This story is based partially on fact. It involves mature chat and video between two adult men.
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MWM Pt 1: Married White Male -- my first man-to-man erotic camchat. Prelude.
Of course, it wasn't long before I again went to my den to surf the net and cruise through this new world of cock that I'd discovered. I opened some sites and starting browsing, hoping to find something hot to make my cock rise and my balls lighten by pumping out a load of man milk.
I reveled in this new world I'd found. I couldn't believe how hot I could get watching a cock and balls on cam. If I could travel back in time to a year ago, I wouldn't believe that less than a year later I'd be hooked on the computer addicted to watching men masturbate and play on cam. It was such a new, exciting, and completely unexpected world I'd discovered. I felt like a teenager again...with all the passion, horniness, desire, and orgasms (although, unfortunately, not the resilience) to see more and more cocks, balls and hot chests and the types of play I'd seen some of these cammers do.
Other than some teenage circle-jerk activities which ended soon after they began, I'd never thought of a man as a sexual object. All my life, I'd been a cunt man. I was content with my homelife: kids not a problem, wife involved in her activities, etc., which left me time to tinker around and find something to interest me. My wife and I had settled into a kind of agreed sex life....which consisted of us getting together twice a week. Trouble was, each of us did it as a matter of routine. It had lost its luster but neither of us knew what to do about it.
With my discovery of the cam sites, I found a new outlet for my horniness. At first, it was tremendously exciting to see women and couples playing on cam. However, I soon discovered that these cam groups seemed manipulative and sadistic, in a way. Too often these cams would carry the viewer to the point of no return and then turn off abruptly. The abrupt turnoff would leave the viewer (like me) angry and frustrated.
Ultimately, in frustration, I starting looking at the mens cams. It wasn't long before I found that mens cam were more straightforward. Bottom line was: men are just horny bastards always seeking cock pleasure.
Many of the camming men were straight and emphasized that point, while also stating that they didn't care if men watched them play. That was certainly okay with me. I didn't care about his sexual preference only about his body parts. Men were less into drama....they wanted to play with their cocks and shoot a load of cum....and if other men wanted to watch, no matter. On this site that I frequented, all mens cams attracted lots of viewers...many of whom were men themselves. If the broadcaster weren't too uptight, he'd continue playing without regard to sex of the viewers. Other straight men would become self conscious and would shut their cams if too many men were viewing. I considered this second group the 'uptight' men who were so insecure they couldn't bear to know another man was watching them stroke their cocks. This insecurity was despite the fact the cammer was anonymous (no face shown.) Maybe it had something to do with their masculinity: the idea of being lusted after by another man made them feel less masculine. I didn't know and wasn't about to analyze the minds of these 'uptight' men.
I was often surprised to meet many men like myself as I surfed and chatted. Many men stated that they, like me, had discovered that men were as hot as women to watch on cam. Other men stated, as I'd come to realize myself, that if afforded the opportunity, they'd be willing to meet a man and experience man-to-man sex. They were curious enough to go beyond cam viewing. For many of these men, like myself, the opportunity to meet in person and experience man-sex had not yet presented itself. As was often the case, the distance between the two was too great to allow a 'real encounter'.
I'd seen videos of some guys whose bodies were so hot, I'd be willing to meet them in person to experience skin-on-skin pleasure. I'd hoped that someday, I'd be able to meet a cammer who, after chatting, seemed as hot and interested as I to meet in person and experience our (or my) first man-on-man sex.
As I surfed the cams, looking at those cams that particularly interested me, I happened to notice my inbox indicated new email messages. I clicked on the email and saw about 3 messages. One of the messages was from Ned who stated he hoped to run into me online soon and hoped we could chat and cam. The other two were from an id that didn't jog my memory at first. When I opened the earlier of the two messages I realized it was from the guy whose vid I'd found tremendously hot....the guy who liked clamping his nipples and pushing a rod down his cock. I was excited at hearing what he had to say to the comments I had posted on his webpage.
He went on to say that he was very happy I'd found his vids so hot and that if they made me jerk off ...all the better! He went on to say that he loved playing as shown in his videos. He said he'd only learned of the site some months ago but planned to add more pics and vids to his page. He told me to feel free to drop him a line at any time and comment on any of his pics and vids.
I then opened the second (more recent) of his emails. He stated that he loved to use his toys and loved an audience. He stated that we could make arrangements to meet online and he would be happy to give me a personal show of his hot, kinky play. He asked if I had Yahoo and Skype messengers. He gave me his ids and asked me to add him there. He said he wouldn't mind playing on cam-to-cam but it didn't have to be two-way immediately. He'd be happy to give me a one-way cam show. I immediately added him my contact lists on those programs in hopes we'd chat soon.
I immediately replied and stated I would love to watch him 'live' on cam. I stated that I'd never cammed with anyone 'real time' before and didn't feel I could at this time. If he was willing, I'd be glad to watch him put on a show for me. The thought of seeing and hearing him indulge in his hot, kinky play started my cock hardening in my shorts. I gave him my ids on Yahoo and Skype and stated I looked forward to a hot time with him on either program. I sent the reply feeling excited that this guy wanted to play 'live' with me. I sent him two pictures of myself......one nude from the neck to my knees, and the other a closeup of my cock in semi-hard state with the foreskin halfway exposing the head.
I was excited at adding this guy to my contacts list and also excited that he'd be giving a show especially for me. The idea of viewing live and asking live questions made the thought of seeing him on cam really hot! I hoped to hear from him soon.
Then I went back to surfing the cams looking for a hot view to get my cock rising. I was surfing for a few minutes and did not find anything particularly exciting. I was getting frustrated and started to think it would be a 'slow' night, meaning I wouldn't find cams that held my interest. Just as I'd been surfing the cams for about 15 minutes, I received a pop-up flash in the lower right corner of my screen stating I'd received a new email. I quickly went to the email since this was a 'netslut' email I'd created to keep it separate and apart from my legitimate email for family and friends.
The email was from the guy with the nip clamps and dickrod videos. He stated that he added me to his Yahoo and Skype and he was online in both now. If I contacted him in the next few minutes, we could chat in either program. I immediately replied and stated I would contact him in Skype and hoped to chat with him.
I opened my Skype program. I sent an IM to him and waited for him to reply. In just a few seeonds, he replied that he was online and ready to chat and.....whatever, if I wanted. I replied that "Yes" I wanted to watch him online as he played but wasn't sure I could cam in return. He said no problem and I accepted his video call. We both had audio so we could talk rather than type.
End of part 1.