If I Aint Got You

By JT Poole

Published on Jul 26, 2004

Gay

Warnings and Disclaimers:

I don't know any of the members of NSYNC or any celebrity mentioned. I don't know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any other celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay). This story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that. This is only for entertainment value only folks. Hope you enjoy the show oh I mean reading.

====================================== If I Ain't Got You Chapter -- 25 by JT Poole and Nicole Brown

// The Poole-Wahlberg Estates -- Early Morning Monday -- Mark and JT's Room //

"Good morning baby." JT spoke, rolling over in bed noticing that Kasai was missing.

"Good morning baby, how are you feeling?" Mark asked, kissing JT on the cheek.

"Where's Kai?" JT asked, looking around the room.

"He got up around five this morning and went back to his room. I think he's feeling a little bit better now." Mark spoke, sitting up in the bed, pulling JT closer to him.

"I don't think he's better just like that. He's scared baby and I don't know what to do about any of this." JT spoke, tears falling from his eyes. "Like hell! I should be able to help him, I'm a fucking therapist!"

"Calm down baby, just calm down. Things are going to work out just fine." Mark spoke, pulling JT closer to him in the bed, wrapping his arms around his waist and kissing him passionately.

"Mark I..." JT spoke as Mark captured his lips in another kiss again.

"Nothing baby, nothing. This is our time now, just go along with the flow." Mark spoke, moving back as he kissed JT again, helping him out of his nightshirt and then removing his own shirt.

"What about..." JT started as Mark kissed him again, capturing his hands as JT tried to move away to get up.

"Baby no, stay." Mark spoke, pulling JT's body on top of his own. "I want you to stay here with me."

"But..." JT started again as Mark kissed him again, this time, moving his hands down to JT's ass.

"But nothing baby, this is our time and I plan to use it wisely." Mark spoke, rolling the two of them over into the bed.

"Well I guess you are going to use it wisely," JT spoke, wrapping his arms around Mark's waist and kissing him. " It seems Mr. Happy is ready for some attention."

"Damn right he's ready for attention." Mark spoke, squeezing JT's ass for emphasis.

"Well don't you think you need to remove the draws so you can take us both to heaven?" JT asked, smirking at Mark.

"I will take them off in due time." Mark spoke, reaching up and pulling JT down to him as the two embraced and shared a passionate kiss.

"That was good, but I know you can do better than that." JT spoke, turning the tables on Mark and pushing him down on the bed, taking his boxers off and then sitting back down and straddling his hips. "Don't make no sense in me being the only one being naked."

"I was going to get to that baby." Mark spoke, grabbing JT's hips and tickling him lightly.

"Well you were not going fast enough." JT spoke, leaning down to plant a kiss on Mark's lips. "When Mr. Happy is ready, why wait, just get to it."

"Oh yeah baby." Mark moaned out, as he and JT started kissing fiercely.

--- Mark's POV ---

Finally we are making love again. It has felt like weeks, but I know it's only been a few days or so since we last made love. I know my baby has been stressed with Kai's rape, Justin and Nick's moving in and the things that Jordan and Joey did. I know those things have been weighing heavy on my baby's mind and I know he's trying to internalize everything when he knows he shouldn't do that. I just hope he gets help when Kai does because I feel this is going to really eat him up.

"What are you doing baby?" I ask him.

"What does it feel like I am doing?" He asks me back. "Don't act stupid baby, it becomes you."

"Oh ha ha....ahhhhh... shit that feels good." I say just as I sunk inside his love.

"I thought you would sing a different tune." He says as he raises his body up slowly, and starts to slide back down slowly.

He repeated his actions over and over again, slowly teasing me with his ass. My baby knew what he was doing. I wanted to take things slow and make the foreplay last. I guess he really wants it right now, any other time he would be drawing this out, making me beg to enter him.

"Damn baby you must be hot...shit...damn baby..." I say as he leans down and places a kiss to my lips again, I guess to shut me up.

"I am hot for this right here." He says, leaning up and letting his fingers graze the side of my dick before he went back down on it. "I haven't felt this in a few days, I need you so much."

"I need you too baby, I need you more than you think." I say, as he kisses me and moves his body so that I am on top, his signal for me to hit it anyway I want to.

With his actions, he wraps his arms and legs around my body and starts kissing me with all the passion in his being. It's been a while since my baby let this amount of passion flow between us like this. Thrusting into him at a faster pace now, he starts to moan. Still kissing me, he starts, to move in time with my thrusts, bringing me a little closer to orgasm.

