Fraternity Memoirs

Fraternity Memoirs - Part VIII

Guys, sorry for the delay. I've been really busy lately, away for a wedding last week and the Memorial Day Holiday this week. Hopefully future additions shouldn't take so long. Thanks for all your support. Keep those e-mails coming. Hope you enjoy...

It took a lot of confidence to get my self to go into the room that Kevin was sleeping in. I was glad that he was still awake. I was thankful that he was waiting for me. If I would have opened the door and heard Kevin snoring, I really would have felt rejected. Although I had mustered up the confidence to go into the room, I felt it diminishing quickly. Seeing Kevin naked in the bed, though quite a beautiful site, put this all back into perspective for me. This was real, not a fantasy. Not a game.

I sat on the corner end of the bed. I felt myself shaking. Kevin was just sitting there smiling. I didn't know what to do. Suddenly, I wanted to be back in my room again.

"Come on, come lay up here," Kevin said with a smirk and patted the bed next to him like I was a puppy he was trying to get to 'come'.

I remained sitting where I was; there was still time to leave. I was looking at my feet, knowing if I looked at Kevin, there would be no turning back. God I wanted to do this so bad, why did it have to be such a difficult decision? Why did it have to be 'wrong'?

"Walsh, look at me," Kevin said.

I looked at him. He was so completely hot, his hair slightly ruffled from lying down. Oh yes, this was going to happen.

"Come here, I'm not going to hurt you," Kevin said, lust in his eyes.

I crawled over Kevin's legs and laid to the right side of him. My dick was hard as a rock, and in only boxers, pointing straight to the ceiling. My heart was beating like crazy and my stomach full of butterflies. But at the same time, I felt proud of myself. I had done it. I wanted to be here, and here I was. Kevin rolled over on his right side, leaning his head on his right hand with his elbow bent. He just looked at me, saying nothing. I guess he wanted me to say something.

"Well, I'd have to say that your plan worked pretty well tonight," I was saying but Kevin cut me off.

"Shhhh. Just let me look at you for a minute," Kevin said as he brought his left index finger up to his lips in a 'quiet gesture'.

I just sat there as he stared at me. He was glancing up and down my body. I wasn't very comfortable with this. Thank goodness I had my boxers and T-Shirt on still. What was he thinking? What was he planning? I knew Kevin well enough at this point that he was always scheming something. The silence and his eyes were driving me crazy and making me hornier than hell. I could feel my dick straining for attention.

Kevin got up on the bed, swung his legs over mine, and sat on top of my thighs, facing me. He remained silent the entire time. I felt the warm skin of his ass and the weight of his balls and sack on my legs. We were looking at each other. My heartbeat was pounding in my ears. Kevin had that devilish look on his face. He was beautiful. I wanted to reach out and touch him but I was too afraid. Kevin was in command here. It was never discussed, but it was self-evident. I looked at his hard chest and sculpted stomach. I followed his stomach down to his hard dick, all 8 inches sticking straight out. It was only a few inches from mine. My boxers covered my dick, but Kevin's dick was gloriously naked. It was as if they were straining to reach out and touch each other.

Kevin reached out and grabbed the bottom of my shirt. He started pulling it up; he wanted to take off my shirt. I followed his move and lifted my arms to the air. Slowly, oh so slowly, Kevin peeled my shirt off, leaving me only in my boxers and raging hard. I stared into his eyes the entire time. He sat back on my thighs again and continued his staring at me. The moment was so erotic. I was filled with desire yet confused at how to proceed. What was my role here? Submission? Participation?

After a minute of Kevin gazing at my chest, he slid his way back, over my legs, so that his ass was over my ankles and against my feet. His balls were hanging low and fell between my legs. My dick was bobbing under my boxers it wanted to be touched so badly. But Kevin didn't touch me. He eyed my whole body up and down, driving me crazy with his look. I watched as his hands came up to my boxers and he tugged them down an inch at a time. I gasped. The waistband made its way over my dick, pulling it down. As the band made its way over the head of my dick, my cock sprang back and slapped against my stomach. It left a spot of pre-cum right where it hit me. Kevin gave a chuckle and a wicked grin. God I wanted him to touch me so badly, to make me feel good.

He continued his stare, but he began lightly caressing the side of my legs below my knees with the tips of his fingers. It tickled, but sent a bolt of electricity through my body. I moaned in sexual release at his touch. I was going nuts and raging with lust. I couldn't control my urges. I leaned up and pulled Kevin down and on top of me. His skin was hot and I could feel every muscle of his body against mine. His dick was rock hard against my abdomen. I held him tight against me. God damn this felt so good, so right.

I brought my hand behind his head and pulled him right to my lips. I was surprised at how soft his lips were. I kissed him; a deep raw kiss. I explored his mouth with my tongue. Our tongues were dancing with each other. Although I had initiated, Kevin quickly took over. It felt as if his tongue was down my throat. It was much stronger than any of the women I had ever kissed, and I liked it. I could feel the stubble of his face against mine. It felt kind of weird, but enormously erotic. I was kissing a man. Holy shit, I was kissing a man and loving it. I was putty in his hands; I felt my body submit to him.

We were grinding our dicks together the whole time we kissed. One of us, perhaps both of us, must have been leaking some pretty major pre-cum because it was slippery and wet as hell down there. We examined each other's bodies with our hands. I wasn't nervous any longer. I had given into my lust and was totally ready to do this with Kevin.

Kevin broke the kiss and lifted his body slightly off of mine, but still on top of me. "Man you are fucking hot," Kevin said as he looked into my eyes. I could see our saliva around his lips; our making out was that deep. "I'm going to make you feel so fucking good."

I wanted nothing less. "God Kevin, please. I want to cum so badly, please," I said, more moaned it out. My dick was the hardest that it has ever been, I was that fucking turned on. We were still grinding our dicks together. Kevin came back to my mouth and we sucked face again. He bit and pulled on my lower lip. I loved the feel of his facial hair. I brought my hands up to his cheeks and rubbed, feeling the coarseness, as our tongue's wrestled.

Kevin came off my mouth and started licking my ear. It sent shivers down my body as he worked his tongue in, out and over my ears. He whispered how badly he wanted to suck my cock, and blew in my ear. I moaned in pleasure, letting Kevin know that he was hitting one of my spots. I ground my dick strongly against his. He moved his way over to my other ear, stopping at my mouth first and sucking my tongue. I moaned again and he went for my other ear. He continued tonguing my ears till I was just about over the edge and squirming under the weight of his hard body.

Next he moved down to my neck, another hot spot of mine. He sucked and bit each side of my neck. It felt amazing. I wrapped my arms around him and tightly squeezed him as I moaned in ecstasy. The man knew how to do everything right. I stopped grinding my dick I was that close to cumming and I wanted this to last longer.

He licked his way lower and towards my nipples. I had to prepare myself for this. My nipples are super sensitive. I love it when a girl plays with them. But I could never get any of the girls to stay there too long, even when I said that I wanted them to. Somehow I knew that it wouldn't be an issue with Kevin. He came to my left nipple first. I felt him flick it with his tongue and I went wild. "Oh God Kevin, yeah, suck my tit," I said.

