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A New Beginning - Chapter 16
I awoke the following morning still spooned by Trevor and wrapped in his arms. It was so nice to feel his strong arms around me and I lay there enjoying it for a while. As I snuggled back into him I could feel his hardness nestled against me. I gradually became aware of him slowly thrusting against me so I started to move in time with him to heighten the friction, hearing his breath quicken at the added stimulation. After a while I slowly turned to face him and found to my surprise that he was still asleep.
After a quick chuckle to myself at just how randy he is (he doesn't even need to be awake), I kissed my way down his chest and stomach and went to work on him. It only took a few moments to push him over the edge and after thoroughly checking I hadn't spilt any I looked up at him and grinned mischievously as I saw he was awake and watching me.
"That is a great way to wake up" he said breathlessly, "and it was such a wonderful continuation of the dream I was having."
"Well, you were humping me in your sleep, so I couldn't let such an opportunity go to waste, now could I?" I laughed, leaning up to kiss him. "Good morning, lover of mine!"
"Good morning to you too." he said a little dreamily.
I decided I'd leave him to sleep a bit more if he liked and hopped out of bed. He looked at me as I stood up.
"So what about you, Babe?" he said, staring at my erection with sleepy eyes.
"Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. You just enjoy the afterglow." I said with a grin.
I headed into the en suite and after standing for a few minutes I finally managed to get myself down enough to be able to empty my bladder. After I'd washed my hands I stopped in the doorway and admired Trevor stretched out on the bed. He'd sort of spread himself out on his back with his arms flung over the bed. He looked so relaxed and so damn hot.
As I looked at him I realised I'd accepted him as part of this house. The stark difference between my shock yesterday morning and how natural this morning felt made me realise that I'd now subconsciously accepted that Trevor was here and that I didn't need to feel guilty about it. Maybe the discussion in the Botanic Gardens yesterday had helped me more than I'd realised, letting me know that maybe I wasn't as far from Trevor's ideal as I had first thought. I knew that deep down I had been worrying that maybe some of the love I felt was one-sided and that it would never work out, but Trevor making the run down from the Gold Coast meant a lot to me. I guess that yesterday morning it had all seemed a dream, whereas now it was a reality. I think I had finally accepted Trevor really did love me. Maybe this could really work after all?
I don't know how long I stood there watching Trevor and musing about our future, but eventually I left him sleeping and went to get some breakfast. As soon as I walked into the kitchen I remembered the events of last night and the dramatic exit of my parents after their surprise introduction to Trevor. Funnily enough, this morning it didn't feel as bad. I hoped my parents would accept my feelings for Trevor but I certainly couldn't blame them for reacting the way they did. I knew I'd have to face them about this sooner or later but for now I was going to concentrate on MY life and not their reactions. It really is marvellous what a night's sleep snuggled up to my wonderful love could do for me!
I prepared myself some breakfast and got ready to actually go out and do some work. Before I left I briefly checked in on my stud, finding him still stretched out on the bed as I'd left him. I carefully leant over and kissed him gently, trying not to wake him but I knew he was aware of me as there was a smile on his face as I left the room. I quickly scrawled a note telling him where I was going and that I'd be back around 12:30 or so but would call him when I knew an exact time. I left the note on the kitchen counter, knowing that he'd see it when he came out to get some breakfast. It was really nice to know that I'd be coming home to him in the house after work and I was almost whistling as I headed out the door to start up the truck.
Yesterday, on the phone, I'd arranged to spend this morning with one of my regular clients called Grace. She's an elderly lady and seems to have an endless supply of odd jobs that she needs doing. Personally, I think she wants them done more for having company than for the actual work, but she's a lovely old dear. Today she wanted some shelves put up plus some maintenance work on her ancient pergola. While I was working Grace of course drilled me for information as to how I was coping with the loss of Michelle and what my plans are and that sort of thing. I've been doing her odd jobs for 5 or 6 years so we are good friends. We finished up as usual with a cup of tea (although I find the stuff pretty revolting and normally never touch it I always make this one exception) and some delicious home made chocolate cake. I eventually left her place a bit after 1 pm, carrying a package containing a couple of pieces of cake for later.