"Oh God Mark give it to me..." He moans, try to pull me deeper into his ass. "I want to feel all of you within me."

"Oh yeah, yeah, that's it baby, work that ass." I tell him, in between his kisses.

"No talk, all work, come on, I'm almost there." He says, reaching between us to stroke his dick.

"No, stop that." I say, stopping to remove his hand. "You will come when I want you to."

Giving me a sad-like look, he stopped stroking himself and I resume thrusting deep into him. He starts kissing me again, and working his hips, doing his best to urge me on to push him over the edge. Kissing him again, I pull out of him. Seeing the confusion on his, I assure him that we are not done yet, that I wanted to try something new. I lean back into a sitting position and pull him into my lap to sit on my dick. We get back to our love making and he's moving up and down in my lap, using my stomach to slowly stroke himself to completion, at the same time bringing me over the edge too.

"Oh God baby, you are working it." I tell him, just as I felt the first volley of his sperm expel from his body and land on my chest.

"Ahhhhh...ahhhhhh...oh shit...I...I...damn!" He shouts out as he starts shaking a little, speeding up his actions causing me to start coming too.

"Oh damn, there it is, right there...shit...I'm comingggggggg." I moaned out just as there was a knock at the door. "Who the fuck is that?"

"Who gives a damn, we high and don't need any interruptions." He says, still moving on top of me, trying to squeeze out any come that may still be left in me as that knock on the door got louder.

"If it's not an emergency, come back later! We are busy!" I shout out and the knocking stops.

"That's right baby, you tell them." He says, kissing me as we both collapse into the bed, panting like someone made us run a marathon race or something.

"I needed that so much." I tell him.

"I needed it more. I like the last position, you felt so good in me like that." He says, leaning forward to kiss me again. "I guess we better get up and start our day."

"Do you really have to go to work? You can stay home you know. You are the new department head." I say kissing him.

"You just wore the new department head out. I just hope I will be able to actually walk without showing any signs of being bowlegged." He says jokingly.

"I thought you liked it when you felt like that?" I ask, laughing at him.

"I do like it, you know I like anything you do to me, well except for that time when you..." He says when I remember what he's referring to.

"That was an accident, don't bring that up again." I say, as we both get out of bed.

"Come on, let's get in the shower and get this day started, it's almost seven." He says, pulling me towards the bathroom. "Damn, my baby still has it."

"Damn right and you better not forget it." He says, turning around and placing a kiss on my lips.

// Downstairs -- 20 Minutes Later //

"Come on Kai get your little tushy down here!" Mark called out, waiting for Kasai to come downstairs so he could be taken to school.

"I'm coming Daddy Mark, geeze give a kid some time to get dressed." Kasai spoke, walking downstairs looking at his dads waiting in the doorway. "Don' t I get breakfast?"

"We'll get you something on the way, we are way behind this morning." JT spoke as Kevin and Angie came walking into the house.

"Well good morning you two." Mark spoke as Angela turned around and smiled at JT and Mark.

"Good morning you two." Kevin spoke smiling at Mark and JT.

"Good morning." JT spoke, looking at Angela and Kevin strangely. "Something's strange about you two. What happened?"

"Nothing happened, well nothing bad happened." Angela spoke, grinning like a Cheshire cat.

"Okay Kevin you did something to our girl what was it?" Mark asked, standing behind him as Kasai walked out the door to the van.

"I didn't do anything to her." Kevin spoke, putting his hands up in defense of himself as if JT or Mark would hit him.

"Yeah right, you did something." JT spoke, laughing at the expression on Kevin's face. "Calm down man, no one is going to hurt you."

"Well good, I didn't do anything to Angie, in fact she was the one that did something." Kevin spoke, smirking as Angela started blushing.

"Angie what did you do to this poor man here?" JT asked.

"I didn't do nothing to this man, nothing that didn't need to be done." Angela spoke, licking her lips.

"Mark, JT, I would like to thank you two for showing this young lady the ropes, she blew my mind last night." Kevin spoke, winking his eye at Angela.

"Okay, do we want to know what happened?" Mark asked shaking his head at the two of them.

"Well do you? I don't mind telling." Kevin spoke, as Angela elbowed him in the side.

