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Thirty Days of Hell

Legalese, please be of legal age in your locale to read this story. There will be sex. Sex between two men. Sex between three men and water sports. Please this is set in the future once HIV has been eliminated as a threat, for now please remember that you need to be careful; U=U is useful but being undetectable is often quoted by men that really have no idea if they are, if they missed too many doses or another issue caused their virus to spike. Prep is helpful and may be a major help to all gay men if used properly and monitored as required. Enough of the lecture, be careful and have fun.

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I don't know who had seen what was about to happen but fortunately they had reached out to Rhoda who had gathered Hieronymus and Jeff. They forced their way past the crowd that was still waving knives and demanded to know what was happening. I suggested that she allow the men and boys in front of me to speak first. I was shaken and wasn't sure I would make sense if I was to try telling her what was being demanded of me.

I had thought that Ace was the leader of this group but when Dr. Rhoda asked for someone to speak for the group Nino and Jorge stepped out from the group. They motioned for the others to take a seat on the long bench which bordered the playing field. They were both wearing warm sweat pants and heavy sweaters that a pair of industrious men that had returned from the moon had been making from the day we first noticed the change in temperature. I wished I had taken the time to request one of the sweaters, but instead Oscar and I stood with a blanket wrapped around our shoulders draping to our feet.

"Council, we are certain that you have heard that there is a movement among the men in the village to honor Roger as the first among us. There are different reasons for different people but it is generally agreed that it is because of him that the village has survived the wolf attacks. He has enlisted the spirits on our side in those battles. Others praise him for finding the village and bringing many of us here. There are those among us that wish to honor him for the sexual freedom he has brought to the village.

"While we know that Roger did not establish the village and was not one of the first families to settle here it has only been due to his efforts that the village has survived. Dr. Rhoda you were one of the first to arrive here with Roger so you should know what he did to lead humans to this oasis in the center of a world dying from radiation and an alien attack."

"Council, there is not much that has meaning in our new world. Gold is only as valuable as it is useful in repairing electronic devises. Awards mean nothing. Electing Roger a life long member of the council would be meaningless. Our intention is to have every man other than him to remove his left testicle and present them to him as a pledge of our fealty. If Roger will not perform the operations we will do it ourselves."

I had a last minute hope that the council would be able to convince the men that this was a foolish idea but by the time the two men had finished speaking I was the only one left standing along side Rhoda. She spoke with me off to the side for a moment. At first I thought she was on my side and didn't want this to happen either. After a few minutes I realized that she was talking about a strategy to do all the operations that were being requested. What had happened?

"I can't believe this. Why would I do this to the men?"

"You are going to do it because they are asking it of you. Roger, I know it doesn't make a lot of sense but at least they will be fully functioning after the removal of just one testicle. I don't think you have a choice, I think the alternative would be a disaster that I would not be able to handle. Just think if I had everyone of these men in the med center at once, even with the bots I would lose some of them due to infection.

"Shall I let them know that you will do what they want?"

"Do you have enough of the marbles you told me about to refill everyone of these men's scrotums?"

"Yesterday when Ace and Pablo spoke with me they insisted that when they talked you into taking their testicles that they would not want anything placed in their sacs to replace them. They wanted to be sure that everyone would always know that they had sacrificed one of their testicles for you. I can't say that I understand what they are feeling but I do understand them not wanting their sacrifice to be minimized with a glass replacement.

"We'll be able to sew the sacs up well enough that they will appear natural." She seemed to know I wouldn't want to be seeing thirty deformed sacs.

"I can't believe I am about to agree to this. This all began because Junior and I were going to have Ace marked as ours for all time. Now the whole village wants to be marked as mine?"

"Roger, I think their may be a few men that aren't willing to give up one ball. I heard two of the new villagers say that those men should be dragged to the med center and forcible operated on."

"No, way. We will not remove any balls that haven't been voluntarily offered." I was sick to my stomach, how could I be expected to do this to men that I cared so much for? Why didn't they just get a tattoo or have their ears pierced? Selfishly I hated the idea of my partners only having one ball, I love sucking on a pair of them. Was that why they had chosen to give me their balls? Had they thought about how much I enjoy them and thought I should have them for all time?

I wondered if that would convince some of the hetero guys not to give me theirs. I made sure they knew that before I removed anybody's ball I would suck on them both. I heard some nervous laughter when Dr. Rhoda told the group that would be a demand I would make before any operation.

