It's My Fucking Asshole, Damn it!
By Wade Wright
Brian and Terry met at a local levi/leather, dark bar. They just happened to run into each other, and Brian sat down beside Terry in the back bar. During their conversation, Terry told Brian that he was the same guy that Brian had pulled off of the street for one night, to ask if he wanted a ride. Well, anyway, that night Terry was waiting on his brother to come pick him up so he had to decline the offer. This night was different. Terry was anxious to do some talking to see if things could work out better this time, and of course since he was growing a major hard-on, and actually making Brian reach down and feel it, things were working in the right direction for each man.
In the "getting to know you" conversation is when the rough, ready and tough activity became the topic of conversation. Terry wanted to fuck Brian and kept asking if he could take all of it.
"Hell yes man! Hell yea! I will eat that thing completely!"
"You sure you can take all of it, man?
"Terry, I take 18" dildos up my ass! I think I can take that dick!"
Brian's comment about his dildos really turned Terry on, completely! Brian had yet to discover just why that comment made Terry so hot and ready.
"Oh shit man! Are you going to let me come over and play with your ass then?" Terry asked, or was it begged? "Can we use some of those dildos on your ass too?"
"Hell yes man! My ass needs some fucking attention and you do kind of sound like the man that just might be able to take care of it, and in the way that I like for it to be taken care of!"
As Terry continued to sit there and kept putting Brian's hand back on his growing boner, he asked Brian just what did he like to do and maybe rather stupidly, Brian told him, "Hey man, just about any damn thing you want to do back there. I have been looking for some guy that is kind of way out there so to say, and I guess just about whatever you want back there, can be yours for the doing. Have you ever fisted a guy?"
"Yea, I have." Terry replied.
"Good, I want fisted and I want you to just use my ass to your pleasure."
Terry gulped the rest of his small pitcher of beer down, and said, "Let's go!"
The men went to Brian's house and immediately were in the bedroom, naked, and playing with each other.
Terry hit the bed on his back, putting his black boner up in the air, and Brian immediately took it in his mouth as if it was dessert for the night. Being the length that it was, Brian did need to get himself in just the right position to get the entire stick down his throat.
As he came back off of it, Brian did let Terry know just how damn good it was having something that big stuck down his throat again. Brian, then re-ate it, and truly enjoyed having the mouth full of man meat!"
Brian was in his upper 50's, about 5'8", 160lbs, and in damn good physical shape. He had admitted to Terry earlier in their conversation about how he did intend to rejoin a gym to get back into better, and some tighter shape. When Terry told him to stand up so he could see what he was talking about, Terry was not displeased with what Brian already looked like.
Terry was probably in his later 40's or maybe early 50's. Once, when Brian saw Terry laying across the bed, Brian did think that for whatever age that guy is, he sure does have a nice, young tight body. The only reason Brian was not too sure of Terry's age was the gray hair on his chest. His body did not look quite old enough to be sprouting gray hair, and especially on a black man. Brian realized that black men do not normally gray as quickly as white guys do. Terry was almost the same size as Brian, structurally, well except for the dick. Although for a white guy, Brian did have an oversized dick, Terry's was longer.
After Brian enjoyed the cocksteak, Terry started getting all anxious to start the main reason for being there, and that was to play with Brian's ass. In the beginning, things went pretty well, except for one time that Terry was doing something back there that Brian was not so sure about.
Brian thought that Terry was using one of the 18" dildos on him, -- well he did know that Terry was using the dildo, but for a moment Brian thought that Terry was just fast ramming it up inside of him, without any caution. To Brian, it did feel like Terry was taking the dildo, like maybe in both hands, and just using all his force that he did he have, to put it up in there as fast and as far as possible. As it did turn out, that was not what was happening. Terry had the dildo up in Brian about 14 inches, and was then putting his dick in Brian's ass, beside the dildo.
Once Brian found out what was actually happening, then things were OK. He did like the idea that the dildo and Terry's dick were both in him at the same time, but he did tell Terry though, that Terry needed to let him know what was going on back there so that he would know what to expect, and know if it was feeling alright.
