My life as Alyssia continues, (see babsitter in High School) please let me know if you enjoy it or have suggestions or just want to chat, I would love to commiserate with other writers and readers. I truly appreciated and loved hearing from everyone who wrote to me and gave me the courage to continue! Thank You.
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Well, I still had the dress! I'd mixed it in with my mom's stuff that I had taken to the dry cleaners for her. I had spoken with Paul a few times, of course no plans to run away to the islands or whatever, but he was very nice, and he said he might be free and alone and have his house to himself on Friday. Lily was (and still is) awesome in some tips for makeup, like a little bit of foundation to thin my brows, skirts and dresses that would look good for my hips, bras to give me a little bit (or at least the appearance!) of breasts, etc., but she was trying to get me to come visit and could tell I was smitten with Paul and wasn't quite thinking right, getting myself all worked up for phantom dates with Paul
I was pretty sore down there for a few days after my weekend with Paul, my lips and neck too, but it actually sort of felt delicious, and I would get excited at the thought of having Paul make love to me again. Sometimes I couldn't help myself and actually wore panties to school under my jeans. I was paranoid at first, that all my friends knew what I had done with Paul. One time in trig class I was just daydreaming what if I had a skirt on, what heels I would wear, or a dress? Would the guys take second glances? I'd so love to feel their eyes on my butt, and legs as I sauntered down the hall. What would it be like to have a handsome guy corner me in the hallway, Would he ask me out? try to touch me? try to kiss me?
Would the girls be jealous or want to be my friend because they all knew I had been made love to by real man?
Suddenly I couldn't keep my eyes off of this cute guy, Oscar. He was just sitting there, leaning back, his trim hips and thighs so sexy in his faded jeans, the way his white shirt was open, hinting at his pecs inside. I began blushing, I had never really thought of other guys like this before. I had the tip of my pencil in my lips, trying to pay attention to the lesson, but kept looking back at him till my butt began clenching at nothing and my little cock began to more than tingling in my panties, imagining what it would be like if I was straddling his lap where he was sitting, my skirt falling over his hips, heels dangling off the chair beside his knees, his arms around me, my hands on his chest through his open shirt, his hands sliding under my skirt, holding my butt, grinding me against him, my elbows on his shoulders and him kissing my neck, my hands in his bushy blonde hair holding him to me..... I quickly looked down at my notes, imagining sliding down between his knees and looking up in his eyes, and when I looked back at him of course he made eye contact and he gave me the cutest quizzical kind of smile as I died a slow death.... I ran from class when the bell rang.
Anyway, I was off school that Friday, my mom had gone out of town to visit her older sister. I could have gone with her, I do get along with my cousins, more close to Lily's age than mine, but I stayed home so that I would be available, fully expecting, hoping Paul would call and invite me over for some fun!. Since I had all weekend, I got to play in my sister's room. I love her full length mirror and especially the mirror on her vanity that shows the whole bed! I couldn't decide what to wear, Paul apparently liked the red outfit, but of course I couldn't wear that again. Just for fun I put on a cute black flared mini, shorter on Lily's tallish frame but still above mid thigh on me, a fitted white tie up lace blouse over a black push-up bra. I felt so feminine as I slid up some white thigh-highs over my smooth tan legs, and decided on some 3 inch black velvet pumps for now. I lightly did my eyes and face, with some light mocha lips. If we were getting together later I could change to a more elegant look, but it was afternoon. As I was posing and strutting in the mirror and fluffing my hair I thought I should try to do my hair in some sassy curls. I was starting to think Paul wouldn't call (again) and was feeling kindof left out, resentful and jealous of Nicole.
I had the curler in my hand, feeling pretty, dangling a shoe on my toes and the phone rang! I was so excited that I was finally going to see Paul again I dove across the bed to reach the phone before he got away
'I feel soooo pretty! I can't wait till you see my new hairstyle!' I gasped.
'Wow, me too.'
But I didn't immediately recognize the voice, but it was familiar, after a pause, all I could manage was 'uh.' as my heart started flipping through my chest.
'It's Tom, I'm coming over, wanted to see if you wanted to goof off this afternoon, I've got something we could smoke.
I was mortified, frozen, couldn't imagine how he ... WHAT DID HE KNOW?
