Melancholy

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When we last left Kevin he was struggling to come to grips with his old feelings with Justin and the fact that he is now a father of an adorable little boy. We will also discover that the Backstreet Boys are going back into the studio and Justin and Kevin take their relationship to the next level. Warning, there is strong sexuality in this story. If discriptions of male to male graphic sex offends you than please leave. No one is forcing you to read this.

Now onto the story.

Chapter five.

Several months later Kevin and Justin's love has blossumed. Kevin has been sober ever since that night when he found out that he was now solely responcible for little Devin. He had even managed to get his old body back. His pecks and abs really turned on Justin and the rest of his body was toned and hard too. This was the old Kevin. The old Kevin who decided to work with Oprah and together they finally managed to get things back on track with the Backstreet Boys. A busy and dedicated Kevin was very sexy to Justin. And Justin wsa so happy that Kevin was happy again. Things were going good again and for the first time in a very long time Kevin Richardson, singer, and widower and single father was happy. And he thought it was about time. Devin is coming to grips with his Mother's death and having to live with his daddy full time. There were times when little Devin would sit by himself and cry softly. Usually Kevin or Justin would sit next to him and hold the little guy and let him cry for as long as he wanted. He needed to mourn the loss of his mommy. It tore Kevin's heart in two and Justin's too, to see that little guy in so much pain. Kevin had even decided that Devin needed some counseling and he decided to do it as a family. Devin was talking to the Counceler and even had vented a little to Kevin about how he used to not be there for him. But being a cute little boy he quickly forgave his daddy and was as tight as ever. Devin is also charming the hearts of everyone he meets. Justin has fallen head over heels in love with the little guy. Nick and JC are crazy about him too. So Devin is being spoiled rotten and his Daddy, Kevin is turning out to be a very loving and caring father who is managing to learn how to keep little Devin grounded. Devin tries to be naughty once in a while. It is really amusing to see him action. Thankfully it is nothing to serious. And usualy it just involves a three minute visit to the naughty corner. Than he is his usual cute adorable self again. The one time it got really hard is when his God Daddy had to punish him. The poor little guy cried his eyes out and broke Nick's heart but suprisingly he held firm and Devin apologiesed to Nick and shared one of his special hugs to show that he still loved his God Father and soon they were laughing and giggling again and best buds once again. Justin wants to make love to Kevin again but is unwilling to push the final envelope and push Kevin into something that he is not ready for. Nick and JC are still crazy in love and spend a lot of their time with Kevin and Justin and Devin. Nick is getting to spend some serious "God Daddy" time with Devin. Brian is still ragging on poor Kevin and Nick and JC and Justin on their "Horrible influence" on Devin and refusing to take responcibility for his actions in seducing Nick at the tender age of fifteen. Now let's join them now. The sun is peaking out over the top of the Richardson Mansion and peaking into the bedroom of Kevin and Justin. Justin's long lanky form is snuggled close to Kevin's with Kevin's arms wrapped protectively around Justin's nude form. Justin moans softly as he opens his eyes and looks out into the bedroom. He smiles softly as he snuggles closer to his lover that has wrapped himself around him. Kevin's deep moan feels the room as he gently grinds his crotch into Justin's backside. Justin giggles softly.

From Justin's point of view.

I woke to a feeling of complete comfort. His strong arms were wrapped around me protectively. I could feel every aspect of his nude body against mine. That was one of the things I loved so much about Kevin. He was so not afraid of his nakedness or his sexuality. He smiled as he ground his crotch into my backside. As usual Kevin was very horny this morning. But we still haven't gone that extra mile yet. The most he would let me do is kiss and caress. That was enough for him and for me. He would do the same to me too and well. Even though I said it was enough. Well I wanted all of him. The last time we made love was so long ago. Now I longed to have him enter me. I longed to have him consume me with his love. I wanted to feel his sweat drop onto me. I longed to hear his deep moans and whimpers as he surrendered to his orgasms as he shot his load of cum deep into me. I remembered what it was like those years ago when Kevin made love to me. I wanted it again. Four months ago I walked back into his life. And at first it was tense. But than I meet his adorable son. The poor little guy was so sad. He had lost his mommy and was just getting to know is daddy. He was a real cutie too. I made sure he and I were like best buds. He needed a best bud. The night I realized that Devin really was attatched to me was when he woke me up at three in the morning crying his little eyes out because he missed his mommy so much. So I let him climb into bed with me and cuddle next to me. Now according to him I was now "Unca Justin." He was such a cutie. As for Kevin? Well I knew that my feelings had never changed for Kevin. I still wanted him in my life. I knew that I was in love with Kevin and I knew that Kevin was still in love with me. I was willing to wait for him. I remembered that day when he professed to his little son that he still loved me. Now we lived together. We kissed we hugged and held hands and did everything that a young loving couple did. Kevin was so hot! So sexy and I wanted him in the worst way. But I knew Kevin. He wasn't ready. And I was willing to wait for as long as he needed me to wait. He was still trying to find his way back from that very dark place when he was drinking and was shutting out all of his friends. And I was working over time to make sure that Kevin never went into that dark place again either. Kevin was out of that place and I would move heaven and earth to make sure that Kevin was happy and never reached for that fucking bottle again.

"Good morning," Kevin said in his deep sexy voice that caused me to shiver with desire. He laughed softly. "What are you doing awake so early?"

"Well you got all horny on me and woke me up," I replied with a pout. "So why are you awake?"

"I knew you were awake. And I wanted to spend some time with you before Devin interupts us. I know that you are so patient love," Kevin whispered giving me a light kiss on the cheek. "I want to make love to you again too. But I want to make sure that we are all ok."

"I'm ok," I said softly looking down at Kevin's erect cock. "I want you Kevin."

"I promise soon," Kevin assured me. He slid out of bed and walked to the bathroom. I growled in frustration as I watched his naked form glide across the room. His large limp cock swung between his legs begged me to suck him. But I reframed from doing so. I did whimper loud enough for Kevin to hear. He loved teasing me so. And I gladly let him do it. His deep teasing laugh brought me back to my senses. I eased out of bed and walked to the bathroom too. I loved showering with him. After a very long shower with Kevin we spent the rest of our dwindling quiet time dressing eachother. After all we both had to make sure that the other was hot! And Kevin always looked hot. Finally I got a chance to snuggle up to him while he quietly checked his e-mail. I sucked on his neck and shoulder while he worked. "You know you are not being fair," Kevin sighed looking down at me with loving eyes. I growled softly and pressed my lips to his and kissed him deeply for a few minutes. I allowed myself to get lost in his kisses all the time. This was where I wanted to be.

"Daddy!" Devin's little high pitch voice sounded from behind the door. "Are you awake now?" Devin had learned how to knock before coming into Daddy's room when it was closed. I smiled at the sound of his little hand knocking lightly on the door. We could hear the little whimpers from Blackie the puppy too. It had seemed that both of them had decided that it was high time we paid them some attention.

"Come in little man," Kevin laughed out. By now we were all showered and dressed. We still were not wearing shirts. I loved being with Kevin without his shirt. The strong and nicely built Kevin that I fell in love with was back. And I was enjoying him so much. I loved being close to him and touching him. Needless to say I was horny most of the time. I was just starting to suck on his neck when the door flew open and a very hyper three year old came bounding into the room with a cute black lab puppy bounding after him. In a matter of seconds Devin was in Kevin's arms giving him one of his very special hugs. There is nothing more special than a little boy's special hug. And Devin truly had a very special hug. Kevin and I got our share of them on a daily basis. The puppy was bouncing all over the place with little puppy dog barks and whimpers. The puppy was my idea. Kevin wasn't too happy about it at first. But when both Devin and I ganged up on him with our puppy dog pouts he had no choice but to give in and little Devin got his Puppy. Hey! All cute adorable little boys needs a cute adorable puppy to play with and drive his daddy nuts.

"I'm hungry Daddy!" Devin said giggling loudly from Kevin's tickle attack.

"Well nice to meet you Hungry!" Kevin teased him. Devin gave him a scolding look and Kevin laughed. "What does my little man want for breakfast as if I don't already know?" Kevin asked grinning widely at his son.

"McDonalds!" Devin demanded gleefully.

"Again?" Kevin asked rolling his eyes. But I saw the twinkle in his eyes. This was saturday and every saturday we all went out to McDonalds for breakfast. McDonalds Hot Cakes and Sausage and hash browns was the extent of Devin's fast food. Kevin insisted on Devin eating healthy and we all honored Kevin's whishes and tried not to spoil the little fella to much.

"Pwease Daddy?" Devin asked. I really tried not to laugh at Devin's persistance.

"Well since you and Uncle Justin have been good boys I guess it will be ok," Kevin sighed. "Let Daddy and Justin put our shirts on and we'll meet you down stairs."

"Ok Daddy!" Devin agreed loudly. "Come on Blackie!" The little dog took off running barking after his young master.

"Well Daddy," I said smirking. "Shall we get dressed and go down stairs."

"I'd rather let you continue sucking on my skin," Kevin replied as he latched onto my lips. I moaned softly as I allowed him to ravage me. I could tell he was getting horny. But alas he stopped kissing me. He was breathing hard. "No not here and not now." I whimpered in frustration. "But don't worry love. Tonight is not that far away." Ok now I was very happy. I was going to get laid tonight and by the love of my life!

"Well what are we waiting for?" I demanded pulling my lover up. "Come on let's go eat!" Kevin laughed at my eagerness. Yep today was definately going to be a good day.

Later in Kevin's office from Kevin's point of view.

I was sitting at my desk trying to get some work done and the phone kept ringing. I picked it up. "What?" I demanded.

"Kevin?" Brian's voice sounded from the other end. "Is this a bad time?"

"What do you want Brian?" I sighed heavily mentally scolding myself for not checking the caller ID. Brian was still on this kick to get me to give up my "Sinful Life Style" and well I was not cooperating at all with him. But he was presistant. And it was getting old.

"I wanted to talk to you about little Devin," Brian said sternly.

"What about Devin?" I asked. You see Brian was hell bent on convincing me that my dive into Homosexuality was wrong. And that I was an unfit father for Devin if I was going to persue this relationship with Justin.

"You are living a life of sin," Brian started and I sighed and hung up the phone.

"That was Brian?" Justin asked as he walked in with Devin on his shoulders. I could tell from Devin's happy grin that they had just finished playing. God knows what they were playing. They did manage to keep things very interesting around here especially after they conned me into getting Devin a puppy. It did make things very entertaining around here. I nodded and turned back to my computer. "What are you working on?"

"Just going over our touring schedule," I replied. "Ever since we decided to go back into the studio to get the group back together the work doesn't seem to stop."