He followed my command and began sucking and biting my nipple. It sent a flood of sexual electricity through my body. Again I grabbed Kevin from behind his head and started playing with his hair. I started grinding my dick against his again, I couldn't resist. He was relentless with my nipple, biting, sucking, licking. He was driving me crazy with pleasure. My head was rolling back and forth. He was biting pretty hard, but it was enjoyable pain. I was quietly moaning the whole time. I didn't want to wake anyone. He traded off on each nipple for over 10 minutes till they were red and soar.

By this point, I was so ready to shoot my load. I wanted nothing else but to cum. My balls were aching to release. I was praying that Kevin was working his way down to my hard dick. I knew I wasn't going to last long, perhaps only seconds. I watched Kevin as he licked his way down my stomach and tongued my bellybutton. He licked over my shaved pubes and it sent goose bumps over my body. "Oh dude, suck my dick Kevin, please. I need you to suck my dick," I begged.

Kevin inhaled my entire 7.5" in one suck. He just stayed that way. I felt my dick down his tight throat. He worked his tongue over the bottom of my dick the entire time. The pleasure was so intense I had to lean up. I brought my hands behind his head and held him there, with my whole dick in his mouth. The sensation was so amazingly strong that I knew if he came off I was going to cum. I know that I said that I wanted to cum real badly, and I did, but not on one swallow. Besides being embarrassing, I wanted to enjoy him giving me head for at least a minute and then cum. "Oh my God Kevin, don't move," I whispered.

After a few seconds I settled down, let up on his head and laid myself back down on the bed. I felt Kevin create an immense suction on my dick as he came off it but stopped at the head of my dick. Last time Kevin sucked my dick I had my eyes closed the entire time. But this time, I was going to watch. I saw Kevin take his right hand and grab my dick just below his lips. He sucked in and went down on my dick. I watched my dick disappear into Kevin's mouth. When his hand reached my stomach, I saw it go flat against my body. He had my entire dick down his throat again. On his way up, his hand again formed a fist around my dick. His hand felt like an extension of his mouth, my dick all slick with his saliva.

Kevin lifted his eyes and watched me watching him, never missing a beat in sucking my dick. I wondered what Kevin was thinking. Did he feel power over me? Or did he just enjoy giving me pleasure? I'm sure Kevin had a motive in his seduction of me. I just wasn't sure if his motive was good or not.

Kevin started sucking pretty hard and I watched his head bob on my dick faster and faster. I felt my dick get harder and my balls start to rise. I was going to cum and moaned a bit loader. The moment I had awaited had finally come, pun intended. My whole body was beginning to convulse. I had been horny for hours, since the 'I Never' stories. This was going to be one hell of an orgasm. I felt it starting from the tip of fingers and toes. "Holy shit Kevin, I'm going to cum. Fuck yeah, I'm going to cum," I moaned.

Just as I was about to get lost in my orgasm, Kevin stopped sucking. I was shocked and pissed. Damn, I just wanted to cum. I was frustrated. Kevin slid his way back up my body. His mouth was soaked spit and precum.

"Why did you stop Kevin? I was just about to explode. You felt fucking great, but I wanted to cum so badly" I breathed, the disappointment evident in my voice.

"We'll get back to that," Kevin said. "But first, it's my turn," and he winked at me.

"Your turn?" I asked. I knew what he meant, but I needed a second to process exactly what he was asking. He wanted me to suck his dick. I felt suddenly sick to my stomach.

"Yeah, I want to see how those lips of yours feel," Kevin answered. He had a huge smile on his face, but his eyes looked serious.

"I don't know Kevin," I said nervously. "I'm not sure that I can do that."

"Aww come on Walsh, just try it, for me," Kevin said as he made his way up my body. He was up on his knees and straddling my chest. His hard dick inches from my mouth and his balls hanging just above my chest. He took his right hand and started slowly jerking his hard dick. "Try it for a minute or two, and then I'll finish you off. Please?" He pulled me up the bed a bit so that my head was higher on the pillow and at a better angle.

God damn it was impossible to say no to Kevin. I really didn't want to suck his dick. In fact, the thought repulsed me. But he had given me some intense pleasure. Was it my duty to return the favor? I felt that it was. In addition, I really wanted Kevin to finish me off. What goes around comes around. I had a feeling that if I said no to Kevin, that all this would end. Not only tonight, but for good. When it came down to it, that is why I decided to suck Kevin's dick. I didn't want this to end.

"Come on Walsh, I'll help you out and tell you what to do," Kevin whispered as he guided his dick closer to my mouth. "Open up for me and hide your teeth behind your lips."

I did as he instructed. My mouth went dry, which I'm sure isn't a good thing. I opened my mouth and watched the head of Kevin's dick enter my mouth just past my lips. It felt hot as hell. I had to open my mouth wider so he could fit it in. I didn't look up at him. I just listened to him and concentrated at the area where his pubic hair was shaved.

"Oh yeah, that's it Walsh," Kevin groaned. "Your mouth feels so good. Take it a little at a time. Stick your tongue out and lower, like when a doctor is checking your throat. Come on Walsh, say 'Ahhhh' for me," and he laughed at his own joke.

I did as he said, and groaned 'Ahhh'. I felt Kevin slide his dick in an inch or two further. It worked. I was surprised at how smooth Kevin's dick was. His dick was so hard, yet the skin was velvety soft. I guess I had three inches in my mouth when the head of his dick hit the back of my mouth and I gagged.

"That's all right Walsh, just relax and breathe through your nose. You're doing great. Bring your lips down on my dick. Slowly work up and down it. Your throat will get used to it and open up. Just relax," Kevin said softly and understandingly. I avoided looking at his face but I saw him put his hands against the wall above me. My nose was filled with the musky scent of his crotch, like when I was shaving him. The smell was growing on me, I almost liked it.

I brought my lips around Kevin's dick as he asked. I tried to muster as much spit in my mouth as I could, figuring that it would make this easier on the both of us. I slowly moved my mouth down Kevin's dick till once again I gagged. But the gag wasn't as strong as the first one. This time, I was prepared for it. I slowly came off his dick and stopped when the crown of his head was at my lips.

"Yeah, just like that. Suck my dick Walsh," Kevin said.

'Suck my dick Walsh' repeated in my head. I was sucking dick. If my Mom and friends could see me now. I wanted this to be over. I was glad that Kevin was finding pleasure in this because I certainly wasn't. I wanted it to be my turn again. I decided to make a contest of it with myself to get me through this, till it was my turn again. How much of Kevin's dick could I get in my mouth?

I relaxed my throat the best that I could and readied myself to go back down on Kevin's dick. I sucked in and moved in on Kevin's dick. I tried to open my throat. I don't know what exactly I was commanding my throat to do, but it seemed to work. Kevin's dick made it past the gag area. I was afraid to go too far at one time, so I came back off. I was having trouble breathing. My nose was kind of stuffed. Kevin gave me an, 'Oh yeah Walsh, that's it. A little at a time, bud.'

After a minute or two, I had a little more than half of Kevin's dick down my throat. To say that I was enjoying this is an over statement. But I had become comfortable in the rhythm and was being driven by the competition I had with myself on how much of Kevin's dick could I take. Each time I went down on Kevin, I was swallowing just a bit more. I could taste Kevin's pre cum. At least that's what I thought I was tasting. I can't say that I know what it tastes like, but there was definitely a unique taste in my mouth that I has never had before.

