Exotic stimulation: bt, sounding, tt and other forms of exotic stimulation. Pt 3
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Let me start slowly and progress, more or less, as these interests developed and became part of my sex life.
I'd been into cock, my own and others, for years by the time the following events first occurred. I'd seen and stroked and licked and sucked countless cock when this idea of new and aberrant play first occurred to me. I'd bottomed and topped many times. I'd bought myself a small collection of dildoes which I used to pleasure myself. I kept these dildoes for years and used them whenever I was hot and alone with no prospect of getting another cock to play with. At one time, I combined dildo play with this new aberrant play for a long and very hot and exotic self-pleasure session, but I will get to that later.
Balls ! Yes, balls! Those pendulous orbs that hang between the legs of men. BallsÉ.two pieces of the three-piece set that separates men from women. Balls, which in their own right, are a sensuous part of male genitals seem to have earned more attention in recent years.
In the years of my youth (several decades ago) porn seemed to focus only on the cocks. Then, as porn became more popular, asses joined the ranks alongside cocks. During all this time, very little attention had been given to balls. I believe this lack of attention was due to the fact that you couldn't do as much with balls as you could with cock and ass. I mean, after all, you could shove a cock up a cunt, up an ass and down the throat of someone. Asses became popular as another receptacle for a cock. But balls? What could you do with balls except let them hang there and swing during a sex act.
Growing up, I never gave much attention to my balls. I mean, I knew they were there and always hanging around (LOL) but they didn't do much. I knew that these two orbs identified a male. I knew, also, that balls were the source and repository of sperm, but other than that, they weren't sensual.
Through the years, as I became more sexually curious and exploitive, and developed an appreciation for sexual pleasure and aberrant gratification, did I begin to focus on balls. Focus on my balls and the balls of others. I mean, I started thinking about my balls and what could be done with them. That is to say, my balls served a practical purpose towards procreation, but not a sensual purpose in any way. No sensual purpose until I decided I needed some pleasure from them. I felt they were mine, they were always there, but now, they needed to be of use to me. That use was to be erotic.
My first sexually aberrant practices (Pts 1 and 2) were original, at the time. Original in that I had never seen or heard of anyone doing to themselves the acts I did to gratify myself. In those days, the internet wasn't half of what it is today. In those days, any `deviant' sex play you performed was thought to be your thought alone. When I first started this deviant and aberrant self-gratification, I felt like the most degenerate person in the world. I couldn't imagine others doing the things I did to myself. I imagined myself as the most perverse person ever to exist at that time.
This mistaken belief went on for years. Although I felt myself to be very perverted, the enjoyment I got from this perversion' was too strong to stop indulging in it. The intense sexual heat' I experienced during these perversions was too great not to become addictive.
As years passed and the internet grew, I became aware of so many revelations. My first original deviant sex play had a name and was practiced by others. The name was sounding.' I had called it everything but that because sounding' didn't sound as descriptive as what I called this practice. To this day, there are many who confuse `sounding' with sound (audio.) These people are those who have never experienced the thrill of this practice.
The second major revelation was called "tit torture." Although it can be called torture because it often involves some pain, I called my practice nipple work. Much of these two practices are viewed by the uninitiated as painful and therefore a part of bdsm. Yes, there is some pain but the pain is regulated by you. I never considered my insertions (sounding) and my nipple work (tit torture) as anything but my deviant way of obtaining sensual pleasure from these body parts, however unusual the method seemed.
So, after years of indulging in these original' means of sexual self-gratification, it was discovered that there were others who enjoyed this aberrant sort of sexual play. This discovery made my practices seem even hotter to me. After the stunning surprise of other practitioners, was the added sexual thrill to know there were others you could encounter on the cam/chat sites with whom you could play' and discuss your addictive aberration.
So, after years or sounding and torturing my nipples in solitude, I discovered others who did the same thing. Of course, you would `friend' these like-minded men so that you could meet over and over again to indulge in your deviance with a partner. Solitude is great and necessary in small doses, but you need the camaraderie of others to bond in a common interest.
So, it was only after meeting others on the net did I become aware of a new type of sexual play. This play was dedicated to the testicles. I became aware of men who liked to tie and bind, to varying degrees of tautness, their balls to make them look swollen and sometimes bluish. Some tied the scrotum as a whole while some men tied their nuts separately. Either way, the attention to the balls was exciting to me while at the same time a bit intimidating. My balls seem to be particularly sensitive and cannot tolerate all that other men do. Yet, watching these men abuse their balls and moaning and groaning erotically as they do so, is a tremendous turn-on to me.
