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============================================================================== It Has Always Been You - Slow And Steady
Nick was really confused about his feeling toward Mikael. Is he falling for Mikael...if not...then why does his heart aches when he saw them kissing that night. One part of him was relieved that Mikael had stop bothering him, yet another part of him felt empty and longing for Mikael to smother him with sweet words and attention and keep saying how much he love him.
He do love Amy but in one hand he thinks that he like Mikael too ..... really like .... no no no .... should be love. But in this moment it seems that he is losing Mikael to Drake. His desire and passion to be with Mikael is stronger then he is with Amy.
Amy no doubt is beautiful. Long lustrous blond hair, deep emerald green color eyes, high cheek bones, smooth complexion that when he kiss her, felt like kissing a baby. Her body got curve like a supermodel. He felt privileged to be the one that she love. The only down side of her is that she is so self absorb and clingy.
Mikael had been like living on cloud nine with Drake as his boyfriend. Drake had asked him to be his boyfriend at one of their dates. They had gone for lots of romantic date during their courtship .. candlelight dinner, movies, strolling hand in hand down by the beach and more. Included also lots of kissing and cuddling too. Just like any lover should be. But not yet on the heavy stuff....but all of that change at one night.
Mikael house
They were back at Mikael house after they went out on one of their date night. Basically they were together sitting on the couch just talking randomly about life, about them and their future. Laughing once in awhile when someone makes a joke. So sweet, lovely and romantic.
They got the house to themselves as Mikael father had gone out for one of his monthly short gate away. He would usually go for a staycation in one of the hotels at the next city, just to getaway from the stress of work and have a time for himself. Mikael father is a surgeon from a reputable hospital so we can only imaging how stressful his life can be and with a teenage son thrown in the mix. But Mr. Hayden is a good father, who has a strong head on his shoulder and very loving towards Mikael.
Mikael don't know why he was feeling nervous that night being alone with his boyfriend in an empty house. Drake had realized that Mikael was fidgety, always playing with his fingers and mostly looking at it while they were talking.
"Babe are you alright, you seems lost for the moment." Drake asking while patting Mikael thigh.
"Oh, yes...sss i... am...sorry." Mikael stuttered still looking down at his fingers.
"Just relax okay. Just enjoy this moment." he's saying softly to calm Mikael down.
As Mikael was sitting straight up at the couch, he had to turned around to look at Drake sitting comfortably leaning back at the couch beside him.
Drake was looking very handsome tonight. All the time they were out dining and watching movies, Mikael would always took the chance to look at his boyfriend and admired him.
Drake, seeing Mikael staring at him looking stress and nervous, he leaned forward grab hold of Mikael arm in one hand and his shoulder in the other and pulled him slowly closer to him. He gave Mikael a peck on his cheek.
"Listen here, I know this is difficult and uncomfortable for you and I do not want to rush it." Drake calmly spoke to Mikael. "Maybe you need a bit more time and there is no rush in it to happen." he spoke lovingly to Mikael and just wanting Mikael to calm down. Drake was just being an understanding boyfriend and would not rushed Mikael in doing something he's not ready for.
Mikael sighed deeply looking at Drake lovingly. "No... No... I do not need more time." After saying that he leaned his body towards Drake and kiss him gently for the start. As time progressed, the kiss had became more deep and passionate when Drake put his hand behind Mikael neck and pulled him closer for a deeper kiss.
They tried to dominate one another, but both knew that tonight everyone was the winner. Drake requested for entrance by licking Mikael bottom lips and yet Mikael ain't giving him at all. With his hand on Mikael neck, he grab a hold some of Mikael hair and pulled it gently. Mikael feeling the slight tug gasped and open his mouth slightly.
Seeing the opportunity, Drake dart his tongue inside Mikael mouth to explored every inches of it. Sucking his tongue, biting his lower lips and to hear Mikael soft moaned when his bottom lips being bitten turn him on.
With that erotic action, both of them felt a tighten effect on both of their trousers. It was so rigid and hard that it hurt a bit. Both their hand start the exploring expedition of each other body. Sensing each other hardness they parted a stared at each other longingly.
Mikael stand up from the couch and move away slowly...Drake gave him puzzling look at what Mikael was doing. Lots of uncertainty questions kept filling his head. "Is Mikael regret on being with him tonight", "Did he upset Mikael", "Did he rush and push things to fast". He seems more confused as time goes by.
But his frown turned to grin when he realized Mikael stop walking , turned around and hold up a hand towards him to grab. Realizing the situation, he grab Mikael hand who help him to stand up and was pulled gently to walk towards Mikael bedroom.
Entering the room, no one speaks but just staring seductively towards each other. Mikael closed his bedroom door, locked it and walked over to his bed side stand and flick on his night light. He motion for Drake to come to him.
Just like being hypnotize Drake walk slowly to where Mikael was standing , by the bed. Mikael reach out for Drake to come closer and resume what they had started at the living room.
Drake can feel Mikael slightly shaking out of nervousness. So he had to be as gentle as he can be so he would not freak Mikael out.
They started to kiss again with now be more passionate. Their hands works like an octopus tentacles working it ways all over each other body. They were moving in unison until they plonked themselves onto Mikael bed.
