Disclaimer! I do not know BSB or Nsync and this is fiction, it is not a reflection on their sexuality or sexual preference-Mel
Games of Desire-Chapter 4 By Mel 2001
The two groups settled into the recording studio. Kevin tried to keep his distance from Justin, but found it increasingly hard to fight his attraction. He was constantly hard and desperately wished he was not wearing tight jeans. Aj noticed and had to fight to keep a smirk from showing on his face.
Kevin watched Justin sing and licked his lips. He was gorgeous, his body long and lean. Muscular in all the right spots. He wanted... shit, he couldn't have it, he knew that. It was obvious that Jc and Justin were together. Besides, he thought with a sigh, He had been so vocal about hating Nsync that he would look like a hypocrite if he suddenly changed his mind now.
He was so caught in his own thoughts, that he didn't notice Justin's cautious looks in his direction. But AJ and Howie did. And so did Lance. And so did JC. He deliberately angled his body closer to his lover, his voice blending with Justin's.
Lance turned away. It was so hard to watch, wishing Jc would do that to him, with him. Nick and Chris missed it all, too busy with each other to care. Their voices joined in with Justin and Jc. But their eyes were locked on each other.
"Ok, good. Take a break." the producer said from the sound booth and everyone sighed with relief. It had been a long day, besides the temperature in the studio was rising. Kevin took that moment to go to the bathroom. He was just unzipping his pants when the door opened. Kevin looked up and his eyes met blue. Justin blue.
"Hey man. Nice vocals." Kevin could barely breathe.
"Oh.. Thanks." he muttered when he realized Justin was waiting for his reply.
"Do you really hate us that much?" Justin asked after a minute,positioning himself in front of his own urinal.
Kevin let out a slow breath. "Not really.. I guess.. It's just I feel betrayed." Justin looked at him questioningly. "Lou." Ahh so that was it.
"Yeah, well he has a habit of doing that." Kevin could see the disillusionment in Justin's eyes.
They both zipped up at the same time, and joined each other at the sinks. "Look, I am sorry. Let's start over. Justin smiled, and put out a hand. They shook, then by some mutual agreement, their fingers linked. Their eyes locked, blue to green.
Kevin slowly pulled Justin in. He could feel his heart pounding and Justin's breath on his face as his mouth lowered. Lips parted, then a discreet cough interrupted them.
"I am sorry to disturb you, but Jc is on his way." Howie's sympathetic brown eyes gazed at them from the doorway.
Kevin pulled his hand out of Justin's grip. "Thanks Howie, kind of forgot for a moment. Sorry, it wont happen again" he said to Justin, and he walked out, his hands shaking. Justin looked after him, a look of yearning on his face.
"Don't play with Kevin's emotions." Howie warned him and went in search of his friend. Justin leaned back against the wall, his mind whirling. So close, so fucking close.
"You fall in?"
Meanwhile, Chris and Nick were sharing a bite to eat outside, the wind ruffling Nick's hair. "We have to tell the rest of them, you know." Nick said, his blue eyes concerned. They both were scared of what the other fellas would say. Chris cupped Nick's face in his hands, and kissed him gently.
"I know. Tonight, its time to get this out in the open, I think we have waited long enough."
Nick's smile was answer enough, and Chris leaned in for another, more passionate kiss. Nick moaned in his throat, as Chris' tongue touched his. Nick's arms came around his boyfriend and pulled him closer, forgetting everything except this.
They broke for air, their hearts pounding. "I wish I could ravish you right here and now, but this is not the time nor the place" Chris murmured as they leaned into one another, foreheads touching. Nick brushed Chris' lips with his.
"I know, Damn it." Chris laughed and the moment was broken.
They headed inside, not knowing Lance had already seen them. But he wasn't angry, just a little hurt that Chris didn't feel like he could confide in him. Lance swallowed it, just like he always did. One day though, he was going to explode. And that day was fast approaching....tbc..