As soon as I got out to the truck I phoned home to see whether Trevor was in and let him know I'd be home shortly. It took me about 15 minutes to get home and it was so cool to have him meet me at the door. So often Michelle had met me in the same way, so it was a little surreal to have him doing it now. He'd even made us lunch, which was great. We ate that and polished off Grace's lovely cake, which topped off the meal beautifully. It was just so companionable being with Trevor that I almost had a tear in my eye while eating.
After lunch we sat around, chatting and watching TV for a while, just enjoying each others company. As Friday is late-night shopping night in Canberra we decided that we'd go into the centre of town tonight for Trevor to have a look around, maybe even going out clubbing afterwards or something like that. I had a quick shower to get the sawdust out of my hair from Grace's shelves, and made myself presentable for our evening wander. As I opened the shower door I discovered Trevor standing in the bathroom doorway watching me. He just grinned and winked at me.
"Looking good Babe." he said as he disappeared out the door.
It is amazing how good a simple comment like that can make you feel. It just buoyed me, reaffirming the love I'd accepted while watching him asleep this morning. Once I was dressed Trevor came up to me and gave me a big hug, molding his body against mine and kissing me deeply. I hugged and kissed him back, trying to express just how much he meant to me.
Trevor got changed as well (he only got out of bed and had his shower shortly before I phoned from Grace's place) and we hopped into the S2000 around 5 pm and headed off into Civic, the "centre" of Canberra, to have a look at the main shopping areas. As we didn't know for sure whether we'd go out anywhere after shopping we dressed up a bit, Trevor in a midnight blue dress shirt and black slacks while I opted for a white collarless shirt and dark grey pants. We figured we were dressed up enough to go out later but we weren't overdressed for just bumming around the shops. When we got out of the car I realised just how much I'd acclimatised to the Gold Coast. It was still only autumn but the evenings were much colder than when I had first left town. I was thankful that I had brought a coat with me and hassled Trevor to wear a coat as well.
We started by wandering through Garema Place, window shopping and occasionally dropping into a shop if we thought there might be something interesting inside. We bought a couple of small things but nothing really of note. It was nice wandering together and enjoying each other's company. As we were walking past 'Woodstock' restaurant I heard someone call out Trevor's name. We both turned to see a tall dark haired guy coming towards us. I looked at Trevor to see if he knew who it was but he just shrugged his shoulders. I did the same as I had no idea either.
"So it IS you?" he said as he came closer, "I wasn't entirely sure. Nice to see you guys again."
As he got closer and into a better light I realised that it was Geoff from the Botanic Gardens. I could see Trevor tense up as he too realised who it was. Geoff put his hand out and shook hands with Trevor then reached towards me.
"Sorry, you mentioned Trevor's name, but I never did catch yours" he said as I shook his hand.
"Paul" I said, glancing briefly at Trevor to see his reaction then returning my eyes to Geoff, "Nice to see you again."
From my quick glance at Trevor I realised things weren't as bad as when we first met Geoff. Then again it was dark enough that he couldn't see those mesmerising eyes, but he still looked a bit flustered.
"Yeah, nice to see you." he managed lamely, trying to get over the surprise of seeing Geoff again.
"So, out for a bit of late night shopping?" I asked, trying to give Trevor some time to compose himself further.
"Yep, thought I'd come in for a bit then maybe go out on the town for a while. "said Geoff, "Yourselves? What are you guys up to after your shopping? Heading home or are you going out as well?"
"We hadn't really thought about it to be honest. I was just showing Trevor around the centre of town. It doesn't quite compare to the bustle of the Gold Coast but he still hasn't seen it before."
"Yeah" said Trevor, finally regaining some composure. "I wanted to see what the city was like."
"Well it doesn't quite have the whole 24 hour shopping that I'd imagine the Gold Coast has?" said Geoff.
"It's actually not that much different." said Trevor with a shrug, "You'd be surprised. Up there we have the same sort of trading hours although we have Thursday late-night shopping unlike your Fridays here. And you guys don't have the tourist souvenir shopping traps, which isn't a bad thing."
