Exotic stimulation: sounding, cbt, tt, bt and other forms of exotic stimulation. Pt 1
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Let me start slowly and progress, more or less, as these interests developed and became part of my sex life.
I'd been into cock, my own and others, for years by the time the following events first occurred. I'd seen and stroked and licked and sucked and swallowed the loads of countless cock when this idea of new and aberrant play first occurred to me. I'd bottomed and topped many times. I'd bought myself a small collection of dildoes which I used to pleasure myself. I kept these dildoes for years and used them whenever I was hot and alone with no prospect of getting another cock to play with. At one time, I combined dildo play with this new aberrant play for a long and very hot and exotic self-pleasure session, but I will get to that later.
The first new and exotic interest I developed was what I later learned was called "sounding" or "urethral sounding" or "cock sounding." I, in my naivete, developed my own names for it since I had not discovered, at the time, that others knew of and practiced my weird, aberrant, kinky means of self-stimulation. I called it "insertion", "pee-hole insertion" or most plainly and graphically "cock fucking" since these names seemed most descriptive and accurate.
It was in the early 90s, when I first lived alone. The idea of living alone and being responsible for all that goes with that was frightening, at first. As time went on, I came to relish living alone. I truly felt that I could do whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted, without fear of interruption or discovery I'd always had when I lived with others. It was this new-found independence and freedom that led me to explore things I had never thought of before. I felt like a new man living alone, and any thoughts or new thoughts I had I felt free to explore or ignore. I chose to explore these new thoughts.
I was home alone one evening and feeling horny. Although I had a sex friend at the time, I felt this new need to do something different to make myself get really hot and excited. Inexplicably, I felt like doing something to my cock while jerking this evening that I had never done before. I don't recall exactly how the thought came into my mind but I pursued it. I lay on my bed naked with a hard-on and was stroking it but felt I needed to do something more. I felt heatedly excited and needed to do something `different.'
Without rationalizing, I implemented the thoughts in my mind at the time. I took a pen and pencil from my desk. I started with the pencil. I wanted to find out what it felt like to insert an object into my pee-hole. I lubed the dull writing end of the pencil with my saliva. I then started slowly pushing the pencil into my pee-hole. There was no pain but just an odd and curious feeling as the pencil filled the pee-hole of my raging hard-on. The curious feeling along with the sight of the pencil filling up the pee-hole made it even more exciting. At this point the pencil was inserted no more than an inch and had not gone deep enough to pass the head of my cock. My uncut cock, when fully hard, was about 6.5 to 7 inches long with a thick shaft and a big, shiny head.
Getting more turned on by doing this aberrant stimulation, I decided to go farther. I continued slowly pushing more of the pencil down my pee-hole. When I got 1.5 to 2 inches of the pencil down into my peephole, I felt a stinging begin and a tightness. I could feel the pencil in my urethra on the underside of my cock. When it had fully passed the head, the stinging and tightness began. As excited as I was, I was a bit fearful of proceeding too quickly without knowing what the stinging and tightness meant. So, I played with the pencil by pulling it out and pushing it in until I felt the stinging tightness. I did this several times as I relished the look and feel of a pencil in my pee-hole. I decided that saliva wasn't the best lubricant since it evaporated too quickly. I decided to use some skin lotion I had on hand.
I coated the whole 5.5 to 6 inch length of the pencil with the lotion. I again inserted the pencil, slowly pushing more and more of it down into my urethra. The lotion was a good lubricant but again I felt the stinging and tightness at the 1.5 to 2 inch depth. I lay there and gently and slowly retracted and inserted the pencil several times relishing the look and feel of this new-found play. I felt hotter than I'd ever been before playing as I did. After several minutes and several cycles of inserting and retracting, I again got to the stinging and tightness. I stopped inserting and just relished the feel of the pencil in my cock with my head fully swollen and shiny while the stinging continued. The stinging was more of a discomfort than true pain. After a minute of two of the stinging, I decided to try and go deeper. I slowly pushed the pencil farther down my urethra very carefully. I did this with great caution and care. I was so hot and horny and excited by this new play I wanted to explore more and more of it, but didn't want to cause an injury that might be difficult to explain to others. As I pushed into the stinging tightness, little by little, I would keep the pencil at this new depth and see how it felt. After leaving the pencil at this new depths for a bit of time, I discovered that the stinging disappeared as the lotion lube eased the pencil deeper. I did this for some time until I passed this tightness and the pencil was now about 3 inches into my urethra. This excited me even more. I had passed the tightness and the stinging disappeared and the feeling of my filled urethra was like nothing I'd experienced before. I decided I had to experience more of this.
I continued to push the pencil farther down my urethra all the while feeling tremendously hot by the feeling of the pencil filling my cock, along with the sight of the pencil sticking out of my cock head. I felt as if I had a type of fever. The look of my rock-hard cock with the exposed shiny head and the pencil sticking out of the pee-hole and the feeling of the pencil filling my urethra was fabulous! I was breathing heavily and marveling at the sight and feeling of this new play. I was a thrall in the throes of new and intense sexual excitement. I couldn't stop myself if I tried.