At first Kevin was letting me do all the work, just slightly pushing to get me to take a little more of him down my throat. Kevin must have thought that I had reached my maximum 'take-age' because he started grinding in my rhythm, but he wasn't pushing in any further. "Just a little faster Walsh, and suck a little harder," Kevin instructed.

I did as he said and started sucking harder. Kevin was picking up his thrusts, but not too hard. I was able to stay with him. I wondered if he was going to do this till he came in my mouth. I wasn't sure if I could handle that or not. I was starting to sweat, not sure if it was from the exertion or my nervousness. I wanted this to be over. And if that meant that Kevin had to come, so be it. I was actually begging internally that Kevin would just come. If I timed it correctly, I could just pull off his dick and let him shoot on my neck or something.

Kevin was moaning a lot and I was taking this as a sign that he might be getting close. I started sucking harder just to get him to cum. Kevin put his hands around the back of my head and was feeding his dick to me. Please Kevin, just cum already.

I heard a door close and it sounded like the room next door. I freaked and immediately stopped sucking. I jumped up and threw Kevin off of me. I was kneeling up on the bed and trying to listen. Kevin was doing the same. I was so scared that I felt that I was going to puke. I looked desperately at Kevin and whispered, "What the hell was that?"

"The bathroom is next door. Probably someone going to the bathroom," Kevin said. He looked nervous, but not nearly as scared as I was. I got up off the bed and put my shirt on. I was looking all over the floor for where Kevin had tossed my boxers. I found them and put them on backwards in my panic. My dick was still hard as a rock. I got out of them and turned them around.

"Walsh, what are you doing? You're not leaving are you? It's just someone going to the bathroom. They'll be gone in a second," Kevin said, pleadingly.

"Are you fucking crazy Kevin? I'm not getting busted again. This was a bad idea with everyone around." I grabbed my shirt and tossed it on.

"Walsh just relax. You're bugging out. Sit up here on the bed with me, we'll hear the toilet flush, the bathroom door open, and whoever it is go back to sleep. Then we'll finish each other off and go back to sleep ourselves," Kevin whispered. He was sitting Indian style on the bed, his dick still hard as well.

"I'm sorry Kevin, but I can't. Even if you are right, there is no way that I could relax again. I'm going back to my room," I said as I crept towards the bedroom door. I heard the toilet flush. A few seconds later the doorknob of the bathroom door hit the wall adjacent to us. Whoever was in the bathroom was leaving. I was stiff from nerves. Please don't let that person be looking for a bed and come in here, please. About 20 seconds went by and I was ready to leave. I probably should have stayed a bit longer but I wanted to get the hell away from Kevin before he had me change my mind.

Before I opened the door I looked back at Kevin. He hadn't moved, he was just watching me. He looked a little pissed, but so what. I just stared at him for a few seconds. I'm not sure what our eyes were saying to each other, but it didn't feel good. It felt like good-bye, this is over. I stuck my head back out into the hallway. The coast looked clear. I tiptoed back to my bedroom.

Back in my room, I jumped immediately into bed. I was still shaking. Shit, that was close. Almost busted for a second time. I resolved with myself that would be the last time that I was with Kevin. This was way fucking too much. Whatever I was feeling ended here and now. Not before I jerked off into one of my socks though. I was extremely tired and fell quickly asleep.

I woke up the next morning to Matt in the room and shaking me. "Come on Walsh, wake up. It's 8:00. We're going to be late for Student Center."

I jumped out of bed confused. 'What?"

"Get dressed. We got to get out of here and back to campus. If we're all late for Student Center, the Pledge Masters will know something was up," Matt said as he tossed me my clothes.

"Oh, right," I said, my fog clearing. For a minute I had thought that the events of the prior evening were a dream. I was expecting to wake up in my own bed. I threw my pants and shirt on. I was putting my socks back on when I felt my left foot hit my cum still wet inside the sock. 'Ewww' I thought and knew that last night was not just a dream. I was in a hurry, so I just left the sock on and tied up my shoes.

Downstairs I said 'Hey' to everyone, including Kevin. We all piled into the cars and were on campus in ten minutes. There was no time for a shower so I threw on a hat and grabbed the books for today's classes. We both changed our shirts and put on some deodorant. Matt was waiting by the door when I told him that I wanted to change my socks. He asked me what for and I told him I had this thing with socks. He shrugged his shoulders and I quickly changed them. We made it to the Student Center at 8:27.

Monday night after library hours we were told to be at the house wearing all black. We tore through the dorms and were at the house 5 minutes late (as always). We had to hear the typical bullshit about being late and were led down to the basement. Adam and Sean were right behind us. We took a seat on the couches. The basement reeked of stale beer from all the parties. We were down here enough though that we become used to the rank scent.

"Take one and pass them around," Adam said as he handed Jacob a stack of papers. "Grab a pen and a piece of paper from your pledge books as well."

I had just grabbed my pen when the stack made its way to me. I took one and passed the rest to Matt on my left. I read the first line, 'Eligible Big Brothers'. There was a list of about 25 names or so underneath. I briefly read through the names and was excited. I'm the oldest of three children, so I never had a big brother. I was looking forward to having one.

When the list had made its way around, Sean stated, "I'm sure you can all read, but for you idiots out there, the sheet of paper you hold contains the list of the Brothers who are requesting one of you as their Little. Read over the list carefully. Your Big will be very important to you, both in the pledge season and in life. Your Big will always be there for you no matter what you need. My Big is one of my best friends. So choose wisely."

Adam continued, "On the blank sheet of paper, please write your name and the numbers 1, 2 and 3. From the list, pick the three people that you would most like as your Big. One being the person you want the most, and then your second and third choice."

I looked around at everyone and they seemed just excited as I was and were anxiously reading the list of names. Who did I want as my Big? I really wanted Adam to be my Big, but he wasn't on the list. I guess it was impossible to be a Big and the Pledge Master at the same time. I was kind of upset at that, but so it goes. There were a bunch of names on the list of guys that I really liked, Leon, Chris, Andy, Patrick, James and Danny. All really cool guys. I had partied with all of them and got along great with them. This was going to be a hard choice. James loved to get drunk and cause trouble. He was always the last guy standing at a party. Chris was the star of the Lacrosse team and Mr. Campus, the guy knew like every girl on campus. Andy was the vice president of the Fraternity and fucking hot. I didn't just say that, did I? I couldn't believe that was my description for Andy. I thought Andy was hot? OK, I'm definitely turning queer. 'Not now, John,' I argued with myself.

I shook my head and concentrated on the names again. I looked and saw that most of the other guys had begun writing. I thought it out some and then put my list together. It was a difficult decision. I knew the guys, but I didn't really know them. We'd pretty much been on our own since pledge season started. So I did the best that I could.

John Walsh

1. Chris

2. Andy

3. James

When we were all done, we handed them into the Pledge Masters. Sean finished up, "The Brothers did the same thing as you guys, listing their first three picks for a Little. We will try to match up pairs that picked each other first, but the final decision belongs to Adam and I. If we think there is a better fit out there, we will take that into consideration. Any questions?"

CJ asked the only question, "When will we be receiving our Bigs?"

"Next week or the week after," Adam answered, "depending on how well you guys do over the next week."

Everyone's face lost just a bit of the excitement, including me. Shit, another two weeks. But we were all still anticipating the event. We had to learn all the family trees and it seemed that all the Bigs and Littles were really good friends and hung out a lot. It was going to be nice to have that special bond with someone.

