Paper Walls

Paper Walls Chapter 19

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I lay back panting looking over at him, and feeling the cold air hit my sweaty body.....it sends a chill through me. "That was fun." I say putting my hand on his chest.

He laughs, "Yeah...it was."

"We need to keep doing this." I tell him.

Callen leans up on an arm and looks at me, "Why so you can keep kicking my ass at how fast you are!"

"Dude I'm just trying to get you faster at running!" I tell him.

"Meh, I like slow and steady." He teases.

"Perv!" I say and swat his chest.

"I was scared that you were mad at me for awhile." He says.

"Why?" I ask.

"Because I broke up with you." He says.

"It's okay man. I have just been busy lately it's been insane." I tell him.

"I just needed you as a friend, I mean I would love to have you as a boyfriend just I needed a friend to do things like this and just get away with no pressure or stress." He says.

I sit up "I get it man; I am in no way shape or form mad at you. I mean we can still do stuff." I say and reach for the waistband of his shorts. He gets this mischievous look in his eyes as I pull the waistband down.

I slide my fingers down his compression shorts and cup his growing member, he lets out a low moan. That's when my phone starts ringing, and I realize whose tone it was. I pull my hand out of his shorts and grab my phone.

"Yes sir?" I say answering the phone.

"Where are you at?" Coach asks me.

"Taking a five minute break from running with Callen."

"You have fifteen minutes you need to be home meet me out back we are practicing." He says.

"Yes sir."

I hang up the phone, "Well this will have to wait I have to get back to the house." I tell Callen.

"I figured, well I'm gonna hang here for a bit, call me later on." He says.

"I will, I won't be able to hang out later today I have plans, but let's do this maybe Sunday or so." I tell him.

I shoot Tyler a text telling him to pick me up in about an hour since practice shouldn't be that long with my dad.

The jog home wasn't bad, it was nice out today not too hot, had a slight breeze. I get home and grab a bottle of water, and run to my room real quick. I set out fresh clothes so I can shower and change into them as soon as we are done.

I walk out back to the yard, and my dad already has cones and everything set up.

"Your late." He says.

"Sorry I was setting out clothes so I can change when I go over to a friend's later." I tell him.

"Well while you are doing that I am sure your opponent will be looking for a way to take you down." Coach says.

"Yes sir." I mumble I hate when he gets in these moods they are rare but when they do happen it sucks to deal with him.

I line up on the cones, and when he blows the whistle I run the course. "That was sloppy do it again!"

I line back up and he blows the whistle and I run the course perfectly, I line back up and he blows the whistle and tosses me the ball and I miss it. "Where is your head at, because it's obviously not on trying to be the best?"

I don't say anything just line back up and do it again, and again till it's perfect or up to his standards. Next comes practicing throwing the ball to the plays. I can tell he is getting annoyed, I don't know what pissed him off today, but he's not happy with anything I am doing.

"Do you even want to make the playoffs you begged me all summer to make you QB and now here you are and you can't even perform like one?"

I am bent over trying to catch my breath, it warmed up in the last hour. Mom comes out and offers us water. "Maybe you two should call it a day." She says.

"I need to go get ready, Tyler should be here soon." I say.

"You're not going anywhere your foot work is sloppy and your two seconds slow on the snap." Coach says.

"But dad we already cleared it and all." I say.

"You are definitely not going now!"

"Mom!" I say.

"Eric, come on we had this all worked out." She says.

"Cat don't start with me on this, he is being rude, and he can't even execute a single play today."

"You want to talk about being rude! I am never good enough for you!" I yell at him.

I know this catches both of them off guard. "I have never been good enough for you at least the normal teenage me! All you give a single damn about is the football star Ryder Kessler. How can you stand there and preach character everyday and act like you are mightier than thou! You try and teach us to be young men when you are worse than all of us! Nothing I do as Ryder the gay teenager is ever good enough for you! You don't tell me that you are proud of me unless I have a stupid fucking football in my hand and I am at the end zone even then you have some stupid remark about how I was a half second late on the snap or I should have done this or that! I can't help it, I want a normal Saturday to go be a teenager." I say still yelling.

I can tell he is pissed I have never actually stood up for myself, my mom comes between me and him. "Just go Ryder." She says.

I ran into my room and throw my clothes into a bag and run out to the front yard where a silver car is in the driveway. I see the passenger door open and Jaxson gets out and into the back seat. I walk to the car and get in.

"Hey you okay?" Tyler asks.