"Well you have to take a break and have lunch," Justin pleaded as he set Devin back down. Devin giggled loudly and took off running out of my study. I had given up on trying to get him to walk. "I know you are working so hard on your return. But you have to eat sometime." Suddenly I was a little worried. You see Justin couldn't really cook all that well. "Don't worry it is just sandwiches and some chips," he replied with a small hint of a pout. Yea I know that I tease him alot about burning things. But that is because I loved to watch him get all riled up. He was so cute when he got all riled up. Right now he was pouting with his usual cuteness. It was so sexy and it took all of my will power not to lay him right down and make sweet love to him right on the desk. But I had a plan. That plan was to drive Justin nuts with desire and lust so that when I did make love to him tonight it would be so pleasurable that he would never forget it.

"You know I am teasing you love," I said softly as I kissed him lightly on the cheek. Let's eat shall we?" I took the offered plate and drink and sat down with him and we began to enjoy our lunch. Half way through it I noticed that my Justin seemed preoccupied. "What is it Justin?" I asked putting down my sandwich.

"Josh called me earlier today," Justin replied. "He says he walked in on Nick crying this morning. He was talking to Brian."

"I also got to talk to Brian," I sighed. "It seems that he is concerned about what type of upbringing that little Devin will recieve if I formaly adopted an open homosexual relationship."

"Why can't he just leave us alone?" Justin asked pushing his plate away. "I mean I love you and you love me and Nick and Josh love eachother. And little Devin is finally getting used to the ideal of us being a family. Why does Brian have to stick his nose into things he has no right to do!" By now my Justin was getting upset. I wrapped my arms around him and allowed him to lean against me. I loved his body next to mine. I shook my head to get myself under control. This was not time to get all horny and riled up.

"I plan on talking to him sweetie," I whispered to him ging him a kiss on the cheek. I quickly wiped a tear from his angelic features. "After lunch I plan on inviting him over to dinner so he can observe us in a family way. He will see that we are doing nothing to hurt little Devin. And than I will give him a ultimatium. Either he accepts us for what we are or he can just leave us alone and not be a part of our lives."

"What if he tries to take little Devin from you?" Justin asked with fear in his eyes.

"Don't ever say that again!" I hurled at Justin. "Devin is my son and he is not going anywhere!"

"But Brian can convince child services that you are an unfit parent!" Justin panicked. "He could get custody of little Devin."

"Brian is not going to get custody of my son!" I boomed. Justin cringed from my harsh words. "I'm sorry for yelling sweetie," I said to quickly soothe thim. "I'm just upset at Brian's ability to fuck with my loved ones." The phone rang and I picked it up.

"Kevin," Nick's voice sounded over the phone. "You've got to talk to Brian." I could tell that Nick had been crying. His voice was all scratchy. "He called me fucking fag!" By now poor Nick was sobbing. "He said I was going to hell!"

"Nicky," I said softly. "You are not going to hell. Where is Josh?"

"He went to go beat him up," Nick sniffled.

"Fuck!" I muttered. "Nick stay there. I'm sending Justin and Devin to-- no scratch that. Get over here as quick as you can. I'll go rescue Josh, or Brian or both of them." I hung up the phone.

"Are you sure that is wise?" Justin asked all concerned.

"You are good at calming down Nick. I'm good at reining in Josh whenever he is on the war path with Brian or anyone," I explained. I leaned in and gave Justin a kiss making sure that I kissed him breathless. I smirked down at him as I watched his breathless expression on his cute face. "I won't be too long and I just might bring Josh back home with me."

Later from Josh's point of view.

I pulled up into the Litteral's Driveway. "I'll show him!" I muttered as I turned off my car. "Getting Nick all upset like that!" I groaned loudly as I saw a familiar figure leaning against his car. "Don't try and talk me out of it Kevin," I muttered. "Brian deserves to get his ass kicked. He made Nick cry!" Kevin held out his arms and I couldn't help it. I walked into those arms and allowed them to wrap around my form.

"I am so happy that Nick has you in his life," Kevin said as he kissed my forehead. I had to admit that Kevin was comforting.

"What is going on?" Brian asked.

"I was going to come over here and kick your ass," I said in a nasty tone of voice. "But Kevin is talking me out of it."

"Well go do it somewhere else other than my yard!" Brian hurled as he turned and headed back in the house. I looked up at Kevin's strong face.

"Hey," Kevin said soothingly. "I'm going to go in and talk to Brian. I'm going to see if I can get him to understand that you and Nick are in love and Justin and I are in love too. He needs to back off and let us live our lives." Kevin kissed the top of my head and guided me back to my car. "Now go to my house and take care of Nick. He is really upset." I nodded and climbed into my car and headed out of Brian's drive and back towards Kevin's Mansion. I wondered how Kevin was faring with his gay bashing cousin. That would have to wait. Right now I had to get back to Kevin's and calm down Nick. I knew how to take care of that. Kevin wouldn't mind me taking Nick into a guest room and making love to him. I had to reasure him that we were ok. I still loved him very much and I wanted to be a very big part of his life.

From Kevin's point of view.

How anyone could use him like Brian did and than cast him aside like that was beyond me. I mean I can still remember how happy and excited that little Nicky was when Brian first made love to him. It was about five in the morning and I was sound sleep. I guess I could call it a mini earth quake. I woke to find a very hyper Nick Carter bouncing on my bed. After calming the hyper teen down I found that Brian had indeed had sex with Nick. Only problem was at the time Nick was only Fifteen. Still a minor and in most states he was still beyond the age of reason and it was illegal to have sex with him. And Virginia was one of those states. I of course put on a happy face for Nick. He was so happy that he had finally found someone to love that I didn't dare take that away from him. But I remember having a nice long talk with Brian afterwards about hurting Nick.

Flash back.

"What the hell were you thinking?" I demanded as I shoved Brian from his bed.

"What the fuck!" Brian demanded as he quickly got up and covered up his nakedness.

"You just had to fuck him didn't you?" I shouted at him. "You just had to pop his cherry didn't you?"

"Oh you mean Nick," Brian said smiling dreamily.

"Brian!" I shouted. "He is just fifteen years old! He is just a fucking kid for god's sake!"

"I didn't hurt him!" Brian retorted. "And he wanted it!"

"Like I said Brian," I shouted back. "He is only fifteen years old. He has no ideal what he really wants. God I hope you used protection!" Brian remained silent. "You fucking selfish bastard!" I shouted at him as I turned and left the room. "Now I have to pick up all the peices of Nick's Broken heart because you are going to break it!" Brian of course denied ever intending on breaking Nick's heart. He said he loved him. And for almost a year he did seem to love Nick. He was always cuddling with him. They would kiss and neck for hours. I would have to forcebly break them up to get them apart. Than it happened. Nick was bouncing back to his room all happy because they had three days off. And for those three days Brian and Nick were going to lock themselves in the room and, as Nick put it. "Fuck like Bunnies." I heard the yelling, screaming and the shouting. I heard the door slam. Than I heard Silence. I peaked out side and saw Nick sitting on the floor staring straight ahead. I knew this was bad. I picked him up and carried him into our room. After a whole day of holding him and caressing him and telling him that everything would be all right he finally told me what had happened. Leighanne had walked into Brian's life. And Nick had walked in on them making love. Thankfully Nick had waited until They were done and Leighanne had left the room before confronting Brian about it. Brian told Nick that it was fun. That was all it was. He never loved Nick. He was just horny. Well Brian got a black eye from me. Nick was devestated. I was there for him. I held him and cared for him. And at some point Nick thought that maybe I was the one for him. But I very gently let him down. It broke my heart to see him hurt again. But than I made the mistake of promising to find him a boyfriend. It was fun to watch him go through all the panic every time I would set him up. Finally it happened. Nick found his true love and we all know who that is. Oh yea the minute they saw each other you could litterly feel the electricity in the air. Well Brian found out and went nuts. Well you pretty much know the rest of the story. Brian called himself straight and would never discuss his affair with the homosexual life style. Well it was time to remind him of it and do something about it. Something that I had hoped never to have to do to anyone.

Back to the present.

"Ok Brian," I yelled out as I walked into his house. "It is time you and I had a very long talk."

"Have nothing to say to you cousin," Brian said as he walked by me.

"Good because I have something to say to you and all you have to do is listen to me," I replied. "You memeber when you first fucked Nick in Virginia?"

"Of course I do," Brian said glaring hard at me as if trying to figure out just where this conversation was headed.

"Well I mentioned something about him being underage?" I contginued. I saw Brian pale just a little. "I see you are starting to get the picture."

"I knew that from a long time ago," Brian sassed me.

"Well what you might not know is this. There are no statutes of limitations in the state of Virginia for sexualy molesting a minor," I said with a small smile.

"You wouldn't!" Brian breathed out.

"Yes I would. Oh yea and about ten other states have the same rules regarding sex with minors. So Brian this is what I propose," I replied. "You lay off of your crusade to fuck with our lives and who we choose to love and I will make sure that no one ever finds out that you fucked our little Nicky when he was a minor!"

"That is fucking black mail and you know it!" Brian hissed at me.

"Yes it is and I don't like doing it! But you leave me no choice. So you going to let up?"

"I guess I don't have much choice do I?" Brian asked in a sassy tone of voice.

"Ok Brian let's get one thing straight. You fucked a guy. Hell you've fucked several guys. You even let AJ fuck you! You had an active gay life for over four years! Don't dare act all holy to us. We know the real Brian. So stop the fucking act and grow the fuck up!" Brian looked contrite at t his point. "Dinner is at six."

"You mean you want me to have dinner with you?" Brian asked shocked. "I mean after all I have done to you?"

"We are not mean people Brian. We love just as hard and fast as you do," I said softly. "And we would love to have you be a very big part of our lives," I said. "But we won't put up with your crap any more." Brian nodded. And for once I thought that maybe things were going to be all right.

From Josh's point of view. I walked into Kevin's house. I heard the welcome sound of Devin's laughter and Nick's monster sounds. I peeked around the corner and laughed. Nick was holding the little guy upside down and was tickling the daylights out of him.

"Hey," I said softly. Nick immediately looked at me and gently laid Devin down. Devin made a very fast retreat into Justin's arms only to have him pick up where Nick had laid off. Nick walked into my arms. "Walk with me."

"Third room on the left," Justin said softly. I nodded my thanks. Nick looked confused.

