Paul had moved in with his lover Jimmy.I became involved wih Tony that lead to more heartache and hell than one could imagine.I pined away for Paul secretly.On numerous occassions I had caught Tony being unfaithful to me.He had a bisexual experience with a black couple.I was sleeping an grunts and groans awakened me.Tony was not in bed.I walked out to look for him and saw him on the sofa bed in the living room having sex with a guy and a girl I'd never seen before.The guy was sucking Tony's cock as he ventured with his cock into her pussy.I thiought he was a hundred percent cock-sucker.I returned to my room shaking like a leaf.Fifteen minutes later Tony came in.His heart was racing and was all sweaty.I asked who is out there."Mind your own business',he said.He returned to the living room. I never told him of what I saw.Rather I waited fr him to tell me.He never told me-his lover,but others.The second time came when I had to spend the night at my sisters place because she had to work and needed someone to watch the kids.I talked with Tony and he said he was just about to turn in because he has to get up at midnight to go to work.Next day I returned home.Something wasn't right.Tony was being so nice to me as if guilt had gotten the best of him.I found hair n the garbage can. and below that was a used condom.I asked who was over here.His reply,'A relative who cuts hair came over,cut my hair'. 'Anything else happened?'I asked.'No,she was in the neighborhood and dropped in.Cut my hair and left."His birthday came and went and so did mine.BOTH WERE DISASTERS.On his,he sai he was going out with his sisters,but he ranked of smoke and booze and it didn't have a smell of a crab house.My birthday waswhen he ran int ex-lover who felt him up and down.Tony did nothing to remove the guy's hand.The guy fondled Tony's crotch.He even leaned to kiss Tony,tongue and lips.We left.Tony said he was just being friendly."A little too friendy if you asked me" "i think if you're gonna be jealous because of the ones I know,you better move out". "i don't have a place t go"."Get used to sleeping in the spare room".After that,I had enough.I started going out while he was at work,tricking in the gym.Sitting there acting and looking all innocent.Some hot Italian guy came in with a blonde haired guy.He sat between us.The Italian guy kept looking back and forth at us and opened his towel to reveal his nine inch cock. The blonde hair guy with blue eyes nice muscular chest and a bubble butt revealed his eight inch cock and they began stroking it.I began stroking min.The ITALIAN WAS kissing the blonde hair guy while stroking my cock.I sucked his cock,bathing his cock with my tongue.Going up and down on his shaft til I reachd bush.I could feel his cockgo down my throat.I began stroking the blonde hair guy's cock.He got up and turned around.I ate out his ass and fingered it.The Italian guy plugged my hole and oooh,it felt great.We done each other til we came to full completion in the sauna.Then we went to the showers and helped each other shower.We were so aroused again that we came again.As we dressed,we all winked at each other and said good bye.What an expereience. Months later,Paul and I met up at Gay Pride.He kissed me on the cheek.For those months I pined for him,with that one kiss on the cheek,everything left.All my desires and lust for him,suddenly left.I never tld Tony about my pining.I guess he could have seen through it.Maybe that's why he cheated on me so much.Paul and Jimmy were still living together,but I could read PAUL'S EYES that something was bothering him.I called him the next night.Jimmy was atork.We talked as if no time had passed.Ten months to be exact.He said he and Jimmy split up,but he'll be moving out soon.Soon he did.He found another lover named Russ.WE met him at a HALLOWEEN party.I was charmed by Russ.Seemed nice and almost Paul's twin.When paul went to the store to get more booze with Tony,Russ came over to me and whispered in my ear,'Let me show you our bedroom'I said no.Paul is my friend and I couldn't betray him like that.Russ tried to convince me that Paul talked to him about me and how great I was in bed.My heart smiled and those old feelings that died at Pride Day came back.I told Russ no.Russ went on to somene else.I didn't have the heart to tell Paul that his lover came on to me.He'll find out.He did.We ended up helping Paul move out of Russ' place On that day,no one else was home,except Paul.. I came over and Paul said he had to dress to move.We were in his bedroom and he began striping off his tank top.I felt my head swoon at the sight of his well tanned chest.He removed his shorts and all I seen was his black bush and nice beer can cock.He saw my reaction and said'With this old body,you'd seen it before" 'Still looks good" i added.A moment of silence came over us.Should we or shouldn't we? 'Well,let's get started",he said ashe finisheddressing and moved him out.He stayed at Tony's with us until he coud get his wn place.Onenight I had toork.I got no answer when I called home.Paul or Tony should have picked up.When I got home in the morning.Place was cleaned.Trash goneBed was made to perfection.I felt something uneasy.both worked in the morning.By the afternoon,Tony came home.Nothing was said about last night.Still I felt uneasy about those two.They had a past together after Paul and I did.Paul came hme and said he found aplace and alover named Jeff.He oved in above this restaurant bar.He wouldn't Jeff move in until after he told his parents he was gay.He did.I spent alot of time over at Paul's new place helping him decorateand set the lace up.We were both handy During the summer pool parties alot of hot men from all ages 21 and up.Booze,swimming,ht tub and jacuzzi.Some went out on the boat.There was