Terry was really getting all turned on by using the dildos up in Brian's ass.
Brian was enjoying it too. He was suffering some pain, true,--- which is one of the reasons he likes to play this way, but then something did not feel right, and the inside of his ass was not comfortable! Not at all!
Brian asked Terry to stop for a moment. He asked again!
Terry would not stop, regardless of how much Brian begged him to stop, Terry simply was all engrossed in his own sexual fantasies, and he did not care what Brian was saying.
Brian was hurting and he did not like that, since he was experienced enough to know that it should not be hurting up inside, if everything was OK.
Brian was starting to get really concerned about what might be happening inside of his asshole since this stuff did not feel right.
He asked Terry to stop whatever was going on back there for a moment. Terry refused and continued his actions. Brian again asked him to stop and explained that something was just not right.
Terry refused to listen. He kept up whatever it was he was doing. He turned a completely deaf ear to Brian.
Brian was now getting very concerned, wondering if he could happen to be with one of those guys that will do whatever he wants, regardless of what body damage happens to the bottom. After all, these two men had never played together before, and Brian was now starting to get very concerned about his own personal safety.
Brian, tried and tried to get Terry to stop! He refused!
Brian really was not wanting to stop all of the play, up until now, it was going good, but he wanted it to stop long enough to find out why something inside was not right.
Terry refused.
Brian was now getting very concerned about his own physical safety and was starting to really wonder just what and who he was playing with. Nor did Brian really care for the fact that they were in his house, and if anything really went terribly wrong, all Terry needed to do was walk away, and leave Brian there by himself!
Brian was trapped. He was under Terry and Terry had complete control of Brian's movements. He was wondering if maybe this Terry guy was getting way out of control?
"Terry stop!"
"It's my fucking asshole damn it! Damn it, Terry, stop it now! Damn it Terry, stop now! Damn man, something does not feel right! Shit man when I say stop, for God sake stop!"
"Well you said you wanted it rough and hard. That's what I was giving you."
"Terry, when I said I wanted it rough and hard, yes, I wanted it rough and hard, and I want to play with a man that can do that, but shit man, if something is not feeling right inside, I want you to quit when I say quit! Damn it! I'm not going to tell you to stop just for the hell of it. I want to play, and I want to play this way, and I am damn glad that I found myself a guy that likes to play rough and kind of crazy, so I am not going to be stopping it for no reason! Understand?"
"Shit man! If I think my asshole is getting all torn up inside, or could get all torn up, with whatever you are doing back there, then I am going to come out fighting to get you to quit whatever you are doing! Do you understand?"
"Terry we are here and doing this because we are two guys that finally found another guy that plays on the rather crazier side of sex stuff, and it is hard to find somebody that likes to play that way! Especially when a top finds a bottom and vice versa. You like to do it to other guys, and I happen to be the other guy that likes to have it done to me, but shit man, we have got to work together! You are using my asshole, my asshole ----damn it, and that asshole is part of my body. I can not just let you rip and tear it all up, just because you are all hot and heavy to get really rough with someone. When we get done tonight, I don't want my asshole draining blood like some fucking red river. If you are not going to protect me, and my ass, then by God I will! When I beg you to stop doing something, you either stop, or this fun is over, understand?"
"Terry, you know damn well that tonight you finally found someone that is kinky too, and I did say, -----yea man, let's go do it. You know how long you have looked for some guy that will admit that he wants his asshole used, abused, played with, and wants you to do it to him, and -------is letting you do just about whatever you want back there, but damn it man, if I can't trust you back there, then this is not going to work out! I wanted you to get around to fisting me and seeing just how much of your arm I could take up in my ass, but man, if I can't trust you to listen to me when I say something has got to stop, then there is no way in hell I can trust having your fist up in my ass. Man, your fist in my ass means you have your damn hand up inside of me! Shit man, if you do then, like you just did, and your hand is up in my asshole, you would probably rip out my whole insides, and then I am really fucked! Oh, you, ---you can just go home after you drop me off at the hospital door, but me----a totally different story man!