"So have you been into the Canberra Centre yet?" asked Geoff, looking straight at Trevor.
"Not yet. We're heading that way though, aren't we Paul?"
"Yep" I nodded, "We're pretty much headed in there as we've finished out here."
"Do you mind if I join you?"
I looked at Trevor to see what he thought and he nodded agreement so the three of us headed into the Centre. About 5 shops in from the entrance we stopped outside 'Mineshaft', a store that sells rough and polished stones, gems, jewellery and that sort of thing. Here inside the shopping mall it was much warmer so we removed our coats and as we were standing looking at the displays in the window I heard a muffled gasp from Trevor. I looked at him and saw that he was looking past me with a stunned expression on his face. I followed his line of sight to where Geoff was standing looking at the gems and understood his reaction as I felt myself draw in a quick breath as well.
Geoff had been wearing a heavy overcoat while we were outside but now that he'd removed it we could see he was wearing a skin tight sky blue shirt that showed off every detail of his torso. Believe me, there were some details to show! Even wearing a shirt his physique was awesome with solid pecs, clearly defined abdominals and a slim waist. While he approached the classic swimmers build he was more heavily muscled, displaying a body that was produced more by gym work than by swimming or running. His oh-so-tight black pants also hugged every curve of his muscular legs and looked like they must have been sprayed on. He must have worked hard to have a body like this and he obviously dressed to show it off. From his designer shoes to his perfectly groomed hair Geoff looked absolutely stunning!
As we were both stood staring Geoff shifted his gaze from the window to look at us and smile. Again I heard a quiet gasp from Trevor as the bright lighting of the shopping centre showed Geoff's eyes for the first time. In this light his eyes virtually glowed. In combination with the blue shirt he was wearing the effect was spell binding even to me, so I can only imagine what it must be doing to Trevor.
"Holy mother of God" I heard Trevor breath quietly.
"Bloody hell mate," I said, trying to recover my wits a little. "Do you live in the gym or what? Please don't tell me that is just nature's genes or I may have to kill you?"
"I wish it were that easy" laughed Geoff, "but much as I'd like to say it came naturally I do spend some time in my gym room."
"Well it is paying off, let me tell you!" I said, glancing back at Trevor who was staring open mouthed at the vision before him.
"Thanks" Geoff said, preening a little.
"I think you'll have to excuse Trevor though." I said, nudging Trevor hard in the side to try to snap him out of his stupor. "He obviously has never seen anyone who works out before. Have you Trev?"
"Er, sorry." said Trevor with an embarrassed grin, "I was just a bit surprised. You look so different to the 'information desk' guy we saw yesterday at the Botanic Gardens."
Geoff just grinned, obviously pleased at Trevor's reaction.
"I mean Wow!" Trevor bubbled, "That reception desk was hiding so much. You look amazing! Having your own gym at home to use must be a big help. What sort of equipment do you have?"
"It's top quality, let me tell you!" said Geoff with a wink, glancing down at Trevor's crotch to make his double meaning obvious. "But you'd already guessed that I'd imagine. My exercise gear isn't bad either."
Trevor blushed bright red as he realised what he'd said, ducking his head in embarrassment. Glancing at Trevor's crotch I could see why Geoff had made his comment. Trevor's excitement was pretty damn obvious.
"Shall we continue?" I asked, pointing down the mall and trying to break the conversation to give Trevor a chance to get himself together.
Geoff laughed, nodded and started to walk off down the mall. I looked across at Trevor, trying to silently ask whether he was OK. He nodded, still looking a little embarrassed. As we followed Geoff I realised that the view of him from behind wasn't going to exactly be helping Trevor sort himself out. From behind he was just impressive as from in front, with his well muscled broad shoulders tapering down beautifully to an almost perfect butt. Now I really am not much of a butt man but Geoff's was definitely impressive. Then of course there were those gorgeously muscular long legs of his in the poured on jeans. Then I remembered our conversation while lying on the lawn in the Botanic Gardens, about Trevor's ideal guy. I realised that it wasn't just Geoff's eyes that had mesmerised Trevor, but rather it was the whole package. Geoff must be to Trevor what Trevor is to me.... a perfect fantasy come to life. I hadn't stood that close to him but he must be about the perfect height Trevor wanted as well. I grabbed Trevor's arm as we passed a shoe shop and we stopped to look.