'I saw you with Paul, it's ok, it was dark, but you looked good.'
Now Tommy was Sue's brother, a year older than me, but he stayed home to go to a local university. We had always got along, he would pick me for sports teams etc, and I was kindof on the fringe of the group of guys he hung around when he was in high school. Crap! I was thinking, how do I get out of this. Everyone must know now.
'What about Sue, does she know..' I finally managed to gasp.
'She's clueless, she really thought you were Lily, she probably forgot about it by now. I just knew It couldn't be your sister,' he laughed, 'nor your mother!'
I was trying to hold down my fear, but I looked in the mirror, saw my heels in the air above my shapely ankles and calves, my stockinged thighs sticking out from under my skirt, I liked the way the skirt lay on my butt, giving me some shape and my thin bare waist and suddenly I started to feel really feminine and flirty!
'Um..., what did you see?' I had to ask. my butt started getting that empty feeling.... my little cock was beginning to stretch my panties against the bed.
'Not much really, Except that Paul really, really liked you. Sue was more wound up I guess, she really thought you were Lily. I just got home from work and saw her looking out the window. .' he chuckled again.
'By the way, what are you wearing?'
I froze again, but I started thinking of the time last year I tagged along when we all skipped school and went swimming, Tommy was about six feet, trim, broad shoulders, always in good shape, he had been a swimmer all his life, but I had never thought of him this way. The way I thought about Oscar?
'It's ok, no one will know, you really looked good from what I saw, anyway, I'll be right over.'
I couldn't control it, not sure if I even wanted to. Maybe I was getting frustrated from not seeing Paul, maybe this could be fun.
'Tommy?' I whispered
'Yeah?'
In my sweetest voice I continued:
'Call me Alyssia'
I couldn't believe he was coming over when we got off the phone, I was scared to death but so excited to see someone I knew and trusted as Alyssia. Yikes! What if he's turned gay? I had met and known some of his girlfriends, one in my class that he? broke up with when he started college. Will he kiss me? It's not a date! My thoughts were running wild as I fluffed my curls, flaunting myself in the mirror. I noticed the tops of the hose showing as I bent forward to add some gloss to my lips and thought 'he'll think I'm a whore or something'. I quickly slid them off, then posed for the full length mirror in my tan bare legs with the heels. My legs looked longer bare! I loved how the skirt enhanced my butt. I felt so flirty as I posed with one knee slightly bent, hip thrust out. Maybe he does think I'm a slut, he must know that Paul fucked me, oh damn. Maybe he'll think I'm ugly, but Paul obviously didn't. I wonder what his cock looks like I giggled, my eyes absolutely glistened in the mirror. I was going crazy so I just rushed down to make sure no one saw him come in.
'Hi! I'm Alyssia.' I blurted from behind the door as I poked my head around. 'Please do come in!' trying to be sophisticated.
It was really an awkward moment, I flipped my curls back behind my ear as he obviously drank in my body.
'Hi, um, wow, it looks like someone shrank Lily and cut her hair!'
He was wearing a red shirt with shorts, deck shoes, my heart was hammering in my chest, but I have to admit I stole a glance at his hips as he came in. He'd let his blondish hair grow somewhat bushy. There was something about the way the shirt was draped over his shoulders, his pecs.... (of course I compared him to Paul, but not the slightest hint of love handles... tall glass of water my mom would say)
'Let's go out back, want some iced tea? I'll bring it out.'
'I never ever thought you were a gay guy' he stammered as he followed me through the living room.
I didn't know what to say, but I was feeling pretty, and I enjoyed the way his eyes devoured my body
'I don't really think I'm gay, I mean, I'm not sure... It's hard to describe how I feel. Sometimes I just want to be a girl.
'Do you think I look like a guy?'
'No! not at all, it's just, well, you are pretty. I just never suspected. It can be our secret!'
I turned looking over my shoulder, more to see if his eyes were where I felt (and hoped) them to be, on my legs and ass. He gave me a cute innocent grin.
I changed the subject.
He told me about swimming in college as I put ice in the glasses, and that he rarely smoked anymore because of tests, but he would be ok for a while.