As I watched these men abuse their balls (bt, for ball torture), I became increasingly excited and stimulated by the practices I saw. Of course, I tried to do all that they did to their balls. Some of their practices were too painful for me to do. Others were very erotic when I tried them.
I learned about various toys and torture techniques dedicated the `nuts' hanging between my legs. First off were rings and straps that could be tied around the balls alone, and also the balls and cock together. This was something I tried and liked. Then came the ball separators which isolated the balls into a tight bunch and a middle strap separated the nuts. This was also something I could do and found very erotic.
Ball torture ("bt") progressed from the sedate to the extreme. The more I saw, the more erotic it seemed. It was because of the net and finding these ball torturers on the net that led me to buy some of the erotic toys dedicated to the balls. There seem to be ongoing additions to the balls toys and you must look into it to find some toy or technique that you are unaware of.
I learned of ball rings, weighted ball rings for stretching the balls, parachutes for isolating the balls with and without weights, and most importantly, ball crushers. The last, the crushers, were the ball toy I was most reluctant to try. It was only when I found a guy online and chatted with him as I watched his cam that I became turned on enough to try a ball crusher.
I liked the feel and the use of the tight ball separators. My nuts felt particularly invulnerable when separated and tightly isolated from my cock. Wearing a tight ball separator, I would slap and squeeze my nuts. There was some pain which was exceeded by the erotic feeling. I now included ball torture in my catalog of perverse self-gratification.
As time went on and I met others I learned of other ball toys. Parachutes were particularly new and exciting to me, at the time. I bought a parachute and loved what it did and how it felt. I bought a second parachute that had some metal spikes in it to `prickle' the nuts which was very exciting! I now had a means to get erotic pleasure from my nuts, which theretofore only bounced as I masturbated.
These toys were bought over periods of time, as I learned about them. At this point, I had cock rings, ball rings, cock straps, ball straps, ball separators, parachutes, and cock pumps. I would often abuse my balls as I abused my nipples and sounded my cock. The feeling of a sound-filled cock along with alligator-clipped nipples, and tightened and isolated balls for squeezing made time disappear for me. I would use these toys in combination and would have a session of self-gratification, whether camming or not, that would last for hours.
Surprisingly, the only reminder of a particularly hot and long session the next day would be soreness in my nipples. The soreness only reminded me of how great I felt the day before as I perversely gratified myself.
After some time, I became aware of a new toy for the balls. This was called a ball crusher. I'd seen it on the net and decided I wanted to try it. Tightly tying and squeezing the nuts felt good, but I decided I wanted to try this new gadget. When it arrived, I immediately tried it out. I filmed myself on cam for my first use.
As I tightened the crusher and felt the greater pressure in my nuts, it turned me on even more. I crushed my nuts to about a half-inch (less than many on the net.) The increased pressure made me more excited as I became more aware of my nuts and my cock hardened from the eroticism of the act. I continued to ease and increase the pressure on my nuts, alternatively, to revel in this new-found awareness of my nuts and the feelings in my nuts. Surprisingly, I shot a load of cum while my balls were flattened. I caught this on my cam video. I was amazed at not only how good the crushing felt, but that it made me cum without touching my cock.
I reveled in my toys and would often use them in combination so that my tits, my cock and my nuts were being treated to some hot, deviant play. Having all these body parts feel something erotic to each of them only made me more addicted and more curious as to what other toys might be out there.
My most recent ball toy was bought within a year of this writing. This was a different type crusher. It was more of a combination crusher. This latest crusher was metal as opposed to the plastic panels of my two earlier models. This crusher came with two metal rings that had to be screwed together at the chosen positions. The lower ring was used to stretch the balls away from the base of the cock. The lowest ring was not really a ring but solid, with no opening in the middle. The lowest ring had a spiked platform where the hollow space would be. In use, there was a stationery ring at the top, the middle ring would wrap around the top of the balls and slowly cranked to stretch the balls away from the base of the cock. The lowermost ring/platform would be cranked to press the balls against the middle ring. As you cranked, the spikes (not sharp enough to pierce the skin) would press into your nuts. You continued to stretch your nuts as much possible while still leaving room for the spiked platform to elevate and crush your nuts with the spikes hitting each nut.
I especially enjoy this ball crusher. It can be a bit complicated to put on, but once on, gives a tremendous amount to pleasure. The kinkiness of making the spikes press against the nuts is particularly gratifying.
So today, I have an inventory of various sex toys for various body parts. I use some more than others. I receive an immense pleasure from the use of these toys and look for others who enjoy them as well. It is great to find another who likes this perverse sort of play to meet in person and work on each other's body parts. Sadly, these real-time meeting occur none too frequently. But I still enjoy `doing' myself and look for the day when another will use my toys, in combination, on me and then I on him.