A New Beginning - Chapter Twelve
This is a fantasy story involving male to male relations. If reading stories like this is something you don't want to be doing, or it is illegal where you are, I'd suggest you leave. I'd also be wondering what you're doing in the Gay Male section!! If it IS something you want to do then read on.
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Where we left off.......
Eventually we decided to head off to bed with Trevor almost having to carry me as I was so relaxed and sleepy. I ended up following him into the bedroom like a little lost puppy following it's master. He sent me into the bathroom to relieve myself then helped me undress and sat me down on the bed. I watched as he undressed himself, as always enjoying the view, then watched his backside as he headed into the bathroom.
As he returned I got to watch his frontside swinging as he walked. It ended up sort of hypnotic. Trevor must have realised how out of it I was as he put me to bed with nothing more than a quick hug and then snuggled in behind me. Lying there with his arms around me and his muscular body against me I again felt so warm and protected. As I drifted off to sleep I wished that I could stay like this forever.
<A New Beginning - Chapter 12>
Warm! Toasty! Wrapped up in strong arms. Trevor smells so good. He kisses me soundly then trails kisses down my chest and abdomen and engulfs me in his warm wet mouth. I moan softly.
My dream slowly leaves me, replaced by the warm wet sensation I'd been dreaming about. I start to moan softly and the lips pick up speed, a hand starting to stroke my balls in time with his lips. In no time at all I'm thrashing my way through an intense orgasm, watching stars collide as it thundered over me. (Yeah I know that sounds like a cliché, but it's accurate, believe me)
Once I'd finally recovered I opened my eyes to a grinning Trevor.
"Thought you might like to start the day with a bang! Hope you enjoyed?"
As I nodded he continued.
"Unfortunately much as I'd like to follow this up, I really should go to work. They rang earlier to ask if I could come in today as Kyle is sick. You slept through the phone, me getting out of bed and showering, and I thought I'd wake you like I did so I could say bye before I left."
I now realised that Trevor was fully dressed and ready to go to work (other than a somewhat prominent bulge in his shorts). Obviously I was finally waking up, although definitely still feeling very dreamy. Afterglow is a wonderful thing.
Trevor just chuckled as he noticed my disjointed state.
"I'll leave you to get yourself together. Lunchbreak should be around 12 if you want to meet me at the cafe in the Mall, otherwise I'll catch you around 6."
As I nodded vacantly he left, still chuckling and shaking his head.
I lay there, still absorbing the sensations and then drifted off to sleep again.
I awoke a coupe of hours later feeling relaxed and refreshed. There is definitely something to starting the day with a good blowjob. I hauled myself reluctantly out of bed and did some weights, thinking absently that we really hadn't used them much since I moved in.
I find that weight training involves the body, but leaves the mind free to think, which can be a good or bad thing depending on the circumstances. This morning it allowed me to go through the events of the night before, reliving everything that had happened. I realised that even though I was enjoying this idyllic lifestyle, I really should go back home and sort a few things out. I'd now had time to absorb Michelle's death and get myself together a bit.
Trevor had been a big help, but now Trevor was the problem. I didn't want to leave him and go home. I'd fallen hard for the big guy, harder than I thought was possible in such a short time. It was already to the stage that I couldn't picture life without him. It was really scary. Still, I couldn't leave everything at home and stay here (much as I'd like to) as I had a business that I'd worked hard to build, as well as a family that would be worrying about me well and truly by now.
I worked all this through my head while I finished the weights, then headed for the shower. Standing in the hot water I finally came to the decision that I HAD to go back home. Having made that decision I now had to work out how to tell Trevor. I felt like I was leaving a part of myself behind, unsure what the result would be. I wanted to take him with me, but he had a home and job up here on the Gold Coast and I couldn't ask him to leave that.
By the time I'd finished my shower I'd lost all the good effects, filled instead with apprehension and worry over what Trevor's reaction to my leaving would be.
As I sat and ate breakfast I rehearsed in my mind what I'd tell Trevor, running through all his possible reactions and coming up with none that I liked.
I got so wrapped up in my head that I nearly missed the time and had to run to meet Trevor for lunch. He was about 10 minutes late which was lucky as it gave me a chance to calm down and compose myself. Obviously I didn't do a good job as his first comment when he sat down at the cafe was.
