Disclaimer: I do not in any means know or accuse that this is true, not at all, wish it was but it's not, I don't know if any of the celebrity mentioned here are gay, straight or bi, I also do NOT own anything or anyone that you could recognize, the plot is mine and that's about it.
(A/N): this is my very first story here so take it easy on me ya'll, and most importantly REVIEW, flames and mean-spirited reviews put a smile on my face, but happy reviews make the sun shine out of my ass, that's about it, plz read on.
Kissing heavily, and moving around through the big, ancient, castle that belonged to the Victorian period, after having the most romantic dinner of a life time, he pushed the door to the master bedroom and came in...
Jesse McCartney, Zachary Levi, Tony Hawk, Keanu Reeves and a lot more celebrities were signed up for a Toyota race for an HIV charity.
Jesse was particularly excited about it he loved formula races and though this was a Celebes/Pro Toyota race he was still very happy about it he gets to compete against Keanu-freaking-Reeves and Christian Slater.
In anyways they were all at a BBQ at Keanu's house, who was thrilled to race this year just as much as the one before where he got to take the trophy home.
Jesse was getting to know everyone, Jesse and Zachary were hitting it off really well, especially that they did a movie together, it was totally fun to have a race together as well, they were cracking jokes left and right. Jesse was feeling the heat, getting the idea that the race would be extremely competitive.
Jesse was holding his beer and walking towards Zach who had left him for a second to go talk to a guy that showed interest of knowing more about the race.
While Jesse was walking a strong, tall figure fell on him knocking the beer all over his shirt.
Jesse was now on the ground and so was who ever the guy who fell on him.
"I'm so sorry..." the guy said as he turned to face Jesse; He was Keanu, who stopped for a second to look at Jesse's eyes, which he caught right when he turned around.
Jesse was immediately shocked to see Keanu, apologizing to him.
"No, I'm-I'm sorry, it was my stupid fault." Jesse said, he was a big groupie of Keanu he was so happy that he knocked him off, yet a little mad for getting his Gucci shirt ruined.
"Wow, I ruined your shirt let me give you another one...Damn, I'm so sorry." He said, helping Jesse to his feet.
"No, it's totally ok" Jesse said, as Keanu led the way to his master bedroom; it was so big.
"Here let me get you something..." Keanu said, leaving Jesse in the middle of the room as he went to his walk-in closet.
"Any specific straights?" He asked from inside.
"No anything would be good enough." Jesse said.
Keanu came out holding a blue, long sleeved, silk shirt. He wanted it to match with Jesse's eyes, which were bluish-green, but the blue would just give them a lighter shade.
"Here you go." Keanu said. "Sorry, again, for the fall..." He said chuckling.
"No, it's o.k." Jesse said.
"So, are you having fun?" Keanu said.
"Yeah, totally Zach is just hilarious. He put his straws in his mouth imitating a walrus, you should've seen him" Jesse said, he always tended to talk a lot, he was almost trained for it, through interviews and all. Keanu chuckled a little.
"Yeah, I'm sorry for the fall though I almost squashed you. It's just my buddy's were playing this game and we were sorta bumping into each other and so I fell on you."
"No, it's fine I just I'll change." Jesse said.
"Yeah, there's a bathroom in here." He said pointing past Jesse.
"Thanks." Jesse said walking in and changing.
"If you need anything I'll be down stairs." Keanu said.
"Thanks, I'll let you know." Jesse said from inside as Keanu tried to decide if he should ACTUALLY go, he did it in spite himself.
Jesse put the shirt on and looked in the mirror it was a little wide even wider than the shirts he usually wears, he thought it looked o.k. so he went down stairs to the party that was happening in the front yard in fresh air.
He walked looking for his friends and as he was walking he caught Keanu's eye, Who took a double take at him, the first was nonchalant, the second was a dazed, intoxicated with beauty look, he shook it off quickly and smiled at Jesse,. Who smiled back at him grabbing the shirt from the bottom and displaying it for Keanu from a far.
Keanu chuckled a little, as he turned back to his friends and Jesse found Zach.
"Hey, where were you? Thought that Keanu took you in and..." He said in joking tone moving his tongue as if they were making out.
"You are deeply troubled, DEEPLY." Jesse said for emphasis.
The rest of the party was fine, except, Keanu going up to Jesse and asking him for his number.
Jesse took it casually, which put Keanu at ease he was scared it would sound as an invitation to date, was it? Keanu kept saying no, to himself but everything changed for him every time Jesse smiled or his eyes twinkled, or he heard his laugh from a far over a joke Zach would crack.
Keanu wanted so bad to call Jesse that night but thought that maybe he should wait especially that he saw Jesse that morning and afternoon.
So he had to wait for the next day, which he realized that it was a race practice, he would see Jesse but he couldn't call that night rather if so.
