The following story depicts sexual acts between teenaged boys. The story is true, but the names and some incidents have been changed. If you are offended by this type of material PLEASE DO NOT READ.
CLEAR SIGNALS
I was 16 at that time. I was convinced I'm definitely not a straight person, considering the fact that I got turned on every time I saw Josh. Josh was my classmate. I had no physical desire for Josh at all until he started giving me, what I call - signals.
When I reached my final grade I was lonely. I started wondering whether there were any gay boys in my class. Personally I didn't find anyone attractive for me to desire. It all started one day when I caught Josh staring at me. From that day onwards I found Josh looking at me in various classes. He would turn around and pretend he wasn't starting when I caught him doing so.
This was his first signal. I ignored this signal thinking he wasn't staring at me, but the girl sitting besides me! Josh proved me wrong when he gave me his second signal. It was recess and I was casually chatting with my friends. Josh was also chatting. Then out of nowhere this topic came about a speculation that a certain teacher was gay. Josh said that this particular teacher would squeeze the nipples of students when they would misbehave! This was the weirdest thing I heard, probably a lie. So how did Josh send me a signal this time? He squeezed my nipples! Yes, he squeezed my nipples as a demonstration of the act by this teacher.
I had totally forgotten the teacher, but remembered Josh's signal for a long time. I didn't know how to respond to these signals. This was basically because Josh behaved this way with the other guys too - he was over friendly and always made some kind of physical contact with others, like for example excessive patting. So I took the simplest explanation for his signals - this was his character.
Days passed. Months passed and I received no interesting signals from my probably secret admirer. I was convinced that he had absolutely no interests in me. It was already difficult for me to be near Josh. This was because we were in different streams. I didn't know Josh that well because he had joined school the year before.
Then something struck me - what if he had given up on me? I mean, maybe he was waiting for me to respond, noticing that I hadn't responded to his signals, he thought I wasn't interested. Oh my god! I had just lost the chance of having my first relationship with a guy. Then again I thought I was over reacting.
The next day something amazing happened - Josh who was silent for two months now started letting out those damn unclear signals again! Now he puzzled me with a new technique. I was sitting on my desk and we were having a casual chat. Josh comes to me and chats to me about a seemingly irrelevant topic - an exam. Casually chatting he then grabs my hand that I had placed on the desk and starts rubbing it up and down. He was completely aware of what he was doing and yet pretended he was doing nothing! He was casually chatting with me and so was I. Foolish me, I again failed to give a reaction to his unique signals!
That night I couldn't sleep. I was thinking about Josh. The more signals he gave me, the more physically desirable he became. He wasn't that bad looking, tall, fair, slim and muscular. His face was okay. He had a fantabulous character and a very good sense of humor. He'd always made me laugh. I'm really the world's most stupid person to let go of him, as if I had him.
I finally decided what I had to do. I had to reciprocate to his signals. So the following months, I started staring at Josh! He would stare back at me and we would stare at each other endlessly. Nothing happened! There was this one-day when I accidentally rubbed his butt as I passed by him. He reciprocated by rubbing me after school.
It was pathetic. All that was going in between us were signals. Yes, I did think of going to him and asking him out. But what if he wasn't gay? I shudder to think what would happen then, the whole school would then know! I would be doomed.
I also thought what would happen if he was gay and he liked me. But then I didn't get too carried away with that either. The problem was sometimes I would think whether I'm good enough for someone to be attracted to me. I was well built and people told me I looked handsome. But I wasn't sure whether Josh liked my looks.
It was lunchtime. I was depressed about a certain misunderstanding with my favorite teacher. I was standing outside our classroom looking at the buildings nearby. Some of my classmates were chatting close by. Then the most shocking thing happened. Out of now where Josh came behind me. I didn't even notice his presence. He leaned over me bringing his mouth close to my ear, as if to say something secretly.
"Why are you standing here for so long? I admire you so much"
That is all he said. I did hear what he had said, but my mind was elsewhere. It took about 60 seconds for me to understand what he had said. It was too late now to react to what he had said.