"OK. What's wrong? You look like you've got something particularly distasteful to tell me"
"That obvious eh?" I replied, feeling myself blush scarlet with embarrassment, "I don't know where to start."
"How about you start at the beginning?" he said sarcastically "It's always a good place? How about starting with the bit where you've decided you have to go home and sort things out and you don't know how to tell me. That's what I'm figuring you are going to say."
His brows had drawn together and I'm sure I heard thunder in the distance. This was not going well at all. Now I was completely lost, any plans for what I'd say having been thrown out the window by Trevor's statement.
"Well?" he prompted, looking slightly murderous "That's what you were going to say wasn't it?"
"I! Ah! I!" I said, a little flustered "I have to. I don't know what to do.
I..."
Than it all came out in a rush.
"I HAVE to go home and sort things out, but I don't want to leave and I want you to come with me but I can't ask because you have a job and a home here and I don't know what my family will do and I love you and I'll miss you if I go and I don't know how to tell you all this and I..."
I broke off as I caught the murderous gleam in his eye change slightly. Gradually the gleam became brighter as I remained silent and watched him intently, waiting for the explosion that I knew was coming. Finally the gleam spread to his face as he broke into a huge grin.
"Had you going there didn't I?" he said, struggling not to burst into laughter. Then he couldn't contain himself any longer and let himself go, ending up almost in tears from laughing so hard.
I watched all this dumbfounded, not sure what to do. Of all the scenarios I had planned this was about the least likely. As I sat there open-mouthed Trevor looked at me and then broke up again. Gradually he settled down.
"Ah the look on your face." then he continued quietly and a bit more seriously. "I realised last night that you'd need to go home soon. I understand perfectly. I'd do the same thing if I were you. Do you want company when you head back to Canberra?"
I nodded, still not believing the whole situation. The Bastard had set me up, making me think he was angry. I reached across the table and punched him in the arm.
"You prick!" I said simply "You knew this all along and you had to make it as hard as possible for me. You knew I'd worry and you just let me spit it all out, waiting for you to blow up and leave?"
"Yeah!" he said "But I'm cute though!!"
This comment, accompanied by an impish grin burst me into quick laughter, finally releasing some of the tension that I'd had while worrying about his reactions.
"I thought you would," he continued, "That's why I spoke to my boss about it this morning. I can't leave until Friday as Kyle is sick and they need to get a replacement for me, but after that I'm free if you want me?"
"You've got it all planned don't you?" I said wryly, "But I'd definitely like the company. I might head back tomorrow though, taking the bike down, then see you on the weekend. That way I can do some sorting out by myself, but know that you'll there to pick up the pieces afterwards."
With my last comment Trevor's grin faded.
"You going to be OK to face this alone?"
Yeah, knowing you'll be down shortly will help a LOT. I really do love you big guy!"
Trevor positively glowed, echoing my sentiments with "And I you!" in return.
I leaned across the table and kissed him passionately, for once not really caring that we were in a very public place.
We were interrupted a few moments later by a voice.
"Get a room you guys!"
It was one of the waiters, who'd come to take our order. He'd seen us together before and I'm fairly sure he knew we were a couple. He seemed to be "gay friendly", or at least tolerant, but I had no idea whether he himself was gay or not.
"You'll make a guy jealous." he continued with a grin. I think that solved the question of whether he was gay or not.
We both looked a bit embarrassed, which bought a wider grin to his face.
"I don't mind, but there are others that might. So nice to see such a hot couple so open about it. I'm definitely jealous. So... what are you having?"
We quickly ordered and he disappeared off towards the kitchen. I looked at Trevor who was watching me.
"You never know who is, do you?" he said cryptically.
We chatted for the next few minutes until the waiter returned with our food.
As he served us he said.
"After a comment like that I really should at least introduce myself. My name is Trevor. Pleased to meet you."
We laughed briefly and he looked at us questioningly. We introduced ourselves and he understood our laughter due to the two Trevor's.
"Look, to save confusion, call me Don. It's my nickname. That should make it easier if we're talking again."
"Why Don?" I asked.
He looked embarrassed for a moment.
"It's short for Donkey."