When Keanu arrived he saw Jesse in the racing outfit which was red and white suit.
"Hey..."Jesse screamed happily, when he saw Keanu.
Who smiled to himself when heard Jesse.
Jesse realized how silly he looked, blushed a little, and got quiet.
Keanu smiled and waved at him, as Jesse came close to him smiling.
"Hey, how are you?" Keanu asked.
"I'm great, so about the shirt, I had it sent for dry cleaning, I'll drop it off this evening, if that's ok, of course?" Jesse said
"No, it's great." Keanu said.
"Ok cool, then I'll see you tonight," Jesse said.
"Ok" Keanu said as Jesse walked off and noticed he was checking out Jesse's body, he knew he had a small attraction to boys and girls Jesse's age, but Jesse; he seemed most attracted to him.
After the long, dangerous, mind wrecking practice, all the drivers/Celebes went to a near by café.
Keanu went to were Jesse was and sat right next to him and watched how close him and Zach were, Jesse was laughing really hard and as Keanu came closer Zach put his hand around Jesse's waste, Keanu was pretty pleased to see Jesse let Zach do so with no reflection of refusal, in fact Jesse snuggled closer to Zach, now Keanu was getting a little jealous.
"You guys seem really close." Keanu said, discomforting them both, Jesse pulled away a little as they both reddened and kept a little awkward laugh as their smiles faded slowly, Zach being a clown and an intellectual one at that, said
"No, it's just we're dating." Jesse laughed a little at that, Keanu raised his browse with an amused smile, this comment got Christian Slater's attention, who turned to his old buddy Keanu with a very entertained face, Keanu thought about keeping this up so he can see Jesse squirming.
"Oh are you now?" He asked.
"Yeah, we are." Zach said. "Right, love?" He asked Jesse putting his hand around him and taking his hand.
"Yeah, we are." Jesse said as Zach and he kissed on the cheek, Keanu got a little jealous as Christian laughed a little on Zach and Jesse, Keanu smiled at them a sneaky smile,
"Well, how is your relationship with him?" Keanu asked.
"Well, we're moving in together next week." Zach said smiling at Jesse. "And I really love him." Zach said hugging Jesse and bringing him closer to lean against his chest as Jesse brought his hand up and rested it next to his face which was lying safely on Zach's chest. "I love him too," Jesse said.
"So you wouldn't mind if I do something like this?" Keanu said grasping Jesse's hand and bringing it up to his lips and giving him a small gentle kiss.
Jesse blushed like crazy, his heart started racing too.
Keanu smiled as he, Christian and Zach watched how red Jesse got.
"Well, I might say I do mind but...it's ok this time." Zach said breaking the silence, "Now that you already did it and all" He said under his breath faking defeat.
Rolling around on the bed shedding all clothes eager to see his lover nude, then pulling away just to stare in his eyes for a second it was almost a need by now. He looked at him his eyes were closed so he had to stare at how sexy he was; with sex-red cheeks and parted pink lips. After another dose of his lover's beauty he kissed him again tugging on his pants, and moving his face down his neck leaving marks and traces...
After everyone went back either to their houses or jobs.
Keanu went home and had something to eat and then went to take a long nap.
Waking up at about 6:30 Keanu decided that he should clean up a little, after he made sure that the place looked spotless, after waiting for a good while, and making sure he looked good twice or three times he sat and watched some TV.
When it was past eight, Keanu started wondering if Jesse was to show up, he certainly would, after all he sounded like a well-mannered young man, the door-bell cut off the trace of his thoughts, he headed towards the door thinking it was Jesse, as he opened the door he stood shocked at the younger boys beauty, he could only think that Jesse keeps looking better every time.
"Oh hey, come in..." He said after a minute of astonishment
"Hey, here you go..." He said handing over the shirt, "thanks so much for loaning me it" He said smiling that angelic smile.
"You're welcome." Keanu said "hey, come and sit for a while..." Keanu said
"Ok, sure, I guess"
Jesse followed Keanu who led him to the living room and asked him if he wanted anything to drink...
"No, thanks" Jesse said
"So wine?" Keanu said jokingly
"Ok sounds good" Jesse said.
Keanu smiled and got up to his bar and opened a wine bottle, poured in two crystal glasses and came back to Jesse.
"Here you go" Keanu said handing the wine over to Jesse
"Thanks, you've got the coolest place ever." Jesse commented making Keanu smile
"Thanks man I appreciate it, so you moved to a place as well?" Keanu asked
"Yeah, a little while ago, it's really cool I finally got my very own place."
"So like a bachelor pad, right?" Keanu had to ask.
"Yeah, I guess kinda like it..."
"So you're not dating?" He asked
"No! Not really...I'm done dating for a while." Jesse said
"Wow, why is that so, if I may ask?"
