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Lances Love
part 11
"Jamie what's wrong sweetie. Lance can you leave the two of use alone for alittle while." I asked my baby.
"Yeah, no prob babe I'll be in the living room." Lance said as his hand left mine.
"Now tell me What the hell is going on."
"She left me. She left me this morning."
"How do you know she left you."
"She left me a note saying that she wanted to leave along time ago but didn't want to disappoint me or upset me. But she did both to me all at once."
"Jamie I am so sorry but that bitch doesn't deserve you and you know that. She is a ugly ho dyke. Just forget about her. There are more and I mean many more women out there that would love to be with you."
"I loved her so much though. How could she do this to me. She told me that she loved me more than anyone."
"Jamie listen you need to let her go. Besides you knew it wouldn't last it never does." As I said those words I thought about what I was saying and broke down in tears myself. I would have to let Lance go one day, but I don't know when that will be. Tommorrow maybe, or even a year from now but someday.
"Chris, you're right about her. She isn't worth it. I knew that it wouldn't last. Lance is better than that though. I see something in his eyes, that I never saw in Nicoles, when he says he loves you. I love you and you have been here for me and vise versa. I always will be here with a shoulder to lean on."
"I love you to babes. It just hurts me to see you cry and to think, actually I know that it can't last. He is famous and his image doesn't involve me what so ever. I love him though. I mean I have said that about others but there is more to it now. Because I know I mean it and not just wishing that it was true. What can I do? How am I going to deal with it when he does leave me. I had a dream and it seemed real and the scary part is it could happen...." I sat there still crying and told Jamie about the dream I had the night before. Jamie's eyes began to tear up again. She felt for me and went to my side and rested my head on her shoulders. I just cried there and let the sorrow and pain out through my tears. It felt good to do that.
I hope everything is going to be ok. I don't know Jamie very well. But I really should be in there trying to help. I really want to but Chris asked me to leave the two of them alone for a while. I love him so much and the only way I can think of proving that to him is to completely give myself to him. Tonight we will go all the way. I am still scared but I will do this to prove to him that I truely love him and want him to be with me forever. Lance just sat in the living room thinking about me, Jamie, and us.
"Everything will be ok. He is the one Chris. The one you need. He means so much to you after such a short time. I know you, this isn't lust I would see it in your face if it was. I bet you haven't even gone all the way yet have you."
"No I want to but I don't want to rush him. When we do it will be on his time not mine. I would rather have him to love than to have sex. I love him without it so far and if that means that it can stay this way I don't want sex." I said as I dried the tears on my face and looked into Jamies deep blue eyes. She is right though she has been here with me for so long and this is what I need to go on with my life.
"Dry those tears and go talk to your man. He needs you now more than I do." Jamie said as she stood up.
"I have to use the restroom. Can you tell him I will be right out." I said as I stood to meet Jamie.
"Sure just don't keep him waiting."
"I won't, I promise." I watched Jamie walk into the hallway and shut my door. I grabbed my notepad and a pencil and went into the bathroom. I know how to show and express my feelings but it is easier for me to do it through poetry. So I decided to write him a poem.
I know how I feel I wake up I go to sleep Thinking or you
I need you At least that's what my heart says I put all my faith into that Is it a bad thing I hope not
My heart has been wrong before But this time I hope and pray that it's not The way I feel about you Keeps me going day in and day out
LOVE Is the way I feel about you You feel the same way Don't you?
If not let me know now Don't keep the tender flesh Which is my heart Hanging above a fire of despair
But if you do Tell me Show me With those Suttle eyes Which I fall into Make me fall into them and find the comfort of.. Your love
BY:Chris
Finished finally I pull the page out of the pad. I slowly fold the paper and put it in my pocket. I put my heart, soul, and love for him in it. I walk out to the bedroom to find Lance sitting on the bed in a very sexy pair of boxer briefs and a smile.
