Was Up *********** Was up all you readers I would just like to think all the people who have been reading this and who have sent me email I love yah for it!!!!! By the way if or under 18 don't read this if you are and are still reading this just don't get caught ok?? OK!! Have fun!!
I would also likke to thank Tonny who proof read this and helped me in everyway. ********************************************* A Couple things that are real in this story ********************************************* All of these that I say about my mom is true The way she was killed and how she was brutally murdered because of a little bit of money and some drugs. I beg everyone out there don't get involved with drugs they kill and they hurt please don't turn out like me and my mother. That day I lost my best friend not just my mother. Now on with the story
*********************** Part 5 (cont.)
"And this," I said while holding up the ring on the chain," This...is my mom's wedding ring." By now I was bawling I could barely breath because of my Asthma when I cry I breath very heavy and it's hard for me to breathe. When I started crying Joey grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. He held me there very tightly until I soaked his shirt and he looked like he had been thrown in a pool. After I stopped, he let go of me and I was fine. My breathing had slowed down a bit. Now I just sit there and remembered how awful that day was, the day I heard that she was gone. I felt like to kill myself right then and there. God what an awful feeling.
"Dustin,...." Joey said very hesitantly " I am sorry if I sound like I'm pushing... but how did it happen?" Joey asked this question with a tear in his eye as he was scared of the answer but he had to know or he couldn't help me getting through this. "My mom..she...she had a drug problem and well she owed this guy some money and well her and dad had split up and wouldn't gave her any money until we had gone to court," I said this in a quivering voice I was about to start crying again. "Well that morning, The morning of October 7th, He called her after we went off to school, he didn't want me coming with her because I usually did when she went up there. At first, she of course refused but he persuaded her up there know she didn't have the money well when she went up there he was asleep for what reason I don't know." I said a single tear falling down my cheek. "Well she loved my dad to much to keep this up so she was there to tell him that it was over and that she was going to give him his money and loose contact with him forever."
"He got mad at this and they got in a fight and when she tried to leave he.....he.....he shot her in the shoulder the bullet went right through her shoulder and then through her chest ricocheting with bones and coming out the back ." I said, shaking now with tears streaming again. " God if only I was with her she would be still here," Right then I broke down and cried while Joey held me there like I was a baby..
"It's ok Dustin let it all out it wasn't your fault," Joey said this with such compassion. I cried even more. He then placed his index finger and lifted my chin and looked me in the eyes then he gently took his fingers and wiped away all the tears until there was no trace of them left except for my bloodshot eyes. Finally I just lied down on his shoulder and I fell asleep. He then puled back the dark blue and maroon comforter and sheets and lied me down then he took of my Jeans, socks, and shoes, and left me with a shirt and boxers on.
"God he's so sexy if only I could show him how much I care without ruining our relationship.... I think I am falling for him??" Joey said to himself. Then he go to the room that he would be staying in, with all the posters of him and N'sync on them.
"You know " Joey said talking to himself out loud, I think this guy has a thing for me who knows??"
Part 6 *********
In the morning I woke up with a pounding headache and my eyes hurt like hell!!! I felt awful from crying so much I quickly jumped for the bed and pushed a small silver button. In about 10 minutes Lynsey popped in the door. "Morning D" She said knowing that since we were alone we could just talk normally. "Morning Lynsey" I said forgetting my proper ways.
"Could you bring me some Tylenol for my head," I said grabbing my head ''"Rough Night?" she asked looking at my still bloodshot eyes. "Yeah,"I said "Real rough," I picked up the bag full of stuff and the picture I had dropped last night and I shed another tear just looking at her face.
"Baby," Lynsey said "You can't keep doing this to yourself, it wasn't your fault and you know that." She said very coaxingly " Yeah I know that but do believe it?" I said turning around and walking towards the balcony.
"I'll go get your Tylenol honey," She said as she turned around and walked away. I stepped outside onto the white balcony and just looked down to the pool below. The pool is a wave pool it made me think a lot about the ocean and God how I loved the ocean.
Back in the Guest suite***
Chris and JC were just waking up. As they woke up, they went to the Living room and sat on the couch and began to talk about me. (why me) "So what do you think of this Dustin fella," Chris asked JC "He seems cool, but did you see the way Joey was looking at him man?," JC said grinning. "Yeah I think they would make a good couple," Chris said eyeing him evilly. "MMMM.....Maybe we could just pop in and give Joey a little push what do yah say Chris, old buddy, old pal "JC said eyeing Chris.
"Yeah why don't we do that," He said and giving JC a high five. "Yeah" they both said simultaneously "Now how do we get out of here?" Chris asked looking around. "umm....I got it, find one of those silver button things," JC said as he got up "ok let's start looking," Chris said. They started looking and they kept looking for another 15 minutes "I found it," Chris yelled as he pushed it
Back in my room****
Beep...Beep...Beep.. Lynsey's beeper started beeping. She had brought me my Tylenol and me and her were just bull shiting around. "Where the hell could that be coming from?" she said out loud looking down at her beeper. "Ahhh.. The guest suite, they are probably wondering were or how to get out" She said laughing "Bring them here and we will meet you in the main dining hall for breakfast ok?" "Ok see yah then boss," she said giving me a kiss on the cheek and then leaving. " Oh shit " I said to myself I better get Joey up. I opened the door to the guestroom and there, Joey were lying down and looking as sweet as could be sleeping.
