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Riley Costello should have been happy. He should have been dancing from the rooftops. He should have been on top of the world after finding out that his future wife Mercedes was pregnant. But he wasn't. He was far from happy. He was far from getting on the roof and dancing. Suffice to say, Riley had actually been pondering getting on said roof and dropping off.
He was 19 years old and had the most gorgeous girlfriend in the whole of Hollyoaks. Mercedes McQueen was the most gorgeous, sexy woman he'd ever met and from the moment he first laid eyes on her Brown eyes and big bust he had become smitten. And Mercedes sex kitten vibe paid off when she gave him the best sex imaginable to mankind. And whilst he really did like Mercedes and she probably would make the perfect wife for a man- he just didn't think he was ready for all that. Not that he'd tell her that directly to her face though because he actually wanted to live another day. And whilst being a dad was something that would probably be all sorts of awesome- he still couldn't help but think that something was missing from his life.
He had his football, he had the gorgeous trophy WAG and the baby to boot. But still, something deep inside of him was realising that maybe he wasn't happy with that. Maybe, just maybe, he shouldn't have ran away from his past.
Steven Hay was drowning his sorrows at the bottom of his 5th beer bottle that evening. He was basically feeling sorry for his skinny ass. Not only had his boyfriend Noah dumped him, the man he truly loved- Brendan Brady- was beating him senseless at any given oppourtunity just because he didn't want to face his demons. Brendan didn't want to admit that he was gay, and in love with Ste, and used his inner turmoil to torment and physically abuse Ste at any given moment. And whilst Ste adored the groiund the sexy Irish man walked on, he couldn't help but think that he deserved better then Brendan. Scrap that, he KNEW he deserved better then Brendan. Because no matter how much his heart was telling him Brendan was the one, his head was telling him to run. Run as fast as you can and don't look back.
Steven supposed he was lucky in life. He had two adorable kids in the shape of Leah and Lucas, and his best friend Amy Barnes was also his ex fiance. Amy should have hated him for the abuse and torment that he laid on her when they were 16 and she should never allow Ste to see his kids. But she was kind and she was decent. She loved Ste with all her heart and knew that despite his faults, Ste was a fantastic father to his two children and he would walk on fire to protect them. And it broke even Amy's heart to know that Ste was suffering the abuse that he had once put on her. Others would say it was Karma and that perhaps Ste deserved the treatment. But Amy didn't think like that. She didn't think ANYONE deserved that treatment and that was why she had made it clear to Ste that she didn't like or trust Brendan Brady.
But everytime he thought of Brendan his heart craved. He wanted to have the perfect relationship with Brendan and he wanted everything to be normal again. But he knew that lifw with Brendan Brady would never be normal and that was something that Ste would just have to accept.
"I heard the news.. Congratuations" Ste said to Riley who was sat on a table alone at The Dog in the Pond.
Riley looked up at Ste and was kinda shocked at who the recipitant of the kind words were. He'd never really spoken to Ste before. "Thanks.. " Riley spoke but even he could tell that the voice wasn't sincere.
"Agh" Ste smiled at Riley. It had dawned on Ste that perhaps Riley wasn't as happy as he first made out to be about becoming a father. And Ste could totally understand, he'd been in that position before. "I see.. Drink?"
Riley appreciated the kindness. "Go on then. Beer please" Riley spoke and Ste walked over to the bar.
Returning the drinks, Ste took a seat opposite Riley and begin to speak whilst passing the beer to the hunky footballer. "Not happy about becoming a father?" Ste said, perhaps he was too abrupt but Riley didn't seem to flinch.
"I love the idea of becoming a father.. It's just.. I'm not sure if I'm ready.. " Riley admitted. He took a large gulp of the beer after, feeling guilty for admitting such a thing to a near stranger.
"It's ok" Ste replied "Look, I'm 21 and I have 2 kids. I'm not exactly the words best role model of a father considering my past and what I am now, but I love those kids with all my heart. Sure, I was sceptial and nervous about becoming a father. But what's done is done.. and you should be happy, you have the world at your feet, a beautiful future wife and yiour drop dead gorgeous". Ste added the last words as a personal statement because DAMN this guy was hot.
Riley just laughed at that. "All that is true. I forgot you had two kids, Gosh, I feel like I don't even know you and your a fucking regular here!" he picked up his beer and took another long gulp. "I love the idea of having little kids running about in the future. But I'm just getting started in the world of football and maybe bringing kids up when I'm only 19 is not the best thing.. I'm still young and maybe settling down with the wife and kids is not something I want. Does that sound selfish?"
