Copyright (c) April 22, 2000 by Jordan West
NOTE: If sex among teens, homosexual topics, or male-male sex offends you, or if you disapprove of it, or if you are not of legal age to read such things, please stop, read no further and go elsewhere, to protect your rights and the rights of others.
This story is for adults, OVER 18 YEARS OF AGE ONLY, and in some locations, over 21 years of age. Check your State, County, and local laws before proceeding if you are 18, 19, or 20 years old.
This is a gay sex story. This story is fiction, and represents no actual persons, living or dead. The names of all the people, places, and things in this story are made up. This is not a story of dirty, smelly sex. It portrays the beauty of sex, not the unsanitary kind.
This story contains sexual thoughts and actions among consenting male high school students under 18. All of the sex in this story is between consenting males. One or more of the scenes may involve sex on school property, which in real life, is illegal in most states, and the author specifically urges all readers NOT TO TRY THIS IN ANY WAY OR DO ANYTHING SEXUAL ON PUBLIC PROPERTY. Sex acts should be in complete privacy on your own private property.
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P R E A M B L E -- N E W S T U F F , M O S T L Y
April 22, 2000
Hi guys,
I just added this section, starting with Part 4. Sort of a newsletter thing. It's mostly for new stuff, things happening in my life that might be interesting, announcements and whatever, and special thanks.
Also, if you want to communicate something, for everyone to read, I'll post it here, as long as it's appropriate. (No personals). Be sure you tell me what nickname you want me to use, for you, or if you want no name. Remember, space is limited. Operators are on duty.
Then again, it's just me rambling on, really, or whatever.
I hate that word, "appropriate." Sounds like a really bad acid, or something. Wish I could find an appropriate synonym.
THANKS
Special thanks to one reader, who came up with the name "Preamble," for this section! That's REALLY cool.
CORRECTION
My apologies to you readers, and to all the Nifty people, for my misspelling, "Nifty" in part 4's preamble. So, "Nifty" is the right spelling. OK. Everyone who went to part 4 to see how I spelled it wrong, raise your hand.
NIFTY WRITER CONFESSES WRONGDOING
Oh boy! GULP! Confession time. (Sorry, nothing juicy)! It's Friday nite, and guess what happened? I put the finishing touches on Part 5, and was getting ready to send it in -- well, it's been a long week, with not enough sleep -- and, I crashed. Right at the computer. (Is that cyber-sleep)? So, it "couldda" been out a few hours ago! Ooops! Friday night just turned into Saturday. [BLUSH]. This chair is not the best. Man, am I stiff. Wait, now, don't go getting ideas. Well, then again...
Hmmmm. I don't know if I "shouldda" put that in here or not. I mean, who cares if I fall asleep, right? I don't know. Should I leave that kinda stuff out? Maybe you'll tell me?
QUESTION OF THE WEEK
OK. This is not just made up stuff or busy stuff, it's real questions I have, that I'm too lazy to look up. OK?
Q: "What the heck does the, 'Scroll Lock' key do?" I just discovered that key and it's driving me nuts. So far, I found out it does NOT lock my scroll. Ooooo! That has a sound to it, doesn't it?
Well, now I GOTTA say, if any of you guys, 'lock scrolls' this weekend, do it ONLY with protection. I don't want to be responsible. OK? One thing leads to another. Geez.
THANKS AGAIN
Special thanks to everyone who e-mailed (yessss!) me, and shared your own writing with me. That really was awesome. And all of you guys who wrote in for any reason, really. THANKS! I love to hear from you! Some of the things you guys write, I find, exciting. But I love to hear anything you have to say about the story -- or about you!
It's so great when you write to me more than once!
Your e-mail response to Part 4 was fantastic! THANK YOU! Your e-mails keep me writing, you know?
So if you haven't written to me yet, what are you waiting for? I promise to answer.
Besides comments, critiques, and stuff about YOU, ALL OF WHICH ARE GREAT, some of you guys have made suggestions. THANKS! Scotty and Aaron seem to like a lot of your ideas. If I haven't used your idea yet, just wait. You never know. Even if I don't use your idea, it still makes me think. Thanks for every one of your suggestions. I love them.
APOLOGY
If you e-mailed me early in the game, like around Part 1 or Part 2, some of those e-mails were lost and I couldn't reply. I'm sorry, guys. Please try again.
Well, that's it, for now.
--Jordan jordanwest19@hotmail.com
I ONLY WANTED AARON - PART 5 Copyright (c) April 21, 2000 by Jordan West jordanwest19@hotmail.com
"Wait. Stop!"
Right away, I wished I hadn't said it. 'Oh God, what did I DO? Whatever happens, please don't let me lose him, please!' My life flashed in my head. OH NO!
I saw and FELT Aaron freeze. His body went from total pounding, to nothing. Aaron just slumped, and his head dropped down on my chest. His breathing was funny now. I couldn't live anymore if he started yelling at me, not now. 'Maybe now he thinks I am playing a game? Playing with him, and teasing him like a toy?'
'I don't think so, but if he does, I'm dead.' I couldn't take it if he would think so wrong of me, but I couldn't read him, now. I couldn't feel what he was feeling. I hoped I was wrong, but like there was a wall there, now. I was deep down scared.
I wondered why he was laying on me like that, and breathing that way, it wasn't like a horny breathing. He slid his hips down, so I couldn't feel Aaron junior, anymore. 'Is he mad at me?' 'Was he crying?'