"You do know that Ace is going to be one of those that won't be willing to allow you to suck his balls?"

"He will let me. I've sucked on them before so it really won't be anything new for him. Besides if he doesn't it might make the entire movement fall apart."

"He would like to be the first, but maybe if we do a number drawing some of the others will back out rather than be shamed into it by two teenagers."

"No one is shaming us, Roger. I would be proud to have my number drawn first."

Joey drew the numbers. I hadn't even known that he was is any way involved. The first two to be castrated, well half castrated, were Jeff and Pablo. I looked over at Pablo and wanted to tell everyone this wasn't going to happen. He and Ace both whooped with joy when they heard Pablo's number. How could anyone be that happy to know they would be losing a vital part of their body within the hour? It disturbed me so much I couldn't eat my breakfast. I walked to the playing field trying to remember how the men had justified their desire the previous night. I sat there watching futbol practice for at least an hour until Rhoda came to get me.

I walked to the Med Center like a zombie headed to its final destruction. Rhoda seemed almost jubilant as we entered the Med Center and saw the two lower bodies poking out from under a sheet screen. When I asked why the screen she told me the men had insisted on remaining awake and she didn't want anyone vomiting because of the blood. I walked around to where they could both see me and asked again if they would vow that they were doing this willingly. Jeff only nodded while Pablo cheerfully took my hand and kissed the back of it.

When I returned to Rhoda's side she had already made a slice through both of their sacs about a half inch below where their testicle stopped inflating the sac. I had washed my hands with the soap she had shown me and when I stepped to her side she showed me how to pull the testicle down while she clamped a hemostat on the blood vessels at the top of the testicle. I needed to make two snips, one of the blood vessels and the second of the vas deferens. They must have been given a good pain killer neither man even flinched as their ball fell into my hand, I hated the splatter of blood on my hand. With my part of the ordeal finished I moved back to where they could see my hands and their balls as I cradled them, I expect a reaction but all I received was 'they're yours now'.

The entire process had taken less than an hour. Rhoda had both men fastened to a wound vac and the sheets down when I left the med center. I hadn't known that there would be any skin removed but I saw two strips of skin on a tray that held the snippers I had used to loosen their testicles. Later Rhoda informed me she took a small strip of skin so she could sew the sac back up and have it look full.

Every two days the men would be moved to one of the houses we were using for recuperation. There were always four there and two in the med center. I was getting immune to the procedure and other than scrubbing my hands for an excessive amount of time after I was finished the only reaction I was having was beating the pillows to death when I was trying to fall to sleep. All the men in the village had their numbers drawn and admitted to me that they were willingly giving me their ball. It was down to the last two men, if you had asked I would have said he had rigged the drawing. Oscar and Ace greeted me as I walked out to breakfast that last day almost happy that they were finally going to give up a testicle.

For thirty days I had lived with the knowledge that I didn't want them to give me the promised offering. I worried that Ace was still murmuring that he was willing to give me both of his balls and that I should allow it. He had worked with Rhoda to make sure the testicles were each stored in a vial with a good fluid that wouldn't leach out the color, the man's name was printed neatly on white tape that circled the vial. Space had been made in every room of the house for vials to be displayed. I thought that was gruesome and weird. Ace had held two spots for he and Oscar, both beside the door so I would have to see them every time I left the bedroom.

I had spent the previous night attempting to drain every drop of semen from their balls. When they greeted me I wanted nothing more than to take the pair back to my bed. The first thing I saw was that they both were wearing the strap that had been adapted for the men who had given a ball. The one that remained was held out away from their bodies so that the stitches on their sac did not get sweaty. No one had said much about the strap but I had seen some of the children checking the men out.

"Dad, why do Oscar and Ace have their eggs hanging out like that?" Of course Jude was the one that noticed.

"Have you seen all those bottle in the house? They have those eggs in them. Everyone in the village has been giving them to me." I hoped it would weird him out but he must have seen them being placed all over.

"But they have two not one like everyone else."

"They will have one removed today." I hated to admit that to Jude but he was the one that had noticed and questioned me about them.

"Doesn't that hurt? It hurts when Shiloh hits me there."

"I can't say. I haven't given mine and don't plan on it."

"Why do you have them all?" A good question.