something to do for everyone.Tony began talking to this albino guy name Peter.They hit it off talking about gardening and cooking.Something I absolutely could care less aboutI continued on with my tan.I seen the albino guy get up and head for the kitchen.Tony tried talking with me,but I didn't want to be bothered.He said he was going to get some ice.Twenty minutes had passed.I had to go to the bathroom.The garage lead to the bathroom.I began to take aleak.I heard sucking noises.They were coming from the kitchen.I decided to peakwondering who was getting sucked on and who was sucking.My eyes widened as I saw the albino guy sucking on Tony's cock.Tony kept pressing his head int his crotch."Suck that daddy cock.Suck it good.Suck it hard.Let your tongue wrap itself around it.C'MON BABY DO YOUR THING.Do what you know how to do best" I walked out of the bathroom,and through the garage.I enteredthe kitchen.Tony looked at me,pulling up his pants."wHAT'S GOING ON IN HERE?"i ASKED.'What did you see?"Tony asked."I'm leaving.Meet me out by the car in five minutes.Tell your friend if I ever see him again,I will hurt him". Tony met me out by the car and denied doing anything.I told him I've had enough.I can't stand this anymore.He said he can't take me controlling him and never believe what he says. I never went to another pool party again. I've learned that Paul and Jeff weren't getting along,despite their gay marriage.I went to work at a clothing warehouse with Paul.I spent mornings chatting with Paul at his place.It was a place where I was comfortable and enjoyed a friendship.With Tony it began to spiral down hill with his criticisms of my love making,my bod,my face,how many hours I work and avoiding house chores.My intelligence and things PAUL and I had fun talking about.Tony ended our three year relationship over dinner.I was saddened,but relieved.He wanted to start doing his own things,meeting people,going out and having fun. A few weeks later,I had been sexually deprived f sex for eight months,except the use of my right hand.Tony would always talk about what he do to others and what he wants them to do to him.I reminded him of his past liasions.He till denied them all.The black couple,the hair cut,supposed female relative,Paul,the albino and how many others there were.Paul and I chatted on the phone.A friend of his bithday is coming up on Saturday and he wants us to take him out.I said lets go out and get him a gift.He said no.A few hours later he called back and said lets go get the gift.He said his back door would be opened,he'll be in the bath tub.I went over there and entered.I saw his cheeks,his ass, and I quickly became hard.He turned around and seen me."Still looking good."I said."With this out of shape body?" "i'd still do it">"REally?' "In a heartbeat.I seen his beer can cock.'He asked to see my cock.i pulled it out.He looked at it."I forgotten how good that looked and tasted" We hit the road.We went to several bookstrores and ended up buying our friend an electronic moveable dildo.Then we went to have lunch.WE went back to his place.After a few drinks he had over lnch,he was lit.He sat on the couch while I peed.I came back out.His eyes never left my crotch.They were fixated on getting behind the curtain so to speak.His mouth was moistening up to have the taste of my cock in his mouth again.He looked up atme as I babbled on about the gift.He threw me a curve,'pULL OUT YOUR DICK AGAIN.i WANT TO SEE IT".i OBEYED AND PULLED DOWN MY ZIPPER.hIS EYES WIDENED AS THE ZIPPER WENT OVER EACH BAR.My fingers reached in and pulled out the unhardened cock.Paul said,'Move closer>"I drew closer.His mouth opened wide and sucked in my cock.I was in ecstasy.A moment I have waited for threeyears is coming alive again.I loved the feel of my cck being in his warm mouth.His tongue done things that I never experienced anyone with my cock.He moved his tongue all around and even put the tipof his tongue inside my pee hole."OOh this tastes good." he mumbled.I said,'let me see yours>"I reached down and unbuckled his pants.I PULLED DOWN HIS ZIPPER AND UNBUTTONED THEM.i BEGAN RUBBING AND FONDLING HIS CROTCH AND RUNNING MY FINGERS THROUGH HIS BUSH..I began stroking his cock and it got hard.It even leaked pre-cum.I went down on him.Hemoaned and groaned.He pshed my head further into his crotch,'Ooh you are one helluva cock sucker.Why we never hooked up ">"sHUT UP AND ENJOY THIS MOMENT">i SAID.We stripped off our clothing.I ate his ass.He squirmed and wiggled,as I TASTED AND FINGERED AS FAR AS i COULD..He began to eat my ass.Oh that tongue f his wasso hot.Oh the things he done with that tongue had touched areas I never knew had existed.We sixty nined,french kissed.He layed me on my back and entered me with his cock.He pressed n and out,"HURT ME!HURT ME! Do me like the man that you are">He plowed me harder and I could feel his cock deep inside of me.he leaned over me wih his cock still inside,restraining m arms as he caressed my sides.He aroused my nipples.I wanted to beat off,but he said no.I leaked pre cum and he lapped that up.'Oh how tastey that is".He put himself back inside and pumped,with my legs up in the air and him holding them up.He again leaned over and worked his maguical tongue down deep inside my throat.He was about to cum and shot his load right down my throat.Oh it was well worth the three year wait..I SHOT MY LOAD AFTER HE SUCKED ON IT AND i COULD SEE HIS SALIVA draw a string from his mouth to my cock.He went down on it and touched anerve that made me shoot all over his beard.We kissed and I came again all over my chest and he laid in it.We kissed.Then it as almost five o'clock.I had to leave.His lover would soon be home.We tricked many more times after that,still I liked that frst day with him the most.THE END.