I wanted to disappear. I felt like if there was a big mistake in my life, telling Aaron to stop, just now, was the biggest. I couldn't stop shaking. Just then, he lifted up his head an I saw his face, looking so horny, and all sweaty.
I thought I saw pain in Aaron's face, but I couldn't tell.
"Uhhhhhhhh....... little dude, damn!!! Uhhhhh."
Aaron's head fell back down to my chest -- hard -- like he had no strength. 'If I could just tell him.'
Yes, pain. Of being horny and ready to go but something making you stop, I knew that was it, now. And I was the one who stopped him, oh God! His DICK! His nuts. Maybe he... maybe something BROKE, down there!!!!!
"Aaron are you OK? Please don't HATE me. PLEASE!"
Afraid... I was still afraid.
"No, baby. Just, uhhhh, geez, ...what's up?"
'No? He doesn't hate me, or he's not OK? I think he doesn't hate me. Oh, God, I HOPE! Why. Why did I do this?'
The sound was muffled, but I could hear him OK. His face dug into my chest. He could tell I was upset.
"Aaron. There's something I never told you."
"Yeah?"
"Aaron, I ...oh God! I don't know how to tell you."
"Tell me. It's OK."
"I don't know HOW. I don't know the WORDS! It's so hard to... OK, well I just... Aaron. I haven't been... I mean, I never... Oh GOD! Aaron, I... think you should KNOW this."
"You're killing me, little dude."
This time, I believed him. I felt horrible. Inside, I bet he WAS dying, his dick was so hard, and I was torturing him, now. I NEVER wanted that! Now what did I have him thinking? I swallowed, the hardest I ever did. I think I heard my little adam's-apple bounce. 'Oh, my God! This is it! Here goes.'
"Aaron... This is really hard, but... Just that, I... I... I never did this before. I never had any sex with anyone before... I'm sorry, I know you probably thought..."
"Holy SHIT, little dude!! Holy SHIT!!!"
He said it so loud, I thought he WAS mad now, and I started to cry. My heart was pounding. I felt it again -- like I was going to be killed, like my life was ending, any sec.
"Aaron, please wait, don't..." I said through my tears.
"Ah shit, no. Don't CRY, little dude! It's OK. It's OK. It really is. I can handle it. I just... gimme a sec, here, I'm just... uhhhh."
"Oh! Aaron!! I know, I know! Just don't HATE me."
"OK, chill, Scotty. I'm OK. I won't die, I promise."
It was soooooo good to hear that. It wasn't him I was worried about dying, but I knew that in a way, he WAS. I felt really stupid. I loved him. I cared about him. Everything was confused now. And I messed up a beautiful, beautiful thing. I was disappointed in myself now. 'Oh God,' I thought, 'Why did I have to be a wimp?'
Aaron slid his body up. It felt so good -- him slipping along me and Scotty junior -- feeling Aaron junior again. We were head to head. What would happen now? He looked at me, and all I could think was I looked like a scared baby! I was mad at myself.
"Scotty, I don't mean it in a bad way ...Just, I thought you had ...all these teenie boppers, Timmy Baker... Mark... doin all..."
"No, Aaron, no. Don't even say it."
"OK, baby. OK. OK. Geeez. So, no sex, no blow jobs, no touching a guy naked -- you just jacked off, that's it?"
He said it so softly my heart stopped.
"That's it."
I was blushing so bad. I thought, 'Did I disappoint him? Was I something less to him, now? Less than what?' I was embarrassed, I was scared, and I just couldn't think.
"You know what you just did to me?"
I knew. I killed the greatest moment ever! And frustrated my lover -- in the worst way. 'He's hitting me with it so hard.' Maybe I gave him blue balls? 'Oh, God, no.' I died right there.
"Oh God, Aaron. Please, please, forgive me. I'm so..."
Aaron's lips slammed against mine, like a rock. His hands slid under me, and he hugged me. I knew he was horny, but this didn't feel like a horny hug. 'How would I know?' Still, it felt different. It was a beautiful kiss. I saw all those stars again, and my mind did swirls. 'I guess this means he isn't mad.'
I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS WRONG, BUT SCOTTY, DAMN, HE WAS FALLING APART. I COULDN'T STAND THIS. I WAS SAYING EVERYTHING WRONG, AND MY LOVER WAS COMING UNGLUED. I JUST CAN'T THINK OF WHAT TO SAY. 'DAMN, HIS LIPS FEEL SO FUCKING GOOD.' SHIT! I'M TRYIN TO SLOW DOWN, AND MY DICK THINKS IT'S CUM TIME. 'DAMN, HIS CHEST FEELS GOOD.' I HAD TO CALM HIM DOWN. THIS WAS KILLING ME.
'Oh God, I'm going crazy'
I got so lost in his kiss, I got hard again.
"That's better," he said, and he lifted up his head, and looked lower down on me and back to my eyes, real quick. I blushed really bad -- I knew it was my hardon that made him say that.
It felt SO good to see him smile at me.
"Oh, Aaron!"
"Scotty, what you just did was, I mean, you told me you loved me. Now you tell me you're a virgin. I mean, .....man! What more could a guy ask for?"
"Aaron, NO! I'm not asking for anything... God, please..."
"What? No, NO!! Scotty, baby, I know you're not asking. I'm saying it's COOL! This is fuckin unbelievable, man! Don't stress, OK? I know you're scared, little dude, I can tell. OK? But holy hell, man, you're dumber 'n shit, right now.
'CAN'T SAY ANYTHING RIGHT. FUCK!'