Later that day I tried to make sense about what he had said. You have been standing here for so long? That made sense to me, as I was standing there for so long. Then I thought whether it could mean, I was making him wait, I wasn't responding to his signals. I was making him stand so long for me!
What he said after that was clear. It had no double meaning. It meant what it meant. I admire you so much. Nah! It couldn't have meant anything else.
But what was I supposed to do now? I blamed myself the whole night for not responding immediately. I had lost my chance. I had to do something about this. But what?
The next day I waited patiently for Josh to be alone, but he was always mingling with his friends. Finally I attained the guts to go up to him and speak.
"Josh. Could I talk to you for a second?" I said.
"Sure."
"I'm going to be frank with you. Because this is driving me crazy! Yesterday you come and tell me that you admire me so much!"
"Huh?"
"Yeah Josh. I want to know. I want to know what is up. You can be frank and straight forward with me."
"Yes. I did say that. And it is true"
I was relieved at that moment. I knew what he was going to say next. He was going to finally confess...
"I admire your work in the Science project! Your model was simply amazing! How did you manage it?"
Admire my work? That was definitely not what I had expected him to say.
"I... I..."
I was speechless. My mind was going crazy with all the signals he had sent me! Finally I spoke up...
"My teacher helped me."
"Andy? Are your all right? Looks like you thought I meant something else didn't you?"
"Huh? No. No I didn't! I just wanted to know which of my excellent works you were talking about."
"Hahaha!"
That was a close call! I dread to imagine what would have happened if he had found out what I was thinking! I talked to him then for a while about my dumb project and then left him. I had not only left him but all hope. Ages I had spent in trying to understand his signals. All his signals were simply a collection of insignificant incidents, which didn't mean anything at all.
I was gloomy the whole day. I didn't talk to anyone. Soon it was time to go home. My teacher wanted to talk to me after school about the misunderstanding between us. So I sat on my desk waiting for her. I waited and waited. She didn't come. Then finally I got up to leave. I turned round.
"Josh? What are you doing here?"
"What are you doing here?"
"I am waiting for our Science teacher. You know that!"
He knew that because he was the one who told me that my teacher had asked to wait for me.
"Yeah! Sorry. I just met her. She told me you could go, she had some urgent business to take care of"
"Okay then. Bye. Have fun seeing today's football match!"
The sight of Josh now made me sick. All my hopes on him for nothing! I was frustrated that it didn't work out. The last thing I wanted to do was be with him to increase my frustration.
I walked by his side to leave. Suddenly I couldn't walk further. Josh had grabbed my hand!
"Andy could we talk for a second?" he said.
"Sure Josh! Any problems?"
"Andy", he said with a smile on his face. I knew from his naughty smile that I was going to get lucky! "Andy you were right about the whole thing. I admire you for other reasons"
"What reasons?"
"I admire you because I like you."
I wanted to play around for a while to make him realize how unclear signals can drive a person crazy.
"You like me Josh. I like you too!"
"No. I mean...I...love you"
I couldn't stand a second more looking at the gorgeous face of his. I kissed him. Although I wanted this for almost a year now, I wasn't in a hurry. What was the hurry? I'm going to have him for a long time now! The kiss was gentle. I just touched his lips first. I cannot explain the wonderful sensation humans feel when they kiss; I was in heaven. Then the kiss became more passionate. Now I could sense his tongue in mine. I had lent my tongue to him. We were in control - we stopped. We knew where we were.
He smiled at me.
"Josh. Why do you send such crazy signals at me? You should have asked me out directly my dear."
"Well Andy...did you ask me out today after I told you I admire you?"
I grinned at him.
"I was afraid Andy. I was afraid whether you were gay or not, afraid of being gay. I had changed my mind about my identity for some months. Then when I saw you that day, you were looking so handsome that I had to make a brave move. So I came and told you I love you, well at least that is what I wanted to say", said Josh.
"Josh I love you too. So do you think you can come to my house on Sunday?"
"Sure babe."
It was Wednesday. Three days seemed like three years for me, I had no idea whether I will have the will power to wait. I guess Josh didn't! On Thursday night at 8 PM he called me.
"Andy. Do you think I can see you outside the park?"