Terry I guess maybe when I told you earlier that, yes, I like it rough, hard, real man like and I really do like to have my ass played with really on the rough side, maybe I should have emphasized, the word ----safely, though!"
Terry, I did not think that you might be the kind of a guy that might find it fun ripping up my insides. If that is what you want to do, and you find that fun, then we are over man!"
"Terry, I am the one with stuff stuck up in my asshole, and damn it man, when something is not right, we've got to stop until we find out why. Shit man, it is my damn asshole, and if you rip it all up inside just because you got all hot and bothered, you won't be the one laying in the hospital with some doctors trying to get your ass to quit bleeding, damn it! Yes Terry, rough and hard and really go to it, but damn it man, safely please!"
"Terry, I've had enough stuff rammed up in my asshole before, and I mean a long way up in there, that I know what I can take up in there and how to expect it to feel, and if something is not feeling right, then damn it, I expect you to listen to me and stop when I ask you to."
"Terry, you admit that you don't get stuff rammed up in your ass, and that you don't even get fucked, so maybe you don't know that a guy can tell if something is wrong or not. You really do need to listen to me when I am trying to say something. I sure as hell would not have brought you home to play around with if I wasn't wanting it good and rough like we talked about at the bar. But Shit man! Damn it! It is my asshole, and I don't want it all ripped apart just because you are too damned stubborn to listen to me!"
The play session came to a rather sudden halt after the misunderstanding, or miss actions, whichever it was, and Terry asked to be taken home.
Brian was not happy with that request, but Terry insisted.
As Brian drove Terry home, Terry decided that he wanted to be taken to what is in-fact the worst sleaziest gay bar in town. Brian asked him if he was the hustler or the payer, if he wanted to go to that bar. In response Terry then decide that Brian could just take him home.
Brian asked, "OK where do you want to go?"
Terry answered, "Well actually I didn't want to go anywhere, I wanted to be at your place."
"Well shit man, so did I!" Brian said.
"Where do you want me to take you?"
"Home, take me home."
Then after a few moments of complete silence, Terry said, "I don't want anybody else in that ass until I get back in there!"
"What?" Brian asked. What are you saying?"
"I'm saying that I don't want anybody else fucking your ass until I get back to it."
"Well, when in the hell is that going to be? You are telling me that I can not get fucked by any guy, until you do it, and I have no idea of when that is going to be?"
"Tomorrow afternoon, after I get off of work! I get off at 3:00. You may need to come and get me though!"
"OK, I'll do that. I can come and get you! Can I go home and fuck myself with one of the dildos though?"
"Yea, you can fuck yourself, just nobody else gets to fuck you, OK?"
"Yea, OK!"
"OK, I'll call you when I get off of work! Pull in here, it's that apartment building."
Brian dropped Terry off, and drove off rather disappointed that the night had not lasted longer. He was still wanting some radical sex, but just with a better understanding.
Brian pulled out of the apartment drive, went directly home and shortly went to bed. He tried to go to sleep, but he was still feeling disappointed that the evening went they way that it did, and was kind of confused as to just why Terry was acting so eager to come back the next day and play around some more, since he had decided to leave rather suddenly that night.
Brian decided that a good jerk off might help him feel better. He did not fuck himself with the dildo, but he did put some tit clams and chains on, so that he could put the chain in his mouth and kind of play with his tits, while he jerked off, on himself.
He finally went to sleep after having his self-with-self sex.
As he got up the following morning, he discovered just exactly how terribly disappointed he actually was. Much more so than he had realized the night before!
An old wallet that was on the dresser, was moved. All of a sudden, he remembered coming out of the bathroom, after washing off some grease from his ass, and he had seen Terry kind of jump back onto the bed. At the time, Brian did not think too much about it, but now, after checking his billfold which was in his jeans, thrown across the chair in the bedroom, seeing that every bit of money had been removed from it, really pissed him off! Even more, really disappointed him that a guy, that he thought he would be able to have some good active fun with, will never be allowed back in his house again.
"I wonder if he has got the guts to call me today?"