"I want to make love to you right now and I don't want to wait," I smirked at him. The grin on Nick's face was so worth it. I counted down the doors and opened the one Justin said we were to use. I swung the door open and pushed Nick to the bed. I pounced on him and kissed him deeply. I relished his whimpers and soft moans as I moved quickly to remove his clothes. Soon I had him completely naked. I sat back and looked down at my very horny lover. His nine inch cock begged me to suck it. So what did I do. I fell on him and slid his cock down my hungry throat and started to give him pleasure. The usual groans and sighs filled the air as I concentrated on bringing Nick to orgasm as quickly as I could. Nick's cock was long and straight and hard. The precome flowed from his cock and I swallowed it greedily. I slid my finger up Nick's whole and pressed hard on his prostate gland. His high pitch yelp along with the long streams of cum shooting hard and fast out of his cock was what I wanted. I eagerly swallowed every drop he had to offer. After he was done shooting I waisted no time in slamming my cock up his waiting whole. His whole body arched up to meet mine. I love making love to Nick. He is so hot! Soon our bodies were slick with sweat. The smell of hot male sweat and sex was thick in the air.

"Oh fuck," Nick whimpered out. He had come three times already. his abdomen and chest was slick with his sweat and mine and his cum. "Please Josh," he whimpered out.

"Please what?" I smirked down at him.

"Please cum in me?" he begged. I had been working him over for almost thirty minutes. I had deliberately stayed off my orgasm to drive my lover nuts with lust. I was trying really hard to get him to cum a fourth time. Only twice before I had managed to fuck him until he passed out. I threw caution to the wind and let loose. Fifteen minutes later I shuddered violently and screamed as I fired my cum deep into his bowles. Nick let out a small whimper as he to fired his fourth blast of cum for today. His eyes rolled to the back of his head and passed out. I pulled out gently and begin the process of cleaning my now sleeping lover. Once I made sure that he was sound asleep and all comfortable I walked into the bathroom and quickly showered and dressed and headed down stairs. Love making always made me feel alive. I bounced down stairs and looked for Justin and Devin. I found them playing video games.

"Hey Justin," I piped up.

"You are too hyper," Justin said shaking his head.

"You know me," I said plopping down next to the pair. "After doing my thing with Nick I'm all wired up with energy."

"TMI!" Justin yelled covering his ears.

"Oh and like you and Kevin don't do it like bunnies too," I teased him.

"Well actually we haven't been doing it yet," Justin said looking a little sad. "But that is so going to change tonight!"

"Oh really?" I asked perking up.

"Yea Kevin says so," Justin said happily. "So did you beat up Brian?"

"No Kevin got there in time to stop me," I replied with a small pout. "I hate it when he bashes us."

An hour later Nick is up and snuggled my arms. I loved holding Nick after making love to him. Nick was so good looking and I got a good chance to look him over really good. But right now he was all dressed and down stairs with Justin and me. He was wearing some comfortable clothes and he smelled good as he had just taken a shower. I heard a small sniffle and I notice a few tears flowing down his face. I gently wiped them free. "What are you crying for Baby?" I asked softly.

"Why does Brian have to be this way?" Nick asked softly. "He used to be so loving and kind."

"Well hopefully Kevin will beable to stop him," I replied. We heard the high pitch laughter of Devin and Nick looked down at him to find out that Justin was tickling the daylights out of him. Nick just had join in. Soon All three of them were laughing their heads off.

"Well you don't have to worry about him anymore," a deep voice sounded from behind us. Justin's eyes lit up as Kevin sauntered into the room. I saw blur ran by me as little Devin ran up to his daddy. Kevin picked up the hyper child and hugged him. Devin started to tell his daddy all about Nick and Justin tickling him. Kevin listened very carefully to what his son had to say.

"Really?" Kevin asked with his eyes twinkling. "What should I do about that?"

"Tickle Unca Justin and Unca Nick," Devin said in his very loud voice.

"Ok daddy will," Kevin said softly as he rubbed noses with his son. He let him down and laughed softly as Devin took off running down the hall with Blackie running after his little master. Justin looked a little worried. "Don't worry I'm not going to tickle you to death. Even though my son wants me to." Kevin leaned down and pressed his lips to Justin's. Justin let out a soft moan as Kevin proceded to kiss the daylights out of him. Nick and I busted up laughing when we heard little Devin making yucky noises at poor Kevin and Justin.

"Sorry little dude," I said picking up little Devin and sat him down on my knee. "But you see your Daddy and Justin are very much in love and so they get to act mushy if they want to be."

"They love eachother like Mommy and Daddy did before Mommy went to heaven?" Devin asked with his very solem eyes looking up at me. There was so much honesty pouring out of them. You couldn't help but fall in love with that little fella. Justin decided to take over from here and took Devin from me and sat him down in Kevin's lap.

"You know your daddy loves you right?" Justin asked seriously. Devin's head nodded so fast that I thought it might fall off. "Well I love your daddy so much too."

"But your a guy," Devin said frowning a little.

"You see buddy," Justin said softly. "Love doesn't know Guys or girls. All it knows is that we love each other. And love is beautiful in all of its forms."

"Sooo you are like my other Daddy?" Devin asked still wearing that very serious look. Justin swallowed hard and his eyes got wet. He looked at Kevin.

"Well how do you feel about that sweetie?" Kevin asked. Devin looked at Justin for a few minutes and than back at Kevin. You could see the questions raging through his little mind. Silence racked the room as we waited to hear what he would say.

"I like Justin a whole bunch!" Devin said grinning widely. "I want him to be my other Daddy." And it was just like that. Justin turned into a daddy. Oh dear this should prove interesting indeed.

Chapter Six

Finally!

From Kevin's point of view.

Justin is up to something. It has been three hours after Devin said he wanted Justin to be his other daddy. And since then Justin has been very mysterious. He had an idea that I was planning on making love to him. Ever since Justin and I had gotten back together I have wanted to make love to him so bad. Justin was a incredibly good looking young man. And he knew it too. Now with his Solo CD out of the way and he had proven that he was truly an artist in his own right it freed him up to explore some of his other interest. Like acting. I had seen Model Behavior and he was adorable in it. Now he was exploring more gritty movies. I was so happy for him.

Justin loved me. It showed in everything he did. He walked around horny all the time. There were times that I wanted to rip his clothes off of him and make love to him over and over again. I heard Devin's little giggle and Justin's whispers. I decided that it was indeed time to go see what the two were up to. I walked to the dinning room and tired to open the huge double doors and found them locked. "Justin sweetie?" I called out. He giggled and it was at that point that I started to get worried. The door opened just enough to allow his cute head to pop out. "What are you doing?" I asked kissing him on his lips.

"It is a surprise," Justin said with his very sexy smirk.

"What are you planning?" I asked. "And pray tell me that it doesn't involve cooking."

"No it doesn't involve cooking but food is involved," Justin replied giggling. "And you can't see." The door closed and I heard the lock click shut. I sighed and decided to let Justin and Devin have their fun and I headed into the living room to watch the news and to wait for Brian to come. I wondered if he was going to bring Bailey to the dinner. Leighanne had left to visit family and well I wanted to see little Bailey so bad. The door bell rang and I walked to it and opened it.

"Hi Unca Kevin!" Bailey exclaimed. "Where is Devin?" he asked looking from left to right."

"He is in the dinning room with Uncle Justin," I said and quickly stepped aside as Bailey took off running through the house to find his friends. "Won't you come in Cousin?" I asked politely.

"Thanks for having me," Brian said softly still looking at the floor.

"Well that is what family is for," I said cheerfully. I stepped aside to allow him in. "Justin is planning some sort of surprise. So your guess is as good as mine as to what is for dinner," I smiled. "Nick and JC are joining us for dinner as well."

"It will be goo to talk to Nick again. I really need to apologies to him for being such an ass," Brian said softly.

"Apologies can wait," Nick's voice sounded from behind us. "Right now tonight is about having a nice meal with good friends and family."

"I agree," JC's soft voice sounded from behind us as well. "I say let by gones be by gones and let's all move on." The dinning room opened and Justin walked out.

"Dinner is served on the back patio," Justin said grinning.

"But what was the dinning room locked for?" I asked surprised.

"That my dear was to throw you off the track," Justin said with a naughty glint in his eyes. "Now are you ready to have a nice cook out and swimming after wards?" I knew what he was doing. He had just figured out a way to walk around all evening half naked and me half naked too. I had to plan some revenge for him later. This was going to be so much fun.

Later that evening from Justin's point of view

"So you and Kevin are getting close?" Brian asked as he sat down next to me. It was no secret that I didn't trust Brian.

"I want Kevin happy," I started to argue but Brian held up his hand.

"Let me finish," he pleaded. He took several breaths before continuing. "I know I am an ass and I am sorry for that." I started to say something again and again Brain stopped me. "No," Brian said wiping a tear from his face. "I need to say this. I had no right to come down on you guys. I had my experience in homosexuality years ago. And I enjoyed it just as much as you guys do. If I hadn't of met Leighanne who knows, well I might be still making love to Nick instead of Leighanne. I just wanted to let you know that I'm done with the lectures. If you and Kevin are truly happy than I am happy for you." Brian looked so sad that I couldn't help but hug him. That was when we heard the happy squeals of both Devin and Bailey. We looked out over the pool and started to laugh too. Kevin had Bailey and Nick had Devin and they were splashing them in the pool. To see Kevin doing something so simple such as play with his son was so beautiful. Kevin looked over at me and I licked my lips. I slid into the pool and swam over to Kevin. In no time at all Kevin's arms were wrapped around me pressing his hard pecs against mine. We could hear Bailey and little Devin laughing their heads off. I peaked over Kevin's very sexy shoulder and smiled at the sight. It had seemed that Brian and Nick had decided to gang up on the two tykes and splash them in the pool. The children's laughter filled the night air and I loved it.

"So you ready?" JC asked me softly. We were sitting at the table after spending so much time in the pool. Devin had long since gone to bed. Brian and little Bailey had said goodnight and were crashed out in the guest room. Kevin was cleaning up at his insistance. So it was just Jc and Nick and me sitting on the back patio enjoying the cool night air.

"Ready for what?" I asked with my mind still on Kevin.

"Are you ready to make love to Kevin again?" JC asked again.

"That is a dumb question," I teased him by lightly punching him on his shoulder.

"Don't hurt him," Nick said looking very serious at me. Jc looked surprised.

"Nick," I said just as sternly. "You know what Kevin means to me. I would never hurt him. I love him!"

"Do you love him enough to wait if he wants you to?" Nick asked.

"Of course I will wait for him if that is what he wants," I said glaring at Nick. "I'm not in this for the sex Nick. I love Kevin. I never stop loving him. And I will never stop loving him."

"Ok ok," Nick said quickly to calm my rising temper. "Kevin is like my older brother. Hell he is my older Brother. I care about him and for Devin too. I don't want to see any of them hurt."

