It Has Always Been You - Chaos Overload
Disclaimer: This story is fictional. Some of the things that happened or will happen with Mikael and Nick are bits and pieces of my life. Parts of the character are fictional as well. All other characters were made up and any similarities are just coincidental. This is gay romance between teenage boys, there may be sex, but for the most part, it's about their true love of each other so if that offends you, please discontinue reading. Also, if it is illegal for you to read such material, you have been warned. Continual reading could cause a knock at your door.
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School
Ever since the words came out in regard to Mikael being gay, his life in school had not been peaceful. Everywhere he goes, he was jeered, names calling and even tormented by others. Especially from this one boy, Jason. To say he is homophobic bully but he doesn't seems like it. He never once got physical with Mikael. But the name calling, gay, queer, lady boy, dicksucker never left from his mouth. Every chance he got with Mikael, he will do his best to make Mikael felt dirty and degraded.
But for Mikael, he's not too worried about all of this because he has a strong heart and not easily fallen to all the things that had been said or do to him. His main concerned is Nick. He knows in his heart, he's already losing a best mates, but his main worry was how Nick coping with all the attention that he had cause.
"Hey Nick, wait up." Mikael called on to Nick when he saw him at the school gate. "Every things good at your side?" Mikael tried to get an answer from Nick.
"What do you think...do I look OK to you?" Nick snapped at Mikael.
"I'm sorry OK...I did not want for it to happen this way." Mikael tried to reasons with Nick.
"What?...Are you going to do anything about it? The rumors had been spread and can you please....please, Mikael, do something about it. Can you just tell someone that it's just the way Sandra trying to get at you for dumping her at the dance...and....and maybe...they will believe it and I can get on my life." Nick was pleading with Mikael in a hashed tone of a voice.
"Are you serious?...I can't do that to Sandra and don't you think I had hurt her enough." Mikael couldn't believed 1hat Nick was asking him to do.
"I'm trying to sort this out and...and...what about me...forget...forget that I've mention it. The best things for us to do now is to lay low and wait for all of this to blow over." Nick looked dejectedly at Mikael.
It hurt so bad looking at Nick that way...but he cannot simply undo what had already been done. His relationship with Sandra totally went down the drain and for Nick and Amy, she had been avoiding him.
Looking ashamed Mikael turned around and walk away from Nick.
Classroom
Mikael walk into the classroom with his head low. Not trying to looked at anyone. Silently like a ghost gliding to his seat.
"You know, I hope you are alright.." Mikael felt a present beside him. He looked up and face Jason. "Thanks... I'm ok."
"Your a queer, it doesn't get worse than that. From now on you better stay away from me you faggot." Jason snickered at Mikael."I don't want to get infected by that queering disease...." Jason growled into Mikael face.
Mikael couldn't take the insult no more, he grab his bag and rushed out of the classroom. He don't know where he's going so he just ran and ran out of the school and finally stopped in a small deserted park a short distance away from school.
He sat himself on a swing and self absorbed with himself for a moment. He wanted all this to go away...but he can't. He wanted everything to go back to normal...but it would not be possible. He had to be strong one way or another. Now the whole school knows and his father also know. The only thing he had to do right now was to stand tall and be proud as who he was. But Nick was always on his mind.
He slowly walk away from the swing and walk back slowly to school. He had missed two classes and he don't care at all.
School hallway.
"Mikael, Mikael....stop will you." the voice that he had already miss so much. He stop in his tracked and waited for Nick to reached him. "What are you trying to do ya...running away like that...now everyone really thinks that I'm gay. Are you really happy with that?" Nick couldn't controlled his emotion anymore. He felt wanting to get into physical with Mikael. But when he stared at Mikael...his heart melting soft. What can he do?
"I didn't plan for any of this Nick."
"But you, you try to kiss me." Nick voice soften as more crowd of students start to pouring out of the classroom for lunch break.
"Sorry, I was hammered alright and I don't realize what I am doing." Mikael apologised to Nick.
"So it just turn you into a gay mate."
"So what if I am Nick...so what if I am."
"But I'm not Mikael, with that. Amy already thinks I'm gay too and I'm gonna loose her simply because your selfish thing. How can you ever think of doing this to me Mikael. How can you...I thought we are best mates. Now even my friends thinks I'm a freak and my girlfriend dumping me. All because you're out...out and proud" Nick just walk away from Mikael. Leaving him to feel sorry for himself.
"Nick wait please.....I sort it out OK." Mikael shouted at Nick as Nick was going away from him.
GYM classes.
During gym, mostly the guys will be playing soccer and the girls like to play volleyball or just running the tracks. And for the very first time, Nick played for the opposing team with Jason. Mikael was sadden with the things that turned out between him and Nick.
As the game progressed, Mikael could see from the corner of his eyes that Nick and Jason had became friends. It hurt him though but he just tried to ignore it. Instigated by Jason, Nick seems to played rough when it comes to tackled him. There's one time he pushed Mikael hard that Mikael was thrown across the floor. Nick did not bat an eyelid looking at Mikael.
Feeling crossed at Nick...Mikael launch an assault at Nick and a fight between them happened. Nick being the upper hand in sizes, had pinned down Mikael and punch him hard at the face. Nobody tried to stop them, they even cheering them on...disgusting. It only stopped when the coach intervened. Mikael was sent to the nurse office with a black eye, a broken nose and a bloodied mouth.
Ever since that day...Mikael knows their friendship is gone....or is it?
Only GOD knows.
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