"Are you OK Babe?"
"I'm sorry Paul, I just couldn't believe my eyes when I saw him take his jacket off. I didn't mean to be so rude."
"Hey," I laughed "I don't think he felt you were rude. Couldn't you tell he loved your reaction?"
"I wasn't talking about being rude to him. I meant I was being rude to you.
I'm here with you and I'm staring at another guy almost drooling."
"No worries Trev." I said with a laugh, "It would have bothered me if we hadn't talked about your fantasy guy yesterday, because I wouldn't have understood what you were seeing. I realise though that he must have almost stepped out of your dreams, just like you stepped out of mine."
Trevor grinned and blushed a little at the compliment.
"Are you going to be able to handle it?" I asked, looking into his eyes.
"Yeah, I think so" said Trevor, taking a deep breath. "It was just a big surprise, that's all. I'll be alright in a couple of minutes, once I've had time to calm down."
"Well you've calmed down a bit already. " I said, after glancing down and seeing that his erection was back under control. "Everyone in the area could have seen that you were pleased to see him."
Trevor blushed even more, this time from embarrassment.
"There you guys are. I thought I'd lost you" said Geoff, coming up behind us. "Find anything interesting?"
"Naah, just checking out a few shoes but nothing worthwhile. Lead on."
Geoff nodded and the three of us headed further into the mall. Thankfully Trevor had pulled himself together and we were able to have normal conversation for the next couple of hours as we wandered through the shops. About halfway through our travels we stopped at the food court and grabbed ourselves something to eat. All three of us got salad rolls of one sort or another, instead of the greasy junk that so many of the fast food places offer. Thankfully there were now at least some healthy alternatives, unlike the usual burgers and fries that were all you could buy a few years ago. As we finished shopping we stood just inside the entrance to the mall, staying in the warmth as long as we could before heading outside.
"I'm heading off to 'Mooseheads'. Do you guys want to join me?" Geoff asked.
I looked at Trevor to see what he thought of the idea. It had been quite some time since I'd gone clubbing so I was a bit out of practice. I didn't mind going but it wasn't something that I'd be dreadfully disappointed if I missed out on. Trevor looked back at me expectantly.
"Do you mind if we go?" said Trevor, seemingly pretty excited by the idea. "I'd like to see some of the night life here if you don't mind."
"No problemo Trev. You're down here on holiday so you might as well enjoy it."
That settled we headed off across Garema Place and up to London Circuit. It was still early in the night as the shops only close at 9pm so there wasn't a lineup or anything outside. 'Mooseheads Bar and Nightclub' is pretty accurately named with a dance floor and bar in one area and tables and seating near the main bar in another. We had a couple of drinks but being so early there really wasn't much going on so we only stayed for a short while then decided to wander a bit more around Civic.
We pointed out a few of the older buildings in the area and just wandered around showing Trevor the fountains and the Cube. The Cube is a "sculpture" that looks like a giant Rubik's Cube. It is sound activated and lights up in different colours according to what frequency sounds it encounters and how loud they are. Traffic rumbling by causes one sort of colour while clapping and shouting causes different ones. It can be hilariously funny when you're pissed as a newt, but it can still be fun playing around it with friends when sober. Between the 3 of us we ended up having a good laugh as we tried to see what colour combinations we could get out of it by yelling at different pitches and volumes.
