vulnerable to my boyfriend. I gave him my virginity, and now it's my chance to accept his.

Tommy lied on the bed and pulled me on top of him. He slid his tongue inside my mouth, exploring it like it was his first time. I felt one of his hands rest on the back of my head while his other hand caressed my back.

Without any words, I scooted back to Tommy's butt and lubed myself up. I eyed Tommy to see if he wanted me to use a condom. He shook his head no so I began to enter him slowly. I remembered that he told me I didn't have to go slow as he was used to being...entered. But I wanted this time to be special so I did go kind of slow at first. Tommy looked overjoyed every time our eyes met.

"God, this feels so good, Zac. I was always so afraid of this moment, but I can't imagine not doing it anymore." Tommy said breathlessly. I couldn't respond in words so I leaned down-not breaking my rhythm-and kissed him on the lips. It was a sloppy kiss, but that factor made me even lustier. I sped my thrusts up and I soon felt my climax nearing.

"Tommy, I think...I'm gonna cum...soon." I managed to get out. Tommy squeezed his cheeks together making it tighter for me. "Yup, I'm...uhhh...cumming." With two hard thrusts I was cumming gallons inside of Tommy. Apparently from feeling my orgasm, Tommy also began to shoot his load all over his stomach and up on his chest.

"Zac, that was the best sex in the world." Tommy panted heavily. I slid out of him and fell on my bed panting harder than Tommy.

"Yeah, that was the best orgasm I think I've ever had." Tommy scooted against me until his back was touching my heaving chest. I wiggled my left arm under his left arm and draped my right arm over his chest.

A few days later Tommy and I were beginning to settle back down into reality. School was starting on Monday and I was less than enthusiastic about going back. And now that I really think about it, I haven't been at school since the last weekend Hunter was alive. All in all I've been absent from school six weeks. I am so screwed with the make up work and crap. Aw man, this is gonna suck!

"I was thinking maybe we should go shopping for some new clothes today since school starts in what, four days? Today is Thursday right?" Tommy asked, not looking up from the newspaper ads he was reading.

"Yeah, sure, but I don't have any money. I plan on getting my job back though. Or at least a job once school starts." I said, sipping on the orange juice that his mom made for us.

"No problem, I'll buy you something." he smiled.

"I don't think so, Tommy."

"I do,"

"Well, you have to stop spending your money on me."

"Zac, have you not figured out by now that I make more than an eighteen year old should? And besides, I just love buying you stuff that really shows off your temperature." Tommy said cheerfully. He stood up and walked in front of me.

"Temperature?" I asked confusedly.

"Yeah, because you are smoking hot!" he giggled.

I couldn't help myself, even if it was a lame joke. I laughed so hard tears were falling from my eyes. "You are so lame, babe!"

"But you know you love me that way." he stated.

"Yeah, I guess I do like you no matter how lame you can be."

Tommy smacked me on the arm. "Oh, really?"

"Yes, really,"

"Good," Tommy leaned forward until our lips met.

"So, when and where are we going?" I asked, moving away from him so I wouldn't get any hornier than I already was.

"I thought we'd go as soon as you take a shower and we'll go to JCPenny's and Kohl's and then...I don't know, wherever I guess."

"Okay, I'll go up and take a shower then let's roll." In a huge hurry to get on with my day I probably took the fastest shower of my life. After I got dressed and brushed my hair I was downstairs practically dragging Tommy to his car.

When we walked inside JCPenny's it wasn't busy at all. I thought this would be a rather short shopping trip. I felt a little weird about shopping for clothes with my boyfriend, but as soon as were trying on shirts and shorts and pants together I quickly realized that this might not be as weird as I thought. The weirdness was replaced by horniness really fast. Seeing Tommy change his clothes was enough to drive me into a state of pure lust.

After trying the fourth pair of shorts on I couldn't stand it any longer. "So, what do you think this pair of plaid shorts or these skinny pants?" I couldn't answer. My eyes were fixed to his bottom half. "Zac? Are you okay?"

"I...I..." stuttering I replied. That was all I could take anymore. I pulled him into me and began kissing him wildly.

"Here? Now?" he asked, moaning into my mouth.

"I can't help it," I said. "Watching you...mmm...changing...was getting me so horny." I slid my hands in the plaid shorts and his briefs and yanked them both down. His member was at full attention just waiting for me to swallow it. I roamed my hands up his chest then back down. I then stroked him a couple times before putting him in my mouth. At first the pace was a little slow even for me, but that only lasted for a few seconds.

"Oh, Zac," Tommy moaned a little too loudly.

I stopped sucking. "Shh, do you want everyone to know what I'm doing in here?"

"Sorry, sorry, but that just feels incredible. I love how fast you go." he grinned evilly.

"Well just keep it down," I chuckled. Tommy sat on the small bench that was in the dressing booth. He jacked off for a few seconds until I moved back on him. Since he liked me going fast that's exactly the pace I set. He started to moan again, but he was trying his best to keep them low and quiet.

"Zac, I think I'm...already...gonna cum." he said with a low moan. That only encouraged me to go faster. While my head was busy sucking on his member, my hands were running up and down his chest. "Yup, I'm...definitely cumming!" Tommy tensed up, thrusted his hips and shot six spurts of his cum deep in my mouth.

"Sorry, I couldn't help myself." I barely giggled.

"Hey, I'm not complaining," Tommy giggled as well.

Suddenly, someone began knocking on our stall door. "Excuse me, you need to get dressed and come with me immediately."

"My mom is going to fucking kill me!" I exclaimed in anger. Tommy pulled in his driveway with the same silence that's filled the car since we were kicked out of JCPenny's...for the next six months.