"Ask sometime when you're older. Maybe by then I'll understand it, too." I had talked both of my older sons out of giving me their balls earlier that week, I hoped seeing that Ace and Oscar were doing it didn't change their minds.

I walked through that last day of cutting off testicles numb. I Left the pair of them in the med center and walked out to the playing field. Two of the futbol teams were practicing for a game they were going to have that night. I saw Ton running my way and then I don't remember anything.

"Roger, wake up. Come on, sir." Ace was pulling on my foot when I first heard him. I didn't know where I was but the bed was too narrow to roll over.

"What do you need?" My voice sounded rather gravelly to me.

"Dr. Rhoda, he's waking up."

"Roger, don't move, let me check your vitals." She moved around me checking a number of places that I never knew were part of my vitals but I lay quietly watching Ace fidget as she checked me.

"It looks like you may be starting to heal. I'll have the bot bring in some water, you need to try clearing your throat."

"What?" That was all I could get out.

"You don't remember what happened to you?"

"No."

"I'd rather no one told you what happened, I wold like to know if you have any amnesia. You have been here for the last thirty days, this is the first time that you have regained any consciousness. Oscar and your sons have been waiting outside everyday to talk with you. Is there anyone you want to speak with before I tell them all to go away for the rest of the evening?" What had to be the worst headache I had ever experienced swelled in my head right then. I couldn't even answer her question.

I hadn't made any noise but Ace was so tuned in that he told the doctor that I was in pain before she left the med center to get Oscar. When she came back to my side she saw that I had grabbed onto the bed rails so tightly that my knuckles were white. After checking a couple monitors she told me that she thought it was best if she put me back into a coma. If that meant I was going to be butchering my fellow villagers again I didn't want to lose consciousness bu the pain was unbearable and I felt myself blacking out watching Oscar taking Ace by the hand.

When I woke again Ace was right there with me. Whatever Rhoda had told him hadn't penetrated his skull, he refused to leave my side. He had lost weight and his skin was ashen still he was trying to give me a sponge bath. I wanted to look at him but the pain in my head was too much for me to keep my eyes open. He was almost to my feet when I finally was able to spoke to him.

"Ace, how long have I been here?

"Thirty days, sir." He must have been extremely pleased to talk with me, he leaned into the clean feet and kissed me on the end of each toe.

"Can you bring Ton in to see me?"

"He went up for the mid-day meal but I'll go get him if you want."

"No, wait until he comes back." I thought I remembered Rhoda saying that my whole family had been outside waiting all day every day.

"Did everyone survive their operation?" The look on his face was of pure confusion, didn't I spend a month removing the balls from all the men in the village?

"Come around to the other side of the bed." One arm was tangled in tubing but the other was free to move.

"Drop your pants." He had never been shy about doing that when told, so as they hit the floor I had a good look at his sac.

"I didn't remove your ball?" Unless he had accepted a marble and healed extremely quickly I knew what I was saying was rather redundant.

"No, sir. When would you have done that?" The idea that I would have removed one of his balls didn't affect him.

I couldn't explain to him that I had thought I had removed one of his balls while I was unconscious. I wasn't sure that just checking Ace was enough proof that I hadn't spent every two days snipping away the blood vessels and vas deferens of every male in the village. I was going to need to look at one of the other men that I supposedly mutilated early in the nightmare to prove it to myself.

"Find Pablo and bring him here." He didn't try telling me that he was eating, Ace pulled up his pants and Left with the blanket down around my feet. I tried to sit up to pull the blanket over my body only to have a short black out. I thought to myself about how I should be glad that it only lasted a few minutes. I was back awake when Pablo and Ace entered the room talking excitedly.

"Pablo, come over here and drop your pants." Thankfully he was fully in one piece. I held on to his balls until we heard Rhoda coming down the hall. Just holding his balls had given me an erection, making the blood flow like that didn't do my head any good but I was relieved to learn that I wouldn't be going home to thirty bottles containing my friends' testicles or friends that I had castrated.

"Rhoda can you give me something for this headache?"

"You are getting as much as I should give you, intravenously. If you want I'll knock you out again."

"No, let me stay awake for a while, I'd like to see my family."