With no more questions, Sean moved right on to the next event. He told us to line up and he marched us out of the house. We started walking away from the house. Sean and Adam led the line ahead of us. I noticed that Adam was carrying a golf club and plastic bag filled with something. We walked probably ten minutes in silence and came across a huge empty dirt field.

Lined up, Adam began the instructions. "Tonight, we are going to find out just how good your golf swings are fellas. Anyone here play golf?"

About 3/4 of the pledge class raised their hands. I didn't. Being a Brooklyn boy, there wasn't much occasion for golf.

"Good, this should be fun then," Sean said with an evil grin. I had a hard time telling if this was really going to be fun or not. Most of the guys seemed happy that we would be hitting golf balls, but there had to be something behind it.

"Anyone want to take the first shot?" Sean asked. We were hesitant to volunteer ourselves. Nobody ever wants to go first.

"Then I'll go first," Adam said and reached into the bag and pulled out a black golf ball. I had never seen a black golf ball and it struck me as odd. Adam took a tee out of his pocked, put it in the ground and placed the ball on top of it. He took a few practice swings and stepped up to the ball. "Better watch where this one goes gentlemen, you're going to have to get it later," Adam said as he swung and cracked the ball. We tried to watch it, but being night, the black ball was impossible to find.

And so the event was revealed to us. I'm not sure if everyone had caught on yet, but I certainly got it. Each of us was going to have to take a swing and when done, find all the balls. This was going to suck. It was a freezing night I just hoped that there wasn't something more that I was missing.

"Who wants to go next?" Adam asked, holding the driver out. I was afraid that if no one volunteered, Adam or Sean would hit another one and that would just be another ball that we had to find. So I said, "I'll go."

"OK Walsh, you're up," Adam said as he handed me the club. "One rule though, you have to hit the ball as far as possible."

I took the club and Sean handed me a ball. I looked at it closely. The ball wasn't naturally black, it had been painted black. Interesting. Now I have never taken a swing at a golf ball ever (another first with my Fraternity) so I was a bit nervous taking my first in front of everyone. I tried to copycat Adam and took a few practice swings. I heard CJ say 'Come on Walsh, smack the fucking thing'.

Adam turned around and yelled, "Silence! Who said you can talk? Mackintosh, that's one demerit!" Nobody else said another word as we took our swings. CJ obviously did not get the point yet, wanting me to hit the ball hard. He could be such an idiot at times.

I guess I took a pretty good swing because both Adam and Sean told me I did a good job. I tried to watch where the ball went. I saw it on the way up, but lost it on the descent. I know it went far though, that much I could tell.

One by one each of us took our turn. Slowly, I think everyone was beginning to get the point. At first everyone seemed excited at a great hit, but as we neared the end, people's faces were looking upset. Mike was the last one to swing.

"Well, that's makes 20 even, doesn't Adam?" Sean asked in a condescending voice.

"I believe it does," Adam answered.

"Tonight's activity is to find all the balls, even if takes you all night. You have until Student Center till find them. For every ball not found, each of you will receive that number of demerits. Understand?" Sean asked.

We all nodded our heads in acknowledgement.

"Good. Happy hunting," Adam said as he and Sean picked up the bag and made their way back to the house.

We froze our asses off that night looking for the balls. The reason I share this story is that Kevin and I at one point had a very important conversation. About two hours into the search we had found 5 of the 20 balls. I was off looking somewhere when I head Kevin say, "Walsh, hold up."

I didn't really want to talk to Kevin yet. I had avoided him all day. I had a hard time concentrating on my classes today and did some heavy thinking and soul searching. I had come to the conclusion that I couldn't act on my urges anymore with Kevin. As much as I enjoyed it, it was not right for me. We had come too close to getting caught again. I was coming somewhat to grips with my liking of guy sex. It felt good, without a doubt. It was much more intense and satisfying than sex with girls. But what I wasn't ready for was the consequences. At least not at this point in my life. Maybe again someday, but I was done for the moment.

I stopped and waited for Kevin to catch up. "So how are you, bud? I haven't spoke to you all day. Did you jerk off when you got back to your room? I bet you did," Kevin said smiling.

His statement pissed me off to no end. How could he take everything so lightly? "No, I didn't jerk off Kevin (OK, I lied). I was too fucking scared to jerk off. But let me guess, you did?"

"Holy cow Walsh, I shot a big load thinking about your lips around my dick. You did a great job for a rookie. After a little more practice, you'll be a pro," Kevin said as he lightly punched me on the shoulder.

He was pissing me off even more. Yes, I had sucked his dick. I hadn't quite come to terms with it, but hearing him talk about it got me angry. Angry with him and myself. "Glad you enjoyed it Kevin, because I don't think it will ever happen again."

"You still freaked out about someone going to the bathroom? Come on Walsh, it wasn't like he walked into the room or nothing. It was just bad timing," Kevin said as he placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Still freaked out? Yeah, I'm still freaked out Kevin," I said as I jerked my shoulder away from him. "Who knows, maybe I'm a pussy Kevin. But I couldn't stand to get busted again. If this got out, I don't know what I would do. No, its better to do nothing anymore. I don't know why I'm apologizing, but I'm sorry Kevin, I can't do this anymore."

"You're the one who came to my room last night Walsh, don't forget that. Don't blame this all on me," Kevin said snidely.

"I'm not Kevin. You are right, I did come to you last night," I said. That one little point had slipped my memory. Last night really wasn't Kevin's fault. It helped me calm down a bit. "Look, Kevin, I'm very confused right now. I don't know what to do. Everything I know is telling me that I need to stop this. I need some time to sort things out. I can't, I just can't. And your being near me is only making all this harder."

"Yeah, but Walsh," Kevin was saying when I interrupted him.

"No buts Kevin. My mind is made up. We have to stop. I want to be your friend, but right now I can't talk to you. Can you just give me some time?"

"Alright, if that's what you want Walsh," Kevin said in defeat.

"That's what I want."

That night we actually found 18 of the 20 golf balls. Although we didn't know it at the time, we were actually the pledge class that found the most out of anyone. We each received two demerits.

Wednesday night we were told to be waiting outside the dorms at 8:30 PM with an extra pair of socks. We knew that meant that at some point tonight we would be blindfolded. Sean, Adam and a few of the other Bothers were waiting outside the dorms for us. We were lined up and walked all around campus. As we walked, we sang our chants. We must have walked campus 5 times over. Eventually we walked off campus and stopped at a HS not far away.

In the parking lot of the HS we were quizzed for about an hour. Once again we were verbally abused at our lack of knowledge. After the quizzing we started walking again. It seemed that we were walking towards the House. When we were about a block away from the house, we were stopped and told to put on our blindfolds. Like the camping trip, we put our right hands on the shoulder of the pledge in front of us. When we reached the house, we were left outside, still blindfolded, for about 10 minutes.

Eventually, we were led into the house and down the basement. Although it was quiet, I could tell that there were a lot of people down there. Shuffling of feet, coughs and breathing tipped me off. We were commanded to stop. I wondered what could be up? Hopefully, whatever it was, it would be fun and not another night like the night we were paddled.

I felt someone grab the back of my shoulders and move me to some spot somewhere. I could feel movement about me as other pledges were being placed. I started to get nervous, suspecting the worst. What else was there to suspect?

