I am a happily married man who has been overcome recently by the realization that i can make love to a penis as wonderfully as I can to my wife. It is unfortunate that I dont feel able to expose my desires to her as truthfully as I feel them. She has made it known that my penis is hers and hers alone. But in reality it is mine and I cannot deny that the energy behind my climax is not truely hers alone.... For I keep in the back of my head my seceret lover. A lover that is fantasy only but in all reality keeps some of my penis. That lover is my secret man. A man who makes me complete as a lover and a man...
I do not say I have met my true secret lover but my fantasy is so real that I can feel him as if he aleady had me. I have had contact with some men and even one that may help me make some fraction of my fantasy cum real. I have already told him my fantasy about the massage. So in truth the mattress is mine. But he has alluded to his fantasy about the shower.... And so I want him to feel my own passion as I imagine us sharing our 1st true man to man shower....
This is not the 1st time I have felt you but perhaps it is the 1st time I have felt the true energy that drives your erection. Dont get me wrong! The 1st time we met was incredible. I was able to give you the massage of my fantasies. I had left my cum between your cheeks and again as I nestled my penis passionately beside yours. If I recall clearly not only did my cum strike your nipple but it also filled your navel. I will be grateful for making my fantasy cum true for the rest of my life but you had mentioned the shower and I know that my destiny was somewhere under the water.
You told me that it was time and I knew immediately what you ment. I pulled down my shorts and pulled off my top & I stood exposed to you. I immediately grabed my penis and began playing with the head. You smiled and said "...dont bother, I'll take care of that. Get in the shower."
I do not know why your simple and relaxed statement took such control of me. I only nodded and went off to warm up the shower. In the back of my mind my imagination was reeling. "...what if he wants to do...." and "...what will I do if...." But these thoughts dissolved as I started the shower. As I adjusted the temperature I was totally aware that my penis was full to the point of leaking.
I walked in naked to the den. As my totally erect penis exposed all of my darkest desires I announced as carelessly as I could that "...your shower is ready!" You smiled and said with utter control "...I will be in when I am ready. Plz go in 1st and prepare yourself." I could only nod in complete assent and turn lustfully to the shower.
My mind had know idea what you ment but as a lathered my anus and cheeks I admitted I knew.... as I stood toward the wall soaping up my penis I felt the rush of cool air on my ass as you entered the shower. My hands leave my penis behind as I let it go and spread myself against the wall. i wag my buttucks instinctively to expose my secret wish. You grab the soap and begin washing my back. All i can do is gasp and wag my ass desperately toward you.
Then I feel it! You have pulled yourself closely toward me and I feel your penis nestle totally between my ass cheeks. My mouth moves wordlessly as my head falls back. I prop my arms agaist the shower walls and thrust back my ass to invite the enevitable.
your soapy hands scrub my nipples clean as I gasp in heat. I thrust my hips back and catch your penis unaware. As I feel your head contact my anus squarely all my inhibitions dissapear. My rectum relaxes totally and sucks your penis in. I feel a rush unimagined as I feel your body slam totally against mine.
This fantasy is so confused I cannot tell if the anus is yours or mine. The rush of having my man lover touch me for real has totally wiped out the recall of what I am supposed to do. All I know is the reality of feeling his stiff drooling dick against my body has made all fantasies possible. I Nestle gratefully against him and close my eyes. I cannot wait to see what may happen next....