"No you won't tell them." Angela spoke, as JT and Mark started laughing.

"Well I guess that's our cue to leave." JT spoke as Angela started walking away and something fell out of her pocket. "Angie you dropped something."

"Oh my God, baby they did it, those are her panties." Mark spoke, pointing and laughing at the expressions on Kevin and Angela's faces as she stuffed the panties back into her pocket and the two of them ran up the stairs, Angela half dragging Kevin along.

"I guess I know what Kevin was talking about now, she must have sucked him off." JT spoke, rolling over laughing as the horn starting blowing outside.

"We're coming Kai, give us a minute." Mark spoke, laughing too thinking back to that night that he and JT taught Angela how to suck cock.

** Start Flashback **

--- Angela's POV ---

"JT, would you guys please stop it," Angie stated as she watched JT and Mark kissing. "Damn it guys. Quit it! I'm serious!"

"Oh hush woman," JT replied, turning to face her while Mark continued to kiss him on the neck. Angie got up and walked over to the leather recliner, watching the changing light outside the window. "Baby, quit it! I think something is wrong with Angie."

"Hey Angelina Ballerina, what's wrong with my favorite nurse lady?" Mark asked as he and JT came to sit on the ottoman in front of her.

"Nothing really," Angie replied, not turning away from the window.

"Angie, now you know that we have been friends too long to start lying to each other now," JT stated, putting a hand on her shoulder to make her turn toward him. "Now what's wrong?"

"I want you guys to do something for me," Angie said, taking a sip from her glass of wine.

"Sure girl... what do you need?" Mark replied, smiling when JT grinned at him. "What?"

"How are you just gonna say yes?" JT asked, teasing Mark. "She might be asking you to help her make a baby or something."

"Would you two quit please," Angie said with a very unladylike snort. "I'm not interested in having Mark's baby, as much as I love you guys. I prefer my men at least halfway straight."

"Hey!" they both shouted in unison, making Angie laugh for what felt like the first time in days.

"Well shit, it's the truth," Angie replied, grinning at the shocked expressions on their faces. "No, my request is a lot simpler than that. I want you two to teach me how to give an incredible blowjob."

"I-I'm sorry... what did you just say?" JT asked, feeling like he'd just stepped into some alternate universe.

"Baby, I think she just asked us to teach her how to suck dick," Mark replied in a state of shock, staring at Angie like she had grown two heads. "Who are you and where is our Angie?"

"Guys I'm serious!" Angie said, getting embarrassed as they continued to stare at her. "Oh just forget I asked!"

"Girl stop!" JT said, forcing her to sit back down. "It's just that we never thought that you would even do something like that. Hell, we would have taught you a long time ago if we had known."

"Well,,, actually I never have," Angie stated, blushing a deep red. When the guys stared at her in shock again she added, "Don't look at me like that! I have never felt comfortable enough with any of the guys that I have dated to do something like that."

"When would you like to begin your lessons?" JT asked, grinning at his best girlfriend.

"Just let me get a little more wine in me," Angie replied, draining her glass and getting another. When she drank that one down she turned to the guys. "Okay, now I'm ready."

"Did you bring something to practice on or would you prefer to use a

banana?" Mark asked, eyes shining with amusement. They almost popped out of his head when Angie produced a ten inch black dildo from her purse.

"What?!" Angie said, giggling. "Hey, I don't have a man, so I have to take care of my needs myself!"

"Girl, you are a mess!" JT said, almost falling out of his chair because he was laughing so hard.

"Okay, let's get down to business," Mark said, sitting next to Angie on the couch and grinning. "To give a proper blowjob, before you start, always fondle the balls, then lick the tip of the dick, slowly insert the dick into the mouth and suck lightly... once the dick is completely in the mouth (all the way in up to the pubic bone) then you use your tongue to massage the underside of the shaft, like this."

Angie stared intensely as Mark demonstrated on the banana that he was using just what it was he meant before continuing with his little lesson. "While massaging the shaft with your tongue, use your fingers to fondle the balls, while your other hand massages the opening of your partner's as crack

"You have to be careful with straight men though. Some like assplay, others don't." JT inserted here, smiling when Angie blushed bright red again.

"Okay," Angie muttered, turning her attention back to Mark as he continued his demonstration.