Ste shrugged as he took a gulp of his own beer, the alchol getting to his head slightly. "Honestly? Not at all. Like you said, your only 19. And yes, whilst you perhaps should have wrapped your willy whilst entering the vagina of Mercedes, what's done is done. You do have to live with the consequences. I don't doubt you'd make a good father- I only have to see you with Seth and Jason to know that you try your best". Ste thought for a moment, the seriousness of the conversation getting to him. Was he the best person to give advice to Riley? He didn't think so. But Riley seemed to be listening. Or at least, pretending too. "And if your not happy with Mercedes then perhaps the thing to do is to leave her. And I don't advice cheating, infact, I hate cheating because it's something I have a past with and it's not good- but your young and need to find your feet abit.. ".
Riley took another gulp of the beer, listening to what this kid had to say. His father Carl had spoken nothing but awful things about Ste and how much of a chav he is. But at 19, Riley had a head on his shoulders to know that perhaps Ste wasn't the brighest kid in the world and that maybe he won't be the most successful person in life- but he seemed to have a pretty good knowledge on life. And he was only 21. "I'd hate to cheat on Mercedes. I honestly adore the ground she walks on.. I'd do anything for her.. But I think there's something missing in my life.. Something that I may have to face from the past and I can't until I'm honest with myself.. ". Riley released just how much he was spilling out to Ste and thought maybe it would be a good time to stop.
Ste smiled. "I know where your coming from. I'm not sure entirely if we can relate in this way but I hid my true self for years. I tried to hide what I was by setting up a life with Amy and having children. But all that eventually came back and bit me on the arse. I tried to hide from the past when in fact, I should have been embracing it". He paused for a moment and finished off the beer he was drinking. "I can admit to myself know that I'm gay, but 2 years ago I couldn't. I wouldn't admit it. But now, I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks". He played with his Bud beer for a while, then continued with his speech. "But whilst you seem to adore Mercedes, and in your owns words the ground she walks on- You haven't said you've loved her. And don't get me wrong- I'm in love. I'm completely in love with someone who I think loves me back but he'll never be the man I crave and need. And if you don't love Mercedes then perhaps it's time to end the relationship with her, and be honest about what you really want".
Riley was stunned. He'd never been spoken too like this before. So brutally honest but at the same time, so brutally kind. He took a last gulp of his beer and smiled at Ste. "You know Ste, your right. It's time to be honest with myself. I know that your in love with Brendan Brady and I know that he loves you aswell. You only have to look at Brendan when your with Noah to see how jealous he is. But I also know that Brendan is nothing but a violent gangster who isn't good for you. He doesn't deserve your love, like I don't deserve Mercedes love. Because whilst she is commited to spending the rest of her life with me, And whilst were making love ,I don't doubt that she's thinking entirely of me. But me.. I'm thinking of anyone except the girl I'm meant to love. I'm thinking of David Beckham and John Terry and fuck it, even Doug fucking Carter". He sighed and placed the beer bottle on the floor. "I'm in denail about being fucking gay, and it's time I sort myself out. I'm never going to be openly gay, I'm in the football profession and it would totally fuck up my chance of being a football superstar if I was to breathe a word that I crave cocks, but at the end of the day.. I can't hide what I am or who I want, and it's time to end Mercedes misery and embrace what I am". He looked directly at Ste this time as he spoke. "It's time to admit to myself that I am gay".
Ste was shocked. He was not expecting his twist in the tale. But he certainly wasn't expecting what was to come next.
"And as a present for making me see sense, I'm going to take you upstairs and fuck your brains out".
And Ste thought that perhaps, he did die on the spot.
"You done this before?" Ste said inbetween kisses as Riley Costello was embracing his new found gayness and was infact stuffing his tounge into a pleased Ste Hay's mouth. "With a dude?"
Riley pushed Ste against the wall, his mouth briefly leaving Ste's own to speak. "A few times when I was younger". He ripped off Ste's shirt and buttons flew everywhere. "I ran from it. Now I'm going to fucking embrace it". Then he shoved his tounge back in Ste's mouth, who was fucking eager to kiss him back.
Riley's hands travelled up the skinny but cute body of Steven's, who moaned softly in response to the awesomeness. "So skinny, but so hot" Riley purred as Ste's mouth wrapped around Rileys neck and begun sucking on it. Riley could only groan in response, he'd never felt so fucking alive before.
Ste's own hands were undernearth Riley's expensive Ben Sherman shirt and feeling the toned, musclar body. God, Riley worked out alot and it showed. Ste had never been ashamed of his body before, but having Rileys hot, sexy body near his made him self consicuous for perhaps the first time in his life.
"You like?" Riley grinned as Ste's hands continued to stroke and check out the whole of Riley's fucking spectactular chest. Riley was proud of his body. All of the women and loved it before, and he was starting to learn that men did aswell. He could dig that. He could totally fucking dig that.