After a minute or two, I heard the voice of Matt (a Brother Matt, not my roommate). Matt was the Chaplin of the Fraternity. In our studies, we had learned the different responsibilities of the Executive Board. The main responsibility of the Chaplin was to run the Rituals. So I assumed that we were about to go through some ritual.

"Tonight is one of the most important nights in your Journey to Brotherhood. Tonight will be the start of one of the strongest Bonds you will have in the Fraternity. Tonight, you will receive your Big Brothers."

If anyone were watching me they would have seen my excitement, I'm sure. I could feel my smile, ear to ear. Excellent! Tonight was the night. The Pledge Masters had lied to us by telling us that it was a week or two away. So much for trusting a Brother I joked to myself. I was excited to see who it was going to be.

"In front of each of you is your Big Brother. Before he is revealed to you, you must share the ritual. Please stick your right hand out, palm up. Your Big Brother will take your hand. Trust your Big Brother," Brother Matt instructed.

I did as I was told, and stuck my hand out. I felt my Big Brother grab my hand and hold it palm up. I was so anxious to see who was holding my hand. The moment felt strangely erotic to me. There seemed to be an electric excitement to the moment. I felt my dick getting stiff in my pants. I hoped that no one was looking.

"Brothers, now," I heard the Chaplin say. Suddenly, I felt a prick at the tip of my finger. Oww! I tried to retract my hand, but whomever was holding it held on tight. After a few seconds, my Big's hand and mine formed a handshake. The Chaplin went into some type of blessing about sharing blood, yadda yadda yadda, and being Brothers for life.

"Bigs, please remove the blindfold of your Little and reveal yourselves."

I felt a hand come behind me and remove the blindfold. I was shaking I was so excited. The blindfold came off my eyes and standing before me was Adam. Holy Shit! I was dumbfounded. Adam? How? He wasn't even on the list. He looked extremely happy. After my initial shock, I was ecstatic. Still confused, but enormously pleased. He gave me a huge hug. There were cheers from the Brothers and I heard champagne popping. Suddenly, there was shower of beer and champagne all over us.

"Welcome to the family, little bro," Adam said in my ear. I think I almost cried I was so happy. I was full of emotions. I was so glad that it was Adam. I liked him as soon as I met him and I knew that he was an awesome guy. But when he became the Pledge Master, he changed. I know that he has a job to do, but he was really treating me like an asshole. Then I got busted staring at him the morning after bagels and cream cheese. Not sure what he thought about that. And there was the tent scene with Kevin. God only knows what he thought about that. I was embarrassed. But I guess he must have wanted me as his little still, being that he picked me.

Sean jumped in and screamed, "Quiet!"

After a few seconds, the room settled down. "Congratulations Bigs and Littles. Before we continue with the festivities, I have a few instructions to go over. The next few nights will be family nights. Obviously Adam will be busy participating with his new Little. Over the next few nights, there will be no Pledge Masters, but rules are still in effect. Please be on your best behavior and do not make Adam and I Pledge Masters again till Sunday. We want to have just as much fun as you guys. Understood?" Sean said.

"Yes!" all of us answered. Awesome. The next few nights sounded tremendously fun.

"Bigs and Littles, find a spot and spend some time alone, then we will get to the Family Events" Sean finished.

Adam went the refrigerator, grabbed a 12 pack of beer, and we went to his room. He had a few gifts waiting for me. I was still in a state of shock. I felt like I was in a dream or something. Adam is my Big. I opened the gifts. They were awesome. He got me a shirt with Letters. It really got me excited, seeing the letters and knowing they would be mine someday. He had to hold onto them though, until Pledge Season was over. He also got me a beer mug with my name sketched into it. It was really cool. He got me a couple of other things, but if I said what they were, it might give away my Fraternity, so lets leave it at that.

"So were you surprised or what?" Adam asked.

"Totally. I really wanted you as a Big, but you weren't on the list. What happened?" I asked.

"Well, we've made Fraternity history here bro. First time a Pledge Master has taken a little. I don't know, I just really wanted you as my little. I figured what the hell, I'm the Pledge Master and I can do what I want. Sean was OK with it. A lot of the Brothers weren't. They thought I would give you special treatment. But I won't. You'll have to understand that at times I might be an asshole, but I'll always be your big first. It won't be easy, I'm sure. But we can do it."

It wasn't until I got into the Fraternity that I heard how much of a hard time Adam got for taking a little. A lot of the Brothers were really pissed. Some of them said that if he took me as a little, they would have a vote to impeach him as Pledge Master. He told them to do whatever they thought was necessary. It made me respect and love Adam even more knowing all that he went through to be my Big. The Brothers never took the vote, but the By-laws of the Fraternity were changed so that the President of the Fraternity had final say on Bigs and Littles.

I won't go into great detail, but it was awesome Adam being Adam again. It was just like before pledge season. I realized how much I really missed him. He was here the entire time, but he was Pledge Master and not the same. God I couldn't wait till pledge season was over and things were back to normal.

Eventually, the extended families all got together. Each family had a coat of armor, a family song and family name. It was cool learning all that stuff. Mostly, I just loved hanging out as an equal with Adam.

There seemed to be some existing Family rivalries, and Matt's (my roommate) family was one of them. So for the night, we were pitted against each other. The whole night consisted of drinking games and chugging contests. By the end of the evening, everyone was wasted. I had puked twice. It was one of the most fun nights of pledge season. It seemed like everyone was happy with his Big. Kevin and I were friendly with each other, but distant. I still didn't know how to react around him, especially with Adam near. I was still attracted to him, and it wasn't easy to stay away from him, but with everyone around, it made it a bit simpler to keep distant.

The time came when I was about to pass out from being so drunk. I could hardly even speak English anymore. Luckily, my Big lived in the house, so Adam took me to his bed. The last thing I remember is Adam putting me in his bed and going back out to the events. Then, the world went black.

I felt myself wake up although I hadn't opened my eyes. My head was pounding and my mouth was dry as hell. This was not going to be a pleasant morning. I sort of rolled around and felt a body next to me. It surprised me and I immediately opened my eyes and saw that it was Adam. He was still sound asleep and breathing deeply.

I had been under the covers and Adam slept on top of the covers. He was sleeping in only a pair of mesh shorts. In fact, they looked just like the shorts he was wearing the night around the pizza. I just drank in his great body. He was well defined and toned from the gym. I took a good look at his chest. He was completely smooth except for a few blond hairs around his dark nipples. He also had a brownish blondish trail that went down from his belly button and disappeared under his shorts. I was getting hard being so close to Adam.

Looking at his mesh shorts, I could make out Adam's dick. He wasn't hard, but he must have been swollen because it looked rather full. I was tempted to reach out and touch it but I knew better. I followed my gaze down Adam's legs. He had one pair of sexy legs. Just enough blond hair to be masculine, but not too much. They were strong from playing Lacrosse. Adam was one fucking hot dude. His girlfriend was one lucky chick.

I definitely didn't want Adam to wake up and see me checking him out (again), so I lied back down and closed my eyes. At least I still had some self-control. I was impressed that Adam slept in the same bed as me even though he had caught the remnants of Kevin and I fooling around. I guess Adam was really cool with it. I wanted to ask him what he thought, but I was still afraid of the subject with him. I felt the need to tell him that I wasn't gay. I guess he knew that, otherwise he definitely wouldn't be in the same bed as me.