"Well you won't have to worry about me hurting Kevin or Devin. I love them both as family," I replied. I stood up and headed back into the pool and started to swim laps. I didn't know how long I swam but at some point I realized that I had an audiance. Kevin was standing at the edge of the pool with a towel. I got out and walked into the towel and allowed Kevin to dry me off. It gave him pleasure to dry me off. And it gave him a good excuse to oggle my body too and I loved letting him do things to make him happy.

"So penny for your thoughts?" Kevin's deep sexy voice drifted over me. I looked up into his very green eyes.

"Just thinking about how everything is almost perfect right now," I replied snuggling up to him. Kevin's nipple was pointing right at my mouth and well I couldn't resist. I slipped it into my mouth. Kevin's soft deep groan sent shivers of lust and desire down my spine. I was hard in an instant. I shivered as I felt Kevin's hot lips on my bare shoulder and whimpered softly when I felt his lips gently nipp at my bare skin.

"You like that?" Kevin deep husky voice drifted in my ears. I nodded and continued to suck on his very tasteful nipple. "Than what do you say that we call it a night?" I looked up at him and saw the desire and lust in his eyes. I knew that this was the moment. Kevin was going to take me up stairs to his room and take off my clothes and lay me down and make love to me. Suddenly I was a little afraid. It had been so many years since I had seen Kevin like this. And I wanted this to last for as long as possible.

From Kevin's point of view.

"Is this happening?" Justin's voice sounded over me. I looked down at him and smiled softly. You see my lover was laying on the bed completely naked and open and exposed to me. He was all mine and I was all his. We were both aroused and this time we had no desire to hide our erections. I wanted to see him like this and I wanted him to see me like this too.

"Finally," I whispered softly to him as I pressed down on him pressing my body to his. I felt his cock twitch in responce to my erection grinding against his. I had to remind my self that Justin was younger and would probably cum at a drop of a hat. As much as I wanted to see him cum I wanted him to wait for as long as possible. Justin was truly a work of art. God's art that is. No man could ever create something this beautiful. His lips were full and pouting and they begged me to kiss them. His neck was wide and delicious. His shoulders muscles told the world what he had beneath them. His pecs were perfectly formed and very toned and hard from hours of working out. His abs were rippled as his eight pack showed the world just how much he took care of himself. His strong chorded arms begged to be kissed and carressed with a lover's touch. I allowed myself to gaze upon him with out shame. He was a gorgeous man and I would have him tonight again and again. I would make him mine again. I gazed up on his erect cock, tall and proud just a tad smaller than mine was. The huge drop of precome begged to licked off but I didn't dare touch him. I knew he was on hair trigger and I wanted this to last for as long as humanly possible. Justin's little growl caused me to smile lovingly at him. My lover was getting inpatiant with me. "God you are so beautiful!" I breathed out as I tenderly kissed him. His little whimper told me he was ready for me to enter him. I grabbed the lube only to have Justin stop me. He reached for my cock and I shivered and let out a deep moan as his hand closed around my quivering shaft. He than pulled me up so that I was strattling his chest. His slid his lips around my cock and immediately started to bob up and down on me. I was so close and thought that I would cum. I tried to pull out but his growl at me told me to stay where I was. After making sure I was good and lubed up with a combination of his spit and my precome he let me loose. I quickly moved and gently lifted his legs and placed them on my shoulders bring his hips up and his whole litterly winked at me. I guided my rock hard cock to his whole and gently pushed forward. He was tight. I would find out later that Justin had not been with another man since me. After gradually pushing in the head of my cock popped passed his tight anal ring. A small cry of pain escaped his lips. I went to pull out but Justin held me fast. "I'm hurting you love," I sobbed out.

"It's ok," Justin gasped out as a few tears flowed down his angelic face. "It's just been a very long time." I waited for him to get used to me being in him before very slowly sliding in the rest of the way. I watched his facial expressions very carefully. The tears had stopped and finally I heard what I was waiting for. Justin's whimper of desire. I know some men say it is a sissy for a man to whimper. But they have never heard Justin Timberlake whimper from desire. I almost came right then and there. No song ever sung by him ever compared to the music he just made for me right now. Finally I was in all the way. I laid down on him fully enjoying the feel of his very toned body against mine. I pressed my lips to his quivering lips and slid my tongue deep into his mouth. After kissing my lover breathless I let loose and smiled at his cute dazed expression.

"You ready love?" I asked softly tenderly stroking the side of his face. He nodded with a small grin. I got the feeling that my lover was afraid. "Baby," I cooed at him. "We don't have to do this right now. We can wait for as long as you want to."

"I want this," Justin said looking into my eyes. The look of pure innocence and love that poured out of his eyes hit me like a sledge hammer. I wanted to bring this creature of love to orgasm again and again. To hell with my needs. All I cared about is giving Justin as much pleasure as humanly possible.

From Justin's point of view.

Oh God this was finally happening! Kevin was inside me making love to me. I could feel his rock hard length sliding in and out of me faster and faster. I could feel the heat from his body as his slid over me time and time again. I could smell his sweat and cologne as he exerted himself more and more to pleasure himself. I was letting him use my body for pleasure and I would let him use me again and again. "God I love you Justin," Kevin rasped out as sweat dripped from his angelic face onto mine. I shivered with lust and desire as it hit me square in the face. "Cum for me love," Kevin ordered him. For some reason that was all it took. Just the soud of his deep voice commanding me to cum was enough for me. I whimpered loudly as my cock shot load after load cum inbetween our bodies. My entire body shuddered violently as I allowed my orgasm to over take me. Kevin gazed down upon my trembling body for a few minutes just watching me in the throes of orgasm. He had me. He had complete control over me just like he did all those years ago the last time I made love to him. Kevin was my first and my only. Having sex with him made me swear off of it until I could have it again with him. Kevin groaned loudly as his entire upper body tensed as he prepared to shoot his load deep into me. I felt his cock swell in me and the first shot was searing hot. I lost how many times Kevin shot into me. The next thing I was aware of was Kevin laying beside me looking over at me with those incredible loving eyes of his. "Hey," he said softly in that deep bedroom voice he used when he just finished making love. "You ok?" I nodded not trusting myself to say anything. "You are so beautiful," he breathed out softly. "I could stare at you forever."

"And I could too," I said reaching out and touching his chest. It was hot and damp from his sweat. I could feel the strong steady beat of his heartbeat. He was mine again. Once again I knew Kevin in the deepest and most beautiful way possible. "God I love you," I whispered.

"Come on," Kevin grinned. "Let's get cleaned up." He gently pulled me up so that I was standing up. I naturally leaned on him placing my head on his shoulders and kissed his thick neck vein. Kevin moaned softly. "You remembered."

"I remembered every thing about you Kevin," I said grinning up at him. "And right now I remember what it is like to be a bottom. Your cum is leaking out of me." Kevin giggled as he quickly pulled me into the huge shower. Now taking a shower with my lover was an experience in itself. It usually involved me on my knees sucking Kevin off and Kevin sliding me up and letting me make love to him. That is what I loved about him. He would go through such lengths to make sure that I was feeling good. And than afterwards we were all snuggled up in bed. Kevin held me tightly as he sucked on my neck and gently stroked me off. When I whimpered out my last orgasm he caught it in his hand and than brought to his mouth and licked it clean. It was so hot seeing him lick up my cum and swallow it. Than he gave me a gentle kiss on the lips and snuggled even closer to me. I loved the feel of his rock hard body against mine. I shivered with the full knowlege of his limp cock resting against the back of my legs.

"Good night Justin," Kevin whispered as his teeth nipped at my neck.

"Good night Kevy," I giggled. Soon my eyes closed as I allowed sleep to over take me. Tonight was a good night. I wondered what tomorrow would bring.

Chapter Seven

"Daddy!" a small voice invaded my dream. I was making sweet love to Justin again. I growled softly and tried to continue with my dream. "Daddy!" Devin's voice said again. I opened one eye and saw him standing next to the bed. I looked around and saw that Justin was not there. I wondered where my lover was this morning. "You awake now?" Devin asked with his sleepy little smile.

"Yes son," I said yawning. "I'm awake. What are you doing up so early."

"I was sleepy," Devin said matter of factly. I knew what he wanted. I held open the sheets and he hopped up in bed and slid in. Thankfully I had remembered to slide on my boxers. Devin snuggled closer to me and I closed my eyes and fell back to sleep holding little Devin and still wondering where my sexy lover was.

From Justin's point of view.

"So how was it?" Josh's voice asked. I continued to eat my cereal. "Well are you going to tell me?" I tried not to giggle at his inpatience but failed. "Don't make me tickle you!"

"Ok," I finally relented. "It was great!"

"Is that all?" JC asked shocked. "Just great? Come on Justin give some dirt!"

"A boy never sleeps and tells," Nick said from the doorway. I smiled up at him. "It is about time you two got back to where you are supposed to be."

"It is good to be back," I replied pushing the empty bowl away.

"Where is the stud at anyway?" Nick asked looking around for Kevin.

"If I know him, he is upstairs still in bed and a little three year old boy is sleeping with him," I smiled.

"And why aren't you up there with him?" JC asked frowning.

"Because little Devin really values his alone time with his daddy and I don't want to intrude on that special time," I replied. "And there is no way I'm going to interupt Devin's special time. I might join them but never try to get him to leave his daddy when he is spending time with him. That is something that I will never do.

"So what are you two doing today?" Nick asked me.

"We are spending the day locked up in our room," Kevin's deep voice sounded from behind us. I jerked my head up and looked up at the god of a man standing in the kitchen doorway. On his shoulders was a very cute and hyper blonde haired three year old boy. "What are you two doing today?"

"Spending the day with our favorite Nephew," Nick said quickly. There was no way he could stand in the way of Kevin's and my love when we really got going. And it looked like today was going to be a dossy.

"Where we goin Unca Nick?" Devin asked sliding down from his daddy bare shoulders. He ran over to Nick and held out his arms. Nick happily picked him up and put him on his shoulders.

"Well I think that Uncle Josh needs a mickey mouse fix," Nick said with a naughty look on his face.

"Mickey!" Devin said gleefully clapping his hands together. Josh actually looked a little afraid.

"Oh don't worry Joshy," Nick said using Devin's word for Josh. "Devin will save you from the big bad Mickey."

"I wasn't worried about Mickey," Josh muttered. "I was worried about the really big kid named Nick Carter."

"Spoil sport," Nick muttered back.

"Yea Spoil Sport!" Devin repeated loudly. This got a laugh from everyone.