As I walked out onto our deck, he smiled at me as I bent over to put the tray on the table, I loved how the skirt made me feel so free and flirty, and especially the effect my legs and heels were having on Tommy!
'And sometimes I really like being a girl' I smiled sweetly as he looked up from my legs. I remembered mom telling Lily to keep her knees together as I slid my hands under my skirt and sat next to him on the cushioned bench.
He had this small brass one hit thing, and that's about all I ever took, but as he handed it to me, I let my fingers linger on his as I caught his eyes, then demurely looked down to take a hit. I moved my hip closer to him to give it back, but unconsciously leaned back, arching my breasts up and ran my hands back through my hair as I exhaled. I wasn't stoned, but feeling quite pleasant, I took a sip of tea and put my glass down. When I leaned back my shoulders felt his arm behind me on the back of the bench. He held my eyes with his mostly but he was flitting his gaze to my legs, ankles, bare waist, breasts. I'd never noticed how handsome his eyes were before. The sun must have given them a bluish gold color. I knew I wanted him to hold me close, to feel his lips on mine.
I kept looking from his eyes to his lips as he took a hit, his cheekbones, sheesh, he is so handsome. I somehow knew he wanted to kiss me. I pulled my curls back behind my ear and leaned into him, closed my eyes and felt his lips mash mine as his arm twisted my body to him. It was like being kissed for the first time all over, his hand moved to my breast, my hand went to his chest. My lips welcomed his tongue to touch mine as I put my hand on his neck to hold on as his weight forced me onto my back, his hand moved to caress my bare waist, then under me to squeeze my butt. Somehow he managed to get between my legs, my back flat on the cushions.
I was helpless but there was no way I would resist accepting his kiss. I felt so sexy and vulnerable, with his tongue forcing mine to play, my breasts tingling against his chest, shock waves through me to my lips and my panties stretching My hands on his back and butt as he was kissing and dry humping me! I instinctively was humping back to his thrusting, his chin digging into my neck, him breathing in my ear then he nudged his lips inside my blouse, down to kiss and gently chew on my nipple. I lost all track of time and space as I writhed under him, he kissed and nibbled my nipples lips and ears for what seemed like hours. I was about to explode. I felt him against my tummy and knew it was as hard as mine but bigger.
Much bigger!
I somehow got my hand between us to feel his cock through his shorts. I just about came right then! But I just had to see it, so firm, pushing roughly against my palm.
Somehow I groaned 'We should go inside.'
He kissed me softly for a little bit as I slowly made my way out from under him. I was ecstatic, knowing he was hard for me! I felt so feminine and sexy as I straightened my skirt with a little flirty hip action, knowing he was admiring the view! I had been waiting for Paul way too long. (Lily was right!) He carried the pitcher of tea and followed me as I took the tray inside. My butt was burning from his gaze so I tried to give it a little extra wiggle! As I was standing by the island unsure what to do next, he came up beside me and leaned in to pull my hair back and nuzzle my neck, his other hand squeezing my tiny breast. I completely melted into him as he slid his hand down to my waist to my ass, then pulled my hips against him He knew what to do to turn me on!
My butt had that empty feeling as he squeezed it and I knew that I was so filled with desire for him as he kissed my ear,that I would do absolutely anything he wanted. He turned me around to face him as he kissed me fully and his tongue entered my open gasping lips, then he kissed my chin as he took my hand and slid it on his tummy and down into his shorts. As he pushed my chin up with his lips, he pulled my hair back and kissed my neck as my fingers grasped his cock, it was so long and hard, for me! I kissed him so hungrily knowing that I made him hard as he ground it against my palm, my fingertips softly massaging the hard sacks inside his soft balls
There is something so electrifying about having a man kiss me while I'm holding and stroking his hard cock! I was really beginning to like this effect I'd had on the men I'd been with. This must be why I love to get all pretty, to be kissed and manhandled and fucked! I just knew Tommy wanted to fuck me!
He broke the kiss and led me to the couch. I held my face up to kiss him, my wrists around his neck. I felt so sexy but somehow suddenly in control when I put my thin fingers around his hard cock again. I wanted it in my mouth, I wanted to rub it on my face! I knew what Paul did to me and wanted Tommy to do!