The twins came in together. I was shocked to see Dana on crutches. The last time I had seen him he was running across the playing field towards me. Then the collision cam back to me, my son had jumped on me and I fell back. My head had hit the bench and his leg had gotten twisted under me so when I hit the field it snapped. They told me how worried everyone had been about me. That was nice but if they knew what I had been hallucinating doing to them they might not have been as concerned.

I spent the rest of the afternoon catching up on my children's lives. There really isn't that much that can happen to them in a month here in the village but they were so glad to see me that they tried telling me everything that happened each day. I must have napped after Dana told me about taking his sister to his futbol game and having her try to get on the field with everyone.

When I woke Jude was beside me with his head on my chest. It felt so nice that I stayed quiet for a few minutes just feeling him breathing. Once he knew I was awake he was even more talkative than his brothers. In just a few minutes I learned much of what had been happening around the village including a story about Pablo trying to seduce Joey but not succeeding. Shiloh didn't have much to say other than that he loved me and missed me.

The girls babbled mostly while they sat beside me. By then my head was hurting as bad as it had the previous day. Rhoda gave me a shot. I think I saw Oscar walking into the room and smiling but that is all. I wished I could be in his arms but I honestly don't think I was able to even raise myself off the bed enough for an arm to slip behind my neck. The bots did more of the few things that needed done around me than Rhoda but I was glad to see her and hear her tell me that I was improving every day.

I started seeing the boys every day and Oscar would bring the girls to visit me every other day. It was about ten days later that I was told that I should move into the house I had used twice already for recovery. This time the recuperation and recovery was much easier, all I need to do was regain my strength. Ton and Dana would come down to work with me. It was a different feeling to have my sons working alongside me. At first I wasn't lifting much more weight than either of them but within the first two weeks I had regained enough strength that I was able to left the same as I had before I had caught my son mid-air and fallen to the ground.

"Dad, are we old enough to start having sex?"

"Why are you asking me that? The last I remember you were telling me about how Jack was always thinking about sex and that neither of you was there yet. What changed?"

Dana had always been a little more forward than his brother but when he dropped his pants and showed me the hair that had started to grow over his dick he shocked me. It had been more than a year since I had seen either of their dicks, I hadn't expected them to have grown much from the last time I had sat waiting for them to bathe. It was definitely time that they learned what their dicks were capable of doing. I didn't want them going about the learning process without enough basic knowledge to protect themselves and whoever they decide they wanted to be with.

"Do you think the two of you can at least wait until I am allowed to go home to have this conversation?" I knew I was being a coward but I needed to know what Tiffan had taught them in school so I wasn't confusing them. They obviously understood that their bodies were going through a change. If it had been me I would have been learning about the feelings you get from my brother, I wanted to tell them not to do that but who would be better?

"Has anyone been trying to get you to have sex?"

"Just my brother!" I couldn't tell if Ton was upset or proud of the fact his brother wanted to have sex with him. They had both giggled when he spurted that out. Did Dana want to fuck his brother? Damn, I was going need to give them two separate talks. Ton was too young to be pregnant. I wasn't about to try stopping them from having sex with each other, if I'd had a brother I know I would have fucked him, especially if he looked as much like me as Ton did Dana.

A few days after that conversation Oscar came down to the second level to stay with me until I was given the okay to head home. I was still having headaches fairly regularly but the intensity was dropping almost every day. It felt wonderful having Oscar ride my cock and for him to roll me over and fuck me. It may have been the accident or maybe how I'm maturing but I was happier being fucked than I had ever been. If Oscar and Ace hadn't liked being fucked so much I think I might have stopped fucking all together.

Sometime during the time I was in a coma the four coaches had arranged a tournament for the futbol teams. I had heard that my sons were on the two teams that were the finalists but wasn't paying more attention to the games than I could by asking them who was closing in on the two top spots. I wished that Rhoda had given me the okay to go to the final game but she had me in the med center for a final x-ray of my head.

It was going to be the second game that Ton played after getting his cast removed. Neither of my sons were stars for their teams but Ton had been getting good enough that the coach wanted him playing the whole game. Most of the children were only playing for ten minutes at a time so I had been asked permission for Ton to play that much. His coach was one of the two that I had told Oscar that I would have gladly taken to bed. That I only had sex with men was well known through the village, I was certain that the newest members of village that had arrived with Oscar had learned about it soon after they joined us.

"Guillermo, if your team wins I will gladly let you fuck me."

"Thanks but no thanks. I've been trying to get Sara to let me fuck her."

