I was in my dorm room alone watching some TV and then Andre walked in.
"Hey, whats up?" i said
He just stood at the door staring at me
"Are you ok? Still no reply.
I got up and walked over to him. He bowed his head and started to cry. I hugged him and he hugged me.
"Tell me whats wrong,what happened to you?"
"You"
"Me, what did i have to do with anything"
"Jay I am in love with you and it won't subside."
"wha..."
"Don't say anything just hold me and kiss me please i need your love"
Andre leaned in and kissed me he was the best kisser i have ever come across. Shane came in and saw me kissing him.
"Oh I'm sorry am I early (when he was really 10 minutes late.)
"umm... Can we finish this up later Dre"
"Yeah baby"
Shane and I went to the knew library and got started on the assingment.
"You and Dre kicked it of well"
"What is that suppose to mean?"
"I mean he is calling you baby kissing up on you"
"First he and I are not together, and second why are you concerned don't you have a man"
"Yeah but sometimes I think I choose the wrong man to spend my life with"
I looked at him and knew what he was saying.
"So the first part off the..."
"So you are just going to change the subject?"
"I don't know what you are talking about"
"Jay I still love you damn it and seeing you kiss him killed me inside."
"You had your chance Shane so many times and you never took it serious."
"So does that mean Andre is your new boyfriend."
"Me and him are just roommates."
"Well it sure as hell seemed like more"
"He kissed me ok"
"Bullshit this guy is super fucking hott and it didn't look to me like you were trying to get his tongue out your throat"
"Can we get back to the work please"
"Jay go out with me tonight to dinner please"
"I have a bunch of work to do"
"Bullshit i saw you syllabus"
"well then I am broke."
"Now I know you just lying your parents just donated 2.5 million here."
"Shane backoff ok."
"Whats the big deal we are going out as friends.
"Just as friends?"
"Yes, thats what we are I have to move on right?"
"Yeah, no funny bussiness"
"No problem"
"If there is any funny bussiness I pro..."
"Jay there won't be"
"Ok good"
I went back to my room Andre was doing some homework. He saw me and got happy like a kid on Christmas.
"Hey wonderful"
"Hey, how are you" i said
"Better now your here"
"Wow, i feel important."
"You are to me, and thats why I have to ask you something important"
"What is it?"
"I know we have only been roming for a few months but I was wondering if you want to go out with me."
"Umm... Wow..."
"Jay you don't have to say anything now but give it some time."
"Yeah Ok I will think about it"
"Great, so I will see you later then.?"
"Yeah you will"
I thought that would had been his question to me. I wanted to say yes so later that night i would. Shane came to pick me up and took me to a resturant in town it was a pretty nice place a little to fancy for a just friends going out to eat.
"What is this?"
"Kiko's"
"Yeah I know the name but this place is a little to fancy Shane."
"Did you want to go to burger king and get viggie burgers."
"Shane..."
"Look can we just go on inside and get something to eat?"
"...Yeah I guess"
"good i have reservations"
"What?"
We went inside and were seated, they bought out the menus. While we were reviewing the menu he looked at me and said
"So how is Andre?"
"He is doing really good"
"How is Adam?"
"Spelendid."
"Good"
"So have you boys hit it off yet?"
"He asked me out and I said Yes if that is what you mean"
"Oh"
"Why do you sound so dissappointed?"
"Nothing I am just happy you finally got man, but what about Paul"
"Paul and I are just going to have to be friends. He is dying also he will be dead in a few months"
"Whata fucking hypocrite"
"excuse me"
"you are saying it's ok for you to move on but because I moved on it's wrong"
"Paul is going to die, I had a living chance I might add. With in a few months Paul won't even remember his own name, soon not even me. Andre is not going to die"
"whatever."
"You know what fuck this"
"Jay wait ok I'm sorry, I am just a little on edge nowadays, things have been hard since to break up."
"Shane you have to control it, I know things are rough but things change sooner or later."
"May I ask a question?"
"Yeah go ahead".
"Please don't take this out of porpotion but, do you still love me, or have you stopped"
"I never stopped and never will"
We ate dinner and headed home. Shane was looking at me. But this wasn't a just friends look this was a I am going to rip your clothes of and fuck the holy shit out of you. I got kinda nervous and thought of something really quickly.
"So how are classes"
"You should know your in all of them"
"Haha yeah that is true"
"Have you spoken with Adam today?"
"Yeah"
"How is he?"
"He is doing good."
"Cool, cool"
I looked down because i saw something move, and I did it was a huge bulge in his pants. It looked a lot bigger since the last time I saw it.
"I see someone is awake" i said
"Oh yeah he gets pretty excited when he sees you. "
"Oh"
"Yeah he is saying he really wants you"
"Tell him I have retired"
"Haha your funny would you like to come over for some drinks."
"Well..."
"Come on just one"
"Ok but the rules still apply"
We went over to his dorm and went inside he pulled out some Bacardi gold and some mixers he made us some drinks. We just talked about classes and then I felt light headed.
"Shane I ...I"
"Sleepy baby."