"God he's so cute" I said to myself as I just started at him 'I better wake him though,' I thought in my mind, I went over to him and started to shake him lightly
"Joey," I said "Joey" I said shaking a little harder "Huh what?" he said finally awake "I thought, I should wake you, the guys will be here any minutes," "Oh ok babe I'm up," He said then covering his mouth "What did you say," thinking I heard wrong "I said I was up ," he said very quickly then jumped out of bed into the living area of the room. "Knock Knock" the door "Come on in guys," I said as opening the door "So do you guys mind staying for breakfast?" I asked hoping they would say yes. "No, we don't mind, but how about we call lance, J and Megan and tell them to come on over here too ok?" JC suggested. "Sure there definitely is enough room for all of us," I said as I handed him my cell phone. JC grabbed the phone and started to dial and he knew that Lance would be a little skeptical because he doesn't know this guy.
On the phone with lance******
"Hey scoop what's up " JC said trying to sound normal "When are you coming back?" Lance asked obviously concerned. "How about you, J and Megan come over here and we will have breakfast" He said hoping Lance would come. The phone was quiet for a couple minutes and then a voice came over the phone "How do we get there?" Lance said in a frustrated tone Just like a father, JC thought. "Well you go...." JC gave him the directions and hung up the phone
END PHONE CALL*************
"He's coming guys," JC announced. "Well... we better get to the front and sit on the porch and wait for them," I said as I walked towards the door to the room. "Just follow me ok" I first walked over to the loud speaker in the wall that was in the hall.
"Umm..Lynsey please set the table for 3 more and radio the gate's guy and tell him to let a guy by the name of Lance Bass through please," As I said this it echoed all over the house and I waited a response, "sure" I heard her say and I walked on.
As we walked the guys were amazed at the house and it's size as we approached the main steeps that were directly in front of the door they stopped me and asked, well Chris did "Is that you?" Chris said pointing to a very large painting on the wall, "Yes that's me, my mom had the painted of me She spoiled me a lot," I said remembering what a great time I had while sitting there having it drawn. "Cool" he said and we went on.
When we got outside onto the porch we all just took a seat and started talking, "So Dustin what does your dad do... he must make some big bucks?" Chris asked "Yeah he does, He's a Anesthesiologist," I said answering his question. "Cool....So where is he?" Chris asked "Gone I think he's in the West Indies," I said trying to remember. "Well.....There's Lance!!!!," Chris yelled forgetting the question that he was going to ask. And he was right, there came Lance's back 4-runner up the long drive way. Everyone got up and went to the bottom of the steps to meet them. When Lance and Justin got out, they went over and the guys exchanged hugs and some of that stuff then they looked at me. "Hi," I said extending my hand "Hi Dustin," they both said and they shook my hand. Then another door opened in the 4-runner and out popped Megan "Megan!!!" I said giving her a hug "Hey D," She said as we all started walking towards the front door and then ascending in to the house. When we got in we headed down a long walkway and ended up in front of a set of double doors. When the doors were opened everyone crowded in the room there was a tabled that sat 15 people a round table it was. "Everyone take a seat," I said as people crowded around the table and took a seat.
When everyone sat, Megan looked around and noticed something Chris was in Cammie's old chair, no one sat in that chair because it was made a memorial, usually people saw the name on the top of the chair. The name Cammie had been sewn into a velvet pillow and placed on the head of the chair. Chris probably didn't notice. "Chris," Megan whispered in a low tone he didn't answer "Chris," Megan said louder "What," Chris said looking at her "Get out of that chair and hurry before Dustin sees" Megan said motioning for him to move. Chris nodded but still didn't move because he was puzzled why couldn't he sit here then he felt something soft behind him he looked and there sat a velvet pillow with the name Cammie sewn into it. Chris then got out of the chair and sit somewhere else. Megan let out a sigh of relief 'At least Dustin didn't see. All of a sudden 2 doors opened and here came plates of food set in front of everyone. Everyone started to dig in until I yelled.
"STOP" I yelled my voice echoing through the house. I had a big mouth and when I got mad you had better watch out. "Have we forgotten to say our prayers," I asked and looked at them Everyone bowed there heads and we said the prayers ending with everyone saying ....."Amen"
As we dug in everyone just chit chatted together and when we were finished I suggested we go into the Living room and hang out. But lance said," Sorry Dustin we can't.... we have rehearsals and studio work today and we will be done around 7pm though if you wouldn't mind picking us up that way we could go doing something. Lance said very professionally. "Sure ," I said As they left I waved good bye. Megan decided that she wanted to go with them so she did and I went into the house to watch some TV.
to be continued..........