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"It Has Always Ben You" - Chapter 26 - Damn You
"DAMN!....DAMN YOU NICK...HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?" Mikael was furiously shouting at Nick.
For the last three days, Nick had been trying to distancing himself from Mikael. It's not what he wanted to do, but Amy had been bitchy about the weekends he had spent with Mikael. Amy had told him to redeem himself for the mistake he did. And he thought by giving Amy his full attention and blanking Mikael will do the work. Nobody really knows how hurtful it was ignoring Mikael.
He was actually not totally muting himself, but more of not talking unless he was talking to with Mikael. He can see that Mikael did not like it and he himself doesn't like it at all. In his mind, he knew how much he had fancy Mikael lately and the feelings had deeply grown inside him. What about Amy, he was still very much into her. She's not perfect, she had flaws and yet she had been good to him. Yes... she can be a bit possessive and clingy, that Nick did not like at all, but for other things she pretty alright. Hmmmmmmm.... Just OK.
Nick missed being close with Mikael and for the last three days had been hard for him. Not his intention at all. He misses the talk, the touch, the hugs, the smile, the scent, the occasional banters they had and especially the sex with Mikael were somehow being seemed to be more passionate compared when he did it with Amy. Is that how a boy and boy sex should feel? And he is loving it.
He misses Mikael so much, especially when he was sitting near Mikael in classes they had together. But not talking to Mikael had taken a toll on him. Mikael now seemed to reciprocate what he did to Mikael. He was totally ignored, not even a shy glance could be seen from Mikael, and every time they passed by each other, Mikael would just turn his head away from him. How could Mikael do this to him, how could he do that to Mikael. Amy had somehow forgiven him, after he gave her a bullshit explanation about the weekend. Of course, he did not tell her the exact truth, but she believed him. For now, things had quietened down and everything was good between Amy and him.
At the end of school, Nick was rushing out to the lockers just so he could catch up with Mikael to talk. Upon reaching the locker area, he did not see Mikael and so he waited just in case Mikael was caught up with something and was late to the locker. Fifteen minutes had passed, not even a shadow of Mikael was seen. Nick felt so frustrated as he really needed to talk to Mikael so badly. He even ditched Amy for this purpose.
He tried his next option by calling Mikael cell phone, but all of his calls were transferred to the voice mail. He tried again and again, yet it still goes to the voice mail.
In the last resort, he made the drastic decision to go to Mikael house, whether Mikael like it or not. Nick had to see Mikael badly as he could not ever hold this feeling of emptiness in his heart without Mikael with him any longer. He slowly makes his way out of the school compound and walked silently straight, but with a quick step towards Mikael house. He had known it by hard as he had been there lots of time.
Upon reaching Mikael house, driveway, Nick stopped for a breather and scanned the front of Mikael house. Mikael father's car was still in the driveway, which means he was in the house somewhere, but his main concerned was whether Mikael was in the house. Did he walk straight back home or he had gone out somewhere alone. Never on his mind to think that maybe Mikael had gone out with other friends.
He slowly walked the steps to the front door. He was taken aback when he was about to knock on the door, it flung open and stood in front of him the boy whom he misses so much and whom he had wronged.
"What the fuck are you doing here Nick?" Mikael retorted at Nick. Giving the boy the cold shoulder and with a cold attitude. "No Mikael.... I am not trying to do anything... I'm sorry.? Nick pleaded with Mikael. He was looking directly at the Mikael face in the hope that Mikael will give him the chance to explain. "I need to talk to you and please give me a chance to explain to you how sorry I am, Mikael" Nick pleads guilty to Mikael.
"What? Do you think after three days of you blanking me, ignoring me, distancing yourself from me and being a fucking douche bag, you can just simply come to my house and expect me to just forgive you! " Mikael was truly fuming. He did not want to believe all the things Nick was saying.
"I am really sorry Mikael. I know I did lots of wrong with you. But I....... I, " Nick tried to explain, but he was stopped by Mikael abruptly.
"Listen Nick.... For the last three days you had me wondering, what had I done wrong to you, what made you to ignore me as though I did not exist at all! I have tried, really tried Nick, to understand you and give you time to do what you had to do. " By now Mikael was crying while he stared hard at Nick, who was now looking down at the floor. By then Mikael realized that they were standing in front of the door.
"Go home Nick... Just leave me alone and go back to your girlfriend Amy as what you have wanted. I will try to just forget about you and what we have done together." Mikael took a deep breath and continued, "it is going to hurt me more than you do, Nick. " Mikael was turning away and tried to close the door, but Nick quickly prevent it by blocking with his body.
"No! No Mikael. I do not want you to forget about me, about us, about what we have done. What we have might seem cliche but I want you and only you. I love you Mikael" Nick spoke confidently.
"What? You love me? Are you sure Nick? You really did not say it wrongly, right?" Mikael hysterically laughed at Nick.
"Let me amused you... For the last three days, we did not talk anymore, we did not talk anymore like we used to do Nick. You do not love me, what was all of it for Nick. WE DID NOT TALK ANYMORE LIKE WE USED TO DO! " Mikael voice risen a little notched higher. "And what is worse, Nick... We make love. No no no no. We fuck. Yeah, we have fuck for two days Nick. " Mikael smirked at Nick "Is this what you called love Nick?"
Nick was flabbergasted, he understands what Mikael was telling him. He does love Mikael, he really does. But how about Amy? Mikael had a reason to break off with Drake but what reason did he have to break up with Amy.
"What does it take for you to see, Mikael. To make you understand that I will always believe, that you and I can make it through and I will never get over you Mikael. Even if my love for you seems to fade away, but please listen to me Mikael. " Nick did not even let Mikael to respond when he continued, "I do not want to feel the way that I do Mikael. I just want to be right here with you. And I definitely did not want to see, see us apart." Nick was getting teary with all what he had said to Mikael. Streams of teardrops flowed gently on Nick cheeks, "I just want to say it straight from my heart Mikael. That I miss you so much. Forgive me for what I have done." With that Nick pulled Mikael closer to him, holding Mikael body tightly by the waist and kissed Mikael as passionately as possible.
Mikael was shocked. But what Nick was doing to him, had somehow made him weaker in the knees. He grabbed Nick by his neck and pulled Nick for a deeper kissed.
They parted and since then Mikael had seen the love in Nick eyes. Mikael pilled Nick inside his house and up to his bedroom. They did not make love. They just talked. Each of them expressed their feelings towards each other and Mikael had warned Nick he would not be so forgiving next time. They wrapped up they talked and kissed until it was time for Nick to go home.
All the timed without them knowing, Mikael father was listening to their banter quietly from the kitchen. Was he surprised, not really as he already knew that Mikael was gay when Mikael was dating Drake. But Nick, he had known Nick for some time and he also knew that Nick had a girlfriend. So what's going on between Nick and his son Mikael?
Did he have to interfere as for whatever reasons he would not want to see Mikael gets hurt. That was how the protective Mikael father was. He will do anything for his only child.
He knew as a father, he has every right to say a thing or two, but he wants Mikael to be independent and make decisions, not bothered whether it's going to be right or wrong.
He will always be there for Mikael. No doubt about it.
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