Becoming Ben's (part 6)
When a gender dysphoric man tries his best to be a man, including military service, perhaps it is time to be the girl he was meant to be. I hope you enjoy this work of fiction!
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I learned that the town subsidizes male to female gender transitions as an attraction to couples who want to move here. Since we have no children, growth comes from relocation. Also because we have no children, there is no school system, which keeps our costs down, freeing up money to support transitions, and keeping taxes low. Since we have no teenage boys, crime is almost non-existanct as well. It is a very peaceful, friendly place to live.
All this time I was handling Jessica's clitty and felt a little embarrased about it. I had fondled her to erection, but it took longer than I took. I let go and asked "I noticed that you don't get hard very quickly. Does transitioning affect everyone that way?"
"Yes, the response is slower, but I think it is nicer," she said "After a time many learn to have a female climax, which is nice because you can have them repeatedly. I rarely have a male climax any more, and when I do I don't usually ejaculate."
"I'm sorry I've spent so much time touching you," I said, with a little embarrassment.
"It's fine," Jessica said, "I liked it – besides, from time to time us girls help each other out."
"Don't the men take care of all a girl's needs?" I asked.
"You would think that they would, because they do seem to appreciate us more – and that is truly wonderful," she explained, "but when it comes to sex, when most men cum, they are done, and often just don't think about the girl they've left turned on. I think Ben might be a little different, though."
"Why do you say that?" I asked.
"He just seems more sensitive to a girl's needs," she said, "and I just get the impression that he sees intimacy as a wonderfully shared experience – not just a way for him to get off."
I hoped that would be the case, because it really looked like I was headed toward being Ben's girl.
We got back to the panties that Jessica had laid out. She told me to pick five or six that I liked. She explained that I would often not wear panties – making me more accessible, but I should have a few pretty ones for when I did wear them. I selected several styles and colors that I liked. Jessica suggested a thong pair, of which I was unsure.
"Men really like thong panties if you have a nice ass," she said, "and you do."
I was surprised at that – I really hadn't thought I looked very attractive at all. She handed me the thong pair and suggested that I try them on. The strap between my cheeks felt strange, and a little uncomfortable, but exciting just the same. Jessica showed me how to tuck my little clitty so that I was nice and smooth on front. I stood before a full length mirror enjoying how I was being transformed.
Now Jessica set out some bras in my size and selected one that went well with the thong panties. She helped me put it on – it seemed really awkward but she told me I would learn to do it well. She adjusted the straps and cups, and then slid two breast forms into the cups. I looked in the mirror and really liked the woman staring back at me!
"Those are B size breast forms – probably a good size for you," she said, "they look very natural. Most girls real breasts grow to B or C size – rarely larger. I could have implants, but most girls don't get them and most guys prefer it that way."
"I thought men all liked huge breasts," I responded, "and these certainly aren't huge."
"Guys who like women like us prefer smaller breasts," she explained, "because that just seems more natural. All men seem to like breasts, but I think most of our men are ass-men."
"Which is why I should always be 'kissing clean'," I said.
"Exactly," Jessica responded, "has Ben entered you yet?"
"You mean has he fucked me?" I asked.
"Yes, to put it crudely," said Jessica.
"No, he hasn't – I've sucked him off but he hasn't entered me yet," I replied, "I was wondering when that would happen."
"I'm not surprised," she said, "Ben is a really considerate guy and probably doesn't want to rush you. For a lot of guys, taking a girl's virginity is a prize they can't wait to claim. I'm sure the Ben wants you, but he is taking it slow – you are fortunate to get such a good guy."
Jessica opened another case and said, "Let's see if we can do anything about your hair."
I realized that I probably look kind of silly with my boy haircut in a bra and panties, but Jessica said that most men in Tranquility would find me sexy. Jessica excused herself and went to get Ben. When Ben saw me he said I looked really nice. He approached me, took me in his strong arms and kissed me deeply. It felt so wonderful in his arms like that – I was getting aroused, but my little clitty was tucked, so it hardened a bit, but was trapped.
"You look really good, and Jessica will fix you up so everybody will see you as a lovely lady!" he said.
Jessica shooed Ben off because we had more work to do.
"Well, do you think you look silly now?" she asked.
"It seems that way to me, but I'm really glad about how Ben responded," I said.
"He really likes you," said Jessica, "but I'm sure the biggest response was well hidden."
"I don't want to seem slutty," I said, "but if I arouse him, it seems to me that I should give him relief."
"Yes, that is the right thing to do, and you will fit in really well here," she responded, "all women here are committed to taking care of their men, and they love doing it."
"If Ben is too much of a gentleman to insist," I asked, "how can I let him know that I want to pleasure him – without sounding like a slut?"
"Well, I just tell my man, Jeff, that if I arouse him I don't want his need to go unattended, since it was my doing," she offered.
"I really like the sound of that," I said, "it says it perfectly without being too forward."
"Yes, and I think it will be right for a gentleman like Ben," she said.
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