Disclaimer: I don't own nor am I affiliated with Big Time Rush (BTR), Nickelodeon, and Viacom. I'm not claiming than any person in this work is gay or etc. This is solely a work of fiction and should not be taken as truthful.
Chapter 1. Big Time Problem
"I said stop! Pay attention you wild crazy dogs!" Gustavo screamed. "Listen up, I Gustavo Rocque, the greatest man in music is going to take Big Time Rush to the next level."
"Awesome!" The guys say together.
"So what are we doing?" Kendall asks?
"Become beautiful pageant based supermodels who sing and have good hair?" James asks.
"Oh I know we're going to fly out onto the moon and have a one of a lifetime concert and host a intergalactic hockey game?" Carlos asks.
Logan makes a puzzled face.
"Stop before you all give me indigestion!" Gustavo screams. "Now follow me."
The boys all get together and follow Gustavo into a room. Its kinda dark and the guys can't see well. They end up tripping over each other.
"Turn on the lights!" Gustavo says looking at the boys. "Ugh, I swear do I have to do everything myself!"
Gustavo turns on the lights. "Now give me your attention." Gustavo says holding a RR folder in his hands. "This is from Griffin. He loves you guys, but we're not as high as he would like us to be. So he's increased our budget just a little bit. He wants Big Time Rush to be more edgy." Gustavo says making air quotations.
"So what are we going to do?"
"Well, Big Time Rush is a little flat. We need something hip, and in tune with the current generation to really get us up there!" Gustavo says with a grin. "We need something to really get attention world wide."
"Oh I know. We do an EMO thing. Look fabulous. Black outfits and makeup, boys in makeup, parents don't like that right?" James says.
Kendall rolls his eyes. "He said edgy. I don't think that's edgy, just sounds gay."
"That's perfect Kendall!" Gustavo screams. I can see it already! Big Time Rush at the San Francisco Gay Parade. We'll get the support of the gay fans. Equality and gay rights is in right now!"
"Look we're friends. We know everything about each other. No one in the band is gay. We don't have a problem against gays but we're not gay." Kendall says.
"Well you could have fooled me." Griffin's voice interrupts. "I heard the idea, love it. Big Time Rush has to capture the gay community. That is a large market that we can really take advantage of. We can gain a new fan base, we sell more! Make it happen. Griffin out!"
"I don't like this." Logan says shaking his head. "I mean how are we even going to pull this off."
Everyone then looks directly at James. He sits there for a bit just looking into a mirror. Time slows down and there is camera flashing, and wind is blowing, James pulls out a comb and fixes his hair. "Why is everyone looking at me?" He says.
"I think I found our gay!" Gustavo said.
"Wait, gay no!" James screams. "I just like to wear good fitting clothes. I put a little makeup on to smooth out my face. I have good hair. That's not gay!" James pouts.
"Gustavo this is just stupid. Why does someone have to be gay. No one is gay, can't we just do the show and support them?" Kendall says.
"He's right." Logan says as he smiles.
"Look you all heard Griffin." Gustavo yells.
"Who are you talking to?" James asks.
Everyone starts looking around. "Look just go home. We have to figure this out. We'll meet up again soon.
The boys leave and head back to the Palm Woods Hotel. They're all sitting down and talking to each other when Mrs. Knight walks into the room.
"Hey boys. What's up? You all look a little down today." She asks looking at everyone.
"I really don't want to talk about it." Kendall says as he walks into the kitchen.
"Griffin wants us to be part of the San Franciso Gay Parade. So we can connect with a new fan base." Logan says.
"Oh. Well that shouldn't have been hard." Mrs. Knight says.
"Mom!" Kendall screams. "No one is gay."
"That's right!" James says.
Logan and Carlos are oblivious to the conversation. They both made their way to the couch and fell asleep holding hands.
"See there you go. Even Carlos and Logan are all stressed out over this." Kendall said.
"Honey can I talk to your in private?" Mrs. Knight says.
They walk to Kendall's room. "Isn't it obvious honey?" Mrs. Knight asks. "Haven't you paid attention to Carlos and Logan? I mean its so obvious, its really just starting to annoy me."
"Mom!" Kendall says. They're not gay."
"Okay dear whatever you say." Mrs. Knight says as she walked out the room.
Kendall and Carlos are sitting in the living room when James, Katie, and Logan walk out in their swimming gear.
"We're heading out to the pool. You guys wanna come?" James asks.
"Nah." Kendall replies. "My mom wants me to clean up."
"I'll stay behind to help him. I'll catch up later if I can." Carlos says putting on his helmet.
"Cool." James says as he heads out the door.
So Kendall and Carlos have the room alone. Kendall sits down watching TV and Carlos sits down next to him.
"So when we gonna start." Carlos asks.
"Look Carlos we need to talk. I knew if I said I had to clean you would probably help me, but I don't have to. I wanted to speak to you in private."
"Oh. Okay no problem. What did you wanna talk about!" Carlos asked.
"Are you gay?" Kendall asked.
"What?" Carlos asked with a wide open mouth. "No. I'm not. I mean, I don't think so. I need to go. I need some time alone right now."
Carlos walked to his room. He laid down on his bead with his football. Was he gay? He never really looked at other guys, other than Logan at least, but he and Logan were just friends. He did feel different around Logan though. He was just so confused and worried. Did he like Logan that way? If he was gay, what if Logan wasn't, it could really make their friendship weird. Carlos put his hands over his face and started to cry. Was he really gay? Is that why he never really had a real girlfriend?
He started having all these thoughts filling his mind. He didn't know what do. James looks like he's gay, but he's probably not Carlos thought to himself. Is Logan? Logan was always shy. He didn't really seem gay. He would always let him get kissed on the cheek by Carlos. He would let him hug and was always with him. Carlos really didn't know.
Meanwhile at the pool, Logan was looking around for Carlos.
"Hey Kendall have you seen Carlos?" Logan asked.
"Um he's at the room. He just didn't feel like coming down." Kendall said rubbing the back of his neck.
"Maybe I should see if he's okay." Logan said.
"I'm not sure. He seems kind of down." Kendall said.
"I'm his friend. Logan said. I should be there for him. He has always been there for me." Logan said grabbing his towel and sped off to the room.
Logan made his way back to the apartment and called out Carlos' name. "Hey man are you alright?"
"Yeah I'm ok I guess." Carlos said. "You really think James is gay?"
"I don't think so. Kendall spoke to me out by the pool." Logan sat down on the bed next to Carlos.
"What did he tell you?" Carlos panicked.
"Relax Carlos. He just said you seem to be feeling a little down." Logan said with a smile on his face.
"Oh I'm ok. I just have a lot on my mind." Carlos responded looking down into his hands.
"That's ok. I'm here for me if you ever need to talk remember." Logan smiled.
Carlos nodded and watched Logan walking away and couldn't stop looking at his ass move. Logan really had a little ass on him and Carlos couldn't believe he was checking out his best friend. He sat in his bed and closed his eyes. He could see him and Logan shirtless in the shower. The hot water running down both of their bodies. Carlos leaned in and started kissing Logan. He opened his mouth and their tounges started playing around with each other. Carlos opened his eyes and had a boner. Carlos had the feeling at the pit of his stomach, he had to be gay.