"Oh so I'm a spoil sport huh?" JC asked giving Devin a naughty grin. Devin giggled loudly and tried to get away from JC. Nick being the mean uncle he was turned little Devin over to his lover. Soon the room was full of JC's monster growls and Devin's giggles. I looked over at Kevin and had to grin at him too. He had the cutest expression on his face. He loved watching his son interact with his "adopted Uncles" and I loved watching it too. He looked at me and gave me this really sexy "I want to fuck you look." I swallowed hard.

"So ummm are you hungry?" I asked Kevin.

"For you," Kevin said bluntly.

"On that note we will be leaving," JC said blushing. "Devin say good bye to your daddies."

"Good bye Daddy, Good bye Daddy Justin," Devin said waving at us as they walked out of teh room. As soon Kevin heard the car start up he was on me in an instant. His lips came crashing down on mine. I knew that today was going to be great.

Right there in the kitchen I dropped to my knees and jerked Kevin's shorts down. His erect cock slapped his tight ab muscles. I reached for it and took hold of the long hard peice of Kevin that I lusted for day and night. I was reward with a deep soft moan from Kevin. I giggled as I slid his cock down my throat taking it all the way to the hilt and burrying my nose into his thick but trimmed bush of pubes. Kevin's cock jerked hard and a huge drop of precome slid out of his cock head. I greedily swallowed it up. Kevin started to thrust in and out of my mouth like he was fucking me up the ass. He knew that I loved it rough when I sucked him off. And he knew I could take it. There were times when Kevin wanted rough sex. And today was one of those days. I knew I would be sore tonight. But if it made Kevin happy than I would be happy to do anything for him. my jaw hurt from holding it open for so long. It had been going on for about ten minutes and Kevin gave no signs of slowing down. His balls were slick with sweat and they made wet slapping sounds as the hit the under part of my chin. I looked up into his lust glazed eyes and shivered at the intence look of lust in his eyes. Kevin was all about getting his rocks off and he was using my mouth to do it. I felt a rush of sexual exitement rage through me. Kevin started to groan reallly loud. I knew I was going to get a mouth full of Kevin's cum soon. I was hungry for it. I couldn't get enough of the rush. Never really knowing when the first spurts would come. Never really knowing how much or how fast they would fire into my mouth. Kevin yelped out and the first one shot into the back my throat. I quickly swallowed as fast as I could.

"Oh fuck!" Kevin groaned out. "Here it comes baby! Drink it all! Swallow it all baby!" I continued to swallow as fast as I could. Finally he fired the last few shots. Than I licked him clean and stood back up. But Kevin wasn't done with me. He jerked my shorts down revealing my raging hard on to the world. "Fuck me Justin!" he ordered me. He laid down on the floor and raised his legs and revealed his whole to me. I plunged my dripping cock into his whole. Kevin's body tightened up at my intrusion. I waisted no time in getting settled in a good fast rythm. It wasn't often that Kevin let me play the top role. I loved making love to Kevin. But I perferred him slamming into me. But right now Kevin wanted me in him well that was what he was going to get.

Later from Kevin's point of view.

I looked down at the sleeping angel laying all snuggled up in the comforters. He was still naked and the smell of his sweat, cologne and just a hint of his cum was still surrounding his very sexy body. I reached out and moved a damp stray of hair from his angelic features. This was how I loved Justin the most. Sound asleep from hours of intense love making. Three times I had entered him and three times I had emptied my seed deep into him. Three times I had watched my lover quake with lust as his orgasm over took his body. Now he was sleeping peacefully. This was how I loved him. I loved deeply and fully and completely. And right now I loved Justin Randal Timberlake. I frowned as I realized that while I was in the bathroom, my lover had slid over to my side of the bed and was hugging my pillow to himself. Oh well. I had work to do anyway.

Fifteen minutes later I was on the phone with our tour manager. Yea now that Never Gone was released and we were getting ready to go back on tour I had a lot of work to do. You see this time I had a three year old son to take care of. Oh yea and let's not forget Blackie. I was thinking of taking them with me. I think it would be neat if little Devin and Justin could go with me. Justin was still unable to sing due to his throat surgery. So if I played my cards right Justin might decide to go with us.

"So John," I said as I called up my e-mail. "Do I get a private bus?"

"Well," John started. I could tell by the tone of his voice that he was bulking on this. Brian had no problem getting his private bus. "You know how much that costs?"

"Yes John, I sighed back. "I know perfectly well how much this is going to cost me. And I am prepared to pay the cost. Tell me something John, did you give Brian the same load of crap that you are preparing to give me?"

"It is not that Kevin," John tried to argue.

"Then tell me just what it is," I requested trying to remain calm. "I have a desire to spend as amuch time with my son as possible. Brian doesn't want to be seperated from his son either. And I just heard from him that he got his private bus."

"Brian is in a unique situation," John argued.

"John," I cut in. "My son just lost his mother. He needs his father. I need to be with him during this diffilcult time for him. Now the request I am making is not to much. I'm a father who has a son who needs his father. I'm just like Brian, the only difference is that I'm a widower and Brian is not. Am I making sense here John?" I shouted into the phone.

"What about Justin?" John asked back. He too had rose his voice. That was when it hit me. This wasn't about whether or not I could bring Devin with me. This all revolved around my relationship with Justin.

"What about Justin?" I demanded back. I was daring him to reply. Whether or not he would was up to him and I was fully prepared to reply to that answer.

"I was just wondering just where he fitted into the equation is all," John stammered quickly.

"He is my partner in life and he is my son's adoptive father," I informed him.

"Adopted father?" John asked, clearly confused.

"My son asked Justin to be his other daddy and he agreed," I replied sternly. "So where Devin and I go Justin goes too."

"Well I'll have to run by the rest of the management team," John replied as if trying to get me off the phone.

"You do that and in the mean time I will get in contact with my attorney and the rest of the boys," I shot back slamming the phone back onto it's cradle.

"Having problems love?" Justin's silky voice drifted over me. I looked up to see my lover standing there in his boxers and no shirt. I felt the stirrings in my groin. But this was serious. I wanted my family to come with me on tour and John was being an ass! Justin saw my frusturation and anger and walked around the desk and sat on my lap and wrapped his arms around me and I shivered with desire and happiness as he came in contact with me.

"John is being an ass," I sighed leaning against his chest. "I want you and Devin to come with me on tour and John is giving me a bunch of flack about getting a private bus. Brian has one because of Leighanne and Bailey. When I mentioned bringing Devin with me and he starts to stammer and him hall around. Then he asks where you fit into the picture."

"So you're not going to get a private bus?" Justin asked frowning. I could also tell something else. Justin Timberlake had something up his sleeve. "Well I can fix that," he said with a smirk.

"And how pray tell is that?" I asked hugging him closer to me.

"I have a tour bus and I'm not using it right now. I bought it after the last tour I took for Justified," Justin replied with a grin as if he was very pleased with himself.

"You actually own your own tour bus?" I asked shocked. "Why would you do that?"

"Some times I just need to get away. You know call my driver and just take off. I hit some of the camp grounds on the west coast and spend a few weeks out there. I like to be alone once in a while," Justin replied looking alittle silly. "Am I crazy?"

"No you're not," I smiled at him. "Don't let anyone ever call you crazy for just wanting to get alone by yourself."

"So you will let me lend you my tour bus?" Justin asked hopeful.

"A tour bus is a really big thing," I sighed. "It is something that management should be paying for. God knows they are going to take it out of our profits."

"If you borrow mine they can't charge you for it. That means at least a couple hundred grand for you," Justin reasoned. "You could use it for little Devin's college fund." He sounded so serious that I tried really hard not to laugh at him. I finally got control of myself. "What?" Justin asked me with that very expressive face of his. I wanted to kiss him so bad. So I did. When I was done I broke away and laughed at his breathless expression.

"Actually Devin's college has been paid for a long time ago," I smiled as I laid my hand against his face. Justin sighed happily and leaned against my hand. "But maybe we can go on a really long vacation after the tour."

"Some where hot and tropical?" Justin asked with his eyes glittering.

"Looking for an excuse to get me half naked all day long?" I asked teasing him. Justin wore this completely innocent look on his face. "But than again anytime to see you half naked all day long is a good thing." The smile on his face was so worth it. I leaned down and kissed him fully on the lips. The soft whimper of desire told me that I still had it. I've been told that I am a very good kisser. Justin was a good kisser too. Only Justin was a annimal kisser. Meaning that he used his instincts to kiss and to express his emotions. It added a raw quality to him and a wild one too. I could tell that he was horny again. I decided to take care of that right here and now. In a matter of minutes I had Justin right where I wanted him. On his knees sucking me off. Justin enjoyed sucking me off and there was no way I could refuse him. Not when he was like this. Five minutes later I grunted out a moan as Justin shoved a finger up me and jabbed my prostate gland and that sent me over the edge as I emptied my cum down his swallowing throat. After he was done he gently licked me clean and licked his lips and sat back and looked up at me very pleased with himself.

Chapter Eight

"I can't find my ear ring," Justin whined. I sighed as I walked back into our room. I choked back a laugh as I watched poor Justin run around the room looking for his diamond stud.

"Justin," I said softly.

"No time sweetie," Justin prattled on as he continued to tear around our room looking for. "I have to find that earing."

"Sweetie," I said chuckling.

"What?" Justin demanded. I walked up to him and gently removed the ear ring from his ear and dropped in his hand. Justin blushed and grinned sheepishly. I couldn't help it. I took him in my arms and pressed my lips to his. He moaned softly and pressed his body up against mine. Oh yea I still had it.

From Justin's point of view.

I am so blonde some times. Thank God Kevin was around to keep my head on straight. He broke away and looked down at me. I gently pushed him back up so that we were standing straight. We were about the same height. But for some reason Kevin seemed to tower over me. "Oooops sorry," I giggled.

"No worries," Kevin chuckled in his deep sexy voice. "Now we have to get going. Uncle Nick and Uncle Josh is holding a table for us."

"And where are we eating tonight?" I asked suddenly worried. You see Devin had called us and informed us that we were going to have dinner with Uncle Nick and Uncle JC. He was so happy. He had spent the entire day at Disney World and he had got to meet mickey. It was the highlight of his life.

"Chucky Cheese," Kevin said trying to keep a straight face.

"And who choose the place?" I asked giving Kevin a mock glare.

"Ummm I think my son may have had something to do with it," Kevin said sheepishly.

"And what about no junk food?"I asked teasing him now.

"Hey it's a special occasion," Kevin said in deffence of himself.

"And what pray tell is the special occasion?" I asked really enjoying teasing him.

"I got to have sex with you," Kevin quipped looking very pleased with himself. "Several times infact and I want to celebrate us finally being together."

"Ummm ok," I replied blushing. I suddenly wondered why I was blushing so much lately.