About 11:30 pm we ended up outside another night club called 'The Private Bin' and decided to go inside. We paid the cover charge and went in, heading immediately to the dance floor "night club" rather than to the bar/drunken pick up joint area. Looking down the stairs we could already see that the bar area was packed with everyone standing shoulder to shoulder, but the cover charge for the night club helped keep the number of drunken yobbos down a bit. At least with a night club like this it didn't matter who was dancing with who so the three of us ended up dancing together with all the others on the dance floor. While we were dancing I took the opportunity to watch Geoff and noticed that he was only looking at the guys in the crowd, ignoring some of the rather impressive assets on some of the girls both on and off the dance floor. This confirmed to me that the various innuendos that he threw at Trevor were not in my imagination. Geoff definitely had to be at the very least Bi, but given I hadn't observed him spare even a single glance at any of the girls I would be thinking it more likely that he was gay. I also noticed him thoroughly admiring Trevor and smiling every time he caught his eye, but then again I couldn't blame him given how hot Trevor looks.
As it got later in the night (or should that be earlier in the morning) everyone was hot and sweaty and various shirts or similar bits of clothing were removed by the guys and girls around the dance floor. There were some pretty nice bodies of both sexes around, but none I found to be quite as nice as my Trevor's. Eventually Geoff unbuttoned and removed his shirt, tucking it into the waistband of his pants so it was out of the way. We were then treated to a first hand view of the chest and abs that we had been admiring earlier through that shirt. Damn, he had a good body, chiselled to perfection and highlighted by a light dusting of dark hair that did nothing to hide his definition and everything to set it off. There were admiring glances from both sexes, as his was clearly the most impressive physique visible on the dance floor. Seeing him, I was glad I wore my loose shirt so it wasn't quite so obvious that I was a bit out of shape, but then seeing Geoff was enough to make any guy feel a few insecurities regardless of how well they were built. Trevor of course had his eyes virtually glued to Geoff's torso, almost drooling at the view.
"Down boy." I joked in his ear after bumping into him to attract his attention. "Do you really want to be THAT obvious?"
"Thanks." he said with a grin. "Sorry for getting distracted again. He is pretty unbelievably built though, wouldn't you say?"
"Yeah." I nodded, pausing for a moment to again admire the fantastic physique dancing in front of us, "Just remember that this isn't a gay bar so you can't jump him here you know. You really should put your eyes and tongue back in or someone is going to slip over in your puddle of drool."
Trevor laughed and we continued dancing. After that he seemed to be somewhat better, looking around more and interacting with other people around him. Half an hour later he had obviously gotten used to the view because, although he was still regularly admiring Geoff, he didn't have that mesmerised quality to him. At one point he excused himself to head off to the toilet. A couple of minutes later Geoff disappeared as well, after asking if I wanted anything from the bar. I headed off the dance floor to have a break, even managing to snag a table which was a surprise as there were a lot of people in the club and you had to be pretty lucky to find an unoccupied table. A few minutes later I saw Trevor return to the dance floor. When he realised we weren't there anymore he started looking around to see if he could see us. I managed to attract his attention and he came over to the table and sat down.
"Am I imagining it or is Geoff flirting with me?" he asked after a moment, looking a bit uncomfortable.
"Oh yeah, big time!" I said with emphasis. "Every chance he gets."
"So it isn't just my imagination then. That's a relief as I was starting to wonder whether I was reading something into it that wasn't there. It also confirms that what happened in the toilets just then was no coincidence."
"What happened? He didn't try anything did he?"
"No nothing that dramatic. It was just that there were 6 urinals and only an end one was occupied. I took the other end. While I was relieving myself Geoff came in and despite the 4 empty urinals he took the one next to me. I thought it might have been coincidence but to me it felt like he made very sure that I could see what he was holding while he took a leak."
"Do you remember the other bit of our discussion on the lawn?" Trevor said, leaning over to whisper conspiratorially in my ear, "You know, the bit where we were talking about that certain something we'd both like to try? Well he definitely fits the bill, 'cause there was no trimming done after he was born."
I looked at him and raised my eyebrows questioningly at him.
"Well I couldn't help but see it." He said defensively, "He just about turned to me as he pulled it out. And let me tell you, I couldn't exactly miss it either! In fact I'd imagine there are a few horses out there that would be jealous of him."
"I thought you didn't like them that big? Didn't you say that you didn't want them 'hung like rogue elephants' or something like that?"