"That's a lot of religious training to overcome."

"It is, but I think she is weakening a little. If I win this evening she might just say yes." He looked like that might be the greatest thing ever.

"Well good luck." Guillermo was good looking, not the best looking man in the village but he had the butt and legs that screamed I fuck. I was sorry he wasn't interested, I could just imagine that he would pound my ass hard.

Shiloh and the girls stayed with me that evening while the game was going on. We could hear the cheerleaders yelling for this player or that to score but hadn't heard the audience which was mostly the other two teams explode with joy at the scoring of a goal for most of the time the match was going. Jude joined us and told me that there hadn't been any scoring and the match had been boring. It was getting time for the four of them to go to bed when we heard loud yells and screams from the field.

It was barely ten minutes later that Ton ran into my room pumping his arm that was holding an award. I was used to seeing metal statues and the like but he was holding what must have been blue painted wood.

"Dad I scored the only point, we won."

I was happy for my son and listened appreciatively as he recounted the way he had made the winning score. He stayed with me for a few minutes then ran out of the room to join the rest of his team celebrating their win. Ace came in a few minutes later and took the youngest children home to their beds. It felt so lonely in that room, I was dreaming about going back to my own room.

I opened my eyes and there was Guillermo.

"Congratulations. You must be a good coach." That wasn't what I really wanted to say to him but I decided to be subtle.

"It wasn't that good of a match, its just that we are evenly matched in our inability to play. But your son won it for us." He had moved a few steps into the room.

"I heard. He was down here showing off his blue award and telling me how he scored the winning point." I'm sure I was smiling at the idea.

"You must be proud of him."

"I'm proud of all my children. But it is good to see one of them excel at something." I knew that sounded wrong but having Ton excel at a sport was surprising, if it had been Dana I would not have been surprised at all.

"She told me I was going to Hell for trying to get in her pussy." That was a huge change in topic.

"Sara?"

"Yes. She had me hard and dripping then told me no. She is giving me blue balls." He was really letting out his feelings.

"I am sorry for you." I was getting the feeling that he was thinking about the offer I had made him earlier. I was ready for him to make a move, but I had learned that with a hetero it was best never to make a move on them twice.

"Were you serious when you offered up your asshole?" He had moved up to where he was alongside me and within reach.

I didn't even answer him. I dropped the pants I was wearing and headed to the bedroom. I hoped he liked what he was seeing. If I had to I would have sucked his cock to get him hard but I was really only interested in having him fuck me. He shut the door behind us. As I dropped on to the bed I heard him pulling off his shirt, his shoes dropping on the floor and his shorts being slid down his legs. I turned so I could get a look at what would soon be in me.

He was facing away from the bed and I was not at all disappointed in the butt I was seeing, it was really that of a man that could pump his cock into you. As he turned I thought it a shame that he didn't have a few more inches of cock but he had around five inches of very firm flesh sticking out from an extremely hairy bush. His cock was about as thick as mine so I knew I would have no trouble when he went to fuck my asshole.

I don't think he had ever fucked anyone before. I had to tell him to use lube on both his cock and my asshole. He pressed against my asshole hard and then pulled back missing his target twice before the head of his cock slid into me. I heard a gasp, a sure sign that he had never had been in an ass previously. I held back a second and then pressed my ass down on his cock until there was nothing more outside. It took a few moments for him to start pounding away. At first he wanted to fuck too gently and only after I yelled for him to fuck me harder a few times did he get into the rhythm of pounding with me.

The first fuck he couldn't have lasted two minutes. He was needy and his cock didn't fade away. A couple of minutes later he started fucking again, this time the way I had begged for it. I tried telling him the ways to make it feel better, he tried to follow instructions soon giving me a second load of hot cum.

I had stocked the nightstand with wipes. After I wiped his cock scentless he started talking to me. It turned out he had always wanted to learn what it would feel like to fuck another man. I was right when I had assumed he had never fucked anyone. He had known men where he grew up that would fuck both men and women but he had never had the opportunity to fuck either. If he had only known, he could have fucked Oscar when they were on the moon.