I just shrug my shoulder, "I know this is weird but can I shower at your house? I just got out of practice and I didn't want to keep you waiting." I say looking out the window.

"God yes I can smell you back here!" Jaxson says.

I don't say anything to him I just pick at my finger nails and I can see Tyler looking at me through the corner of my eye. "Yeah man."

I feel my phone vibrate and I look at it its Jeremy. "Dude what the hell happened?"

Me: me and coach got into it.

Jeremy: Over what? They are fighting, your mom asked me to crash at a friend's place tonight. She said to text you and tell you she's already talked to Dr. Decker.

Me: Wonderful.....ok I'll talk to you later.

"Everything good?" Tyler asks.

"Yeah, so what's going on for tonight?" I ask.

"Well we can go to this party later I mean I don't drink or anything, but it may be cool to see what's going on." He says.

"Can I go?" Jaxson asks.

"No!" Tyler says.

"Why not?"

"Because, your mom would never allow it!" Tyler says.

"Yeah well I want to go!" He says.

"No." Tyler says.

"This is just ridiculous! I want to go, I never get to do anything ever!" he says his voice cracking.

"Jaxson that's enough dude." Tyler says.

I look out the window not really understanding what is actually going on between them. We finally pull up to a beautiful brick home with one of the greenest yards I have seen in a long time. Tyler barely puts the vehicle in park and Jaxson is flying from the back seat and into the house.

"I am so sorry." Tyler says looking at me.

"What just happened?" I ask.

"Jaxson, well he is bipolar....and it's one of his bad days. They are rare and few lately but when they do happen it gets extreme." He says.

I nod my head like I understand, but I feel bad for the dude. "That sucks."

"Yeah it really does. Care to tell me why you are upset?"

"How do you figure I am?"

"You seem super tense, and you weren't even ready when I got there."

"My dad and I got into it. It was pretty bad." I say and leave it at that.

"Well if you want to talk about it, I am here for you man."

I grab my bag of clothes and get out of the car, I follow Tyler up the brick path to the house. We enter the house, and the cool air hits my skin. It smells like vanilla in the house. We are barely in the house and Dr. Decker greets us from the couch. "Hey boys."

"Hey." Tyler says.

"Hi, Dr. Decker." I say.

She laughs, "You can call me Kimberly. Besides I am no longer treating you."

"I thought you were going out of town, that's what you told me the last session?"

"I was going to, but my husband took care of it. I was wanting to talk to you about me no longer being your therapist. I wanted to know how you felt about it." She asks.

"Honestly?" I ask.

"Well I would hope you would be honest."

"I don't think I was going to keep coming to you much longer anyway. I mean nothing wrong you helped me a lot, but I think I have a friend I can actually talk to about things." I say and look at Tyler whose cheeks light up.

Kimberly smiles, "That's good to hear, so I talked to your mom, and you will be staying the night with us. Is it okay if you bunk with Tyler tonight as long as you are comfortable with that?"

I look at Tyler, "You okay with that?"

He stammers, "ye..yeah I'm good with it."

"Hun, is everything okay at the house?"

"My dad and I got into a really heated fight, and then he and my mom got into it." I tell her.

"I am sorry, sometimes it's just stress I am sure everything is going to be fine."

"I am going to show him my room, and then is Dave going to be back soon so I can introduce him?" Tyler asks.

"He won't be back till later tonight; do you boys have anything planned?"

"Wanted to stop by a party if it was cool with you?"

"Where is it?"

"Jennifer's just up the block actually." He says.

"Moreno?" She asks.

"Yeah." He says.

"That's fine why don't you go show Ryder your room, and the bathroom, sorry Ryder I can smell you from here kid go shower." She says smiling.

I blush and look at my feet. "Sorry I didn't have time to shower after practice."

I follow Tyler up the stairs to his room, and his is the first door on the right. I walk in and it's a nice calming blue color on the walls. His bed is in the corner all made up, and a TV mounted on the wall and shelf with books and movies on it. The one thing that strikes me is that his walls are bare. "Why do you not have anything on the walls?"

"Only thought it was a temporary thing, so when it became official I just I don't know got used to it."

"Like it's so clean in here, my room is a total mess." I say.

He laughs, "I like to keep my room clean."

"So where is the shower, I don't want to keep stinking." I say.

"Oh sorry, right through that door. I have my own bathroom!" he says excitedly.

(Tyler's POV)

I mentally face palm myself I feel like such a dork. He closes the door, and I lean against my dresser and let out a breath of air. He actually smelled so sexy I could smell his deodorant and it mixed with his sweat. Weird I know but I wanted to kiss him so bad and hard! I hear the shower start, and I grab my phone, and I text Jason.