I fell asleep again and woke up sometime later to the feel of Adam moving around. I felt him pick up the sheets and stick his legs under. I opened my eyes and flipped around. Adam had his eyes open and was looking at the ceiling.

"Hey Adam," I said.

"Little, you're awake," Adam said.

"Yeah. I woke up earlier, but fell asleep again. What time is it?"

Adam reached over and pulled up an alarm clock. "9:35," Adam said, "Fuck its early."

"Early? What about Student Center hours?" I exclaimed.

"Don't worry bro, we called off Student Center hours last night. Besides, consider yourself kidnapped," Adam said.

"Cool. What time did I go to sleep last night? I don't really remember much?" I asked.

"I'm not really sure, maybe 2:00. Bro, you were so wasted last night. You were fucking hysterical."

"I didn't do anything stupid, did I?"

"Nah, you were just funny as hell. You had me laughing all night. You and Matt were so competitive with each other. The only time I got worried was when you pulled down your pants and told Matt to kiss your Brooklyn ass."

"What? I did what?" I asked surprised. I had no recollection of that at all.

"Yeah, Matt was talking trash saying his family was better than ours and you just pulled down your pants in front of everyone and told him to kiss your ass. It was hysterical."

Adam and I just stayed in bed talking like that for an hour. It was awesome and intimate in an innocent way, so fucking erotic. I was mesmerized with him. Here we were, two guys sharing a bed. I was clothed but for all intensive purposes, Adam was basically naked. I didn't recognize it at the time, but I was falling in love. Luckily I was wearing jeans because my dick was hard as hell.

Eventually we got up and went to the dorms for some food. I had a missed a class in the morning, but had an afternoon class that I could make. Matt wasn't around, so Adam walked me to my 2:00 since I didn't have a pair. He said he was going to over to his girlfriend's dorm and that he would catch up with me after Library hours. Although Thursday and Friday were fun nights, for purpose of this story, they don't have much relevance besides Adam and I getting along awesomely. Therefore the story continues on Saturday.

Typically Saturday night was the party night. But this Saturday there was no party. Well, there was a party, but it was Brothers only. I had spent majority of the day with Adam. We had gone to a mall and later saw a movie. Adam kept alluding to how much fun we were going to have tonight, but never quite said what the fun was going to be. After the movie we grabbed a bite to eat and headed back to the House.

It was probably 8 PM and many of the Brothers were already drinking. Adam said that I could drink so I filled my cup with beer. There was a lot of energy in the house and the Brothers kept referring to the girls that were coming. The Brothers kept asking me how many demerits I had. I had 9. Some of the guys were playing spades, most of the guys just hanging around talking sports and girls. It was interesting being the only pledge amongst the Brothers. I felt like I was spying.

Slowly the Bigs and Littles made their way to the House, along with some of the other Brothers who lived on campus or in other houses. The ongoing question to all the pledges was 'how many demerits do you have?' I wasn't sure what the point of the question was; they had indicated to us what the answer meant. Damien and I were tied with the least demerits of anyone. I wasn't sure if that was a good thing or not.

By 10:00 PM the house was full with almost all the Brothers there. I had drunk 4 beers already and smoked a joint or two and was feeling no pain. I had a really good conversation with Kevin. As stern as I was with him, part of me was at a loss without him. He and his Big had gone into the City and got tattoos. Kevin said he wanted to get the letters, but Chris (his Big) wouldn't allow it since he wasn't a Brother yet. Instead Kevin got a boat with a pair of oars crossed in front of it. If you remember, Kevin is on the crew team. He got it on his left shin. He knelt down and pulled up the leg of his pants to show it to me. He had to remove a gauze pad that was covering it. Although it was red and kind of nasty looking, it was really cool. I got down on one knee to look at it closely. I looked up at Kevin's face and he was just staring in my eyes. I felt myself melt. Although I was trying to convince myself that I wasn't missing Kevin, I knew that I was. A part of me wanted so much to be with him, but I wouldn't allow it.

"Real cool Kevin, did it hurt?" I asked.

"Fuckin' aye it hurt," Kevin said. He looked to the left and the right, seeing who was in listening distance. No one was that close. He flashed me his seductive smile and said, "I miss you Walsh."

"I miss you too Kevin," I said. The way he said it really touched me. He meant it, I could tell. It wasn't one of his games. I was slowly learning to see through Kevin and his games. I could pick up on his vibes. This was genuine.

It was a very difficult situation I was in, with Matt always around and Adam the last few days. I just didn't feel comfortable around Kevin when anyone else was around, including the guys that played 'I Never' that night. I'm sure I was being way over conscious of it, but I couldn't help it. Part of me was OK without Kevin, but another part was going crazy without him. With a buzz on, the part missing him was taking over.

"I really want to be with you again," Kevin said, "Finish off what we didn't last time."

My dick was getting hard in my pants thinking about Kevin sucking my dick. If the room were empty except for Kevin and I, I might have given into the urges I was feeling if he were persistant. I didn't let Kevin on to that though. If he knew that, he would continue with his advances.

"Kevin, I still feel the same way as when we talked the other night. I miss you a lot too, and I want us to be friends. But I can't handle you asking me to do that again. I mean, I'm glad that it happened, it felt really good, but like I said, it's way too much for me right now," I said. I felt bad. "Friends?" I asked as I stuck out my hand. I really hoped that he and I could get past this and just be 'regular' around each other again.

"Friends," Kevin said as he shook my hand. "But let me know if you change your mind," Kevin said and winked.

"I will, but don't hold your breadth," I said and stood up, winking back at him. I hoped that this would be the start of some normalcy to our 'relationship'. Kevin put his leg back together and we walked over to where some of the other pledges were hanging out. We pretty much talked about what we had been doing with our Bigs. We hadn't been together as a class in a few days, so this was the first time that we really hung out.

About 15 minutes later everyone went down to the basement. All the pledges were placed in the center of the room and the Brothers formed a circle around us. Sean let us in on what we would be doing tonight.

"Now I know that all of you have been busy with pledge season. And those of you with girlfriends are probably the only ones that have been laid in the last 8 weeks (there was laughter amongst the Brothers). Tonight, one of you will get laid on the Brothers (huh? What does that mean I thought to myself?) The rest of you, if you have enough money, or your Bigs are nice enough to buy it for you, you can pay to get laid. Tonight is the Phi Class Bachelor Party, and one of you will be the lucky Bachelor. Three lovely ladies will be the entertainment for the evening."

The Brothers went crazy screaming and yelling and hooting. We all joined them at the prospects of getting laid. God, it had been 8 weeks since I had gotten laid. Maybe this would be the cure from Kevin that I was looking for. I had no idea how much it cost to pay for sex, but I was sure that I didn't have enough money. Hopefully, Adam did.

Sean continued, "So how are we going to pick the lucky Bachelor? The Pledge with the least demerits gets the honor. Who has the least demerits?" Damien and I stepped forward and the Brothers went wild again. Adam was screaming his head off. I think he was drunk.

"We have a tie," Sean said, "Looks like we will have to have a tie breaker. What do you say, Keg Stands?" Sean asked the Brothers.

"Keg stands, keg stands, keg stands," the Brothers started chanting.

Two kegs were rolled out in the center of the room. I had done a few Keg stands since being in college and I was pretty good at it. But I knew that Damien was good at it too.