We talked about masculinity and whether being fucked made me feel feminine. We had been talking at least a half hour when I started to get the feeling that Guillermo was thinking about what it would be like for him to take a cock in his ass. I really wanted to reach over and play with his asshole but I held back. I did ask him if he wanted to feel my cock, he had been staring at it. He admitted that he couldn't imagine anyone allowing me to fuck them but didn't touch it. As we talked about me fucking, my cock stood up so he was able to see its full length. He blanched, I was sure by then that he had been thinking about allowing me to fuck him but the length had scared him.

Fuck. So what if he was scared?

I rolled on top of him. My cock pressed between our stomachs. I hadn't cum while he was fucking me but I was drooling pre-cum which I was smearing on his stomach. I managed to get my legs between his. I had been watching his face, he had been giving me grimaces and a look that I couldn't decipher. Did he want me to rape him? His dick was hard again. He pushed it against my balls.

"Guillermo, are you ready for me to fuck you?"

He pushed me off and jumped out of bed. It didn't take him fifteen seconds to have all his clothes back on and shoes in hand. He looked back at me shook his head and darted from the room. I didn't know what to think. Had I just created a problem or would Guillermo return some evening to fuck me again? Had I insulted his machismo? I hope he wouldn't take out his anger on my son that earlier he had praised.

Every few days Jeff, Oscar, Hieronymus and Rhoda would gather in my room over dinner. There weren't that many problems in the village but we still met just to keep each other up on what we knew was happening. For them to come to me was good, I had very little knowledge of what was happening on the main level that Oscar or the boys didn't tell me. It was about two days after Guillermo had fucked me that the council lead off our meeting with news that Guillermo had fucked Jack against the boy's will.

Back when the village had permitted me to take Ace as a sexual slave there had been an agreement that should anyone be raped that the rapist would be banned from the village. That had been before the radiation levels had climbed as high as they were, banning anyone from the village now would basically be a death sentence. Jeff and the man that had been a guard on the moon had isolated Guillermo from the rest of the people. We debated what we should do knowing that the option none of us wanted to use was the one that the village had agreed to earlier. We didn't have the facilities to jail him for any amount of time.

For a short time we did discuss Jack. Rhoda had made certain that he was not permanently damaged. He did want to hurt Guillermo for revenge. It was the first time that there was anything that happened in the village that any of us thought deserved serious punishment. Finally it was Oscar that came up with the idea to have Guillermo lowered to the cavern where he could leave the village through the caves they had followed to get here. I had to wonder if part of the cause of the crime hadn't been me asking Guillermo if he was ready for me to fuck him, had it been that much of an insult to his manhood?

Most of the village followed the parade of men that would be lowering him to the cavern. A few went to the second level and only the council and those that actually would be doing the lowering went to the third level. Being fastened to the board that would be used to lower him Guillermo started shouting about the evening he had won the futbol match and fucked me. That was the first that Oscar had learned of me allowing him to fuck me. He insisted on knowing if it had been rape or if I had been complicit.

Oscar must have been under the illusion that he was the only one fucking me. Finding out that Guillermo had fucked me set him off on a tirade, accusing me of being nothing more than a whore. As he went on more and more I found out that there was little I had known about him. When we returned to my room I let him know that I no longer wished him to live in my house.

Joey, Tiffan, Nino and Ace joined me later along with my children. Everyone was glad to hear that I would be back in the house the next day. Tiffan and Joey had been worried that Oscar might be Left alone with the children after being told to leave. They let me know that he hadn't found a place to live. I suggested that Joey and Tiffan move back in with us and allow him to move into their house but only Joey seemed interested.

My two oldest asked about what had happened to Jack. I told them to wait until the younger children were asleep. Hearing that they had alarmed looks on their faces. I wanted to discuss it with them separately but they had seemed to get closer after the day they had asked me about sex. I had the feeling that they hadn't waited. If they hadn't, was there anything I could tell them?

The night I returned to the main level of the village was the second Adult party of the year. It truly made me feel like I was getting old. I hadn't thought about it for so long but the fact that the boys were almost fifteen made me almost forty. Was it time for me to settle into a life with one person? I thought back to the life I'd had with Junior and wondered if there was any chance I would ever love anyone that much again. It was a difficult question since I had known the people in the village for a few years. If there was someone that would be the object of my affection wouldn't they have already attracted me?

I spent the remainder of that night on the playing field. It was my to go place when I was disturbed. Joey and Tiffan had promised to watch out for the children with Ace. Oscar had been at the edges of the party but had stayed away from me. The other people from the moon had gladly accepted the way we celebrated our birthdays. I was more pleased with the fact that the children only had one party a year and none of them seemed to think that was a problem.