Jason: What's up?" Me: dude! You will never guess who is here and spending the night with me! Jason: No idea with who..... Me: Dude its Ryder! Jason: The kid that had that breakdown from the hangout? The really hot one? Me: He had a panic attack man he was in a new environment, I really like him....he's coming with me to Jen's tonight! I want you to be nice to him! Jason: I am always nice! Me: no you're not! Jason: I'm just protective! Me: Well could you just be my best friend instead I think Jaxson has the whole protective part down. Jason: He having a bad day? Me: yeah....it's one of the worst ones I have seen in a long time.

I hear the door open and I look up. Ryder is standing there in his boxers, and I swear my breath catches. "Um...where are the towels so I can get one ready for when I get out?" He asks.

I have to pry my eyes off his bare sculpted stomach, and his bulge in his compression boxer which leaves nothing to my imagination! "Oh yeah...they are um right here..let me grab you one." I say moving past him and into the bathroom.

I open the cabinet door, and take a towel down for him, I hand him one and I can't help but take one last look at him. He has a hand rubbing his stomach I think he is doing it subconsciously. He grabs the towel. "Thanks...I didn't want to like go through your stuff." He says.

I shake my head, "It's no problem." I say.

I walk out of the bathroom and shut the door, I have to readjust myself because I can feel myself getting hard. I go back to my phone and try to take my mind off the images that have burned themselves into my head. Me: I just saw him in nothing but compression boxers....oh my god....he is like a walking orgasm. Jason: you have it bad for this dude huh? Me: Yes...

I go to Jaxson's room and knock on the door. "What!" I hear.

I open the door and he is looking in his closet, "What are you doing?"

"I was going to ask you what I should wear. I'm able to go if Seth and I both go right?" he asks.

"Go where?" I ask.

"The party! I want to look good." He says picking out a shirt.

"Jaxson I don't think it would be a good idea for you to go."

"Why so you can fuck Ryder!" he yells at me.

"Whoa dude, he's just a friend you need to calm down a bit man."

"No that's all it is you don't want me around so you and Ryder can fuck and knowing you so you can pop pills!" He says.

"Jaxson! That is enough of the ridiculousness! I said you couldn't go to this party not Tyler!" Kim says from the doorway.

I walk past Kim, and she tries to grab my arm, "its fine." I tell her pulling away.

"I will deal with you in a minute Jaxson." She says and follows me back to my room, "Ty...he's in a very manic state." She says.

I am trying to hold back the anger, "I know that." I tell her.

"Honey come here." I listen and she hugs me, "I know it's a challenge that you face every single day, you have been sober for so long. Things aren't how they were before you got to come here. You are safe, loved, and looked after. I know I can't use Jaxson's moods as an excuse but sweetheart you know he didn't mean that he loves you so much."

I finally let go of the hug, "I know I'm fine." I tell her.

"Okay.....I am going to get him to calm down. You heading out soon?"

"Yeah when Ryder is done showering, I am gonna get dressed."

"Okay sweetheart if you need anything just let me know."

I close the door after she leaves, and I grab a different pair of jeans out of my closet and slide the ones I have off. I pull them up just as Ryder is coming out of the bathroom. "Hey." He says.

"Hey." I say not facing him trying to control the anger, and shame so it doesn't show on my face.

"You changed jeans?" He asks.

"Yeah I like these a little better." I say turning around and he moves his eyes away from me and blushes.

"How was your shower?"

"Refreshing actually." He says brushing his wet hair from his face.

He sits on my bed to put on a clean pair of socks I can't help but stare at him, "I thought we would head over when you're ready."

"Hey...what I'm wearing it looks good right?" He asks.

I look at him he has jeans that hang on his hips, and a simple black v-neck shirt. "Yeah you look really good."

"Okay cool." He says and smiles. "You look good too."

We walk out of the room and I shut the door, "So is there gonna be anyone that I met at this party or not?"

"Yeah Jason, and Rex are going to be there you know they are dating right?" I ask.

"I figured that out when they were holding hands." He says.

I tell Kim that we are leaving, and we walk down the driveway. "So do you have a boyfriend?" I ask.

"You know I don't have one!" He says.

"Ah I was just checking." I say putting my hands in my pocket even though I did know that.

"What about you?"

I shake my head, "No. I have been single for a bit." I say laughing.

"Why? You never told me about that and why Jaxson was being so protective of you."