"Bigs, you want the honor of holding your Littles?" Sean Asked.

Adam and Frank (Damien's Big) stepped up to each of us. "Come on Walsh, we can win this. Make me proud," Adam said as he pumped the keg like mad to get it nice and pressured. I liked the way he said 'we', meaning we were a team.

I put my hands up on the rim of the keg. I felt Adam grab my ankles and lift me up. He was one strong dude. He lifted my 190 lbs. like it was a sack of feathers. When I had my balance, Adam held me with one hand and grabbed the spout of the tap and brought it close to my lips.

I heard Sean say, "On your marks, get set, go..." Adam stuck the nozzle in my mouth and opened up the spout. My mouth was flooded with beer. I was chugging as much beer as I could down my mouth. The entire time Adam was saying 'That's it Little, you're doing great Walsh'. It had probably been 20 seconds and I was still going strong. I couldn't see Damien from the way I was facing, but I'm sure that he wasn't close to being done either.

A few moments later someone yelled '30 seconds'. I was beginning to dribble some of the beer out of my mouth. My stomach was filled about to the brim and I didn't know how much longer I would be able to last. Adam was giving me encouragement. I really wanted to get laid, but to be honest, the reason I really wanted to win was for Adam. I wanted to make him proud.

I got a second wind and started swallowing the best that I could, '45 seconds'. "Keep going Walsh, Damien's just about to give up," Adam said. A few more seconds, I told myself. Hold on a few more seconds.

"Walsh is the winner!" I heard Sean exclaim. I felt Adam pull the spout out of my mouth and my legs being dropped to the ground. I couldn't even appreciate the victory because I felt like I was going to get sick. I lifted my hands off the keg and couldn't quite get my balance on my feet. I was going down, I couldn't help it, my head was so light headed. Luckily Adam caught me; otherwise I would have been sprawled out on the floor.

After a few seconds, I got my wits again. I looked at Adam's face and he looked so proud. His happiness made all of it worth it. I was able to get on my feet again and everyone was screaming. I still needed Adam to hold me up, but I was feeling better. Adam said that I went for 53 seconds. Damn, even I was impressed. I had no idea how much beer I had just drunk. But if I had to guess, it was probably over a six pack in less than a minute.

Adam raised my right arm and said, "I declare, the BACHELOR, my LITTLE!" Everyone starting hollering and chanting 'Walsh'. I was ecstatic. This is what Fraternity is about. This was why I was doing it. I knew right then and there that I would never contemplate dropping again.

I went outside to get a few breadths of air. Adam wanted to come with me, but I told him that I needed a few seconds alone. What I really wanted was to puke, and I didn't want Adam to see that. When I got outside, I walked around the side of the house and unloaded. It felt great. I was totally trashed.

When I got back in the house a bunch of blankets had been placed on the ground and the couch and chairs had been placed around them. One solo chair was placed on top of the blankets. I guess that was the Bachelor's chair. I figured that I would probably get a nice lap dance or something. The 'something' was a lot more than I was expecting. In fact, if I knew what I was going to go through, I would have lost the keg stand.

We continued to drink for about another half hour when the girls showed up. They were pretty fucking hot. I won't go into much detail since this is a gay story, but these girls were real exotic and young. One was a redhead, another Asian and the last one Latino. The girls weren't alone. They were accompanied by a bouncer, a rather large Italian guy.

Sean settled the room down and told the bouncer to go ahead. "Gentlemen, I'm just going to go over some of the rules of the evening. But first, who is the Bachelor?" the bouncer asked.

I almost forgot that I was the bachelor. Not that it really mattered, all the Brothers made that perfectly clear by pointing me out and screaming my name.

"Congratulations," the bouncer said. "Now, the bachelor is the only one allowed to touch the girls. The rest of you can touch the girls as long as they initiate. These girls are high class, so make sure that you tip them well. The show will last for an hour or so. Afterwards, the bachelor will get first pick. For the rest of you, the girls are available for some special fun. $50 for a blow job, $150 to fuck. Protection is required. Anything extraordinary can be negotiated with the girls, but nothing real kinky. No videotaping. Got it? Follow these rules and everyone will have a fun night."

Everyone took his place on the seats around the blankets. A few of the guys had to stand. The girls made there way to the center of the room. The Asian girl handed one of the Brothers a tape. The music started and the Latino girl led me to my seat and I sat down.

They started off with a strip tease, real sensual to the music. I was really enjoying the show, glad to see that my heterosexual side was still in effect. My dick was hard. The Brothers were hooting and raving. Soon enough the girls were wearing nothing, I'll spare you the details. All the girls took turns giving me lap dances and rubbing their tits in my face. Where it gets interesting is when the Latino girl grabbed a knapsack and dumped out a bunch of toys. She grabbed a pair of handcuffs and made her way in my direction.

She made me stand up and she took off my shirt. My pants were tenting, but after all I had been through with these guys, and given the circumstances, I really wasn't that embarrassed. The red head came over and knelt down in front of me. She undid my belt with her mouth and pulled them off. She unzipped and pulled off my pants so that I was standing only in my boxers with my pants around my ankles. I wasn't expecting this and was starting to become just a bit nervous. How far was this going to go?

"Nice dick," the red head said loud enough for the whole room to hear. "Ladies, come check his tool out," she said. The other girls had been playing with a few of the Brothers but made their way over to me. Each of them felt my dick and jerked me a few times. It felt so good, but I was a bit shy with everyone watching me.

I was sat back down and the Asian girl handcuffed my hands behind me and to the chair. They weren't tight, and I'm sure that I could have broken out of them if I needed to. They were more for show. The Asian girl came in front of me and took off my shoes and pulled my pants off. I was sitting in the chair with only checkered boxers, a pair of socks and handcuffs.

The girls continued their show in front of us. I'll keep it brief, but there was a lot of lesbian action going on. These girls were no joke and they weren't your typical bachelor party girls. They had double headed dildos that they were fucking each other with. The red head took out a bunch of ping-pong balls. She got on her back and spread her legs. One by one, she pushed a ping-pong ball into her pussy until she had all 6 of them inside her. She made a face like she was going to fart, but instead one of the ball came popping out of her pussy and flew like 4 feet. The Brothers cheered. Wow, that was amazing. A few seconds later, the face came again and out popped another ball. The Brothers were going crazy. She continued this till all six balls had popped out. The Brothers gave her a standing ovation.

I was still hard as hell and looking forward to getting laid. The girls' attention was back on me and they had un-handcuffed me from the chair, but put them back on when I was standing up. They lied me down in the center of the blanket, on my back with me arms cuffed behind me. They grabbed out these bottles and started squeezing a thick fluid on top of me. It smelled like strawberries. It was some sort of oil.

The Latino started rubbing it all over my body. It felt awesome. The other two girls stood above my head, making out with each other. I had a clear view of their pussies. In a few moments, the Latino had me all slicked up with the oil. All three of the girls straddled my body, squirming their privates all over me and making out with one another.

I looked out into the crowd and observed all the Brothers. They all had their mouths open and were watching in awe. I assumed that all of them must have been throwing wood. I caught eyes with Adam. He gave me a big thumbs up. Matt was cheering. Kevin looked in his glory. I wasn't sure if he was checking me or the girls out.

Suddenly, I felt my underwear being pulled off. I tied to look and see what was going on, but the red head was on top of me and blocking my view. She practically had her pussy in my face. My dick was free and up for the entire room to see. I started to blush. I tried to bring my hands around but they were cuffed. I had no control of the situation.

