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This story is absolutely true. I am now 50 years old and still can't stop the dreams and thoughts that go back to this period in my life. I am now a married man with grandchildren. I am still bi-sexual but very much in the closet to everyone I know except one "playmate" I have. I have avoided the name of the school to save any embarrassment. And will only use the first names of the people I was involved with back then. If anyone wants to write me and get any information that may help them deal with similar situations please don't hesitate. My story takes place in 1962. I was a strong reasonably good looking boy of 14 and had been sent to military school near Philadelphia because I was getting into trouble at home. I was sorta the Fonzy type back then so I had many friends and opportunities for mischief. When I left for my first year at school I was very uneducated in the area of sex. I knew I liked girls playing with my cock when I could talk them into it but at that age I still had never had a real orgasm. I remember that I could get raging hardons but never knew how to masturbate to completion so, as you may guess, I was a horny young man. On my arrival at military school I was introduced to my roommate to be at induction, and found him to be very similar to myself in personality so I felt I would end up being good friends with him. His name was Joe. We both spent the day getting indoctrinated and if you know military schools you know the first year was plebe year so you had little to say about what happened to you. We were so tired by the end of the day the bunkbeds we were assigned looked pretty good at Taps. We were two guys to a room so we did have some privacy. I was in the top bunk and was very glad to be laying down. Joe got into the lower bunk and we started gabbing about everything from what our fathers did for a living to girlfriends and what we had gotten "to do" with them by this time of our young lives. Joe started to tell me that he did not have a girl friend but he did have an older brother that had taught him everything he knew about sex to that point in his life which seemed to mainly be masturbation. Joe asked if I jerked off and I was embarrassed to admit that I had not done that yet so I said "sure, who doesn't"? This was the very first night at school so I was totally surprised to realize Joe was trying to make sure it was OK with me for him to beatoff and that I would keep the secret. In 61-62 it was not accepted to be gay or even like jerking off, especially in this military school. I just sorta laughed and said "sure, go ahead....maybe I will too". Again to my surprise the bunk started vibrating and I could hardly resist looking over the edge to see what he was doing!! Shortly he stopped and jumped out of bed to get a rag to wipe off with. I wasn't sure how to fake it so I said I was too tired....maybe tomorrow night. When you are a 14 year old healthy boy you can almost go forever when it comes to sex. Joe was no exception. He jerked off every night...I mean every night and sometimes he did it twice before he fell asleep. I had started faking it and pretended to use a cum rag so Joe would not think of me as a kid. One night after a few months of this we were both jerking away in the middle of the night. To my great surprise Joe got out of his bunk and stood up to look at me. He said, "How long is your thing? I bet I'm bigger than you." I sorta laughed and said, "No way, I am at least 6 ", how long are you?" He reached down and measured his cock with his fingers spread about as wide as they could go and then said, "Pull it out and we will see." I had been pretending to jerkoff with him so I had a very hard cock and said , "You asked for it " and pulled the covers down to my knees. Joe reached up and held his fingers next to my hardon and admitted we were very close to equal. When he measured my cock he had lightly brushe
d the head with his wrist when he reached over. I couldn't have a full ejaculation yet but I did seem to always get a lot of precum. I always figured this was about all you ever got! He had wiped some off my cockhead onto his arm and jumped back to wipe it off in a frenzy. He said,"That better not be cum on me!!!! If it is I'll get you back someway!!" I swore it was just some precum and I would wipe him off if he wanted. He said no he would handle it. About a month went by and Joe had been hinting that he really loved being jerked off. That his brother had done it to him to make him cum for the first time and that from then on he and his brother always did each other. I lied and said I had been jerked by a few girls but that was all. It was true a couple playmates had played with my cock but it was just kids exploring. One night Joe asked if I would be inclined to let him touch my cock. I was shocked and had no idea what to say. We had been jerking off together for months by then and I had watched him several times while he watched me. We always grabbed a rag and would cum into it while holding it around the cock like a sock. Joe never realized I did not cum and I never really saw him actually shoot. I very nervously said ,"if you promise not to tell anyone, you can for a while". Before I could object Joe was standing up peering over the edge of my bunk asking me to pull the covers down. As I did he reached over and very lightly grasped my cock with his thumb and first two fingers. He laughed and said it was hot and hard. He played with my cock for what seemed like two seconds, it was so exciting I wanted him to keep going. I realized he had been jerking off at the same time and so he quit all of a sudden and grabbed his cum rag. That was the very start of a relationship that would last to graduation. I could barely wait for Taps to play so Joe and I could start our playtime together. As time went on I started to have the overpowering urge to hold Joes cock. He was uncircumcised. I was cleanly circumcised. Maybe the difference was what attracted us to each other. Finally one night I asked if I could hold his cock. Joe was thrilled and said he wondered how log it would take me to ask. Before I knew it he was standing in front of me while I sat on the edge of his bunk. He said,"please....do it, I'll tell you when I am going to cum so don't worry". I reached up and in about a second knew I was forever going to crave Joes cock. He eventually sat down next to me and started to stroke me at the same time. All of a sudden he said, "Lookout", and grabbed his cum rag, I took advantage of the moment and pretended to cum into my own cum rag. Joe said we would make great roommates for the rest of our time at the school and promised to never tell anyone what we did or said together. I said the same thing and crawled into my bed with a raging boner that took hours to go down. As the year went by you may have guessed we got to be very close and comfortable with our nightly activities. By the end of the year I had still not ejaculated but Joe never caught on. I really didn't believe anything other than precum came out of Joes cock anyway, and that he just used the rag to cover-up like I did. Summer came and we parted with a promise to be roommates the following year. I found the summer to be boring and with few friends left to associate with. I spent most of my time alone and tried with little success to masturbate to some conclusion. I never could ejaculate that summer. I enjoyed my precum massages and even rubbed urine all over my belly sometimes in a sort of sexual frenzy. I dreamed of getting back with Joe.