WHEN I WAS WRITING THE POEM.............
"Jamie are you ok"
"Yeah Lance I am a lot better. Thank you for asking. Chris has helped me keep my head on straight, so to speak, many times."
"He is a great person. I noticed that when I first met him. That's one of the things I love about him."
"Lance listen. I love Chris as a friend and brother. If you hurt him ever just remember that you will have a really pissed off dyke after you. Chris is scared. He loves you but has realized that ya'll can't last. If you know ya'll can't last let him go now before he gets the wrong idea."
"I love him too. You are a great friend to look out for him like this. I don't want to hurt him. I will never hurt him. I want him to be with me forever. It will last even if I have to give up the group. I will not leave him. He means the world to me now. I plan on giving him the last part of me he hasn't already had. I am going to make love to him. I want him to, well this is really hard to say but I want to ask him the big question."
"No way. You're thinking of asking him to marry you. Are you sure I mean that is moving things really fast."
"It is what feels right in my whole body. Not just my heart. I will stay by his side through death even if we aren't married."
"Lance I want to welcome you to the family then. I won't say anything to Chris about this. I really need to go and leave you two to talk. Good luck and treat him good and that's all you will ever recieve from him." With that Jamie got up and left.
Present...................
"Lance don't say anything just read this please." I handed the poem to Lance to read. He opens it up ans starts to read it to himself. I saw tears forming in those beautiful green eyes of his.
"Baby this is beautiful. I do, I do love you with all my heart and than some."
"I love you to"
With that I met him on the bed with a kiss. A long passionate kiss that makes your heart skip a beat. Lance started to roam my body with his large soft hands. He took my shirt off. He didn't stop there though. Before long I was naked with him on top of me. I took control and took his boxer briefs off.
He is gorgeous. I have waited 20 years for this and I am not turning back now. I hope I do this right. Before I knew it Lance was taking my cock in his mouth. I felt his tongue moving up and down the shaft of my cock. The sensation was orgasmic. I have had my fair share of blowjobs but this was just to much. I blew not once, not twice, but three huge loads in his mouth before he finally let it go.
"You even taste sweet. I want some more please."
"Stop don't do that. You took me to the edge and so far over. Let me take a breather and you get to enjoy it all."
With that I shoved him off of his elbows. I wanted to taste him since that day in the bathroom. I took his gorgeous piece of meat into my mouth. It was sweeter than honey. I went to town up and down. I wanted his first to be the best he'll ever have.
"Ohhhhhhhhhhhh Chris that is ohhhhhhhhh YESSSSSSSS. Please don't slow down. IIIII'mmmmmmm gonna cu" Lance stopped talking when the force of his orgasm hit him. He shot load after sweet delicious load into my mouth. I wanted more but he couldn't give it. Which I understood and let him go and looked up at his glowing green eyes.
"I love you and all I can hope for is that you feel the same way."
"I do baby, I love you more than anything in this world. I love you more than music. Hold on I got something for you, stay right here." Lance said as he headed to his bag and pulled something out but I am not sure what.
"What are you hiding behind your back Lance." I said as Lance knelt before me and peered into my eyes. He took in a deep breath and opened his mouth.
"Chris I have never felt this strongly about anything. To know you love me and I need you. I have only known the love for family and not for anyone else. What I am trying to say is that I would die without you. I want to die with you. Chris will you marry me." Lance said as he pulled out a tiny black box from behind his back. He opened it to show me a silver band with the inscription writen on the top TRUE LOVE. That is what we felt for each other.
"Lance" I was literally speechless but my eyes spoke a years worth of words but all in tears and expression.
"Well don't keep a guy down on his knees."
TBC....................
I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter. That poem was actually written by me. I would love to hear what you think of it. I put alot into this chapter. It may be short but it has alot to think about. I think that it was my best written chapter yet. I want to hear from you to be certain that it was indeed that. Email me all comments at Hanhm16@aol.com