"You're very sexy when you blush like that," Kevin said softly in his usual deep voice. You know the voice that dripped with sex. Yea that one. I was weak in knees the instant I heard it.

"You know what that tone of voice does to me," I said softly leaning against him. His strong arms surrounded me. I felt so safe in his arms. I inhaled deeply his scent and allowed it to over take me. His lips came crushing down on mine. His tongue parted my lips and dove in. I whimpered with desire surrendering myself completely to him. I felt my cock get hard as a rock the instant he lips touched mine. His hand reached down and gently massaged my cock through the jeans I had on. I whimpered from the feeling I got from it. He chuckled softly and broke away. I growled softly at him.

"We mustn't be late," Kevin chuckled as he took my arm and led me out of his mansion and into his waiting limo.

"Meanie," I grumbled as I followed him into the limo. "Get me all exited like that."

"You know you love it," Kevin chuckled holding out his arms. I happily fell back into them and allowed him to wrap his arms around me. I couldn't help it. I loved being held by this man. "So what do you want to do tomorrow?"

"Don't you have plans with the guys?" I asked looking up into his green eyes.

"Not tomorrow," Kevin replied gripping me tighter. "I want to do something as a family."

"You mean just you Devin and me?" I asked snuggling deeper into his arms. Kevin's lips graced my neck. I shivered at the simple gesture. "What do you have in mind?"

"Well not another trip to the Mickey Mouse Kingdom," Kevin sighed.

"No I agree. Devin needs a day to wind down. He needs to be normal. But how about a picnic?" I asked. Kevin frowned thoughtfully. "Isn't there a nice park near bye?"

"Yes there is," Kevin replied. "I think it is a wonderful idea. So who is going to do the cooking?" he asked with a glint of naughtiness in his eyes.

"I can cook," I said trying to act innocent. Kevin snorted back a laugh. "What?" I asked looking up at him. "I can cook!"

"We will both cook," Kevin chuckled.

"You're just afraid that I will burn the main course," I said with a pout.

"No," Kevin giggled. "I just want to make sure that the food we cook is nutritious."

"Oh and you think I can't cook nutritious food?" I asked grinning up at him.

"I know that little Devin has a hold on your heart. And he will get you to do what ever he wants," Kevin laughed out.

"I can be stern!" I protested. But Kevin was right. Devin had me wrapped around his little finger. All he had to do was look up at me with those incredible little eyes of his and I was his. Willing to do his bidding. Well not really. There was the time when he wouldn't eat his vegatables and I had to be the bad guy and put him in the naughty corner. Broke the little guy's heart. Broke mine too. But Kevin was there to make sure that I held firm.

"Sure honey," Kevin chuckled.

"Fine!" I grumbled. "I'll be the daddy tomorrow."

"Oh really?" Kevin asked grinning widely.

"Yes really!" I insisted. "I can be a real Dad when I want to be."

"Ok you're on," Kevin agreed bending down and kissed me fully on the lips.

"Ummm wait a minute," I stuttered out.

"Nope," Kevin sat back with his arms over his head. "You said it. You get to be the daddy and I get to be the happy go lucky uncle. This is going to be so much fun."

Later that night after Devin had been convinced to go to bed in his own bed Kevin and I were spending some quiet time alone down stairs in the living room in front of the fireplace. Soft music was playing in the background and I was laying in Kevin's arms. Every once in a while Kevin would lean down and kiss my neck. I was enjoying being spoiled by him. This was the side of Kevin that I really liked. All cuddly and warm. We would sit like this for hours in the early stages of our relationship. And it looked like it was a practice that he was willing to continue. And I was too.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Kevin's deep sleepy voice invaded my thoughts. I glanced up and smiled at him. His eyes was full of love and concern that it shook me to the core.

"Just thinking about how happy I am right now," I replied snuggling deeper into his protective hold.

"And why are you so happy?" Kevin asked with just a hint of naughtiness creeping into his voice. "Would it have something to do with something that is about eight inches long and hard and you love to play with and is attatched to me?" Oh yea he was being naughty. Something I found very sexy.

"And if it is?" I asked grinning up at him. I could feel him getting hard. "What are you going to do about it?"

"I just might have to take you upstairs and take care of you," Kevin replied with a smirk. Than his face turned serious. "But right now I want to sit with you and do nothing but hold and cuddle."

"I'm happy with that," I said yawning.

"Did I work you to hard today?" Kevin asked softly. I thought back on the days events. Kevin was loving, kind and wild. Was he rough on me? Well maybe a little. I was a little soar in the throat and rear. But in a very good way.

"I loved it," I replied kissing his arm. "And I wouldn't change a thing."

"Well I'm glad to hear that," Kevin replied. "You know I'm a very sexual man."

"I realized that a long time ago," I replied back. "You will find that I'm a pretty sexual guy too."

"Than it is good that we are so good together," Kevin chuckled. I loved the way he chuckled. It was so deep and sexy. I was hard and ready for action but I remembered what Kevin wanted and right now it was cuddle. "So after tomorrow we get ready to head out for our tour."

"I'm really excited about coming with you," I sighed happily. "I get to watch you perform and ham it up for the fans over and over again. This is going to be so much fun."

"The fans will love you too," Kevin reminded me.

"I don't want to take away from your glory," I sighed. "I'm just a friend tagging along for the ride."

"No you are not," Kevin reinforced. "You are my boyfriend. I want to share the spotlight with you. Infact I have an idea." Suddenly I was a little worried. "I want you to perform a song or two with us."

"Um have you run this by the rest of the guys?" I asked frowning up at him.

"No," Kevin said looking a little guilty. "I was going to run it by them later. I wanted to see how you felt about it."

"Well I wasn't going to do any performing," I replied honestly. "If I did want to perform I wouldn't want to do it for very long. Just a song or two."

"That is what I had in mind," Kevin replied. "What song would you do?"

"I would choose one of my old ones from the Justified CD," I replied. We settled back into a comfortable silence. We both enjoyed eachother's company resting quietly listening to the soft music and watching the fireplace until the wee hours of the morning. Than we quietly walked into our room and was mildly surprised to find little Devin curled up in the middle of our bed sleeping peacefull. Kevin carefully caried him back to his room. It was something that we were trying to break him of. Devin needed to sleep in his own room. Kevin and I really needed our own space. Devin was getting better. He only came in when he had a bad dream. Kevin came back in and stripped off his shirt and turned around facing me. "You want to shower before turning in?" He asked as he slid out of his boxer briefs. His long limp cock hung losely between his legs begging me to suck him. I swallowed hard.

"Yea that would be nice," I said trying to keep my voice normal. We had sex so many times today. I was kinda sorta hoping that he wouldn't want to have sex. By the look at how his cock was getting hard it was pretty plain that he wanted something. Oh well. I was perfectly happy with giving Kevin whatever he wanted. There was no way I could ever deny him anything. In a couple of minutes we were naked and in the shower. Kevin pressed up against me pressing his erection against my leg. It was hot and I could feel the hot precome running down my leg. "What do you want?" I asked looking up into his lust glazed eyes. By the gentle yet firm pressing on my shoulders I knew at once what he wanted. I happily knelt infront of my lover and took his cock into my mouth. In a matter of minutes I had Kevin's load sliding down my throat. I gently licked him clean and stood back up and grinned at his dazed expression.

"I never get tired of you doing that to me," Kevin sighed happily as he reached down for my cock. I gently moved his hand away. He looked disapointed.

"You kinda wore me out today," I said with a small grin.

"I'm sorry," Kevin said softly wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close. "I didn't hurt you did I?" he asked his voice thick with concern.

"Never," I replied quickly. "I'm just a little sore is all."

"Where?" Kevin asked still concerned. I turned pressed my backside against him. "Oh there," Kevin said blushing. "Well than I am going to have take care of you back there." Kevin knelt down and gently spread my cheeks apart and gently probed my anus. I moaned softly and than jumped when I felt the hot wet point of his tongue probe me. "Shhhhh," Kevin said in his soothing voice. I then whimpered loudly as I felt the length of his hot wet tongue enter me. The feeling was incredible and my cock was rock hard. Kevin giggled softly and reached around me and gently begin to stroke me. The feelings of his tongue in me. I had never felt anything like that before. Before I knew it was cumming hard. It was flying across the shower splattering on the wall. Kevin withdrew his tongue and kissed his way back up to my shoulders and neck. After sucking urgently on my neck, wich I am sure left a mark he turned me around and kissed me on the lips. I allowed Kevin to ravage me for as long as he wanted too. After he was done he proceded to clean every inch of my body. Than I got to do the same to him. It was a very pleasurable experience.

Later in bed from Kevin's point of view.

Well I did it again. I managed to get my angel asleep. Justin was out to the world snuggled up against me. I loved that man so much. I looked down at his face. It was a mask of complete innocence. Oh know that Justin was far from completely innocent. But he was a beautiful man. I relished the feel of his naked form against my body. I smiled at his soft snores as he slept so soundly. I had trained myself to wake at this time every night. I knew at some point it would start. Sure enough. Justin became stiff. His face formed a frown. His breathing became rapid. In a few minutes his body was covered with a thin sheen of sweat. I heard him mumble no over and over again. That was usually all it was. After about five minutes he drift back to sleep. I knew something was bothering him. What it was I don't know. I had to find out. I felt tears on my chest. I was shocked. This had never happened before.

"No!" Justin spoke in his sleep in an anguished voice. "I don't want this!" Justin jerked away from me kicking his legs out. I sat up in bed and turned on the light. By now Justin was whimpering no over and over again. I shook him awake. He was breathing hard and sat up too looking around. After a few minutes of sitting there staring at the wall I decided to ask him what was wrong.

"Justin?" I asked softly. "What is wrong?"

"I just had a bad dream," Justin said gruffily. He reached over for his glass of water and drank from it.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked softly laying a hand on his shoulder. He jerked away and stood up and walked to the bathroom. I sat in bed stunned for a few minutes. What could've caused him to wrench away from me? I was the one who loved and cared for him. Something was bothering him and like it or not I had to let him tell me in his own time. I laid back down and waited for him to come back. After about fifteen minutes he came back and laid back down. "Are you ok?" I asked gently. He slid over to me and wrapped his long frame around mine and laid his head on my shoulder. I bent down and kissed the top of his head. "Whenever you are ready to tell me I'm here for you." Justin knodded and continued to lay in silence. Eventually he fell asleep. And I too fell asleep as well. But it was far from a restful sleep.