"I LOVE" Ste groaned as he begun slowly undoing the buttons on Riley's shirt. He didn't want to rip the shirt as it probably cost more then Ste would earn in a month. But Riley clearly didn't care and gave him a helping hand, ripping the shirt in two so the buttons went flying across the room. The discarded garment was placed on the floor, Ste didn't care for that. Instead, his mouth craved Riley's nipple and in seconds he was sucking on the beauty and making it erect with his teasing. Riley groaned softly as his dick begun to grow hard as the sensual sucking of his nipple. They swapped positions so that Riley was pressed against the wall, and Ste took this as a sign to explore further. He abandended the nipple and went further down, licking softly down the shaved, toned torso that Riley owned until he reached the waistband of Riley's jogging bottoms. It was clear to see through the massive bulge of the material that Riley was as turned on as he was and that was fucking hot. He grabbed the hard dick through the material of the jogging bottoms and slowly began jerking it off, making the footballer let out contented sighs of bliss and Ste's expert hands grew accoumsted to the 8 inch dick that he was stroking. Ste decided that he wanted the full thing, so pulled down Riley's jogging bottoms to his ankles and was nearly rewarded with a poke in the eye from Riley's erect dick that was pointing out in front of him, just begging to be sucked. Who was Ste to turn down such a juicy looking thing? He slowly wrapped his mouth around the head of Riley's impressive tool and Riley groaned with delight as Ste's wetness made his dick even harder then it already was. Riley could totally cut wood with his boner now. He took the dick deeper into his mouth whilst at the same time he played with Riley's bulging bollocks which were also begging for attention. He'd never been fussed about the balls before, but Rileys looked so delicious he couldn't help but take notice of them. Ste continued to take the uncut 8 inch dick down his throat, deepthroating the beauty whilst leaving the footballer weak at the knees from such an erotic, fantastic blowjob. He'd had many blowjobs in his time, and none, not one had been as amazing as this. Ste clearly knew how to suck dick and my God, Riley was in fucking heaven. Riley groaned as Ste continued to suck on his dick, giving him a helping hand and pushing his dark haired head further onto the dick so Ste could once again that the whole of it. He loved it, and not once gagged which impressed Riley no end. He clearly had awesome gag reflex.
"Wanna see your dick" Riley demanded as Ste siezed the sucking of Riley's dick. Riley bent over and picked Ste up and literally chucked him onto the double bed that he shared with Mercedes. It still stunk of her perfume which would usually make Riley see sense and see how fucking stupid he was being, but not now. So he was so turned on, more turned on then he'd ever been and he couldn't believe he was thinking off that slag whilst he had a hot twink begging to be serviced. Riley joined him on the bed as Ste pulled down his own jeans and Peter Werth boxers, a gift from Brendan, and kicked them off the bed so he had now joined Riley in the world of nakedness. Riley licked his lips at the delicious tool in front of him, he was getting used to this new side of him. Riley took the 7 inch dick in his hand and began stroking it softly, whilst Ste breathed delicately into his ears and moaned 'fuck yes'. Riley then threw Ste further onto bed, so he was laying down and took the cut dick into his mouth. He'd never given head before, this was a whole new experience for him. But as soon as he tasted Ste's dick, he knew he'd found a new craving. No longer would he crave beer or Pork Scratchings but cock. Hey, that was healthier then beer right? His mouth got used to the new sensation of having a cock in it, and soon he was embracing having an erection in his mouth. And damn, he took that dick whole which left Ste buckling with passion.
"Fuck me" Ste demanded which Riley could only smile as a reply. Ste got off the bed and bent over it, which left Riley feeling incredibly turned on. He smacked the bare arse which caused Ste to both laugh and groan with pleasure. Riley soon pressed his dick inside Ste, and it felt good. Going bareback. He'd only ever done it once bareback with Mercedes and it left her up the duff. Now there was no chance of that with Ste. His dick deserved to be free and fuck, Ste's arse felt good on his dick. He trusted hard and deep into Ste which caused the dad of two to moan 'fuck' and 'oh shit' and 'hell fucking yeah' as Riley got used to the new feeling of arse and was soon was thrusting into Ste like a jockey, his dick on the edge of glory as it continued to pleasure Ste.
Ste only had to touch his cock twice, for it to splutter a jet like fuel of cum all over the double bed. He let out a loud groan as Rileys thrusting got harder, deeper, faster even more intense and even more fucking brilliant. Ste let out a groan of frustration as Riley pulled out his dick from his arse, but it was soon replaced with a groan of joy as Riley blew out a massive load of wet, hot sticky white cum all over Ste's bare back.
Falling onto the bed, Riley allowed Ste to lay his head on his arm, his bicep flexing as the twink lay there.
"Shit Ste, wow, thanks that was amazing" Riley groaned.
"Yeah.. Just wow" was all the dad of two could reply back.
After a few moments, Riley could feel himself drifting off into a sex fueled sleep which stopped when Ste replied.
"But next time, I'm fucking you",.
I couldn't resist doing this story! For comments, suggestions or feedback email at at PushDaButt0n@aol.com or SwaggerJagger90@mail.com. I have a few fics on the go, so this will take a while to be updated- please be patient!! :)