"Scotty, listen to me. I'm sorry. So don't go feelin dumb OK? I'm not SAYIN this right. Look, I think you being a virgin, is like the coolest thing you could tell me, little dude. I SWEAR!" I mean, like, I had a brain smile, dude!"
'Brain smile?'
He was talking slowly, now, soothing me. His voice was so delicious -- and so much deeper. I could feel a tickle in my throat when he talked -- it was SO exciting.
"Aaron, oh, lover, I..."
He put his lips on mine again. Softer this time. So tender. I never expected this. I had thought of Aaron the jock, Aaron the sex god, even Aaron the lover. But Aaron the TENDER lover was so incredible.
"You OK now, little dude?"
I was still dreamy from his kiss. My mouth did a slow smile.
"Yeah, Aaron. Real good. ...I just was wondering... I mean..."
"You're still scared aren't ya, Scotty?"
He was so worried about me.
"Did I scare ya, with what I did. Was I rushing you? Shit, dammit, I won't rush you, Scotty, I promise."
"Oh BABY!" And out come the tears again.
"Come on, hey! Let's get cool. Let's get you in the kitchen, little dude. Everything's cool, don't cry, OK?"
I was sobbing. I did my best to get some control.
'DAMN! WHAT DID I DO TO HIM?'
"I feel your love Aaron, and I love you so much." I said it through my blubbering, somehow. But I meant it with my heart.
I had a feeling he wasn't hearing everything I said.
"I love you too, Scotty. I wanna show you that. You know, I feel dumb too, sometimes, don't feel bad. You should see me in math class. Come on, kitchen time!"
Aaron helped me up, and walked me to the kitchen. I was loving this. But I was feeling like a baby again, and I didn't want him to see that. But I felt so loved, the way he was doing this.
We got to the table, and I sat down. I guess my tears stopped by then.
"That's better, little dude."
I was still dazed, and a little confused. Two cans of Coke were suddenly on the table. Aaron opened his Coke, and moved his chair close to me -- he was smiling now, that felt good.
"Scotty, OK now. So, are you still scared? Did I scare you?"
"Yes. NO!! I mean you didn't scare me, but, well, I... yeah... I'm scared, a LITTLE."
SCOTTY WAS SO PERFECT. I LOVED HIM. MORE THAN HE KNEW, I WAS SURE. I WANTED HIM TO JUST LET GO. ENJOY THIS. 'HE WORRIES TOO MUCH.' HALF THE SHIT HE WORRIES ABOUT I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND. HE SAID I DIDN'T SCARE HIM, BUT I COULD TELL HE WAS STILL SCARED. DAMN! NOW I WAS FEELING LIKE A DUMBASS.
Aaron came over to me, and kneeled. I never felt so special in my life. Aaron -- Aaron Thayer -- football hero -- track star -- the hottest athlete in the school -- was kneeling at me, looking like a puppy dog. He took my hand.
"Scotty? Baby? ........What are ya scared of?"
I was still in the chair. Aaron hugged me around my waist. His head went around to my back, his chin in my ribs. A little metal piece on the chair scraped his arm, and he never even flinched, he just kept holding me. I looked at the blood for a sec, but it was more just a scratch, than a cut. He stayed that way, hugging me, for a long time. I felt better, now. Talking to him without us seeing each other's eyes -- that would be easier. I could feel myself relax a little.
"Aaron, I know you love me. I'm just... Oh baby please... It's just... Oh.... I'm afraid it's gonna hurt, you know... when you go IN me. It's like, all those things they say -- that you should use lube, and put fingers up there, in yourself, I mean, to stretch yourself and get ready for it -- I never did that stuff."
Oh my God, I was shaking. I don't know how I even said that.
"Oh yeah, where'd you hear that?"
"Read it. I got some XYs, and Charlie Willis lets me read his sex mags -- well, only at HIS place though."
Aaron pulled back. He could see me now. He had the weirdest look.
"Charlie Willis? The twerp! Only at HIS place, yeah, sounds like him. Did he come ON to you?"
"No, no, never. Nothing like that. He's really a nice guy, Aaron."
"He is kinda cute."
"Aaron, even if he DID come on to me, which he DIDN'T, -- I still wouldn't!"
"No, no, no. I believe you, Scotty. No, don't think that."
Then he held my elbows, gently, and looked deep into me, so sincere, so comforting. His voice was soft now -- slow, steady. Aaron was incredible! He was looking a little more serious, now.
"Scott, I know what to do now. Don't worry. When you're ready, I'LL stretch you. I'LL do it. No rush. I'll do it RIGHT, I promise. Just don't be scared. Nothing bad will happen to you, with me, I promise...... I won't let it."
I had calmed down, pretty much.
He was thrilling me. 'NOTHING BAD' -- and he was PROMISING. My heart flipped. All I could do was put my face down on his head, and I smelled the scent of his incredible-smelling hair. Sweet blues and greens and purples went up my nose, and into my head, again. I swear he was saying, 'I'm sorry,' in his own little way. 'Little?' And it warmed my heart.
'HE would stretch me? That would be embarrassing.'
"Scotty, I know I should of told you -- asked you -- before I started doing it. But, I didn't think... I wanted to say... that's what I wanted, but things just happened too fast. I never thought you were a guy that messed around a lot, I swear. I know you're decent. You're the most decent guy I know. I knew you were pretty innocent. I thought you maybe were a virgin, but then I thought you weren't. But then I didn't know."
