I'm Still Not Over You
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Dear Donovan Wright,
It was August 5th, 2004 when we first met. Our mothers worked together, we were neighbors, both in different High Schools. I was the shy Gay kid in school and you were the DL ball player at yours. Everyday you got home from school; I would come over like you asked me to. When your Dad was at work, your momma was sleep, and your little brother was in his room, you'd sneak me into your room either through your window when your Dads home or just like that day, through the front door silently.
"You thirsty?" you asked me walking towards the kitchen. "Yes. Please." He heard the exhaustion in my voice. Even though we were both 14, a lot of things were going on with us, even more. Traveling city to city every day with my mother since my Dad is gone away. You sat next to me with a glass mug of wine. Ghetto, we know, but we were trying to make a moment for both. You turned the TV on and watched "Bringing Down the House" with the volume real lowe. You cuddled up next to me with one arm tightly around me, but you could not stop touching yourself with the other while kissing me all over. I just laughed and said "Really?" With that sexual starving look, you looked at me saying "You know I want you so bad," I looked at you, and put my guard down easily. "I want you too." You took my glass and sat it on the table. We wrapped each other tightly in each others arms and you showed me the kiss of the life time. You know, when you shoved your tongue in my mouth, tangoing it with mine, taking each other's breath, lips pressed, especially before we part you lightly bite my bottom lip. You just know how to do that shit every time. "Oooohh Donovan." I said lustfully with a smile on my face. You was grinning so hard with the goofy cute smile of yours. So adorable, but one thing for sure is you could not keep your hands out your pants.
I put my hands through your black sweat pants as I landed another fist on you. Groping your thick masterpiece. You moaned through every kiss as you aided me through your pelvis. I grabbed your hand and put them into my pajamas so you can feel me too. Ooohh that felt so good. You wouldn't stop touching me so much, I felt like I was being man handled by a gang of men. You sucked and kissed my knees while you fingered my arse. When you realized I was thrusting in the are, your sneaky ass pulled my pants off. I gasped and got nervous real quick saying "What are you doing?" in a loud whisper tone. You shushed me and said "It's alright.. Their heavy sleepers." And I followed saying " and your Father wont be home till 3am." You asked " and what time is it?" I answered and smiled "10pm." We went back to work.
Minutes later his fat lips were rapped around my dark skinny 6inch cock, still fingering me. I just couldn't take it. He was doing so much. It's like he done this before, but I didn't care. I was getting mine for the first time, though I'm not no stranger to sucking dick. He knew this too and did everything he wanted to do to me, and let me do what I wanted to do to him. Soon I had my lips around his caramel fat 6inch cock. When I say that cock was fat, it was fat! The waist was thicker the head. Still beautiful though. He kept talking shit while I sucked him like "Ooooohhh go deeper ! Uhhhhhh fuck! Yeah lick that shit! Yeah you like me dick, don't you? Suck my balls." I was so glad he wasn't hairy yet. I sucked his balls, savoring each and every bit of taste of him. He was going off with the verbal content and I put my fingers on his lips before putting mine on his arse. He jumped and lifted his feet in the air. Good thing I backed up in time `cause he would have got me in my face.
My lips saw his tiny haired arse. It was weird how I found such an attraction to doing things to it. Probably since he had a fat ass. I made my way in, tongue first. He shivered like it was cold, but I kept going. He could not stop moaning for shit. I looked over seeing him gripping the sofa cushions. I ended up stopping. I stood up and god undressed. He gazed my body and said "Beautiful". I stood up, got undressed too, and we held each other by ass tightly. He kissed me and I kissed him. He turned me around and bent me over like it was nothing. This guy had me like a toy soldier. Soon he took his hard flaming hot cock and started dry humping me up and down my crack. Then taking it between my thighs and started making it clap while smacking my ass. He was talking shit, I played along, we laugh, but it was time to get serious.
I grabbed our cloths, he grabbed my hand, and he slowly lead me upstairs to his room, just watching each other. My heart was pounded obsessively. I would not believe I was doing this! My first time with a hot guy, score!
He lead down the hall and then straight into his bedroom. It was straight up dark. I could hardly see a thing. I'm giggling about it, but when he all the sudden stopped talking I got nervous and eventually turned off until he opened the blinds from the window. Brighten the whole room since the street light from the apartments were right by his window. He stood of the window demanding I make a sexy pose. I immediately went for the biting your nail, knee bend over the other with my ass poking from the side, even though there wasn't much there but he loved it. He laughed but his cock was still hard. I stopped and gazed at him flexing in the light for me like it was a Playgirl photo shoot. I was totally living for this. I got up, stood against him and we shared another tongue tying kiss.