"Very true." he said with a laugh, "Still, the foreskin factor adds something. I'm sort of glad he was larger than I like to be honest. That's the first thing that HASN'T been straight out of our discussion yesterday. It is sort of nice to know he doesn't EXACTLY match the description, although he definitely fits the majority of people's ideas of the perfect guy.
"Hey," I laughed, "Maybe he is actually a robot that someone built to perfect specifications?"
Trevor nodded and had a good chortle over the image of Geoff having been built that way instead of the right genes and a lot of hard work.
"Well they couldn't have done much better if they had." he said, still chuckling away to himself. "So, are you about ready to head home?"
"Yeah, I'm stuffed." I said, looking at my watch, "Shit, it's 3 am so no wonder I'm a bit tired. I'm not used to this dancing until the wee hours you know. I was a married man and all that for a few years, and we did not go out dancing at night clubs, let me tell you! Are you OK to drive?"
"Yeah, I haven't drunk much except soft drinks since we got here because I knew I had to drive. Not stupid enough to make THAT mistake. How about we head off once Geoff gets back from flashing it around in the toilets?"
As we both laughed I noticed Geoff back at the dance floor and looking around for us. I yelled and beckoned him over to join us. I explained that we were ready to head home and he said he'd probably do the same. He put his shirt back on and once we got out onto the street we all quickly put our jackets back on as we got hit by a blast of cold air.
"So can we catch up again?" Geoff asked
"Definitely!" said Trevor in agreement. "What are your plans for the rest of the weekend?"
"Got this weekend off and nothing much on the cards. You guys?"
"I think we're doing some more sight seeing aren't we Paul?" he asked, looking at me for confirmation. "You want to come along with us?"
When he agreed we quickly exchanged phone numbers so we could get in contact late in the morning to see how we're all feeling and what we were up to. We then headed off towards our car, Geoff accompanying us as we walked. It turned out that he only lived a couple of blocks from the city so he was within easy walking distance, and our car happened to be on the way. We said our goodbyes, hopped into the S2000 and headed off home. After we were out of the city I rested my hand on Trevor's thigh as had become my custom when he was driving. This prompted a groan from Trevor.
"You just wait until we get home." he said with a growl. "I don't care if it is 3:30 am. I want you BAD."
"You might have to wake me up when we get there." I said with a laugh, feeling myself already getting drowsy. He just looked at me with a calculating grin.
By the time we got home Trevor virtually did have to wake me up. The few drinks, lots of dancing and all the recent stress combined to make me fairly sleepy by the time we got home. I was yawning pretty badly but managed to stumble up the front stairs and into the house, thinking nothing of Trevor's earlier comments.
As soon as we were inside the front door Trevor grabbed me and pulled me into a hug, kissing me passionately. He pushed me up against the hallway wall and ground his crotch against me. That certainly left me in no doubt as to how horny he was. Now I might have been tired, but the passion pouring from him couldn't help but spark a matching fire within me. In no time at all I was kissing him back just as hard, running my hands over his broad back and eliciting shivers from him as I did so. He broke from our embrace and virtually dragged me down the hall to the bedroom where he proceeded to peel clothes off me at record pace. As I stripped him naked as well we fell onto the bed, our bodies moulded together and our lips locked. I loved the feel of his bare body on mine as he lay on me but then he surprised me by rolling over so that I was lying on him. He wrapped his legs around my hips and started thrusting against me, producing the most wonderful friction between our trapped cocks. I found myself thrusting as well, heightening the sensations between us. Suddenly Trevor groaned loudly and stopped, looking me in the eye.
"Oh God I want you Paul." he said, intensely serious. "I want you inside me right now!"
I froze, not quite sure how to respond.
"You turn me on so much Babe" he continued, grinding his groin slowly into mine, "and I want so bad to be taken properly by you. Fuck me... Please!"
It's one thing to read stories about gay sex and quite another thing to be faced with it. Up until now I could rationalise our relationship as "just fooling around" if I really had to, but now I was faced with what to me was a big step in my own development. Yes I'd read stories and knew the mechanics, but to actually DO it was a big step. I've never been able to believe the stories I read where supposedly straight guys get drunk together and end up fucking like bunnies. I can believe in trading hand or blowjobs but there is a big stigma in the heterosexual world over giving or taking it up the arse and it isn't something done lightly.