'SHIT, IF HE UNDERSTANDS THAT, HE REALLY IS A GENIUS.'
"I wanted you to think I was experienced. I didn't think you wanted a rookie. So I...... Do you have blue balls Aaron?"
I still don't know how I had the guts to ask him that. But I WAS worried about that.
Aaron chuckled.
"Don't laugh, Aaron."
"No baby, no. No blue balls, I'm fine, little dude.
"Scotty, if you're a virgin or not, it doesn't matter. But knowing you ARE, see, makes it... a little MORE special."
I DIDN'T LIKE LYING TO HIM -- IT WAS THE WORST CASE OF BLUE BALLS I EVER HAD. NO WAY COULD I TELL HIM THAT! I FELT HE CARED ABOUT ME. I FELL APART WHEN HE CRIED.
NO MATTER WHAT WAY I SHIFTED MY BUTT, I FELT MY BALLS WERE COMIN RIGHT OFF.
"Aaron, it's way special, now that you know."
It hurt to sit in that chair. Now it was MY turn to want the couch.
"Cool baby! That's good. You're not still scared, are ya?"
I loved that warm smile.
"Aaron! I trust you so much. I'm not scared. No way. Can we go on the couch?"
"Yeah, sure, come on."
The couch felt REALLY good. I slumped down in it. Aaron sat next to me, holding my hand. That was so cool! Then Aaron looked down, at himself.
"Shit! I still got this thing ON!" He let go of my hand.
He had a look of pain, for a sec. Aaron looked at his dick like it was an alien. The condom DID look all weird, now that Aaron was soft. I was too -- that was weird, but there was so much emotion -- I could feel the sweat under my arms. I wondered if I was stinky. 'Maybe I needed a shower?' We looked at each other and laughed. Aaron struggled to get it off. I took one look at his dick -- his whole body -- and I wanted to go back to bed -- erase everything, and start over.
"Next time, let my try putting it on you, OK? Like maybe in five minutes?" Big grin.
"Five minutes? Scotty, you mean..."
"Oh yeah! I want Aaron junior to finish what he started."
"Aaron JUNIOR? Is THAT what you're calling my cock now? I don't think uhhhhh... he actually got started, Scotty." Aaron laughed as he said it.
"You don't LIKE that name?" I laughed, too.
"I think it's COOL, little dude, no, really!"
He got the condom off, and it's a good thing he wasn't still on the couch. Precum spilled out of the condom, like a river.
We looked at each other, amazed.
"Holy shit! Geezus!"
"Aaron, oh God, you, ...God, Aaron, that is so hot.... Oh baby, baby... you must be so... so... frustrated, Aaron." I hated that word, but nothing else popped in. I wanted him to know that I knew. Again. I was in awe. So much precum, wow!
He looked up at me with such a bright smile.
"Hey, you'll fix that later, RIGHT?"
It was contagious. I was grinning! But what did he say?
"Huh? Fix?"
"Scotty! You KNOW!" Aaron squeezed his hardon.
"Oh yeah, Aaron. I'll fix THAT!" Now I had a big grin.
"MMMM! That's my baby."
Aaron's smile was growing. Kind of a weird grin, I thought.
"We're lovers for real, right, Scotty?"
I froze. I was never so stunned.
"Aaron what are you saying?" My heart was a lump. My hands went to my face, through my hair, like my skin was all itchy. Everything was upside down, in my head.
"No, Scotty. PLEASE don't stress. I mean, lovers.............. like forever right? No matter what?"
I blushed -- all over, I think. 'Why didn't I understand him?' How could he ask this? 'Oh God! Was he taking it back?' I felt like my little world was going to fall apart. My stomach did an elevator flip. I was thinking too much -- taking too long, and I thought Aaron was ready to cry.
"Scotty... GOD Scotty!!"
The tears were running. Why did I always cry? 'Talk! TALK!' The voice in my head shouted.
"Yes. Forever! I don't know how else to..."
He looked at me. A smile came to his face, slowly. He got closer and closer, and we kissed, a hot kiss -- a lover kiss. A LONG kiss.
"Scotty, it's how I meant it. I know it's scary, but I want it forever too."
"Oh, AARON!!"
This was too much. The tears went away. I was beaming inside. Sparks flew everywhere, and my head was the fourth of July! He was so beautiful! 'Why had I doubted him?'
"Yeah, baby. We're together now, little dude. Me and you...... a couple."
He stared as he said it. His eyes -- I could feel them in my head, and in my stomach.
"That's how you see it, right, Scotty?"
"Aaron, yes, YES!!"
This was heavenly!
I leaned over, and made him lose his balance as I went to kiss him -- and fell on top of him. Aaron junior was way hard, and I wanted him. Mmmm. My own Aaron junior. Wow. I thought of all the things lovers had -- and DID! Scotty junior was competing with Aaron's hot hardon.
"Hassles and bullshit an' all right?"
My head was REELING.
"Yes, Aaron, with our own place, and we can walk naked when we want -- and a car with both our names on it, and go shopping and wash the car and fix up the place and do everything together." I was babbling, even I could tell.
We were on the floor now, me on top of him.
"Scotty, you thought of all that shit?"
"Yeah." I said it so weak, like I was thinking, maybe that really wasn't a good thing...... to think of that?
"Guess what?"
"What?"
"I did too, little dude!" Aaron said, with his, 'be proud of me' smile.
I loved it.
"Oh, God, Aaron." Relief.
And then he grabbed me. Pulled me to him. Yessssssssssssss!