"Dad?"

"You were supposed to stay with Joey and Tiffan."

"I know but I am worried about you." He was looking in my face as he settled on the field beside me.

"Ton, you're fourteen, I am supposed to be worried about you not the other way around." It felt nice to have my son with me.

"I know but Oscar was saying mean things about you to everyone this evening."

"How do you know that? You were supposed to be in the house with Ace." Had he taken after Jude and escaped?

"We could hear him every time he came close to the house. Why is he so mad at you?" Ton had brought two blankets with him so we were sitting close together under them. I wanted to hold him but he and Dana had stopped allowing that a couple years earlier.

"Why he thought I was treating our relationship one way when I had told him time and again that I didn't want to be monogamous, I'm not sure. He found out tonight that I had sex with another man that he hadn't known about before." It was hard telling my son that I was not only having sex with one person even though I was sure he had watched me having sex with a few.

"What if I wanted to have sex with a couple people?" That was sure a jump in the conversation that shocked me.

"Do you?"

"I don't know. I see the couples that say they are together and not having sex with anyone else slipping away to have sex with someone else. That seems wrong to me." Ton looked sad as he said that.

"Ton, if you tell someone that you are going to be faithful and then have sex with someone else it is wrong. If both people know that it is only sex and that you have no intention to be faithful to one person I don't think its wrong."

"So its okay if I have sex with Dana and Pablo?" I wasn't sure if he was admitting to having sex with them but I thought so. The possibility he would be having sex with his twin had been high so I wasn't that surprised.

"Most people think having sex with your brother is wrong. I won't tell you what I think but I will tell you not to tell anyone if you are having sex with Dana." I could have lied and said I thought it problematic but I didn't.

"Dad, that's silly. We have been having some kind of sex since before we had our own room. So you want to know what we have been doing?" Ton was smiling at me so brightly I could see his teeth in the darkness.

"Only if you think I should know or you have questions about what you have been doing." I wanted to talk to Ton about preventing getting pregnant but I didn't know how to start that conversation. I had already removed his hand from my cock, that had made me more uncomfortable than just the way he was talking.

"You aren't going to get mad are you?" His voice had lowered so that I had a hard time hearing that but I knew it was more than two boys using their hands.

"Ton, I know you have seen me do almost any thing imaginable. I won't get mad because you have tried something." I hoped that I hadn't been too bad of a role model for my sons.

"There is something you will need to know before you leave here tonight but for now I want to hear what you think I should know."

"Our cocks don't get as long as yours." I was removing his hand from my cock again although he was holding tight.

"Don't worry about that. Mine grew a lot between the time I turned sixteen and eighteen." Probably three inches of erection were added.

"I shouldn't be telling you this. I promised Dana I wouldn't say anything unless he was with me." I couldn't remember the last time I saw him pouting.

"If you promised your brother then you probably should say anything. But you have me interested so I would like to hear from both of you." I was hoping he would spare me what I knew would have to be graphic details about what they did in bed.

"No, it was a silly promise. I want to tell you. The first night we got a room together we used our hands to get each other off. Neither of us was shooting much yet but we had started to cum.

"We were there about a month or so when Dana tried to get me to suck his dick. When I refused he started to suck mine. I had been soft when he started and as soon as his mouth was on me I got hard. It didn't take him much to get me to shoot. We had both tasted each other's cum before that so when I shot in his mouth he just swallowed it. He had to suck me a dozen or so more times before he was able to convince me to suck his cock. For the last couple of years we have sucked each other at least once a day, most days two or three times." He didn't act embarrassed.

"The day Dana asked you about sex and said it was because of Jack we both wanted to know more about fucking. We had watched you fuck and get fucked but we wanted to know more about how it felt. Dana was angry that you put us off. He tried asking Ace about how it felt to get fucked but Ace couldn't tell us much.

"It was probably the next day that he started telling me that even if I wasn't willing he was going to learn what it felt like to get his dick in another boy's asshole. He had spent most of the day with Jack so I knew he had been talking about sex all day. Why I didn't ask him if he didn't want to fuck a girl I don't know.

"I think it was an evening you were out dancing with Joey. Oscar was taking advantage of you being out of the house and making Ace suck his dick. Everyone else was asleep, Dana asked whether I was going to fuck him first or if he was going to fuck me. You know how he can be when he gets something in his head.