He held up his hand to stop any comments.
"And before you jump to any conclusions, it actually comes from the fact that I fell off a donkey when I was 6 and I got teased about it. The name sort of stuck. At the time we never knew what the connotations of the name would be in later life. Has made for some interesting conversation."
"I'll bet. Sure is an interesting pick up line though."
He answered my grin with one of his own then looked around.
"Well guys. Nice to have met you. I hope to chat with you again some time.
There aren't that many of us around here, so it's great to meet you. I'd better go before I get hounded by the manager for taking too long. Enjoy your lunch."
As he left Trevor and I looked at each other, raising our eyebrows in amusement.
"I'd say we just made a friend," said Trevor. 'He's kind of cute too."
"Keep your eyes on me only thanks." I said, jokingly look daggers at him. "I'm the jealous type you know."
"Hey! Window shopping is fine you know, as long as you only buy at home."
"As long as it's only window shopping." I said sternly, then we both had a chuckle at the situation. I reached and took his hand.
"Thanks for understanding my needing to head home and sort things out, and thanks for arranging to come down. I don't know how I'd face it all without you."
I kissed his hand lightly and held it to my cheek, letting out a huge sigh! God I can be mushy at times.
Before our lunch could warm up any more we hoed into it, packing it away in time for Trevor to head back to work. As I headed off for the apartment to start packing I thought to myself how lucky I was to find someone like Trevor so soon after Michelle.
By the time I got back to the apartment I was feeling much better than I had all day, whistling to myself and looking forward to the trip. Knowing I was going to be able to show Trevor all the sights on Canberra made the coming week away from him bearable. Without that thought I'd have been dreading going home. I wasn't looking forward to getting home to an empty house that reminded me of Michelle, but I had to get back on the horse or I'd never do it. It was now or never, and unfortunately I don't think Trevor would let me get away with the never.
Grinning to myself at the thought of Trevor hounding me, I started getting my stuff together to prepare for the ride home in the morning.
By the time Trevor got home around 6 I'd got most of my stuff together and was trying to get it all into my backpack for the bike ride. I didn't hear Trevor come in and the first I knew of him being home was a sudden voice coming from behind me.
"You DO realise that you don't have to pack everything into that pack don't you?"
After I'd scraped myself down off the ceiling (I swear there is now a dent in THAT ceiling as well as the spare bedroom with the gym) he explained that as he was going to be driving down on the weekend he could bring anything else down for me. Now why hadn't I thought of that?
So I unpacked half of what I'd packed, making the pack a LOT lighter and meaning that I wouldn't feel weighed down for the ride home, then turned and gave Trevor a big hug. I held on to him for as long as I could and didn't want to let go.
"I miss you already Trev, and I'm not even leaving until tomorrow. How am I going to get through this week?"
"I'm sure there'll be plenty to keep you occupied. Just remember I'll be down as soon as I can."
I reluctantly let him go and wandered out onto the balcony. It was still quite warm and the area was bathed in bright sunshine. I stood and looked out over the hinterland, almost feeling like I'd never see it again. It was just SO far from home. I basked in the sun, glad I was shirtless and could enjoy it. It was late enough in the day that I'd be fairly safe, my skin sufficiently recovered for late afternoon sun. It'd be a while until I went out into the noon sun shirtless again though.
A pair of arms wrapped themselves around me and gave me a big hug. I sighed and reached back to pull his hips in closer to my butt so I could feel his body all the way along mine. My hands encountered only flesh and I realised that he was naked. I started to turn but his hands stopped me.
"Stand still." He whispered in my ear.
His hands started to wander over my chest, teasing and exciting the nipples.
They gradually worked their way down my stomach, sending shivers through my body as they did so. They grabbed my shorts and eased them off me, allowing my now solid cock to spring free.
As my shorts hit the floor Trevor hugged me again, letting me feel his body against me. His own erection nestled against me attested to his enjoyment of being near me. As I turned towards him he pushed me down onto the tiles, spreading a beach towel under me as he did so. He then lay on me and I luxuriated in the feel of his body weight on me, his cock pulsing against mine, and his low moans as I ran my hands over his back.