Our heads were in each other's necks. And I wondered if I just stopped being ticklish there, or what? We licked, and kissed. The fire was burning again. And I was SO happy!
"Scotty, wait."
"Huh?"
His voice was low, sensual, and caring. Aaron gave me his big warm smile, again. But what was up?
"Scotty. I know you're not scared anymore, but... I don't want you to GET scared later, I mean... when we... do it. OK, just let me say some shit, OK?"
"OK," I said, bravely.
"When I stretch you, with my fingers..."
"Won't that be embarrassing?"
"Noooo! Embarrassing? Chill, Scotty, hell... it .....oh shit!"
"Yeah... THAT'S what I mean."
Aaron blushed. I blushed, to a permanent tan. I wanted to disappear again. But at least I didn't have to say it.
"Damn Scotty, I mean, we all got that shit in us. Right? Shit, I didn't mean to say that! ....I mean.................. DAMMIT, I didn't mean to say shit. .......Aw, FUCK, Scotty!"
Now, I thought I would die..... LAUGHING. He was trying SO hard. He was so cute, and he was dying of embarrassment. A FIRST, I think. He was strong, and now, so gentle.
I settled down as much as I could. Aaron was being very sincere, but I was still laughing, some.
"I know what you mean Aaron."
"Shit! ......DAMN, I did it AGAIN!! ....Sorry, Scotty."
'Oh God! Oh God, don't let my head bust, laughing, please!'
Aaron lost it too, for a sec.
I'M SCREWING UP SO MUCH, I'M LAUGHIN ABOUT IT. FUCK, I'M TAKIN MY BALL BACK, AND GOING HOME.
'WAIT. ......THE GLOVES!'
We moved to the couch -- Aaron yanking my arm, leading me.
"OK. I GOT it, Scotty. We got these throw-away rubber gloves. Dad uses em to do dishes. Got a fuckin dishwasher and he still does dishes. I can use those gloves, OK? When I take em off, they go inside-out. I can just toss em."
Wow. Wow! I knew anything extra that came out of my mouth would sound so dumb, right now. 'Just like that, he's gonna do it.'
"AARON! That's awesome."
"So you OK with that right?"
"Aaron, yes. I feel your love!"
Aaron seemed anxious AND nervous now, but I could tell he was focused. I knew he was HORNY, horny. It was like -- he wanted it to be so perfect for me, for us, I could TELL. His voice was so sweet. He was holding me in his arms with his voice.
"You feel my love, Scotty?"
"Oh, yeah."
It was one of those pauses where, you know everything is coming together, and you feel so warm, inside.
"I feel your love too -- bigtime, little dude. So what are we gonna do?"
"Oh........ Do?... Just... whatever you want."
He was kneeling now, Aaron junior pressing into the sofa. He held my shoulders, so softly -- I felt his warm hands. His eyes were pure love, and his puppy dog look was back.
"Scotty. OK. Listen. If I tell you what I'm gonna do, you won't be scared. OK? I'll lube up real good, and start with just one finger until you can take it. Then two, then, whatever, but I'll stop whenever you say. We'll keep trying it, OK? Then you'll be ready for me."
He held up three fingers, and then put them next to his VERY hard dick.
"Scotty, look. Three fingers -- about the same size as my cock, right?"
"I can't tell, Aaron." I sat up. I took a LONG time comparing his fingers to his awesome hardon, making sure that Aaron junior got lots of examining. Aaron trembled.
"Uhhhhhhhhhhhh! Little dude! You keep that up, it's gonna be over before we start."
All I could do was grin. I stopped.
"Shit. OK. Uhhhhhhhhhh. You got me, Scotty! DAMN!"
"Got you?"
"Horny as HELL, Scotty!"
"Mmmmm! Yeah. I SEE," I said half laughing.
Aaron smiled. I tried to be all cool, but little Scotty junior was telling me I couldn't ignore Aaron's dick anymore. I couldn't take my eyes off his beautiful penis.
"Aaron, then what?" He was ready for the bedroom, I knew THAT.
"Well, the same when I f... when I start to... go in you. I'll lube up good... and go real slow."
My heart -- my head -- was so full of Aaron now, I was half on the couch, and half in bed already.
This time, when Aaron picked me up, he was like, stronger -- and I was on the bed before I knew it -- on my back, facing him, just like I was before. But I knew I wouldn't say 'Stop,' this time!
"Scotty, you SURE?"
I wanted this so bad. What was there to think about?
"Aaron, fuck me." My face got all red. 'Would he hate me for saying that?'
"Holy SHIT, little dude. That came outta YOU?"
No way was I messing THIS up. This was my big chance, and I went for it.
"Yeah. ......Any questions?"
"GOD, Scotty!"
THE LITTLE FUCKER WAS GETTIN COCKY, AND I WAS LOVIN THAT SHIT. FUCK CONQUERING. THIS WAS COOL! HE IS SOMETHIN ELSE. I WAS HORNY DOWN TO MY ANKLES NOW. HE WAS THE GUY I WANTED, AND I GOT HIM. CAN'T ASK FOR MORE THAN THAT. LITTLE, SHY, SCOTTY. YEAH, WELL, LOOK AT HIM NOW! SHIT!
THAT THING AIN'T SO LITTLE, EITHER.
I GRABBED A CONDOM. I HAD TO GO SLOW, FOR SCOTTY. THIS HAD TO BE RIGHT. 'COULDN'T RUSH HIM' -- I KEPT REMINDING MYSELF. I HOPED MY COCK COULD HANDLE THE WAIT.