"I wasn't really sure that I wanted to have him fuck me but the idea of fucking him sounded good. He had brought a tube of your lube to the bedroom, we weren't quite sure who was to put it on whom but we soon had my cock and his asshole greasy. He told me that he wanted to ride my dick so I lay on the bed and he squatted over me, I was holding my dick up straight when his asshole hit the tip of my dick. It was like I had a bolt of lightning shot through me, all I could do was grab him by his hips. It seemed like it took him forever but I loved having his asshole swallowing my dick so I lay there while he lowered himself the whole way. His butt hit my legs and I shot my first load of cum in his ass, that didn't stop either of us. A few moments later he was spraying cum all over me while he was going up and down on my dick. We had both learned why you fuck and get fucked.

"Until my dick wouldn't stand any more he rode me and sprayed his cum on my stomach and chest. It wasn't until the next day that I found out what he had been enjoying."

"And now there is a second person that you want to fuck or have fuck you?"

"Pablo." At least the boy wasn't much different in age than him. I had been thinking that I was going to have Pablo come to me again.

"Have you talked to him?" I didn't even know if Pablo was willing to have sex with a man again. He had said that the first time was a sacrifice but that he had enjoyed himself.

"No, Dad. I wanted to know what you thought about me having sex with more than just Dana." What was I supposed to tell him? I had been having sex since I was twelve or earlier and had never thought I should be just with one person.

"Have you and Dana talked about it?"

"No. Do I have to?"

"I think you should. I don't think you will be able to have Dana as the only sex partner for your entire life but I think he should know that." Even though it was my son that I was giving sex advise to my cock hadn't gone down.

"Now you and I need to have a further discussion. Do you remember when I was pregnant with the girls?" I was sure he would.

"Of course."

"What did you hear people saying about me?"

"That you were a freak. That men shouldn't be able to have children like that." He was frowning as he remembered the negative things he had heard.

"I had carried your and Dana that way, also. Then later I carried Jude and then Shiloh. I went through hearing all those negatives, but because I loved Junior I bore him two children, and Joey was the same. You have never met your father because he died in the attack but he had already Left me by that time. I had loved him and was unwilling to share him with a woman that wanted his children, he never knew that I was pregnant with the two of you." I had to get to the part he needed to know or I was going to stop.

"I had been born with two immature ovaries. Do you know what those are?"

"Yes, Tiffan taught us anatomy in his classes."

"As I grew up the ovaries matured, unknown to anyone. My parents and everyone else thought I was all boy, even the doctor. That I liked boys had nothing to do with that and boys liked me without knowing. I was in my twenties when I started having severe stomach pains, when I was finally given an Ultrasound the doctor found a dead fetus inside me. He was removed and the doctor told me that the other ovary was immature and that I didn't need to worry about ever getting pregnant again. However he did give me instructions in case it did happen.

A couple of years later I started having stomach problems again but it was not in the same place so the doctor sent me to have another Ultrasound. The day I was inside the tube was the day of the attack. I did not find out if I was pregnant since there was nobody Left to read the Ultrasound. It was a few months later after we found Rhoda and the doctor that had been training her that Tiffan and I were able to put an X-ray machine together and I found out I was carrying two boys inside me.

"What have you learned so far?"

"That you had ovaries and testicles."

"That is right. The opening leading to the ovaries is inside me so I am not visibly of more than one sex. Anyone looking between my legs would say I am a man."

"A big man." He had grabbed onto my cock again.

"True. I am telling you this because you were born the same way as I was. You have two ovaries, both of which Rhoda is sure will mature. What does that mean? Well, if you are not careful you might become pregnant." He came right back at me.

"But if I find the right man I might be happy to be pregnant?"

"You might be happy to have a child but I doubt you will ever be happy to be pregnant, it is a pain. But there is another reason I am telling you all of this.

"I want you to be careful. We could have Rhoda attempt another Ultrasound to see if she can locate the opening that would lead to the ovaries or you can live with this not knowing if there is a possibility you could become pregnant. The first time that I had semen shot into the opening I had no idea that it had happened. I don't want you to have the same problem, you could get birth control of some sort."

"But what if I want to have a baby?"

"I hope you will wait a few years. And have a man that you love."