"Daddy!" a small voice sounded from some where. "Wake up!" I grunted as I turned over and reached for Justin. I was mildly surprised to find him already up. "Daddy!" whined Devin. "Daddy Justin says to get up and eat with us!" Oh so that would explain where my lover was. I opened an eye to find not only Devin standing at the bedside but a very attractive man standing there as well. He was dressed in a pair of soccer shorts and nothing else. His abs looked good enough to eat and his quarter size nipples begged to be sucked. I however restrained myself. After all a very hungry and hyper three year old was demanding my attention.

"Good morning Devin," I said grinning and sitting up in bed. In a flash he was up in my lap. "You going to join us?" I looked up at my angel.

"I'll think about it," he said with just a hint of a naughty grin on his face.

"What is that tray you are carrying?" I asked scooting over for him to sit with us. Justin gently laid the tray infront of us. I was pleasently surprised to see it laden with home cooked breakfast food. All of my favorites were there. Justin sat next to me and little Devin wedged himself between the two of us. It was really cute how he wanted to sit between the two of us.

"So did Daddy Justin cook all of this?" I asked Devin as he quickly inhaled a piece of bacon. He looked at me like I was nuts. "Well Daddy Justin is a very good cook," I smiled at Justin who looked very pleased with himself. He looked so cute that I wanted to make love to him right then and there. But there was as child present. I reluctantly changed the subject. "So Devin," I said grinning a naughty grin up at Justin. Devin looked up at me with those incredible trusting eyes of his. "Justin and I are going to play a game with you. Justin is going to be the Daddy and I am going to be Uncle Kevin. Won't that be fun?" I could see that Justin looked a little worried.

"Why?" Devin asked bluntly.

"Well Justin said he could be a daddy too," I replied grinning at Justin.

"So that means I get to call you uncle Kevin?" Devin asked still looking confused.

"Just for today sweetie," I replied giving him a kiss on the cheek.

"Ewww yucki!" Devin complained whiping his cheek. By now he had eaten all he wanted and his puppy blackie was demanding his attention.

"You can take him out side in the fenced in back yard so he can use the bathroom," Justin instructed him. "And stay away from the pool."

"Yes sir," Devin said politely as he ran from the room.

"Walk!" Justin hollered at the retreating child. We heard him slow to a walk for about five steps and than we heard the thunder of him running again. "Will he ever learn to walk?"

"Oh yea he will," I replied wrapping an arm around his shirtless frame. "Now how about we spend some quality time alone?" I asked waggling my eyebrows.

"Didn't you get enough from yesterday?" Justin asked.

"From you?" I asked giggling and reaching from Justin's crotch. Justin moaned softly. "Never," I replied pulling his shorts down revealing the thing I wanted the most this morning. I wanted to hear his moans. I wanted to feel him shiver beneath my touch. I wanted to hear him whimper from desire and the urge to shoot his cum down this throat. And that is what I got. About ten minutes later after I was done torturing my lover. After cleaning him up and tucking him back into his shorts I got up and walked into the shower. I waited for him and to my very pleasent surprise he slid in with me. He realized that I was hard and ready for action. "I want to make love to you," I said bluntly. Justin turned towards me and I quickly slid my erection up in him.

From Justin's point of view.

Well today was great! We went on a picnic at the park. I got to cook the picnic lunch and Kevin was so proud of me. I didn't burn anything! Devin was a cutie too. He and I played hide and seek from Kevin. Than Devin insisted on playing tag and he made Kevin be it all the time. Needless to say we wore poor Kevin out. He was upstairs sleeping now. Over and over again I wondered just what I did to deserve this man. I mean why did Kevin pick me to fall in love with? I can still remember the day that I fell in love with him.

Flash back.

"JC!" I whined exitedly. JC rolled his eyes and cast his patient eyes up at me. "I'm 18!" I squealed happily. "See I got my licence!"

"I can see that curly," JC replied with a grin. "Now all I have to do is stay off the roads now."

"Hey!" I exclaimed with a pout. "I'm not a bad driver!" JC just rolled his eyes. "Well I'm not!" I insisted.

"We can debate this later," JC said still giggling. "Right now we have to get to the meeting."

"Why are we meeting with them anyway?" I asked pouting. We were meeting with the backstreet boys and I wasn't happy about it at all.

"We are going to touring with them this summer," JC gently reminded me. "We are opening for them remember?"

"We should be opening for ourselves," I muttered. "We are better than they are."

"Ok now you are dreaming," JC replied sternly. "They've been doing this for a lot longer than we have. We need to open for them to get our name out there. And opening for someone that big will go a long way in helping us do that."

"Well as long as I don't have to hang out with Nick," I complained again.

"Ok," JC relented sighing. "I'll keep you away from the big bad Nick." So needless to say I was happy with the knowledge that I would be protected from Nick Carter. Fifteen minutes later we walked into the meeting room and Backstreet was already there. Nick caught my eye and grinned happily and waved at me. I felt my insides get all exited. For some reason that made me angry. Why when a cute guy looked at me and smiled at me I got all exited? could I be gay? I quickly pushed that out of my mind. I sat next to JC as far away from Nick as possible.

"Is this seat taken?" a deep gentle voice asked. I looked up and the world stopped. I guess I was silent for a couple of seconds. "Well?" the same deep gentle voice asked. His green eyes shinning with humor. His dark hair shined in the morning sun.

"Umm yea you can sit here if you want to," I stammered out.

"I'm Kevin," he said extending his hand. I shook it and realized that I should say something too.

"Ummm yea I'm ummm Justin," I stammered out.

"Well nice to meet you Justin," Kevin said smiling. Ok so now I was really feeling exited now. For some reason I didn't get mad like I did when I was around Nick. Instead I was happy. I mean really really happy. I wanted to get to know this man!

"Ok let's get this meeting started," Johnny said politely. "As we all know Backstreet and NSYNC is teaming up for a tour. Actually to be accurate, NSYNC is opening for Backstreet. All through the meeting the grown ups talked about this and that. It was when they started talking about who was rooming with who did I perk up.

"I wanna room with Justin!" Nick blurted out. I looked at JC in fear. When it was obvious that JC was interested in rooming with someone his own age I started to panic. For some reason I turned to Kevin. Kevin caught my eye and sighed and smiled and put his hand on my knee and squeazed. I knew I had nothing to worry about.

"Sorry Nick," Kevin spoke up. "There is no way we are going to let two teenagers like you two room together without a responcible adult present to keep an eye on you."

"Who am I going to room with then?" Nick asked crossing his arms like a spoiled child.

"You can room with me," Brian said grinning. "Don't worry we will have fun."

"And you can room with me," Kevin said grinning. For some reason I was happy very happy in deed.

The next few weeks was a lot of fun. Finally we were on tour with the Backstreet Boys. Even though they were kinda sorta our competition I was head over heals in love with Kevin. Well not really in love. I just had a huge major crush on the dude.

"Come on Justin," Josh shouted from the bus. "We're ready to go!"

"Ok," I whined. "I'm comming!" I finished loading my stuff in the underside of the bus. Hey! I gotta lot of stuff! I need my stuff! Any way back to the story. I was riding with my group. But I was rooming with Kevin. I was so happy! Kevin was so nice and so grown up. And for some reason I felt really really safe with him. After finishing putting my stuff on board our bus I bounded up the stairs and hopped on JC's back. He laughed at me as he gave me a piggy back ride to the lounge area and promptly dumped me on the sofa.

"Hey Justin," Nick's voice sounded. Ok So I wasn't expecting him to be here. "We're going to be riding the bus together."

"Oh that is nice," I muttered looking around for a place to go and hide by myself.

"Sorry," Lance said noticing my discomfort. "But Nick insisted on going with us." Nick grinned happily at me and I just grinned half heartedly. This was going to be a long trip.

"Whacha doing?" Nick's hyper voice asked me.

"Auuggh!" I yelped jumping up and turning around.

"Ooops sorry," Nick giggled. "So what are you doing?"

"Working on some school work," I muttered. I really whished he would go some where else and bug someone else. I had to get my history assignment done. "Now if you will excuse me I have to some work to do."

"Ok," Nick said with obvious disapointment. I watched as he headed up the aisle with his head hung low. It was obvious that he wanted to spend some time with someone. And for some reason he had chosen me.

"Don't worry Justin," JC's voice sounded from behind me. "I'll keep Nick busy." JC had a naughty look in his eyes and I wondered what that was all about. I would find out later just what JC had in mind for the rambuctios Nick Carter. I headed back up to my bunk. I wanted to sleep for a while and get ready for my night with Kevin. Well it wasn't really a night out with Kevin. It was a night out on the town with the guys to get to know each other. Maybe I would have a chance to tell Kevin how I really felt and find out how he felt about me.

A few hours later we pulled into our first hotel. It was a really nice one. I could hardly wait until we got into our room. I was so looking forward to spending time with Kevin. I looked for JC and tapped his curtain figuring he was asleep. That was when I got the shock of my life. JC stuck his head out and Nick stuck his out too. Nick had his shirt off and so did JC. In fact from what I could see they weren't wearing any clothes at all.

"Ummm we're at the hotel," I stammered turning and walking away quickly.

"Justin," JC called after me. "Wait!" I leaned against the wall of the bus and waited for him to catch up with me. "I wanted to explain to you."

"Explain what?" I asked trying to act like I didn't really care what was going on.

"Well Nick and me," JC gestured back at Nick who was just no pulling his jeans back up.

"You two had sex?" I asked sparing JC from having to say it. JC nodded. "Was it good?" JC blushed and nodded. "Than I'm happy for you bro," I smiled at him. JC breathed a sigh of relief. "I just I had someone to have sex with," I said with a small pout.

"What about Kevin?" JC asked grinning his usual naught grin.

"Ummm what about him?" I asked trying act like I really didn't think about Kevin.

"Oh please," JC giggled. "I know what you think about him." For some reason that made me blush really bad. "Just becareful Curly," JC said seriously. "Kevin is older than you by almost eight years."

"He would never hurt me," I sighed happily.

"I hope so," JC said softly. "Now let's meet up with our room mates. I'm going to see if Brian and Lance will change with me and Nick."

"You horndog," I giggled.

"Yea I know it," JC laughed back at me.

"Hey Justin," Kevin shouted at me. I looked up to see him walking quickly over to me. I swallowed hard and picked up my bags and headed over to him. "I got our key cards." Kevin handed me one. "So what do you want to do tonight?"

"I don't know stuff?" I asked stupidly. Kevin laughed softly and for some reason I did too.

"Well don't worry about it. We'll think of something," Kevin smiled putting his arm around me. I shivered with delight at his touch.

Later that night after a night out with the two bands we find Justin laying in front of the tv playing his nintendo. Kevin was in the shower taking shower and had just finished. He wrapps his towel around his naked waist and steps out into the living area of the room. Justin looks up and sees his object of desire drop his towel exposing his naked form to the world.