'I WISH THEY MADE THESE THINGS EASIER TO PUT ON, SHIT!'
"Let me. Let me!" I said, as Aaron pulled the condom out of the foil. I saw Aaron blush. He almost NEVER does that, and like that was twice, now, or was it three times? Mmmmmmmmmmm!
It was SO hard to concentrate on the condom -- my fingers kept touching his tight hardon, and all I wanted to do was stuff his dick in my mouth. My little fingers were pretty agile, though, and I didn't have any trouble getting the condom on his, oh God, hot penis -- well, once I figured out which way was up, so I could roll it down on him -- that was the hardest part. But it seemed like the condom was too small around, for Aaron. I wondered if it hurt him. Then I could see myself -- here I was, little Scotty, with my little-boy boner pounding up and down, rolling a condom on Aaron! GOD, this was exciting -- just touching him there, again! Aaron!! My LOVER!! My hands started to shake, at the end, but I was done.
I could see Aaron was impressed, and he gave me a new kind of smile. I guess I did a good job. It was a love, pride, and sex smile, and boy, did Scotty junior love THAT!
I was getting hypnotic again, knowing where my body, my heart, my mind, was going -- wanted to go -- I had almost gone there once, and I wanted to go back. For him. For me too.
With both of us on our knees, in bed, I leaned in to kiss him. His huge arms pulled me right in.
I love when he grabs me like that -- like I'm the most important thing in the world for him to hold against his body -- like he wants nothing else, no one else -- He wanted me! -- and nothing else mattered.
I dropped down, and let my mouth cover his cock, condom and all. All Aaron did was kneel there, and breathe faster. Even through that thing, something I was doing was having an instant effect on Aaron. He was shivering. That was good enough for me! Oh, God. I was doing that to him!!!!
I WAS CLOSE TO START WITH, AND SCOTTY HAD TO START SUCKING ME. IT WOULDN'T TAKE MUCH TO BLOW IT ALL, NOW! BUT DAMN. YOU'D HAVE TO BE BLIND, NOT TO SEE, HOW SCOTTY WANTED TO MAKE ME CUM. SHIT, I KNEW WHICH HEAD I WAS THINKIN WITH.
"Scotty, hey... slow down, boy!"
"Oh, yeah. Oh God, Aaron, wow, it looks bigger now. I could suck you all NIGHT, Aaron."
I sounded dreamy. Like I was somewhere else, talking into the room. More like I was slipping away.
"Uhhhhh! All NIGHT? Well, yeah. Shit, don't start NOW, Scotty."
Aaron wrapped around me and put me down on the bed, again. Flat. Mmmmmmmmmm! Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh! SO dreamy.
I lifted up a little, and watched him putting the lube on. His hand reached down under me, and the COLD of it hit my butt.
"AHHH!"
The lube sorta woke me up, and I focused on Aaron's dick, and his hands. The lube was cold, but Aaron and I were hot. Sweaty, drippy, hot! Mmmmmmmmmmm!!
My mind speeded ahead, again. Every second was like a minute. It seemed like hours before he had his hot hands on my shoulders, his long body suspended over me -- his chest, and his abs, his dick, his legs, his feet -- all in view.
I dropped my head back down on the bed and closed my eyes. I felt Aaron lift my legs over his huge, hard shoulders.
I've seen pics of this, but I never dreamed it felt this good -- just having my legs on him, like this. Aaron was making me HIS, now -- in a way I couldn't explain -- my legs over his hot, wet shoulders -- it was heaven, feeling him hold me up in this incredible way. I saw the colors and the clouds again -- hushing everything down -- seeing it all behind my closed eyelids. I could picture what his hard body looked like, going lower and lower, wondering what his thick cock felt like right now -- I felt the heat of his warm, smooth, sweaty skin getting closer, and closer -- everything tingling in me, like every pore of my body was alive with a thousand nerves -- burning waves of bright sunlight sweeping over me -- and making music inside my head -- until I felt his throbbing tip against my tense, little butt. I jumped, it was so hot.
"Easy, Scotty. You OK?"
"Oh Aaron... I am SOOOOO OK!" I was breathless.
"Yeah buddy!"
Buddy was a word he used for his best jock friends -- if Aaron called you that, you were IN! But my mind was too full of Aaron and what was happening, to think of that now. His dick -- my butt -- the look of his thick, purple head -- the feel of his nuts as they shook against me, it was awesome. I could picture them swinging, but they would be tight soon, I knew.
"Scotty, I'll watch you. If I think I'm hurting you, I'll stop. If you want me to pull out, you gotta tell me."
"Yes, yessss... oh Aaron yes, just... yeah. Oh GOD!" AARON was shaking, now! I was shaking, now! I think the ROOM was shaking, now!
I couldn't talk anymore. The colors were all blending now, like a spinning wheel, with huge spirals of different colors on it. All I could think of was his throbbing dick, my pounding boner, and my little hole -- how big it would have to get for him. Then, I was seeing it happen in my head, and I felt the hot, hard tip of him start to slide.
"Ohhhhh ohhhhhhh Aaron....... OHHHHHHHHHH!"
"Geeeezus, yeah, Scotty! Yuuuuhhhh! Not hurtin, right?"
He was panting! I was spinning!
"Nrrrrrrg... uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."
He wasn't sucking me, he wasn't jacking me -- but I was never more turned on in my life. I thought, maybe he had half the tip in, and I thought I was stretched to the max. I bit my lip.
"OK. A little more, Scotty."