They continued to explore each other body while peeling each other clothing until they were both naked. They are seeing each other nakedness for the first time and both started to blushed.
They were more attracted to each other now then when the were fully clothed. Drake make a move to be on top of Mikael without parting their lips. The closeness of their body gave comfort and warmth.
At this moment they were kissing, rubbing and grinding their harden dicks. Both have the same dick size at 7" but Drake dick is slightly thicker in grit. Their symphony of dick grinding had make them moaned with pleasure.
Drake continued in kissing Mikael jaw then down to the nape of his neck till he found Mikael pleasure spot. Mikael moaned in unison every time Drake kiss and bite his soft spot to leave a mark of ownership.
His hands was holding Mikael hands stretching above Mikael head, wrapping their fingers together. His kisses began to travel downward to Mikael chest, kissing every surfaced of Mikael body. Mikael nipples grew harder with every lick, suck and bite from Drake.
Mikael felt so small, pinned up against the mattress. Not thinking about it, he could not stop his face from grimacing. The sharp contortion of his face was expressing something he was afraid to admit. But the impact of flesh to flesh kept distracting him from his own thought. He realized that Drake was looking at him.
"Are you OK Mikael? Do you want me to stop?" Drake asked when he felt Mikael suddenly became silence.
"No... No... Please do not stop. " reassuring Drake. He reach out to the bed side drawers and take out a packet of condom and a small bottle of lube that he had bought earlier.
Drake smiled smugly at Mikael.
"So... you had prepare everything do you" Drake chuckled seeing Mikael blushed at his remark. He took the items from Mikael and prep himself the real thing. Once ready, he kisses Mikael again while lifting both Mikael leg to exposed Mikael asshole. He squeeze a globe of lube in his finger and slowly applied it in Mikael hole. One finger at a time just to stretched Mikael virgin hole before he put in his dick.
Mikael was actually felt a bit pained but he tried to relax his butt hole till the pain turn to pleasure. Drake other free hand was grabbing Mikael dick and masturbate it slowly up and down. Mikael was moaning rather loudly as this his the first time other people hand was on his dick rather then his own.
"Are you ready, are you sure you want me to proceed. " Drake asking for permission from Mikael.
"Yes I am ready but.... but please go slowly. " Mikael nodding his head with a stuttered voice.
Drake reapplied the lube to his dick and Mikael butt hole. He hold onto his dick and place his dick head at the opening of Mikael hole and pushed it into the tight virgin hole. It gave plop sound when it entered. Drake stop a moment and look at Mikael face for any sign of pain. He pushed another inches in slowly until his whole 7" was fully submerged into Mikael butt hole. His pubic hair was ruffling Mikael butt and it as a signal to Mikael that it was the full length he had in him.
Drake make small stroke, sliding in and out. It was tight and if he went too fast he might cumm very soon. He wanted this to last and he wanted to satisfy Mikael.
Mikael was feeling it. It was painful at first but with Drake reassuring words and guidance, he began to relax and enjoyed being fucked by his boyfriend.
Mikael nails was digging into the mattress. The smacking sound their bodies make was loud and it make him groan with pleasure. It was subtle as he could not hear the word that came out of his mouth. Drake palm were face down beside his as though he was doing push ups but only his hips were moving.
Mikael bit his lower lips as hard as he could. The bed bounced and shook as he could hear it below them. Drake was picking up speed when he sense that Mikael had accustomed himself with the love making.
He leaned into Mikael face and bite his earlobe tracing his saliva into Mikael necks. Mikael breath was hashed, Like someone was desperate for water.
Drake was driving faster. Mikael close his eyes but he still can feel it like he was being ripped open by Drake. He could also felt Drake sparsely hairs of his pubes every time he move his hips towards his body.
Drake face was on Mikael shoulder and his eyes were close too. Drake movement had certain rhythm. Sometime they were rapid but after a certain point he would slowed down in an attempt to prolong their activities.
It was at this moment his movement quickened. His moaning turned to harsher grunt and his hips was smacking Mikael rear into several more times.
Finally Drake thrust his hips harder than before, pushing his hard penis further and deeper into Mikael. He pulled out a little and pushed it deeper again a few more times.
Mikael was in ecstasy when he felt Drake cumm in his hole. Drake lay flat on top of Mikael, kiss his neck and whispered something into his ears that he could not hear.
They lay there like that for a few minutes. The contortions of Mikael facial expression were still there as Drake dick slowly melted inside Mikael body. When Drake pulled out and rolled onto his back next to Mikael.
Drake took off the used condom that was filled with his cum and throw it away at a waste basket near the bed. They did not move, exhausted from their incredible, passionate love making. Both had a satisfaction smile on their faces. Drake came closer and spooned in Mikael holding him tight.
Mikael was happy that he had manage to give his virginity to his boyfriend Drake and yet his mind was drifted to someone who he wished should have been his first. While being spooned by Drake, his mind went out to Nick. He knows it was wrong to do that when Drake was here with him. But he could not help it.
He felt so guilty and unsure of his feeling towards Drake when in his mind there was Nick. When he closes his eyes during the sex... he imagined that it was Nick instead of Drake.
Tears start to form in his eyes. Lucky enough he was not facing Drake. He would not be able to explain to Drake the situation. So he do what was best as he hold Drake hands tighter around his body and went to sleep.
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