Now according to books and stories it is perfectly natural for guys to experiment as they mature, learning about their own bodies and comparing and experimenting with mates, but to be perfectly honest I had never done any experimenting in my teenage years in that way. I'd never even seen a male up close, and certainly never touched a male sexually in any way, before Trevor. I guess up until now I'd been making up for the missing teenage experiences but anal sex was a major step for me. What's worse is that I hadn't been expecting anything like this to happen so suddenly and I certainly hadn't prepared myself seriously for this next step. It was such a shock to find it thrust upon me "right now". I was suddenly faced with questions that had to be answered immediately. Questions I really didn't know how to answer. Could I accept that I really was at least bisexual, or possibly gay, and take that irrevocable next step? That is what anal sex equated to in my mind, regardless of what other people may think in what I had read. Was I ready for this next step?
Trevor, oblivious to my mental gymnastics, started wiggling around underneath me. He used his legs to push my hips backwards so that I moved down his body a little, my cock head sliding down over his balls and across his perineum just behind them. As he felt those sensations he groaned loudly again, reached into his toiletries bag next to the bed and handed me some lube.
"Here Babe." He said, pulling his knees up to his chest, leaving himself fully exposed and my head parked right at his back door. He then continued throatily "Take me, I'm yours!!"
I lubed up my index finger and slowly worked it into Trevor. His gasp as I did so was incredibly intense. He was so turned on that any sensation produced an intense response from him. I slid my finger in further and found his prostate, stroking it lightly to tease him. I brushed my other hand lightly over his balls and grabbed hold of his cock, stroking him slowly. He bucked up off the bed and gasped, whimpering at the sudden stimulation. He was so turned on that as I slid a second finger into him I watched his balls draw up, signaling how close he was already.
"I want you, not your damn fingers." he managed to utter through clenched teeth as I continued the assault on his senses.
"Babe, you're so close it would be over in moments if I did." I said, realising I had found a way to give myself time to make my decision in my own time without offending him, "I want it to be long, leisurely and special the first time we do this. For now just go with it my love and enjoy."
To maximise his sensations I pushed my fingers harder against his prostate while rubbing my thumb over his perineum. As I did so I increased my stroking of his cock and kissed my way slowly up his right inside thigh towards his balls, all the while trying to watch his face to see his reactions. I could immediately see that I'd pushed all the right buttons as his face screwed up in concentration and his orgasm hit. His back arched up off the bed and he started moaning continuously. I could make out words at times but it was mainly just a long groan as pleasure overtook him. It was so powerful that his first shot hit him in the face, each subsequent shot diminishing in force and leaving a splattering of cum from his face to his stomach. I kept up my stroking and massaging of his prostate throughout, trying to give him as intense an orgasm as possible. I guess I did a good job because by the time he came back down he could barely move, totally exhausted from the sensory overload.
I grabbed a handful of tissues and cleaned the cum off his face, then worked my way down his chest and stomach. I then leaned in and kissed him, receiving a weak response at best as he was still in a post-orgasmic stupor.
Although still seriously aroused myself I turned out the light and lay down beside him, trying to relax and go to sleep. Try as I might, sleep escaped me for ages though. My mind kept going back to my difficulty in making my decision, my hesitation and then eventual chickening out when Trevor offered himself completely to me. I replayed everything in my mind repeatedly but eventually decided I was glad that I hadn't done it. I knew I had been right in hesitating, doubting his real reasons for wanting me so badly tonight like he did. I would have felt cheated if I had gone through with it. I'd have felt like I was just a substitute for someone else. Over and over I kept hearing confirmation of my doubts as to Trevor's real desires. Resounding through my head before I fell asleep was the last word that Trevor said as he climaxed.
If only he'd moaned my name instead of Geoff's.
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Another couple of good stories to go with the others I have recommended are 'Briarwood' in the Adult-Friends section, and 'Marcus' Summer Twist' in the College section. Both are excellent!!
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