And his hot tip slid into me.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Ahhhhh, OH, AAAAAARON!"
"Hurt?"
It woke me up so good!
"No. I mean yeah, a little, no, it's good."
"Yaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggg."
'Oh God was he cumming?'
"OK... I'm just gonna... hold. The head is... in you, Scotty and it... feels so f... ..........damn good!! Uhhhhhhhhhh."
Aaron was so out of breath! I was sure he would cum now.
At first it was the sharp sting of being stretched. And the thrill of Aaron getting this far. The feel of his hot self -- his maleness -- his powerful, probing tip. I swear, I could feel it throbbing. I was like suspended in time, now. Nothing was moving. It stopped hurting, but it hadn't hurt bad anyway. Now, something deep in my butt, in my spine -- something big, and powerful -- crawled up my insides, and everything changed, like a snap. I didn't just want the feel of him inside me anymore -- now -- now I was STIRRED by something -- I was HUNGRY for him. It was HUNGER, HUNGER that I felt for him -- a new kind of hunger -- rough, animal -- scary, almost -- except my dick was pounding and precumming buckets, like it gave up on me, and was going ahead, on its own. EVERY part of me CRAVED him. He said this was the hardest part, and that was past, now. Now I wanted all of him. My body was like an animal -- grabbing his hot dick from somewhere deep in me, and wanting to pull it all inside.
I opened my eyes, and he could tell by my face, I was in heaven -- and he slid, slowly, slowly in. I was on FIRE!
"Oh God Aaron YES! Oh baby YES! YES! Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, wurrrrhhhhhhhhggh ggrrrkkkk uh."
"Yeah.... yeah .......yeah, let me... know if it... uhhhhhhh ......hurts... Oh, Scotty, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."
"Go. Yes. Oh, Yes! Aaaaarrrrronnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!"
MY DICK WAS SO HOT. EVERYTHING FELT HOT, ESPECIALLY SCOTTY. DAMN! THIS FELT SO GOOD. I WAS READY TO CUM, BUT I WAS HOLDING IT OK -- HALF INSIDE HIM. ANOTHER INCH, MAYBE, I WASN'T SURE HOW FAR I COULD GO -- COULDN'T HANDLE HURTING HIM NOW. HE SURE DOES PRECUM. DAMN, HE IS HORNY. HE COULD CUM ANYTIME, NOW.
I HAD TO TRY SOMETHING FOR SCOTTY. A VIDEO I SAW. A GUY FUCKING AND SUCKING AT THE SAME TIME. SHIT, I WAS OUT OF BREATH. GEEZ! HANG ON SCOTTY. 'SCOTTY? FUCK, I NEEDED TO HANG ON, MYSELF.'
The fog of my brain couldn't stop the feeling of him, deep inside me now. I could 'see' it. It wasn't ANYTHING like having him in my mouth. This was different -- special. It was an awesome, stretching feeling, but warm, and filling. All of me was throbbing. I pictured Aaron in me. The feel of his dick was like a huge rod. It was a new feeling, I wasn't used to it being there, but it wasn't attacking me, it was pulling us together -- pushing Aaron's life into me, but sucking me into it, too. I saw us connected, now, forever.
Being 'one,' always sounded dumb, to me, but I understood it so good, now. Aaron bent forward. 'Was he hurting?' I watched him fold almost in half and wondered what was up, thinking, 'Oh God no. Nothing can go wrong now!' And I felt his hot mouth swallow my little hardon. OH MY GOD.
The thrust of Aaron into me, was when he pulled his mouth off my dick. When his hips pulled back, his mouth came down on me, and put fire into my aching dick. I thought I could see smoke. I don't know how many times he pushed his hot maleness into me, slowly and gently, at first, then, hard -- thrusting and pounding, until my body waited, waited for each blow of Aaron's hammer -- smashing his life into mine -- and his tight, hot mouth, going up and down on my drooling dick -- I saw lights, and quivered with every move of his lips. It was time after time, thrusting and pounding -- my little hardon getting the life sucked out of it, and my mind saw so many colors, until it was bright flashes, just bright flashes....
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
"God! Geeezzzussssssssssss. UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Shit. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!"
"AARON! Ohhhhhhh, oh uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
"SCOTTY. BABY! YEAH! YAAAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH UFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH."
All I heard was our screams -- good screams -- sex screams -- hot screams -- sweaty, cum screams -- like only Aaron could make me do -- I was sure -- and yelling our names at each other -- sexy groans and hot moans. I could feel his dick throbbing SO HARD! And it was the most awesome feeling I ever had. I was cumming and I didn't know my body could tighten and loosen so much, and still feel this good -- extra good, knowing Aaron was doing all this to me!!
We shot cum -- big gobs of cum, I could feel the heat in Aaron's mouth, from my cum, and the heat of HIS cum built up inside me -- his huge cock, way down deep. There was more pressure where his tip was, now. His hands swept my body and every muscle twitched from his touches. My butt tightened, like it wanted to lock him there. The hunger in my butt kept on, but it was feasting on Aaron now -- thrilling to the feel of his throbbing thickness -- his hard, hot penis, pushing my insides. I wanted to stay this way. Stay. Stay. Stay.
I couldn't talk -- my body was SHOUTING, it felt so good. I wanted to tell Aaron how this was better than anything I ever dreamed -- how delirious I was. How fantastic HE was -- how my body exploded, with him in me. How I loved his dick, pumping me, pounding INTO me, telling me -- reminding me over and over, that I was his -- and he was taking me -- thrusting so hard, I felt my body slide and slide, on the bed -- my hot, wet body and stretched little hole felt every move of Aaron's red hot, horny penis -- his thick, huge hot dick -- CUMMING inside me!