"Okay Angie, here comes the fun part." Mark stated, picking up the banana again. "As you begin to slowly move your mouth off of the shaft, slowly move your mouth back on the shaft alternate between these two movements over and over, your basic up and down movement that you see in porn movies. Once you feel the shaft start to tighten in your mouth, move faster and apply more suction with your mouth and lips. Keep massaging the balls and massage the asscrack as you suck, and you can even try feeling for his prostate. You 're a nurse, you should be able to find it with no problem."

"Yeah I can find it, but why the heck would I want to?" Angie asked, looking slightly confused.

"It's the male g-spot," Mark replied, smiling at his husband over Angie's head. "When you hit it you'll know."

Okay, if you say so," Angie stated, clearly not quite believing what he had just said. JT grinned like a Cheshire cat, knowing that the time had come for her first practice session.

"Now it's your turn to practice what Mark showed you." JT stated, still grinning like an idiot as Angie picked up the toy off the table. She looked at Mark, still unsure about what she was doing, but decided to give it a try anyway.

"Just go slow Angie," Mark said softly as she began to copy his movements as he demonstrated them for her yet again.

They worked like this for over an hour, taking breaks when they needed to rest. Angie was giggling like crazy once the wine hit, but she was an apt pupil. She continues to work on her technique for another hour or so, helped along by tips from Mark and JT until she felt totally comfortable giving head.

"Alright young grasshopper," Mark stated, JT and Angie dissolving into giggles yet again. "I have given you the key to the Ding-A-Ling temple. Now go forward and be the brave bearer of the keys. Teach others what you have learned here today, But most importantly, go suck some guy so good that he'd never even think of leaving you for another woman."

"Thank you sensei," Angie replied, trying but failing to keep a straight face as she slid to the floor laughing.

** End Flashback **

// Up in Angela's Room //

"I can't believe my panties fell out of my pocket!" Angela exclaimed as she pulled Kevin inside her room and closed the door. She could still hear JT and Mark laughing as she went to the closet to get clean scrubs to put on.

"I know, but you have to admit, it was damned funny baby," Kevin replied, making himself comfortable on the bed. When Angela walked past him, he caught her hand, pulling her down on the bed with him. "Come here you."

"Kevin, baby I have go to work," Angela said helplessly as Kevin kissed her softly. She returned the kiss, pulling back to look up at him. "Thank you for last night. I know I didn't tell you, but I am sorry for how I acted yesterday."

"It's okay baby. I know you were upset," Kevin replied, pushing her hair behind her ear. "Did you mean it last night when you said you loved me?"

"Yes, I did," Angela replied, sitting in Kevin's lap and looking into his eyes. "For the first time in a long time, I'm not afraid to let someone into my heart. I didn't expect it to happen like this, but hey, love is strange that way. I do know one thing though. I don't regret anything that's happened."

"I love you Angela Sebastian," Kevin stated, smiling down at her.

"I love you too Kevin Richardson," Angela replied, kissing him again before she got up to finish getting ready for work.

// The Superior Court House -- Later That Morning -- Brian's Bail Hearing //

"Your honor there isn't any evidence to show that my client did the things that the prosecutor stated. I move that the case against my client be dismissed without prejudice." Brian's lawyer Eddie Case spoke.

"Your honor, the defendant's semen was found inside the victim, on the victim's clothing and on the bed that he victimized the victim in." Samuel Taggert, Nick's lawyer spoke. "Your honor that's enough evidence alone to keep the defendant in jail."

"Your honor there was no crime committed by my client, my client is the victim here in two ways. One my client was accused of raping someone he was in a relationship and two, my client was the one that was actually raped." Eddie Case explained.

"What do you mean by that Mr. Case?" The judge, Linden Mason asked.

"I am saying your honor is that when my client was put in jail for the lie that the victim told, while he was in jail waiting for this hearing, he was beaten and raped by another inmate." Eddie Case spoke, telling what happened to Brian.

"Where is your client now?" Judge Mason asked.

"Mr. Littrell is currently at Florida Hospital recovering from what happened to him." Eddie Case spoke. "All because of the lie Mr. Carter told, my client has endure a great ordeal for what was the figment of his imagination."

"Mr. Taggert where is your client?" Judge Mason asked.

"Mr. Carter was released from the hospital and is currently receiving psychiatric treatment for what happened." Samuel Taggert spoke, pulling out some papers from his briefcase. "Mr. Littrell is a married man and shouldn' t be allowed to roam freely so that he may attack Mr. Carter again."