I felt a cool wet feeling on my dick and realized that they had squeezed some of the strawberry gunk on my dick. One of the other two girls was jerking my dick. Jesus it felt good. I looked around the room and could see that all eyes were on my dick. The red head got off of me and I could see that the Asian chick was about to suck my dick. The Brothers were going crazy and yelling 'suck his dick'. This was going much further than I imagined, in front of everyone at least.

The Latino girl sat on my face and her pussy was right on my mouth. The Brothers were screaming to eat her out. I heard Adam yell, "Come on Little, chow that pussy." I really didn't want to do it. God only know where this pussy has been. But I succumbed to the pressure and stuck my tongue up there. It tasted like strawberry too. The whole time, the Asian girl was giving me a blow job in front of everyone. This was no longer a bachelor party, this was a sex show and I was the star. I wasn't enjoying it as much anymore.

One of the girls had lifted my legs up in the air; I'm assuming it was the Red Head. I couldn't see what was going on and wondered what the hell they were doing. A bunch of the Brothers were laughing. I felt some of the gook being squirted on my ass. I didn't like where this was going at all. I told the Latino girl to get off of me. I felt something hard press against my asshole. I heard a bunch of the Brothers start yelling 'Stick it up his ass'. Oh no, I thought to myself, this isn't happening.

I screamed to the Latino girl, "Get the fuck off me!" She did as I asked and I had a clear view of what exactly was going on down there. The red head had strapped on a dildo and was about to stick it up my ass. The Asian girl was still giving me head. I wasn't about to let that girl stick that dildo up my ass. Everyone was still hollering to do it.

"No," I yelled. I was horrified. This was not happening to me. I wasn't about to get fucked in the ass with a dildo in a room full of guys. "Get that thing away from me."

The red head was just looking at me. I repeated my 'No'. I felt her put some more pressure against my ass with the dildo, but not enough to make it go in. I tried to get up but with my arms cuffed behind my back it was hard to move. These cuffs were tougher than I originally estimated. I didn't know what to do. The Asian girl was still giving me head. I searched the room for Adam. He wasn't laughing or hollering. I pleaded to him with my eyes, 'Please help me Adam'.

Adam got my point and yelled, "OK Red, enough with the dildo."

She listened to Adam and moved the dildo away from my ass. A few of the Brothers booed. I felt my body relax. God that was close. The Asian chick came off my dick and the red head took her place. The girl could suck a dick. She wasn't just sucking for pleasure, the girl had a mission. She was trying to make me cum, I could tell. The other two girls came up on my nipples and started sucking them. Man, I was being triple teamed.

The whole time Red was giving me the blowjob, I was comparing it to Kevin's. Both of them were really good, but Kevin edged her out. Red was doing great, but she didn't take all of me down my throat like Kevin did, she swallowed 3/4 of my dick max. I was getting real close to cumming. I was buckling my hips a bit, trying to get her to suck more of my dick. I imagined Kevin sucking my dick and that put me over the edge. I started moaning real loud. I saw a few of the Brothers get up and move around so that they could get a better view, Adam was one of them.

I felt my dick get even stiffer and Red came off my dick. She started jacking me off and I came. 'Here he blows' someone yelled. I came tons. Some of it was in Red's hair, some of it landed on my chest. God damn that was a great orgasm. The Brothers started clapping and I was still convulsing. I was breathing real heavy. "Nice load," Red complimented.

The Latino girl got up and got a towel to wipe me off. I could see Adam and he was grinning like mad. "That's my Little," he said and gave a bunch of the Brothers high-fives. Everyone took their seats again and Red and the Asian girl started working the room for tips. When the Latino girl was done cleaning up my cum, she undid the cuffs. I got up and rubbed my wrists. "Don't worry, she wasn't going to fuck you. She was just teasing. Unless you were into that," the Latino girl said.

"Into that?" I asked.

"Yeah, some guys are into that. Between you and I, we've worked these parties for your Fraternity before. A couple of your Brothers like it when Red straps one on and gives it to them," the Latino chick said.

I was amazed. "What? Who?"

"We never fuck and tell. Just watch who goes with Red, that will give you a general idea. Good job tonight by the way. A lot of guys, when they are in front of a crowd like this, have problem performing. But not you," she said and gave me wink. She joined the rest of the girls in the crown giving lap dances.

A bunch of the Brothers were on top of me when the Latino walked away. They all said I did a great job and how they wished that they were me. They were asking me a ton of questions. I was standing there naked and really wanted to get some clothes on. I was scoping the floor looking for my underwear at least. Adam came up and was holding all my clothes.

"Nice job Little. That was one hell of a show you put on there. Must have felt fucking awesome," Adam said as he passed me my clothes. He looked so excited for me. "So how was it?"

I put on my underwear and told Adam that I wasn't expecting anything like what happened, but it was insane fun. A bunch of my fellow pledges were asking which girl was the best so that they knew whom to go with. I told them the Latino girl, she was the hottest.

I asked Adam if I could use a shower in the house, I felt kind of nasty. "You better wait bro, you still got to get laid yet."

"You mean there is more? I thought the blow job was it," I said surprisingly. To be honest, I wasn't sure if I was ready for round two yet. I was psyched at the prospect of getting laid, but I was kind of weirded out by all that just happened. What was the purpose of it? Was it the girls, or me?

"Hell yeah there is more. I have an idea. Which girl do you want, have you decided?" Adam asked.

"Definitely not the red haired chick. That one scares me. She might bring that dildo in the room with her and I'll be walking funny for days," I laughed.

"Who Red? She wasn't going to do it. She does that to scare all the pledges. Reds been doing these parties for a couple of years," Adam said.

"That's what the Latino girl said. But still, Red scares me. I think I want the Latino girl. She's the hottest of the bunch," I said.

"One Latino coming up," Adam said. He seemed really excited still. What was his deal?

I was talking with a few of the guys, still in only my underwear. I watched Adam as he talked to the Latino. He reached into his pocket and took out a wad of cash. He passed her some money. What was he doing? I watched Adam talk to Sean and a few of the other guys. Then, he came back my way.

"We're all set," he said and had a huge grin. "Come here, come with me."

Adam led me to his room and he closed the door behind us. He had a small refrigerator in his room and grabbed out a bottle of Yagermeister. He grabbed two shot glasses and filled them up. "To getting laid," he cheered and we slugged them back.

"So is the Latino chick going to meet me in here?" I asked, wondering if Adam was going to let me use his room.

"Us bro, she's going to meet us in here," Adam answered.

"What do you mean by us?" I asked. I knew exactly what he meant; I just wanted him to confirm it.

"You and I bro. We're going to double team her. It's going to be fucking great, don't you think?" Adam asked as he poured two more shots.

"Yeah Adam, sounds awesome. Great idea," I said and threw the shot back. Inside I was nervous. Holy shit, will I be able to handle this? I knew it was going to be a hot time, I just had to control myself.

"I paid her an extra $250.00 bro. We got her as long as we want," Adam said, excited in anticipation.

I didn't know what to say. But there wasn't a need to say much. About two seconds later there was a knock at the door and the Latino girl came in. She was still naked.

"Uh oh," she said in a sexy voice, "this looks like Double Trouble."

To be continued...

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