When the doctor came out to talk to me on Shane's condition, he looked as if Shane would be fine. That was a relief he told me that Shane wanted to see me. Paul followed me in the room.
" what the fuck are you doing here." Shane said with so much anger.
" wait Shane he helped you out you were low on blood he gave you some, if he didn't you would have died." Shane looked at me and then looked at Paul seeing the area on his arm where the blood had been drawn from Paul.
"I don't want his blood. I bet he gave me it to me to get you back. Yeah i bet thats what he did."
" hey jay i'm going down stairs I'll be out side." Paul said i could tell that Paul didn't want to argue with Shane right now. He went down the hall reaching in his pocket for a cigarette. I didn't like him smoking i always found it to be unhealthy. Shane looked atme again, his eyes so fierce i thought that he was about to have to go through a rage.
" Shane listen i'm sorry that you felt like i betrayed you the only thing on my mind was make sure you made it. Shane if you would have died tonight i would have lostmy mind. I feel like it's all my fault..." He cut me off no it's not your fault it's mine you never told me to get out of the car i did it on my own. don't way your self down." i began to tear up i knew it was my fault if i would have just acted normal and payed no attention to the car Shane and I would be at dinner now and back home. I felt so bad the Doctor came in and told me that they were going to hold Shane for a few more days. Then he walked down the hall. When i looked at Shane he smiled moved his head telling me to go ahead home.
"you look tired baby go home get some sleep i'll see you tommorow." i shook my head and then walked down the hall to go outside. Paul is standing there smoking. I give him this look and he drops the cigarette. And puts his hands in the air like he was just caught red handed. He comes over to me and kisses me on the forhead then we walk to the car it is about 6 in the morning it is gloomy out side and then it starts to rain we ran over to his car but still got soaked. We sat in the cat wiping the water off us paul took of his shirt and put in the back. I just looked at his body remembering when it was pressed against mines when he fucked me making me squrim and yell his name at that point i started to day dream about him and i have sex again. He looked at me and then at my crotch he saw my erection through my pants. He looked back up at my face at that point i was blushing.
" don't worry i know how much you like Shane so i won't even attempt anything. I'm taking you home when he started the car i reached over and cut the car off.
" what are you doing Jay I though i was..." i reached over and kissed him.
"Jay you are with Shane". At that point i realized i made a mistake no matter how much i loved Paul it was wrong for me to kiss him.
" sorry Paul I um... I don't know why i did that."
" it's ok jay i know why or at least i want to think i know why you did it." I looked at Paul in confusion i knew damn well why i kissed him.
"why" i said "Jay is it because you love me, or at least i hope that is the reason. If it's not then i won't say anything else..."
"paul" i yelled cutting him off.
" yes I still love you and for some reason after 4 years i still do but no matter how hard I try to remove you from my heart i can't but recently i realize you are not suppose to be moved out of my hard Paul you have placed your mark in my life, and i cherish it the most i hve never loved a man as much as you never... But when i layed eyes on you 4 years ago i knew you were my first true love it gets hard sometimes i would think about you and hope just for a second that you would cme back in my life and BAM your here." at that point the water works had already began i was letting out every emotion that was stored inside of me. For some reason i could not look at him or anyone for that matter when i am confessing. But i then realized that Paul was also crying that his eyes were red and overflowing with tears.
" let it out Paul i'm here cry with me." he then let out the tears.
" Jay i don't even know where to start" he then took a deep breath.
" well Jay during those first couple of years i was in a lot of pain i was striaght you were bi i had no attention of anything every happening. I was happy with "the bitch who shall not be named" (we both chuckeld ) but then i thought to my self one night does she love me or does she just love the sex. Or maybe she just loved the idea of me. The idea of someone so commited the idea of someone that with out any doubt in their mind that the man she was going out with would never abandon her. I won't lie to you Jay she had me wraped around her finger. She knew that i did what ever she wanted me to do then my friend chase told me to find some one new, so i did another woman she treated me even worse. I went back to her. Chase got upset with me and then i stayed over his house that night because he wanted me to get away from her. So then after that Chase told me he was in love with me. Thats when for the first time in years i thought of you. Remembering that you were the firs man that told me you loved me that way. But anyways i slept with him and i realized i liked it the next day i got a letter from chase saying he left town because he loved me so much but that i was in love with another." At this point he was increasing his tears i though he would have been dehydrated but he was still at it but who am i to talk i was crying to.
" Jay he told me that in my sleep i kept say one name Jay that name was yours. Thats when i realized i had to meet back up with you. I came to the school and then i confessed. Confessed that i love you and i would do it all gain if I could be with you." i looked at the first love of my life vented to me letting it all out i'm with Shane but craving Paul. Paul started the car and then drove me home. I saw that the car was towed but Shane blood was still on the gravel. I just walked away and went in the house. A few days later,both Shane and Paul was at my house all of us just acting as if nothing happen a few days ago. Shane came over a kissed me on the lips. Paul saw it and looked away. Its strange I'm really happy and please with Shane but I felt that Paul should have been the man that just kissed me. Man gay triangle of love, I use to think that you can't love more than one person. i'm not in love with Shane but my feelings for him are growing every second. Paul came over to the kitchen to throw his cup away and then I thought I saw Shane steal a glimpse of Paul butt. I looked away think maybe he saw something else on him maybe a mark on Paul from battle or something. But how could i be mad at Shane when i am the one who kissed Paul. Then for some reason it became really hot. Or atleast thats what Shane said. He took of his shirt ,then sat down over at the sofa and scrunched down in his seat. Damn this man was fine. All i saw was this eight pack body and this ohh so sexy delightful man what was i thinkng he would never cheat on me and besides he doesnt like Paul. Well later that night the three of us were having casual drinks but Paul had a little to much to drink he was tottaly wasted.
