Here and Now

By moc.liamtoh@yrelu_h

Published on Aug 4, 2000

Gay

Disclaimer: I am in no way related to, know, or have ever met N Sync. This story is completely fiction, and as far as i know none of the members of nsync or anyone else in this story is bisexual or gay (oh what i would do if JC really were). If you are 18 or you are not old enough in your local area, i suggest that you hit the back button right now.

Authors Notes: This is the place people usually put this is their first story. However, this isn't my first story. Hopefully it will be the first story i finish. Anyone remember the story Mitch and Lance??? Didn't think so. Well, i wrote it. You gotta scroll down a lot just to read it. IT was a boring story anyhow. I wish i could tell ya that i have everything worked out and i know what's going to happen, but i don't. It will be just as much of a surprise to you as it is to me. But have no fear, i'm going to be throwing in a lot of twists and turns, and a few unexpected things.

Special thanks to Darren For helping me out with a few things. Go read his story called Everything i said. it will drive you NUTS trying to figure out who Jay is, but don't worry Darren, i have it figured out now. i had a feeling it was him from the beginning and i was right!

Last Time When i got to the hotel, i walked to the front desk and told the lady my name and she gave me the key to my room. I had been told that due to the lack of rooms on that floor everyone had to sleep two in a room. I didn't mind at all. I rode the elevator up to the floor i was staying on and found my room. I inserted the key and walked in. I set down my stuff on the one bed that didn't seem to be occupied already. I started digging through my suit case to find my shaving kit. I then walked into the bathroom. I hopped in the shower. I didn't usually take long showers, but today had been a little stressful, so i decided to take a long one. I hopped out of the shower and shaved. I then got dressed. I walked out of the bathroom, and turned on the TV. I was watching for about 5 minutes when i realized i had yet to find out who my room mate was. I didn't want to be nosey, but i just couldn't help it. I got up and walked over to his suitcase. I hesitated at first, but i decided i would go insane if i didn't find out who it was. It would be hours before they came back, and i couldn't wait that long. I looked at the luggage tag on the suitcase. I couldn't believe it. Of all people did it really have to be him? I knew this couldn't be a good thing.

This Time

I guess i would just have to deal with it when he got home. After all he wasn't that bad of a person. I could handle him. I am a big boy after all. I went back over to the couch and laid down. I turned on the TV, but i wasn't really paying attention to it. I had a few other things on my mind. I had to find a way to let Justin down easily. I knew he would be heart broken. As i laid there i felt myself starting to fall sleep.

I finally woke up and noticed where i had fallen asleep. I was pretty cramped so i got up and stretched. I looked down at my watch It was getting close to 10:00. I had a little while before anyone came back so I decided to hit the bar that was downstairs. I made my way to the elevator and went down to the bar. Nothing really happened there. I was old enough to drink, but i wasn't really in the mood. Most people drank to get away from their problems, but with me it makes my problems worse, so i just don't do it. I instead had a few cokes. After i drank about 6 i decided to head back to my room. It was late now and i figured the guys would be back by now. I had heard some screaming earlier while i was in the bar so i figured they had been spotted. I was hoping that my room mate would be asleep. The elevator ride seemed to take forever, but in reality it only took less than a minute. I wasn't too thrilled with who i got stuck with as my room mate. I figured if all else fails, I could always request a different room somewhere in the hotel or i could switch with someone. I was walking slowly to the room that i would be sharing with him, but as i walked past one door i heard it open and someone quickly pulled me inside. I was a little surprised at this, but I soon realized who it was. This guy never seems to be one to just ask me to talk, he just pulls at me. I wasn't expecting him to pull me in though, and I tripped and ended up pinning him up against the wall. I looked into his green eyes. I didn't know what came over me but the next thing i knew, i was leaning in to kiss him. Lance wasn't pulling back, but he wasn't leaning into the kiss either. My lips gently touched against his. It was a wonderful feeling. It seemed like my whole world stopped for the few seconds that our lips had met. It wasn't a very long kiss. It only lasted for a few seconds, but to me it felt like a lifetime. I pulled away and just smiled at him. He just stood there. No response at all. I then realized the JC was in the room too. He had been lying on the bed. As soon as he saw me looking at him, he closed his eyes. I looked at Lance and whispered to him, "Can we talk outside." He just nodded and opened the door. When we were outside we stood there for a minute not saying anything to each other. I was the one that finally broke the silence.

"Look Lance what just happened in there, I don't know what came over me. I'm really sorry that I did that. I know that it was wrong of me, and I'll just pack my things and be out of here in the morning. I shouldn't have been so stupid to have done that." I turned and started to walk away. I heard Lance starting to cry. I turned around and saw tears running down his face. He looked so cute. I walked back over to him and pulled him into a hug. It wasn't a hug that said 'I love you' but more of a hug that said 'I'm there for you'. He just cried on my shoulders for a few minutes. I could feel my shirt begin to get soaked.

"Don't go." I could barely hear him say the words. He wasn't very loud and he was still crying. He then looked up and looked my straight in the eye. "I'd be lying if I were to say i didn't like that Alex. Please don't go stay here. It would break Justin to pieces if you were to leave. He likes you a lot."

"But Lance I don't want Justin. I don't know who i really want, but I know its not him. I look at him and i see that he's a great guy and he would make a good friend. And about that kiss... I don't know why i did it. I guess i just wanted to see what it was like. To test the waters and to see what i felt. I'm sorry if I misled you in anyway Lance."