We then moved to the bed and he gave me wet kisses all on my chest before going for a Magnum out his drawer. He gave me it to put on him while he lubed up my rosebud ready to pop my cherry. "So you really never done this before?" he asked me. I said "Yeah, I haven't done this before. It feels weird but I really like it." He teased "Oh yeah?" and started twirling his finger around my asshole. I laughed and followed a moan right after. Soon he was just finger fucking me. He gave me another long deep kiss and I asked "Have you?" "Have I what?" he replied. "Have you done this before?" "Well I'm not Gay" he denied "but I've done this once or twice." I wanted to say "You say your not gay, but you're about to fuck me." But I really wanted this to happen. I didn't wanna wait `cause I felt that if I gave myself to him, he probably would do the same. So I just brushed it off and enjoyed the finger fuck I was receiving.
He lubed me up again before going in for the kill. I put the condom on it, and he was set to go. He put my legs over his shoulder, missionary style. I stared at the head board behind me as he aimed for my hole. As soon as I felt pressure I started to feel the something that later turned to pain cause of how wide his dick is. It hurted so good and I started to shout a little but he caught me just in time when he held my mouth shut until he was all the way in.
After a while, he started putting in the work and the pain started to subside. He sucked my neck as he went in and out me. I used his back like it was cushions and started scratching him up. He whispered deep in my ear with a deep voice "Damn baby. I like when you scratch me up." Soon he started going faster. I moans started to go harder. Soon I started panting, and he followed pursuit. I gazed at him as I felt him hitting something inside me over and over again. I feeling helpless as I started sitting up and continued to hit that spot until. Until I bursted all my body. Cum flew all over us. My head flew back into the bed cushions as I released all over me, him, and his bed sheets. I shot almost 9 loads of cum. It felt even more weird cause he was still inside of me and working my inside so good that now I can really feel it. My dick stayed hard as I begged him to fuck me more! Fuck me more! I said "Fuck me harder! Yeah nigga! Oh shit you got a big dick! Uh!" I looked up and seen the expression on his face as he held my legs for dear life, like he was gonna blow any second. He let out a soft moan and started making long slow thrusts as his eyes rolled back with light tones in his voice. He looked out of it and said "I'm cumming. Uhhhhhh.." He pulled the condom out and jerked over me. Hot steaming cum just dropped on my body as he stroked himself effortlessly. Our cum mixed with the large amount of quick sweat me made. "That was tight" he said with a happy look on his face. I was laying back, relaxing saying the same shit. He laid over me and we kissed, combining our bodies into one again. Lost in the moment, he lifts the covers over us and we both drifter away. Bad decision cause I ended up jumping out of your window half naked the next morning, booking it home before my mom realized I was gone.
3 days later, you called me asking if I can come over again. You said your mom was at work, your brother was with his father on the way to Cleveland. So I came over. You answer the door bare ass naked. I chuckled in amused meant and we hugged and kissed. "I see you couldn't wait" I said. "You know I can't" he replied. Then you smacked my ass hard before I got up the stair case. As soon as we got in your room, you was so serious, no 4 play, not oral jobs, just nothing. Roughly you stripped me of my cloths, bent me over your dresser, played with my asshole for a minute to get me going, added lube, put the magnum on, and you went straight to work. When you started making my ass clap against your thighs, my glasses came off, but I could see us in your mirror, me looking helpless and tortured, you looking hungry but pleased. Then I looked over to your bed. Now, I knew I was kind of blind, but know that I could still see something, someone there, holding a camera and jacking themselves off too? "Wtf?!" I shouted and you just kept going deeper within me just making me think of it. "Don't worry baby" he said "He won't get your face". You kept fucking me for a good minute. While panting, I looked over and noticed the camera guy getting a shot of him cumming all over his bare abs. Soon you came in the condom. You pulled out, put the condom off and threw it out. You sat down and sucked me off while playing with my ass. I jazzed so much you almost choked on it. Then I sat next to you after you swallowed it. "Got it" the guy said. We both looked at him weird and he said "Not y'all faces". "Baby, this is Kevin. Kevin, this is Devin". We sat there for a minute, taking and watched movies until Kevin headed out. Then I gave you head before I got dressed and left.