There was no doubt I was HIS, and he was telling me that he was mine too. My body pulsed, wildly, at the thought of it -- this special thing that we did -- and how AWESOME it was, having him suck my little dick and have him in me, fucking me, ohh yes! -- at the same time. Fuck wasn't such a bad word, now. It was a SPECIAL word, for a time when Aaron gave me his love, a part of him -- an awesome part -- through a special part of me. And, a dick wasn't a dick anymore. It was a thing that proved what we had in our hearts. My hands went, by themselves, all over him, rubbing, squeezing, pinching, I'm not sure what else! But I was going to hold on to him so tight, that this could never end.
I reached down to little Scotty, and said, 'Man, even YOU feel different now.' And what a BIG smile I had. My head was still swirling, when Aaron's voice came through the fog, again.
"Scotty I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! Scotty, you are so hot, baby! Scotty, FUCK! Oh, SHIT, little dude, damn, I mean, holy shit, I CAME! I REALLY came, Scotty! I could feel your hot streams, in my mouth, and I just CAME SO HARD! What you did to my dick -- the circles you made with your hips, man, I thought I'd never be able to hold off until you came, but I did!! You were awesome, Scotty.
'Hold off until I came?' Oh YESSSSSsssssss! We came together!! 'He has that much control?' My breath was so hard now.
'Circles? WHAT circles?' Oh my God, my body didn't need my BRAIN? My body did circles for him, all by itself, without me knowing it? I was floating to the sky now.
"I love you... Aaron."
"Scotty, that was the BEST, the goddamm awesomest BEST!! It never felt this good. I came so hard, dude -- I think I blew a hole in this thing."
I didn't know if he meant it. I knew that was not a good thing. But nothing bad was getting through to me. I was dizzy. But Aaron, Aaron, cared so much, now. He wanted me. I wanted him to do anything, everything, again. 'Take me, Aaron. Take me.'
"I don't care, Aaron. .....I don't care."
I thought I could feel Aaron shift, like he was lifting off me. My mouth tried to say, 'No, no, dont go. Stay. Please stay.' But there were the clouds again, softer, now.
THIS WAS MORE THAN MY BODY -- MY MIND -- COULD TAKE. I HAD ZERO ENERGY. NOTHING EVER FELT SO GOOD, I DIDN'T THINK IT COULD! I FELT, DEEP INSIDE ME, THAT SCOTTY GAVE HIMSELF TO ME COMPLETELY -- IT HIT ME HARD, AND GOOD, AND I KNEW I WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME. MAYBE HE WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME, EITHER. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS, BUT SOMETHING CHANGED. A GOOD CHANGE.
EVERYTHING WAS STILL BUZZIN INSIDE ME AND I WONDERED WHAT MY LITTLE SCOTTY'S BRAIN WAS THINKIN. FROM THE LOOK ON HIS FACE, I'D SAY HE'S THE HAPPIEST KID, RIGHT NOW, AND I'M RIGHT THERE, WITH HIM. I KNEW HE CUMMED HIS GUTS OUT. I KNOW I DID. I WAS HAPPY WITH MYSELF, FOR PULLING THIS OFF, FOR MAKING HIM FEEL GOOD WITH ME -- MAKING HIM CUM WITH ME. MY DICK FELT SO GOOD. I WAS SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM FOR A MILLION REASONS.
WHEN I PULLED OUT OF SCOTTY, THERE WAS NO HOLE IN THE CONDOM. THE SOUNDS OF HIS VOICE WHEN HE SAID 'I DON'T CARE' -- SOMETHING ABOUT THAT SOUND -- LIKE RESPECT OR AMAZEMENT, OR SOMETHING. NO, I DIDN'T CONQUER HIM. I EXCITED HIM. THEN HE WANTED ME. BUT IT WAS SCOTTY, WHO LET ME HAVE HIM -- GAVE HIMSELF TO ME. I THINK HE WAS SAYING LIKE, 'I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU, I AM YOURS. I GIVE MYSELF ONCE. THAT IS IT. FROM NOW ON, YOU DON'T HAVE TO ASK. JUST TAKE ME.'
MAYBE I WAS READING THAT FROM SCOTTY, MAYBE I WAS MAKING THAT UP IN MY HEAD, I DON'T KNOW. BUT I FELT SO FUCKING GOOD!
MY BOY WAS ASLEEP NOW. I THOUGHT MY FACE WAS GONNA BREAK, FROM THE DAMN SMILE.
I don't think I was asleep too long, when I woke up. For a sec, I wondered where I was.
Then I remembered -- I squeezed my butt -- expecting Aaron to be still in me.
My butt didn't feel sticky -- it felt clean and dry -- and the blanket was pulled up over me. Aaron did that, I knew, and I wasn't embarrassed. It felt good, so good. I snuggled up to his back, very gently.
The heat of him made me warm, and sleepy, again.
I was wiped. I guess Aaron was, too. 'Was he asleep?' I tested him, with a whisper.
"Aaron, you awake?"
"No. I'm sleepin."
"Oh. I love you."
"I love you too, Scotty."
----------------------------------- Postscript: To be continued? Jordan West is a male, 19 year-old student, studying creative writing. Your comments will help ensure that more will be written. Write to: jordanwest19@hotmail.com