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My Development as a Kinky Deviant, Pt 3
(Or....Who Knew Nipples Could Be So Erotic)
In previous chapters I have discussed facts of my sexual life. These facts cover a span of more than 50 years. During these 50 years I developed fetishes, if you will, of variant sexual acts. Many of these acts are considered `kinky' by today's standards.
As was stated in my earlier episodes, I have been into gay sex and kinky toy play for years.
My kinky play started some 30 years ago and is known today as sounding' or cbt' (cock and ball torture.) Some call cbt bdsm' (bondage/domination sadism/masochism.) I never thought of my sounding as bdsm. I thought of it mainly as a kinky and different way to pleasure myself. I indulge in this kinky play because it gives me immense pleasure, even to this day. To find other men into this different' type play is not easy. So far, I have found way too few men into sounding. Many more men, whether gay, straight or bi are more into dildo play. I enjoyed dildo play for years until I discovered the pleasures of sounding.
When on the internet at the sites I frequent, the first criterion I look for is the age of the cammer (preferred 40>.) If age is not disclosed, I will open the cam simply because his icon shows a body that sparks my interest. I often chat with these men who earn my interest. Often, by chatting, you find the man is into some other kinky' play. However, many of the most popular porn cam sites have taboos against certain types of play they will allow. I was banned from a site I've used for years simply because I had pics and vids in my profile of kinky play that the site administrators do not like. If you do this kinky play on live camera, you will receive a warning to stop camming or be banned. My ban was ultimately lifted. While banned, I used other sites that cater to the different' and `kinky.'
After indulging in my favorite kink for some 30 odd years, I developed a new kink in the past 15 years. This kink involves nipples. Men's nipples only. There are some men who have nipples that make me drool. I crave these nipples as much as straight men crave the tits and nipples of women.
I got into nipple appreciation on my own, somehow. I first started fondling my nips while jerking off which often included sounding my cock. Today you can see many men on cam playing with their nipples as they masturbate. Only those men whose nipples appeared larger in diameter with nice central nibs got my attention. Pencil point and tiny nips are not erotic for me, but if the man is into nipple play I may be induced to watch him. Once I found a `nipple-endowed' man I would watch his cam and drool over his hot nipples as he tickled or clipped them with various objects. Often I would text chat with the cammer while in his room. I would mention how hot I found his nipples and how hot it was that he liked nipple play and showed it on cam.
There were times when these men would ask did I get pleasure from my nips. Often, in our chat we would compare likes and toys used and often meet in a cam-to-cam session. We could use audio and play to each other and request different views and closeups. It is the hottest when you cam-to-cam with another `nippler', as I call them, and hear each other moan as you pleasure yourself for the other's benefit. Some of these cam sessions would get so hot I would use various nipple clips and clamps to show the cammer how much and varied I was in my nipple abuse. I'd show closeups of my clipped/clamped nips and would pull and squeeze and twist my clamps which often excited the viewer as much as it excited me. I found the more I did to my nipples the hotter it made me.
Through the years of this nipple play I increased my repertoire. I bought various clips to use on my nips. It is funny to learn that if you search hard enough you will find a store that caters to your wants. These days, I have an assortment of nip clips. The earliest nip clips were flat-edged and not adjustable. Later nip clips were teethed and not adjustable. Still later, I found teethed nip clips with adjustable screws. You can adjust the bite of the clips The adjustable teethed clips/clamps are my favorites. As I abuse my nips I place a weight on the nip clips chain and slowly increase the weight to improve pull and adjust the screws to increase the bite on my central nibs at the same time. The feeling of pull and increased biting of my nips starts a stirring in my balls. I continue to increase weight pull and bite until I feel my balls ready to unload. As I unload, my nips feel very sensitive and I have an intense orgasm and it seems I shoot a bigger load of cum.
I have used various household clips or clamps never intended to be used for nip torture. I have used hot wax on my nipples. Also have used acupuncture needles on my nips. Needles are more for spectacle than feeling. You (I) feel the needles only when they are going in and not all the time you wear them. Hot wax is good because of the initial `burn.' You have to peel off the cool wax to drench your nipples in fresh hot wax. It can be very hot. I have drenched my cock head, shaft and balls in wax. I have dripped some hot wax down my urethra. I have covered my nips in hot wax.
After all these years of nip play with various toys and weights, my nipples are bigger and tougher than most men's. Often when in a gay venue some men will notice my nips and often fondle them. I smile at these men and tell them, "Do what you want to them." Hoping with that statement that the man will show his more than passing interest in my `different' nipples. If he is willing to take direction, I tell him to work them roughly by hand or mouth since the rough treatment makes me the hottest. If he's into his own nipple play, I will work his nipples according to his wants.
I like finding other older men into abusing their nips as I do. I find that some pain enhances the pleasure of your play. My nips can be abused by clips/clamps, by hand including squeezing, pulling and twisting. My favorite treatment for my nips is by mouth. I like my nips licked and sucked and chewed. The rougher the treatment the hotter it makes me.
So, any older men who read this and are curious to see my play or learn more about it send me an email at the address shown at the top of this page.