Oh my god! I breathe to myself. He is so beautiful! I mean I had seen naked guys before. JC was kinda hot and so was Lance but Kevin was wow!"

"Justin?" Kevin's deep voice drifted down to me. I shook myself and realized that I was staring at him. Oh god I wanted to crawl in a whole and die. "You ok?" he asked still towering over me naked. His cock was long and limp and I wanted to touch it so bad. I could feel myself getting so hard and I had no where to hide it.

"Yea I'm fine," I mumbled out. "Sorry for staring."

"It's ok," Kevin said shrugging. "So like looking at guys bodies?" he asked bluntly.

"No!" I exclaimed.

"Justin," Kevin laughed softly. "It's ok, really it is."

"Well it is not supposed to be!" I grumbled getting mad. "You're not supposed to like looking at other guys bodies and stuff!" I could feel the hot tears start to flow.

"And why not?" Kevin pressed the issue. He sat down next to me. God! I wish he would put some clothes on! "I like looking at hot guys too," he informed me.

"You do?" I asked shyly.

"Of course I do," Kevin replied. "Like you. You have a nice body."

"Really?" I yelped out. Kevin reached out and touched my face. I naturally leaned into the touch.

"Take off your shirt," Kevin ordered me. His voice was low and soft but yet commanded authority. I quickly took it off. Kevin looked at my naked chest. "So smooth so beautiful," he breathed out as his hand reached out and touched my chest. It was hot and smooth. I watched in silence as his hand moved downt to my abs. I was so proud of my abs. I worked so hard on them and finally had them the way I wanted them to be. "Stand up," he ordered me. I stood up. He pulled me to him and pressed his naked chest against mine. He took my chin in his two fingers and tilted my head back and pressed his lips to mine. Ok I had kissed girls before. But this was different. Kevin was like this starving man. His tounge slid into my mouth ravaging it for an eternity. I was dizzy with lust and all I wanted to do was everything he wanted to do. He broke away and chuckled at the pout on my lips. "Your pants. Take them off," he ordered me. Even though his voice was so gentle and kind the authority behind it made me do what he told me to do with out question. Soon I was standing there in only my boxers. "So beautiful," Kevin whispered as he reached out and touched the waistband of my boxers. "May I?" he aksed looking deep into my eyes. I swallowed hard and looked down. "We don't have to if you don't want to." I looked up and for some reason I stopped when my eyes reached his cock. It was beautiful. I know I didn't mean too by my hand reached for it. I stopped myself in time. "Go ahead and touch it." I gently took hold of the one peice of Kevin that he kept hidden from the public. I was touching him in the most intimate place I could ever touch a man. His deep soft moan made me happy to know I had caused him to make that sound. A clear liquid came out of the head of his cock. I gently moved my hand up and down on the shaft making Kevin moan again. Finally he gently removed my hand from his cock. I guess I pouted because he laughed softly again. "May I?" He asked again. I swallowed hard and nodded. Kevin very slowly pulled down my boxers and soon I was standing naked infront of Kevin. "I sound like a stuck record. But you are beautiful," Kevin whispered. He gently but firmly pulled me clost to him making sure that every part of his body was in contact with mine. His rock hard cock was pressed agaisnt mine. I was so close to cumming that I had a hard time controlling it. Kevin heard my whimper and whispered in my hear. "Let it go baby." I groaned loudly and I began to shoot my load all over Kevin. "That's it baby," he whispered in my ear as he pulled me close to him and let me continue to shoot my load all over his cock, balls and abs. "Let it all out. Let it go." Finally after a minute of intense pleasure I realized that I had made a mess all over Kevin. "Well shall we take another shower?" Kevin asked grinning down at me. I grinned sheepishly up at him. "By the way that was hot." I blushed again. "And you are really cute when you blush like that." Kevin chuckled as he kissed me lightly on the forehead.

Once in the shower Kevin turned into this very gentle loving person. He washed every part of my body and kissed every inch of my body. He even rimmed me! I had never dreamed of anything like that before. Than it was my turn. Boy did I have fun. I got to explore every inch of his body. He patiently allowed me time to do just that. Finally the water started to turn cold. "Let's take this to the bed," Kevin said as he turned off the water. I was hard again. Kevin was hard too and I wanted to make him cum too. And I knew where and how.

"Kevin?" I asked in a small voice. He turned and looked back at me. He looked so hot with his hair all wet and his eyes shining. "What will we do next?"

"Whatever you want," Kevin replied taking my hand. "This is all about you. And what you want."

"I want you to make love to me," I replied quickly before I could change my mind. The smile on his face was so worth it. He walked over to his suitcase and took out a condom and some lube. He looked at the condom and looked at me. I nodded. I was a virgin. But Kevin probably wasn't. And he wanted to be safe. He handed me the condom. I smiled as I tore open the condom and took it out. I carefully slid the condom on his erect cock. It looked hot with it on. He than handed me the tube of lube and I squirted a bunch into the palm of my hand. I than stroked his hot cock until it shined. Kevin than laid me down on the bed and raised my legs and begin to lube me up as well. I know I should've been afraid by now but for some reason I wasn't. I trusted Kevin. I felt completly at ease with him. He inserted the first finger in me. I winced from the small amount of pain. Kevin rubbed my tight abs and that seem to work. I relaxed some and I shivered as Kevin slid the second finger up me. He begin to rotate his fingers around. Workinig me and lossening me up. Finally his third finger slid up in me. He pressed forward until an electric shock raged through my body. "Whoa!" I yelped out. Kevin smirked. "What was that?" I asked grinning. I wanted that feeling again!

"That my sexy lover was your prostate gland," Kevin replied softly as he pulled all three fingers out. "You ready?" He asked. I nodded. Kevin took his cock by the base and lined it up with my whole. He placed the head of his cock against my whole. It felt really big. He pushed forward and I could feel my ass stretch to accomodate his size. The pain was intense. The tears started to flow as I bit my lip to keep from crying out. "You want me to stop?" Kevin asked with concern in his eyes. I shook my head no. "Are you sure?" Kevin asked again. I nodded up and down. "Tell me when to stop ok?" Kevin pressed on.

"Keep going," I gasped out. Kevin sighed and continued to push. Suddenly with a soundless pop the head of his cock slipped past my anal ring. I whimpered out as the pain rushed through me. Kevin tried to pull out but I stopped him. I wanted this.

"I'm hurting you," Kevin replied tears flowing down his face. Kevin actually cared about my pain. I was in love with this man.

"I know you are but whether we do it tonight or tomorrow it is still going to hurt," I explained to him through clenched teeth. Kevin laid down ontop me and pressed his lips to mine and very slowly slid the rest of his length into me. I could feel every inch of his cock as it filled me. The pain was gone. And now all that remained was a feeling of fullness. Kevin stopped moving when I felt the tickle of his pubes against my skin.

"Better?" Kevin asked looking deep into my eyes. I nodded. "Than get ready for the ride of your life." He pulled out and slid back in. This time the sound I made was not of pain but one of pleasure. "Oh yea," Kevin smirked. "You like that don't you?" I whimpered in responce to him. "Uh uhhh," he teased me. "Tell me how much you like it."

"Oh God Kevin," I moaned out. "Fuck me! I want your cock in me. I want you to make love to me all night long," I whimpered out as Kevin started to really bang in and out of me as fast as he could. Kevin was right. All I could do was hold onto his plunging body as he fucked the daylights out of me. Kept pinging the hell out of my prostate gland sending wave after wave of pleasure searing through my already tired body. I wanted to cum again but at the same time I wanted to wait for Kevin. Thankfully I didn't have to wait long. Kevin moaned loudly as his entire body shuddered violently. I could feel the pulsing of his cock as he filled the condom with his cum. I groaned loudly too as I started to shoot. That was when Kevin did the hottest thing. He bent down and took hold of my shooting cock in his mouth and sucked down my cum. He sucked on it and swallowed all the while he continued to thrust in and out of my ass. Finally he stopped shooting and so did I. Kevin tenderly licked me clean while he pulled out. I whimpered softly from the loss. He laid down beside me breathing heavily. I sat up and gently pulled the condom from his semi hard cock. I then gently licked him clean. This was the first time I took a man's cock in my mouth. I loved it! The taste of his cum filled my senses. Kevin moans told me I was doing something right. Soon his cock was hard again. This time I didn't stop. I throught caution to the wind and sucked him until he came in my mouth. The first taste was a shock but I loved it. I swallowed everything he had to give me.

Later that evening Kevin held me while I told him all of my fears about growing up.

"I mean now I'm in love with you and I'm all confused and stuff," I replied snuggling up to him. Kevin kissed my shoulder.

"Why are you confused?" Kevin asked softly as he continued to cover me with feather kisses.

"What about us?" I asked looking back at him. "I mean we just had sex. Umm made love and all. Are we like dating now?"

"Do you want to be dating?" Kevin asked. I laid my head on his cheat and he immediately begin to stroke my curly hair.

"Yea I think so," I replied as I snaked out my tongue and touched his nipple. Kevin shivered and I let out a giggle. "I mean if you want to date than I want too."

"Well than let's date," Kevin replied kissing me on the top of the head. And just like that we were dating.

Back to reality

"Justin?" Kevin's voice sounded and woke me from my daydream. I shook my head and looked up and smiled at him as he walked down the stairs. "Where did you go?"

"I've been here all the time," I replied patting the seat beside me.

"I mean your face. You were like a million miles away," Kevin replied sitting next to me. I immediately snuggled close to him.

"Actually six to seven years ago," I sighed. "I was thinking how this craziness got started."

"Oh really?" Kevin asked grinning down at me.

"Yea really," I smiled. "You were my first."

"I figured that," Kevin replied. "Was I gentle enough for you?"

"You were great," I sighed. "So loving and caring and gentle."

"Yea I just wish that Brian wasn't so cruel back then," Kevin sighed. I shivered and got realy quiet. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing," I muttered. I could feel the sweat begin to form. I could feel the walls closing in. "I gotta get some air." I got up and walked out of the room. I glanced back intime to see the look of confusion on Kevin's face. I was keeping a secret from him. A secret that I had forgotten so long ago.

"Baby?" Kevin asked as I walked from the room. The panic was sitting in. I was starting to breathe fast. Dammit! This only happen at night when I was dreaming. Why was it happening now?

"I'm fine," I managed out with a smile. "I just want some fresh air." I quickly walked out of the house and rounded the house. I leaned against the house and took several deep breaths. I couldn't tell Kevin. Not now. Not this way. Not when things were finally going his way again. If this secret got out it could destroy everything.

TBC