I slowly kissed and nibbled down his neck as he drifted down on the couch. I wish I could have seen myself bent over to kiss him, tan straight legs down to my thin ankles, my heels, my butt holding up my skirt for a view of my bottom with my panties stuck in my crack. My skirt rising to show my ass. Just like I practiced in the mirror! I was so horny!
I nibbled his chest as he somehow got the hint and unzipped his shorts, I wanted to savor the moment but his cock was bulging against his red boxers so I nibbled it through them while looking into those bluish eyes. I felt like such a slut for a second, I just wanted to kiss it and pulled his cock out. I was so mesmerized, but I knew what he wanted, what I wanted! and pulled it down.
'OH TOMMY!' I gasped. His cock was oozing precum and jerking a bit, I felt so incredibly feminine that I could get a man's dick hard! I put my thin fingers around the shaft and stroked the skin up to the purplish head, so excited as more precum dribbled out the tip. I let it rub on my chin and neck as I unbuttoned the rest of his shirt. Whew, he had such a sexy body, nice defined abs and no hint of love handles! I licked and kissed his tummy with his cock bouncing off my chest and neck, then looking in his eyes I slowly kissed the shaft without touching it. I kneeled up as he grabbed my head and pulled me to kiss him as I stroked the shaft. He pulled me up kissing my neck till I was straddling his lap, so I started grinding my butt on his cock as he pulled my hair back and kissed my neck and worked down to suck a nipple hard. I thought this will be so hot riding his cock like this when I get it inside me! His hands on my butt and his mouth on my nipple were just too much and suddenly my butt started clenching as I started to come, moaning 'Hold me Tommy!' into his shoulder. I felt so sexy in his arms as my hips kept bucking and grinding, soaking my panties and skirt.
I was so lightheaded and warm after cumming, but my butt still felt empty. I kissed myself free and decided to get back to work on his cock. I knelt sideways on the couch with my heels up over the armrest, pulled my hair back behind my ear and got another good look. Tommy's cock was similar but a little different than Paul's maybe a little longer but definitely a little thinner, but all mine! I rubbed the precum around the head with my thumb. He put his hand on my head, but didn't force me down, I leaned in to taste it and lick around the rim, then slowly kissed it into my lips sucking slowly on just the head. It felt so good on the inside of my lips! I loved how my lacquered nails and slender fingers looked on his cock.
I pulled off and looked up to smile at my new lover while stroking him, but his eyes were closed and as I turned my attention back to his cock he began humping and his cock started jerking in my fingers and his hand twitched on my hair and Tommy groaned. It just erupted up onto my forehead as I grasped it tight! and then again on my cheek before I could cover it with my mouth. I was mesmerized watching it cum! I just stroked him and another few smaller spurts flew up. I thought they were joking when they said it's like a firehose, well, not quite, but a strong thick fast squirtgun.
'Wow! that was quick' I giggled.
I knelt up and looked at Tommy, daintily sliding some of the drips into my mouth with my fingertip, but there was alot! He looked so cute and kindof dreamy and I so wanted to kiss and cuddle with him, have him hold me tight, but I figured I should get the cum off my face before he would want to kiss me. I should definitely change my panties, probably the skirt too.
'I think I have to go soon' he mumbled.
'I'm going to go clean up, I'll be right back' I ignored him and winked.
I made my way to the steps up to Lily's room. I stopped in the bathroom to wash off my face, I really felt slutty with the cum drying on my cheek and eyebrow, that's ok, maybe I am! I loved how wild the curls looked after I'd been ravaged. I made him come! I hurried into Lily's room as I heard the bathroom door close downstairs. I was thinking about wearing a white skirt with some white patent pumps as I quickly brushed my face, my eyes still looked ok. I slid on some clean white lace panties and heard the flush downstairs as I rummaged through the shoes in the closet.
I thought I heard the front door open and shut, my heart sank but I couldn't run downstairs in my panties. I ran to the window and saw Tommy walking across the street to his house. I couldn't believe he just left! Maybe it was too 'gay' for him? Maybe because I giggled when he came so fast? Maybe he thought he couldn't compare to an older guy like Paul? I couldn't help crying, I felt so empty and alone. First Paul doesn't want to see me anymore and now I just made a complete fool of myself with Tommy.