"Yeah of course, no it's just...the thing is I've had one really serious relationship in my whole life..."
"Well you're still young there's plenty of time for others" Keanu cut him off
"I know...It's just because I was like really in love with that girl, she really meant a lot to me, but...you know" he said with a chuckle to hide his sorrow which was showing in his eyes, "Who wants to date a guy who's already married to his job" he said as he started regaining all the good times that he had with his ex, he truly loved her, he did. he thought he was over it by now, but every time any one asks him he gets bummed out.
It started showing on his face he looked in a lot of pain; at times he looked just so innocent and helpless.
"Hey hey hey, it'll be ok..." Keanu said hugging Jesse maybe it was a little weird but still it felt the right thing to do, when he saw the look in his eyes, "Listen to me, it's always like this; your first that is, but listen to me when you fall in love again you forget about anything else," He said "Don't be sad." He said
"Thanks..."Jesse said as both of them pulled away, Keanu looked into Jesse's eyes and Jesse did as well, Jesse was very vulnerable right now, Keanu knew it but he couldn't resist, and as if his eyes were piercing Jesse's soul, he came closer to him and finally leaned in as he kept coming closer Jesse's eyes shifted from Keanu's to his lips he backed off an inch, and Keanu came closer, as his lips closed on Jesse's his heart almost stopped it was a very passionate, sexy kiss Keanu pulled Jesse closer and then slid him back so that he was almost lying on his back under Keanu, Jesse held on to the back of Keanu's neck, as they made out Jesse pulled back but it didn't help now that Keanu was on top and he was glued to the sofa, so Jesse had to wiggle his head side to side so that Keanu would notice.
"What's wrong?" Keanu asked
"What are we doing?" Jesse asked shocked.
"What?" Keanu asked
"We're...I mean...we kissed what was...ugh" He said in a failure attempt to find the words
"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable..." Keanu started as Jesse started to get up from under him "Wait...no don't get up I didn't know..."
"No, no it's ok I just need...need some time to...I need to go now" He said as he got up.
"No Jesse stay I'm..." he said as Jesse got up to leave.
"I'll see you..." Jesse said as he got up, he was overwhelmed; somewhat upset and angry and a little scared and a little bit happy about it. All he knew now was that he needed a long time away from Keanu, a VERY long time away from Keanu, first to sort himself out second, because he was embarrassed having to kiss Keanu Reeves.
It was a very weird night that followed any time that Jesse would've zoned out he would go back and think about what happened the other night. Questions were building in his head, a lot of them. But one was really bugging him, would he consider dating Keanu?
He was open-minded about being gay, even more he was supportive of it since he was about 14 years old, hell even one of his closest friends was gay and Jesse was completely ok and happy if his friend had ever gotten back to tell him about how great his date went with his boyfriend, but was it ok only cuz his friend never considered him sexually-or so he thought-Chris was always with him since they were little and never has h done anything like that before, maybe that was the reason, he didn't like to be considered sexually like that, he laid on his bed thoughts scuttling into his mind, he decided to let it be for the time being and get himself some sleep, his head rested on his pillow, as he clutched it burying his head further into it as if that would've helped, he closed his eyes and slowly drifted away, his mind was finally at peace as he slowly lost connection to the world, just then a disturbing vibrating sound came from his night stand he grabbed his cell to see it was a text from Keanu, he hesitated to read it but because he was still a bit startled and was insensitively awaken, he read it...
'I'm so sorry for what happened earlier, I really wanna talk to you so please meet me, back at the pier tomorrow at evening so we could talk it through, Keanu'
As Jesse finished reading he almost want to break his phone, he was just about to sleep after trying hardly to put aside all the thoughts that rushed through his mind, this, happens, maybe he should meet him, give the guy another chance, or maybe he shouldn't, WHAT? Like heel he couldn't show up after someone like Keanu asked him to, if he didn't he at least had to give a 24 hour notification, what the hell? It's Keanu Reeves, not the queen of England, maybe he should text later like in the morning cuz now at 2am it would totally rude, why? Keanu woke him up, but still in the morning it would be better, that's if his considering declining, but if they met, they'd both get a chance to explain themselves, but what if Keanu asked him to be more than his friend, he certainly didn't know him well enough, but was that a problem, oh great! Back to square one, the question he was avoiding from the beginning, would he date Keanu? He felt so good and safe when he hugged him to comfort him, a tear slowly moved down his smooth cheek, he longed to have someone to hold him lovingly like he did, that was part of why he freaked out, he missed this to be held to be loved, more stinging tears cascaded from his beautiful eyes, down his silky skin, all he wanted was to be love was it just to much to ask? He thought as he finally drifted to sleep his tears not dry yet.