"I understand. I don't know who I want either. I didn't even know i liked guys till just a few minutes ago when you kissed me. Look I don't want to be alone right now. Is it ok if i come back to your room with you so we can talk." I nodded. It wouldn't hurt anyone if he were to come over. I figured that my room mate wouldn't mind.

"Yeah you can come over." He got a huge grin on his face. He was pretty gosh darn cute, but so were the other four.

"Ok just give me a minute i want to go in and tell JC where i'm going and then I'll be right over." He turned and went back in his room. I continued down the hall to my room. I couldn't hear anything from inside the room so i was guessing that he was sleeping. I inserted my key card and i heard the click. I then turned the handle and opened the door ever so slowly so that i didn't make any noise. I walked in and immediately was attacked by someone. It wasn't an attack like he wanted to rob me or murder me but more of an attack like he wanted me. I felt him push me back onto the bed.

"I have been waiting all day for this Alex. Don't resist me. You know you want me. Anyone would die to have me." I couldn't believe this. One of the most popular members of N Sync was trying to force himself on me. I felt him kiss me. I didn't kiss him back. I tried to force him off but he was too strong. He kept kissing me. Then i heard a knock at the door. The door then suddenly began to open slowly. Lance walked in the door and saw what was going on. His face immediately turned red.

"How could you! I can't believe that you would go and do this to me Justin. You knew i liked him and here you are with him in bed already. So much for being friends. A real friend wouldn't do this to me." He turned around and started running down the hall. I finally got the strength to push Justin off of me. I ran out of the room trying to catch Lance, but as i got to his room i was met with a door slamming in my face. I knocked on the door. It was more like i was pounding. I could hear Lance in there yelling for me to go away. I was sure that JC would be comforting him by now. I just stood there for a minute not knowing what to do. I finally got the urge to speak, but since there was a door separating us, I had to talk through the door.

"Look Lance. What you saw wasn't what you thought it was. When I walked in the door Justin practically attacked me. I tried to stop him really i did, but he was stronger than I was. When you walked in, you saw what looked like me and Justin going at it, but Lance, I wasn't even kissing him back. I wouldn't do that. Lance I know that you probably don't want to talk to me, and I understand that. But Lance, I like you. I like you a lot. And I was really hoping that what happened earlier between us wouldn't stop. Lance please just open the door so we can talk. Please Lance I beg of you." I waited another minute or so but still no answer. "Lance please... I love you. Please open the door." The last part wasn't too loud but he must have heard it. I heard the door click and he opened it. I saw him standing there. His eyes and face were red. It looked like he had been crying all day long.

"What did you say?"

"I said please open the door."

"No,, Before that."

"Oh umm... I said... I love you James Lance Bass. I love you with all My heart."

"No. You can't Alex. You just met me today you can't be in love with me. We don't know each other. It can't be love Alex." I was kinda shocked that he said this to me. At first I didn't know how to respond to him.

"Look Lance, there's nothing i can do or nothing i can say to tell just how much I love you, but it's true Lance. I Love You. Not Justin. I know he won't be happy, but he'll learn to deal with it."

"No Alex. Justin got to you first. He deserves you more than I do. And Alex don't take this the wrong way, but I don't love you. I like you a lot, but i just met you. I can't possibly love you yet. But i would like to get to know you a lot better if you'd like. Maybe we could meet for breakfast in the morning."

"Yeah I'd like that a lot Lance. You know what else I'd like? That is if you don't mind. Can I have a good night kiss?"

"I don't mind at all if you get a good night kiss." We just stood there for a few seconds not knowing what to do. I noticed he was starting to lean into me, so i started leaning too. Our lips connected. It was like heaven on earth. His lips were soft and smooth. I felt like all other troubles in my life were suddenly taken away. The kiss wasn't a very passionate kiss, just a nice simple little kiss on the lips. It didn't matter to me though. It still felt great. We said our good byes and he went back into his room. I stood there a few minutes. I was still in heaven. I couldn't believe it. Does this mean that me and Lance were a couple? Does it mean that we were just friends? I would have to talk to him in the morning about that. I slowly made my way back to my room. I didn't want to have to face Justin again. Somehow i lucked out this time and he was sleeping. I quietly made my way to my bed trying not to Justin up. I couldn't sleep right away. I laid there for a while. Every now and then it felt as if Justin kept watching me. I must have just been imagining it. I began to remember back to the kiss with Lance. I could still feel the kiss. I could still smell his wonderful smell. It was as if he was still there with me in my bed. That was the last thing i remembered before i fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning and felt different. I remembered back to the night before when me and Lance kissed. I did notice though that someone was in the bed with me. I couldn't see who it was because i was facing the opposite way. I slowly and carefully rolled over to see who it was. It was him. I couldn't believe it. I was surprised I didn't notice that he had climbed into bed with me. I was a heavy sleeper but if someone were to climb into bed with me I'd surely wake up. I got out of the bed and went into the bathroom to take a shower. I didn't want to wake him because he needed some sleep but I knew i couldn't let this go. I would talk to him whenever he woke up.

That's it for chapter three. Hope you liked it. Don't you love cliffhangers? Who is it that was in the bed with him? Will It be Lance that Alex actually hooks up with? Will it be Justin After all? Could it possibly be one of the other three? We'll have to wait and see won't we?! Please e-mail me at h_ulery@hotmail.com with feedback. Also for those that like to hang out in the boyband chat room, i go under the name Nivky. I would really love to hear from you. I have an nsync website y'all can visit at http://www.angelfire.com/boybands/nthezone check it out. We've got tons of pics. good fight good night.!


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