"Ah... sure Josh"
I reached the park at 7:50. Josh was leaning on his car. He was wearing a black t- shirt with a red glossy overcoat and brown jeans. I looked carefully and I did find a bulge in his jeans! I knew at that point of time he wanted me badly!
"Andy...at last you are here!"
"At last? Josh! It is 7:50. You asked me to come at 8."
"Oh. Ah.."
"I can understand Josh, you need not explain to me baby."
We got into Josh's car and Josh started driving.
"So where are we going Joshua?" For the first time I used his real name.
"We are going to my father's cottage beside the beach! There is no one there and I use it when ever I want to be alone."
"A cottage by the beach for you to spend time alone? You are one lucky guy!"
Josh's father was a very rich successful and handsome man. He owned many hotels in the country. We reached there at 8:20.
We didn't talk. There was no explaining needed. We knew what were doing here.
As soon as we were inside the cottage, Josh locked the door. He turned around and looked at me from top to bottom. I was in my best pair of trousers and my favorite red shirt.
He walked towards me. His face told me he was calm but excited. He then kissed me passionately. This kiss wasn't gentle as the one before. He didn't stop kissing, but started removing my shirt. I removed his shirt. Once during class Josh had bent to pickup a book and I got a quick view of his chest - it was damn hairy. But now Josh had shaved! Little hair had grown at the right places - in the center of his chest with a treasure trail leading to his torso.
"Oh my god!" I exclaimed.
"What? What happened", asked Josh with astonishment.
"You have shaved!"
"Oh. silly boy. I know you don't like hairy men, that is why I shaved some time back"
"How do you know I don't like hairy men?"
"Andy I was in love with you for two years now. I took a peek at your chest every time you bent. I looked at your shaved armpit every time you raised your arm. I knew you shaved often, I knew you'd love shaved men, if you were gay."
He was in love with me for two years. What he said made me realize how important Josh was to me, and how important I was for him.
"Well baby. You bet I'm gay. And I'm at your command now!"
Josh quickly unzipped my trousers to reveal my bulge waiting for him to conquer it. He pulled my cock out of my briefs and looked at it for while.
"You are the most beautiful person I have ever known Andy."
Before he could complete the sentence my cock was taken into his mouth. My cock could feel his tongue, his lips, the warmth of his mouth. He moved his mouth forward and backward in harmony. He stopped and then licked his way to my mouth. He kissed me and sucked my nipples. Then I pushed him on to the floor and sat on him. I kissed him and sucked his cute erect nipples. I then moved to his jeans, which had a mega bulge on it now. I unzipped his jeans and removed them carefully. His cock sprang out of his trousers. Josh had the right amount of hair. His cock was long and thick. His balls were loose and a little hairy. I licked and sucked his cock. His cock felt soft in my mouth, it felt so wonderful.
We then changed positions. Josh rested his body on his knees and showed my hungry penis his anxious hole. Josh gave me some lotion. I knew now what he did mostly in when he wanted to be alone. I applied the lotion carelessly and then made my dick ready to venture into another man.
I pulled him back and directed my cock to plug his hole. Josh moaned loudly.
"More! More!" Josh shouted.
My cock was going inch by inch into his tight butt. He moved back and forth rhythmically. At last he gave a loud moan. I knew he had cum. I licked and cleaned his body thoroughly. Now it was my turn. He sucked me. I looked at him from where I stood, caressing his hair and for the first time - Josh looked so beautiful to me. I guess when a person falls in love you see the beauty inside your lover. I remember thinking how perfect partner Josh would be for me. Now I felt cum collecting and getting ready to venture into Josh's mouth. I warned him and he showed me his thumbs up.
He took my entire my entire load into his mouth. He then stood up and smiled at me and then kissed me gently. It was later that I realized that it was the first time for both of us. That night Josh had given me a signal which told me he was going to be with me for a long time - and this signal I will never fail to respond.
The End
Authors Note: In my real life, there did exist a person similar to Josh. But it so happened that we never got together. Moral of the story: Send your signals properly, if you happen to get them, don't wait! Do send in your lovely comments to wonderme99@yahoo.com