" hey Paul your done man let me get you home." i said nowing that i really wanted him to stay the night "well Jay i need to go and pic up somethings for my house how about i just take Paul home." Shane said.
" you guys i am..." He let out a huge belch or what i hope was a belch and then out pours dinner.
" oh shit man i just bought new carpret." i was totally pissed do you know how hard it is to find capretcleaner to make your carpret stay as white as possible.
" Yeah Jay i'm taking him home he is not doing to well." i didn't understand why Shane was so press to take Paul home but i just tough he is trying to get right with Paul. I mean if it wasn't for Paul Shane would be dead right now. I guess that is Shane's way of saying thanks.
" ok well you be safe you guys"
" i didn't drink anything to night" come to find out Shane didn't drink tonight he was 100% sober. Shane kissed me goodbye and said he would be coming back here to tuck me in for the night. When they left i layed down on the sofa and passed out.
"well that was a pretty fun night huh Paul" "yeah i just wish i didn't lose dinner . And plus i feel really bad about Jays floor."
" hey Paul umm... I know that our first meeting wasn't the best one. But i was hoping that we could be good friends. It not everyday that the ex of your boyfriend saves your life." no problem i just wanted to make Jay happy you make him happy so yeah i guess you get where this is going." paul grabed his head and screamed "ouch man that vodka is wearing off."
" Well your eyes are turning red but i love your eye color Paul."
"thank you yours are pretty hot to" they both giggled.
"so yeah how are things with you and that girl"
"well besides her trying to kill Jay and for some reason i think she had something to do with what happened with you. I don't think i really pay her that much attention. I mean who does things like that that bitch is psychotic.
" Shane looked over at paul and touch his shoulder "don't worry about it to much man i'm still kicking it here on earth she will leave soon and you wiill forget about her" said Shane just then they pulled in to Pauls drive way he put in the code and the drove up the drive way.
" hey thanks alot Shane although we aren't good friends but we are friends now and besides i think if i dove some one would be dead."
"yeah sure no problemo Paul I was happy to drop you off, the three of us should hang out more often"
" yeah i would love that. That was the end of the conversation Paul opened the door and then he fell out "o shit Paul are you ok" the Paul yelled I'm ok... I think.
" i'm going t take you in your room because i don't think you are going to make it in there by yourself." he picks Paul up and carries him in the house he walked up the stairs nearly dropping Paul as he stumbled he walked in to Pauls room which was huge it had marble floors a bathroom the size of a guest room 4 closets the room was just all around nice.
" ok buddy here ya go your home be careful tonight." at that point Shane tucked Paul in and kissed him on the forhead. Then he kissed Paul on the lips. . Who what the fuck are you doing Shane yur have Jay."
" Oh god Paul i'm so sorry it's just i haven't had a man in a while."
" Shane that is no excuse you have an amazing man at home. Jay cares so much about you" ! Know he cares about me Paul, it just i'm 23 Jay is 18 i don't think he is ready for some one my age. You are older Paul and you care i see the way you fought to get Jay i want some one to fight for me like that Paul got damnit I don't understand myself. I want a man to hold me to love me and be dedicated to me all the time."
" and what Shane so you can screw other men or to just screw their ex's Jay is a damn good man i fucked up what i had with him and if life was a movie gosh knows i would rewind that dan tape and take another approch but i can't OK but you can get out of here and go back there and love him and hold him and never let him go because if you don't i damn sure will" Shane got very angry by the fact that Paul is going to go after Jay again. Shane ran over a tackeld Paul on the bed they we wrestling. Shane won seeing that his whole body is muscle.
" get the fuck off of me Shane." then Shane went in for a kiss he kissed Paul. Paul stared at him in disbelief, then kissed him back.
" i though you didn't want to do this Paul" " i didn't so i don't know why i am doing it.
" the two started to kiss again slow becomingin to a french kiss. Shane then removed Paul's shirt as he kissed his neck moving down his body. Paul moaned loudly " oh shit Shane thay feels so good."
" umm i know what for the next part." he slipped Pauls pants off. He saw Pauls penis already fully erect and pulled it through the pee slice on his boxers he slowly licked the tip of his penis moving his tounge around the head. After Paul started moving his hips to the way Shane was licking his dick Shane took all of Paul in his mouth gagging at first then relaxing. Paul wrapped his hand around Shane's head and faced fucked him Shane gaged everytime. Then Paul turned over and took Shane in his mouth engulfing all 10 inches of his cock.
" man Shane i love how big that dick of yours is not only long but plump to"
" well if you love it so much baby prove it." .
"Haha i think i will"
" hey Paul i want you to fucking me fuck the shit out of me." Paul turned him over on his stomach went under his bed and got the condoms and lube. He rubed his fingers through Shane's shaven ass.
" make me hurt big boy" Paul stuck the head in and then stuck the rest in Shane moaned " umm just how i like it... All the way up there." The door opened up Paul looked at the door"
"Oh shit"
Well until next time readers let me know what you think peace and be safe guys