I continued to push the pencil farther down my urethra. It felt so good I wanted to see if it would continue to feel good or feel better as I went deeper down my cock. There was no stinging now, just a new and very exciting feeling as I felt my urethra widen to receive the pencil as it went deeper. I wanted to see how much of this I could do and tolerate as I pursued this new sex play and `assault' on my cock.
Finally, I got the full length of the pencil to descend into my urethra. It was so hot to see just the eraser in my pee-hole as I felt the pencil fill the length of my urethra. The pencil was only 6 inches, at most, and didn't get to the root of my cock where it joined the abdomen. I wondered if I could go farther than this limit. I was like a man possessed and obsessed and wanted to see how much of this I could take. I moved slowly from my lying down position on the bed to a standing position, paying particular attention to how my filled cock felt as I moved. I wasn't sure if movement might cause some unexpected pain or discomfort. I was able to walk to my desk with my pencil-filled cock to get another newer and longer pencil and again lay down on the bed. I now had a stick pen which seemed to be about 7 inches long together with this second pencil which was about 8 inches long.
I decided to try the stick pen. I lubed it with the lotion and slowly started pushing into my cock. The lips of the pee-hole opened as the pen descended into my cock head. Slowly I continued pushing deeper and was anxious about hitting the stinging tight spot. When the pen was inserted 2 inches deep, the tight spot became apparent once again. However, the stinging was less than it had been earlier and the tightness did not seem as strong. I continued to push the pen deeper and was able to get past the now less-stinging and less-tight spot. Mmmmm, this felt good and excited me even more as I felt I could go deeper with this pen than I had with the pencil. I continued to push the pen deeper and deeper, loving the feeling of it invading my urethra and opening it to the thickness of the pen. I moaned and groaned and grunted in pleasure as the pen was pushed deeper down my cock. Again, the sight of my thick, rock-hard cock and shiny head was a tremendous turn-on as I watched and felt the pen disappear down the pee-tube of my cock. I was tremendously hot and excited. My whole universe at this time consisted of my cock and the feelings of the filled urethra. Time and space faded away as I pleasured myself in this new and kinky way. . I continued to push the pen deeper and deeper. I wanted to discover new depth and new feelings as I explored the inside of my cock. So far, everything had felt so new and wonderful I wanted more, more, and more! Every new centimeter of filled urethra felt tremendously new and exciting as the pen went deeper. I did this slowly and would sometimes retract the pen just a bit to push it deeper once again. It was as if the inside of my cock had come alive with tremendous new nerve feelings that were indescribably and immensely pleasurable. I couldn't believe how good it felt to fill my cock with an object and how visually exciting it was to see it as well as feel it.
In time, I got the pen to a depth of about 6 inches, with about an inch of the pen sticking out of my cock head. It was at this new depth that I once again felt a tightness. This tightness was a bit of concern and I wasn't sure how to proceed. The stinging at this new depth was practically non-existent but the tightness couldn't be ignored. I lay there for a bit and then started to retract the pen and then re-insert it for the stimulation alone. At one point, I decided to try to get past this new tight area. I slowly pushed more of the pen deeper. There was some discomfort but not quite the stinging I experienced at the earlier and shallow depth. As I slowly pushed, I moved my cock gently in different directions....up and down and side to side. Movement affected the discomfort and eased it in certain positions. When I found a good position, I continued to push the pen deeper. The discomfort disappeared as I pushed deeper and I felt a feeling of spreading or opening in the depth of my cock. Mmmmm, this felt new and good. I continued to push deeper and felt my urethra widen as the pen went deeper. I had to go on! I had to feel more and more of this great and new pleasure. I continued to push the pen deeper until the whole 7-inch length was inside my cock. I flexed my cock to feel the filled urethra and stared and marveled at the head with only the end of the pen visible in my pee-hole. I started stroking my cock with the pen fully embedded. My cock felt new and strange to me. I continued to stroke and revel in the new play and feelings I was enjoying at this moment. My cock felt bigger and harder than it ever had before, and the stroking seemed to be better than I'd ever felt before.
I continued to stroke my pen-filled cock, loving every microsecond of these new erotic feelings. I'd lost track of time since my whole world now existed solely of my tremendously hard and stuffed cock. I felt the rumblings of an impending cum in my balls and surrendered myself to it as I continued to stroke. Finally, my climax came and my cock throbbed and pulsed as my balls released a cum load. I felt the pressure of the cum deep in my urethra as it met the pen. The pulses were so strong the cum forced the pen up and out of my cock and thick, copious spurts of cum shot out. My cock head, itself, throbbed and swelled with each spurt and felt like it would explode. After about 8 intense spurts my cock was drained. I looked and saw a big load of cum on the sheet. This load was bigger than any load I had ever shot before. The feeling of orgasm was so much more intense and the throbbing of my cock so much stronger than ever before. I lay there with my cummy cock head and recovered. Once I recovered, I set about cleaning up. As I basked in the afterglow of this new, intense and aberrant sex play, I knew I would be doing this again. It turned out that this aberrant sex play became my mainstay for solitary sex. I continue to practice this sex play to this day and enjoy it every time.