After we got dressed we had to follow an employee on a walk of shame straight to the manager's office. She informed us that what we did was completely inappropriate and an embarrassment to ourselves. And for the next six months she said that if we stepped foot in her JCPenny's she'd call the police and have us removed and will press charges.

"Well, I guess we'll both get the shit yelled out of us." Tommy sighed. "I'm sorry about that."

"What are you apologizing for? I'm the one who couldn't control myself." I argued.

"Yeah, but I could've stopped you. It just felt so dam good, as always though."

I giggled. "Anytime, babe,"

We went to his room and lied down figuring that it'd be the only quiet we'd get for the rest of the day. Around four I wanted to go home so I could possibly face death. Tommy told me to call him and I quickly agreed.

"Hi, Zac, it's nice to see you home from Tommy's so soon." mom said as I walked through our front door. Her, dad, Brian, and Danielle were sitting at the dining room table eyeing my as if I'd done something wrong. Hehe.

""Uh, uh, he was called in for work. I guess they're really busy today and who better to call than him?" I said in disappointment. Shit, I hope they're buying it.

"So, how did your shopping go? Did you get anything?" dad asked me this time.

"Nope," I walked away to the stairs, but mom stopped me.

"Wait, did Tommy get anything?" she asked suspiciously.

"Funny story about that," I timidly laughed. "He actually got a new pair of pants, but they..." Dad gave me a stern look which I took as a hint to just shut up. "Did you hear?"

"What were you thinking?!" he shouted.

"Danielle, you got new highlights." I said, trying to change the subject, but dad would have none of that.

"Answer my question," he demanded.

"Dad, I'm sorry,"

"You're sorry?"

"Well, I don't know what else to say. I regret doing that in a dressing room, but it's not unheard of."

"Zac, I have never had such an embarrassing phone call in my life. How can you just stand there and brush this off like it's nothing?"

"Because it isn't anything. Besides, I prefer not to discuss my sex life with you."

"Sex life?"

"Honey, he's right. What he does in privacy is his own business. As much as I don't approve of that behavior anywhere except in a house, how hard can we be on him?" mom said, but apparently dad just wasn't caring.

"I don't care what he does behind closed doors at this house or Tommy's, but when he does that in a public place that's where I draw the line." dad said to mom before turning back to me. "You could have been arrested!"

"Dad, I know, but you gotta chill."

"Don't tell me to chill. I have no intentions of chilling."

"Then I'm going to go up to my room."

"Good, you can stay up there the rest of the night."

"Fine,"

"Well, double fine,"

"Fine, fine, fine!" I ran upstairs and slammed my door.

"That was real mature," mom said.

"Don't blame him he's just a kid."

I dialed Tommy's number around eight o'clock. Since the time I got chewed out by my dad I've stayed in my room in a lockdown mode. Mom tried to come and talk to me, but I didn't feel like talking to anyone then.

"Hey Zac," Tommy said cheerfully.

"Hi," I barely said.

"What's wrong?"

"My dad blew up when I walked in the door. He started yelling at me and we got in an argument before I just ran up to my room. I've been up here since and haven't said a word to anyone."

"I'm sure he's cooled off by now, babe."

"Whatever," I sighed. "How'd your mom take it?"

"Well, she took it that's for sure. She just gave me a lecture on being safe and not doing that stuff in a public place and that's it."

"Wow, lucky you, I would've rather have gotten the `safe' talk."

"It wasn't as exciting as you might think. Alls she said was `make sure you use condoms' and that was actually kind of funny."

"Well there's no laughter over here,"

"Zac?" my mom said from outside my door.

"Babe, I gotta go. I'll call you tomorrow, okay?"

"Okay, I love you."

"Love you too." I closed my phone and walked over to my door to open it.

"Are you hungry?" mom asked me. She was holding a plate of spaghetti and a glass of water.

"Are you sure it's okay with dad?" I asked sarcastically.

She walked past me in my room and set the plate and cup on my nightstand then sat down on my bed. "Zac, your dad will come around. He didn't mean anything that he said. That phone call just came as a shock to us is all. Brian and Danielle thought it was funny what you did."

"I'm glad my humiliation is so entertaining to them." I said bitterly. I took a seat next to her and just stared at my ceiling.

"You know they're supportive of you. Look what Danielle did for you when Tommy and-"

"Mom, I get it. I'm just so embarrassed about it now."

She draped an arm over my shoulder and sighed. "Let me tell you something about embarrassment. It is a part of life no matter how horrible. I've been in some really embarrassing and outrageous situations myself back in the day. That night we were going to mess with Erik's car was novice compared to what I used to do."

"Really? Like what?" I asked, intrigued by this bit of news. I always saw my mom as a good girl who got straight A's and always followed a strict curfew.

"Well, this isn't much of a prank, but it's the only thing I can think of right now. Back in the twelfth grade me and a friend grew a marijuana plant for our science class. After we presented it to the class the teacher asked if he could keep it for himself." Mom started to laugh hysterically at her trip down memory lane, but I couldn't find the extreme humor like she could.

"That's, uh, crazy all right." I said unconvincingly.

"Well fine, that isn't my funniest work, but I just can't remember right now." She kissed my forehead then stood up. "Your father will come around, most likely tomorrow. He just overreacts with things that he should keep his cool with. That has been proven by Brian as well. When he was younger he was a little devil child."

"Thanks mom that makes me feel so much better." I said mockingly.

"Good night, I love you."

"Love you too." I began eating my spaghetti she brought me and sent some texts to Tommy. Around eleven I fell asleep holding my phone with a message from Tommy.

`Good night hottt stuff'

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