He kissed his way down my neck, chewing carefully on my right nipple as he crossed my chest, then descended along my stomach. Again I had that wonderful warm wetness wrapped around my cock, making me gasp and groan. I reached down as far as I could and grabbed his cock, trying to pull it towards me as he redoubled his efforts on my cock. It took all my concentration just to remember what I was trying to do as the sensations being caused by his talented tongue were a little distracting.
When I finally got his hips close to my head I wrapped my lips around him, eliciting a groan from the stimulation it caused. He was already leaking quite a lot so he was obviously getting a kick out of sucking me. I reached my hand up and brushed his balls, feeling him swell in my mouth and groan. I felt the groan all the way through my cock, taking me a step closer to climax.
I brushed his balls again, paying particular attention to the sensitive spot behind. Trevor lifted his head off me and said breathlessly,
"Careful. You'll set me ..."
As he spoke I'd taken him as deep into my throat as I could, stroking his balls as I did so. I felt him swell and I repeated the action, felling him swell further and further as he got closer to release. I pulled back off him, leaving just his head in my mouth, working my tongue frantically, and stroking his balls. He let out a small "Oh God" and started to shudder as he crossed the point of no return. As his cock started to pulse he started thrashing, his muscles spasming in time with his orgasm. I nursed him as he came, feeling him spurt across my tongue, gently flicking him with my tongue to increase the sensations.
As he came down from his high he remembered what he'd been doing and sucked me back into his mouth. Getting him off had only made me hotter so in moments I was getting close. He wrapped his hand around my cock and started jerking me while rasping his tongue over the head. The feeling was wonderful and I groaned from the bottom of my chest. Then he removed his hand, taking me deep into his throat, and I felt a finger slip into me.
As he hit my prostate it was all over, my body releasing in that exquisite mixture of almost please/almost pain. As I came he sucked on me in much the same way as I'd nursed him, increasing the pleasure tenfold until I was too sensitive to take any more. When I pushed him off he crawled up beside me and hugged me to his chest.
Lying there in his arms I felt so loved and needed that I couldn't hold in the tears, crying softly into his chest. As I cried he held me, stroking my hair gently and murmuring reassurances. I gradually regained control of myself and snuggled further into his arms, enjoying the feel of his body, the sun, and the relaxation brought on by both orgasm and tears. Like last night I felt warm and protected, in the arms of my knight in shining armour.
It sounds corny I know, but that was what he was becoming to me. He was filling all those little spaces torn out of me by Michelle's death.
We dozed for a while, sometimes snuggling, sometimes quietly stroking the other's body. From time to time we'd sigh, both enjoying the decadence of lying together in the sun. Eventually though the shadow of the balcony wall started to move across us and we realised that we had to move. With reluctance we dragged ourselves inside, snuggling instead on the couch.
At one point Trevor got up to grab us something light to eat, and to put a video on, but we basically stayed cuddled up together for the whole evening.
It wasn't said but we both realised that this was our last night like this for a while, knowing that things in Canberra just wouldn't be the same.
I knew I couldn't stay in Canberra now that I had Trevor. There were just too many memories of Michelle. Besides, I knew Trevor would hate the cold of Canberra and he liked the laid-back lifestyle of the Gold Coast. I could really get used to the idea of living up here myself, even if it meant leaving long-term friends. It would all be worth it to be with Trevor. By the end of the evening I was starting to think I'd become a romantic fool the way I was feeling, but Trevor's arms around me made me realise that my thoughts were not foolish. Just because he was a man didn't mean it was wrong. Society might not fully accept it yet, but as long as we didn't rub everyone's nose in it we'd do just fine.
When the movie finished I carefully removed the remote control from Trevor's fingers. Somewhere near the end he'd drifted off. I switched the TV off and settled back into his arms. It might be a while before I'd be able to do this again so freely, so I made the most of it. As I snuggled in more firmly his arms closed around me in a hug. With a sleepily mumbled "I love you" Trevor drifted back to sleep. Shortly afterwards I joined him.
Well, there is a very nasty, nasty, hateful man on the internet who has blackmailed me into writing this chapter (He's sending me chapters of his story if I post a chapter of mine..... then again, I was trying to do the same to him so I suppose it is only fair ). SO..... you have him to thank for the quick turn-around time for this chapter.
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