" That's not pertinent to this case." Eddie Case spoke, pulling out papers from his briefcase. "Mr. Littrell only got married to keep up appearances with Publicity. He and Mr. Carter were still in a relationship."

"And you think that makes it right for him to attack someone?" Samuel Taggert asked. "Because the two were in a relationship in the past doesn't mean that Mr. Littrell can do as he wishes when he wants to."

"I have heard enough." Judge Mason spoke. "Right now I don't see a reason for Mr. Littrell to remain in jail. Bail is set at $50, 000. If he can come up with the bail then he's free to go until the trial."

"But your honor..." Samuel Taggert spoke as the Judge banged his gavel.

"Mr. Taggert the case is over, I have made my ruling." Judge Mason spoke. "Next case please."

// Back at the Poole-Wahlberg Estates -- Nick and Justin's Room //

"Hello?" Nick spoke, answering his cell phone.

"Mr. Carter, this is Samuel Taggert. I have some bad news for you." Samuel Taggert spoke, not wanting to tell Nick what had just happened.

"Just go ahead and tell me Mr. Taggert, I don't think anything can get any worse with Justin being in the hospital." Nick spoke.

"What happened to Justin?" Samuel Taggert asked. "Why is he in the hospital again?"

"We don't know what's wrong with him, it's like he just shutdown or something. It's all his ex's fault. If JC hadn't come here, he would have never gotten upset."

"I am so sorry Mr. Carter. I am even more sorry for what I am about to

say." Samuel Taggert spoke, still wishing he didn't have to tell Nick this information.

"Just tell me." Nick spoke.

"Brian is going to get out of jail today. The judge set his bail at $50,000 and his lawyer posted that right after the bail hearing, so he will be back on the streets." Samuel Taggert spoke as he could hear Nick crying. "Mr. Carter, do you need me to get some form of police protection for you?"

"No, no, I will be alright. He doesn't know where I am, so he can't hurt me." Nick spoke.

"Are you sure of that?" Samuel Taggert asked, writing some things down on his notepad.

"I am sure Mr. Taggert, thank you." Nick spoke.

"Right now isn't a time to be thanking me." Samuel Taggert spoke.

"Well I know, but I am glad you called and told me that he was getting out of jail." Nick spoke. "Thanks again. Have a nice day."

// At the Hospital -- Brian's Room //

"Well good morning Mr. Littrell." Eric Jones spoke, walking into the room with Brian without the normal guard.

"Good morning." Brian spoke. "Where's your shadow?"

"My shadow is no longer needed for you since you are being released from our care here on the Prison Floor." Eric spoke, going about his routine with checking Brian's vitals. "As soon as I am done here and the nurse comes in and tells you what you need to do to keep healthy, someone will be here to get you signed out of this place."

"Well that does sound good." Brian spoke, sitting up a little bit. "But I am still in pain. When is this pain going to stop?"

"The best I can tell you right now is that the pain will stop when it

heals." Eric spoke, writing something down in Brian's chart. "Once you have healed back there, then all the pain should go away."

// At Kasai's School -- 3rd Period //

"Okay class I hope everyone remembered their speech topics, we will be starting with that today." The teacher spoke as Kasai hit his forehead, remembering he hadn't done the assignment. "Is there something you would like to share with the class Mr. Poole?"

"No ma'am." Kasai spoke, as some other students in the classroom started snickering at him.

"Then I will appreciate it if you would keep the noise level down." The teacher spoke.

"I didn't do anything, all I did was hit my fucking forehead, damn...get a fucking clue ladee." Kasai spoke.

"Kasai Poole take yourself to the office this minute. I will not tolerate that kind of insubordination from you." The teacher spoke, pointing at the door, waiting for Kasai to get up and leave.

"Ha ha fag boy got in trouble." Jared Tanner spoke, flashing Kasai the bird.

"You get going to Mr. Tanner, I don't need that kind of attitude in this classroom." The teacher spoke. "Does anyone else want to leave? If you do, follow those two."

"Ha ha fag boy." Jared spoke, walking behind Kasai.

"Get away from me!" Kasai screamed, scaring Jared. "Stay the fuck away from me!"

"Calm down man, don't cause a scenes." Jared spoke in a whispered tone.

"No I will not calm down! You raped me! You! You hurt me!" Kasai screamed out, running to the corner of the hallway, still screaming as other people joined the both of them in the hallway.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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