From then on, I haven't heard from you. I guess you gotten more "busy". As the months passed by, I called, no answer, got no calls back, haven't even seen you. Stopped by, you weren't there. I felt used! That was until I got a phone call from a random number. I answered, it was Kevin. He told me he wanted to see me. I told him to stop playing but he was serious and I did. We started going out a few times, movies, restaurants, theme parks. We been to each others houses, met each others moms. They love us. One day he came over my house in the poring rain all unexpectedly, all drenched. My I told him to get undressed and put my robe on. We ended up laid up in my bed watching "scream" and you know I hate scary movies but he got me thinking other wised. He was laying under my covers, I laid over him. We were kissing, groping each other next thing I know he gets up, closes my door and takes his robe off. Now I don't like to brag his body is banging! Abs tight, tight chest, nice size dick, about 9inches, hard as a brick. But instead of shoving his cock down my throat, he laid next to me, kissing me again while encouraging me to get naked too. He pulled all my cloths off and we just laid in my bed naked. We turned the movie off as we enjoyed each others company. We talked and went to sleep. I woke up with him over me in the dark. My knees were up with him in between them, his hard cock rubbing against mine as he thrusted me like we were fucking. We can hear the rain hitting my window. Soon he was fucking me with my ankles in his hands and my knees to my shoulders. He wasn't all the way in but feeling him right now was still a tease. I wanted more of him inside of me as he worked the rim of my cock during this penetration. I looked to the left and seen the magnum pack opened and the wrapper he opened for the condom he had on. Soon as he was all the way in he rose my body up over my chest and started fucking me long and slow. I can feel his hairy balls hitting my arse. Those were also bigger then yours. He started going faster and faster. I wrapped my arms around him tight as he fucked me a new one and it was thundering outside. He had his arms wrapped around me, making me feel good and safe. This feeling was so overwhelming and he kept hitting that spot. I ended up shooting cum and it landed all over our bodies. I moaned soon deep in his ear, biting it and such and he kept doing the same while thrusting within me. When he was sure I was done he pulled out and shooted cum all over me also. It was all good cause he ended up licking it all up off my body. Hp cuddled back up and slept the night away.
We still saw each other after the fact. He even showed me the video he took of me and you fucking. We got over 1.5 million views on Xtube and mad likes. So glad my face wasn't showing. Yours, however, were all over his page. I know he shoots videos of his friends fucking and him cumming from watching (without showing his face) but you got mad scenes on there. You fucking all the niggas in your crew, the guys your crew have ties too, except Kevin. You even have a solo scene. Who the fuck was I with? I stopped speaking to you and even though me and Kevin broke up cause he had to move, I still had no tendency to see you after the face. Then when you turned 18 I heard you got some bitch pregnant and you were marrying her cause of it. That's when I knew I had to see you again cause I still care and wanted to let you know you don't have to marry her. So taking time out of my busy life, I ended up coming to your bachelor party down at the hotel your mom and my mom work at. You were wasted as fuck and the stripper wasn't paying you any attention, nor your "friends". I caught you in the elevator and when everyone else stepped out, I stopped to talk to you but you were so wasted you ended up stopping the elevator and kept trying to get me to fuck you. I kept resisting but you then went back to the other side but started stripping to the elevator music. I couldn't... but your body has gotten hella better over the years. When you were in your thong, you came up to my ear and said "make me happy one last time". You then stripped your thong off of your now 9inch dick. You stroked it slowly with tease. You even sat on the floor stroking it like it was on of your shoots. I stepped over you to pushed the stop button again to get it back going but you pulled my sweats down to my ankles and my draws. I turned but it was too late you already had your snake tongue in my ass. I couldn't resist no longer. You stood up and sadly I let you hit it raw and you came inside my ass. Oooohh I never was fucked raw before but you made it feel so good but I knew I shouldn't have. I regretted that moment until I got tested right before your Wedding `cause of any surprises happen to me, it'll happen to you. Luckily your ass ain't have shit. So we were both lucky.
After you got married and got the child I knew it was over for us. 4 years later, still single I bumped right back into Kevin again. Looking better than before. Now he's a football player while I'm an Lawyer. I missed the Super Bowl this year and he ended up winning and getting the ring. He said ever since he got that ring he wanted to share his second one with somebody and he looked all over for me, and he's glad that he found me. He brought this up on date later on after we decided to work our way to getting back together. After he put that ring on it know that night he rested my case. He loves me so much he came out to his team about us when the time was right. I ended up getting more clients cause of him (laughs) We moved into our mansion, started a foundation for children born with AIDS, and we gotten to the point of our relationship we decided to adopt a child. Everything on my end is good so far, and I hope your doing great yourself. I hope becoming a Pilot came true, cause you flew to places I never thought I'd go. I thank you.
Sincerely Yours,
Devin Long
P.S. -- I'm still not over you.
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