"My last boyfriend was a complete asshole to me. He knew a little about my past and well...promise not judge me?"

He rolls his eyes, "Didn't we cover this last time? I know that you tried to commit suicide by taking pills and all."

"The problem is when I said my mom was a pill popper I lied....I was....." I say not being able to look at him.

"So you had an addiction?" He asks.

"Yeah." I say still not looking up from my feet.

"Do you still have an addiction?" He asks.

I shake my head, "No, but my last boyfriend tempted me and I made a slip up....I did pop some and I regret it, I regret the things he wanted me to do. That's why Jaxson is so protective of me."

"Tyler promise me one thing." He says.

"Yeah?"

"Never lie to me again." he says stopping me from walking by grabbing my arm. "Like ever again, I like you and I think you are really cool and you get me. You don't try to watch what you say around me. You just have this inability to tell the truth around me."

"I'm sorry, it's because I care what you think." I tell him.

"Why! I am just some stupid teenager like you who is pretty messed up from my past as well."

"I don't know just your opinion matters to me."

"Well promise me no more lies?"

"I solemnly swear!" I say smiling.

I can hear the music outside as we are walking up the driveway. "Sounds like it's already kicking off." Ryder says looking over at me.

"Yeah you nervous?" I ask.

"Nah, I've done parties before."

I lead him to the back gate, where I know the party is in full swing. I open it, and pull him into the back yard. As I figured a bunch of people were already there.

"Ty!" I hear and I spot Jason and Rex.

"Come on." I say pulling Ryder with me.

Jason pulls me into a hug, I have known him for a while. He is like a brother to me. He has pretty blue eyes and really light blonde hair, plus his swimmers build makes him cute.

Rex pulls me into a hug next. Rex has blonde hair and green eyes that just always get him into trouble. He has a football build. He is a good guy and is madly in love with Jason. "Glad you decided to come!"

"Yeah it was a last minute deal. Hey you both remember Ryder right?"

"Yeah what's up man?" Jason says extending his hand.

"Hey!" Ryder says shaking hands with him.

"What's up man?" Rex says pulling him into a hug.

"Do you play football?" Ryder asks.

"Dude fuck yeah!"

I laugh and look over at Jason. "I am sure we just lost both of them."

Jason rolls his eyes, "Fuckin Jocks!" he says laughing.

I watch as Ryder seems so comfortable with Rex, and they are talking animatedly about sports.

"Yo, they have a football over there! Ryder and I are going to go join the other guys!" Rex says.

Ryder looks at me expectantly like I need to give him permission. "Go for it me and Jason are going to be over here just chillin."

"What was that about?" Jason asks as they leave.

"I don't know...I know Ryder's dad is pretty strict with him."

"So did you finally tell him you are head over heels for him?"

We move toward some chairs, and sit down. A few people pass by us and give us hugs, and chat for a minute. "Well kind of not so much. I don't want him to think that I'm a stalker." I say.

"Dude you are completely obsessed with him!"

"I know! I just, I don't know, have you ever seen someone and your just like he has to be the one?"

"Yes dumbass, when I met Rex I knew he was the one for me."

"Duh, of course. So how are you and him?"

"We are great we mainly are at my house. His parents are cool with it, but we don't want to push it too much." He says.

"Yeah I can understand that. I mean I am happy for the two of you that they are at least coming around to it." I say.

"How is everything at your house?"

"Jaxson threw my pill addiction in my face earlier..." I say.

"Oh shit....dude are you okay?"

I shrug my shoulders, "I mean it's true."

Jason pulls me into a hug, "that was true for the old you, but you haven't popped any pills or anything hell you don't even drink! It's fucked up what he said but you know he's fighting his disorder as well."

"Yeah I know, but I am always going to be fighting the urge to pop pills when I get stressed or anything. I don't want to be that person ever again but I am scared." I tell him.

"That's why you have me, Rex, Dr. Decker, and I think Ryder would be a stable influence for you."

"I don't know I think I fucked that all up." I tell him.

"How so?"

"I lied to him said my mom was the one with addiction, I just told him earlier that it was me....I just didn't want him to think I was not good enough you know? I am just stupid about it."

"I think you are over thinking shit because he keeps looking over at you and smiles every time. "

I look over and I do catch him looking at me and he grins and blushes and turns back to the game.

"So have you and Rex...you know..." I ask.

"Have we what?" He asks.

"Have yall...you know done it?"

"Had sex?" He asks.

"Yeah?"

Even though it's dark out I can tell he is blushing, "Yeah we have."

"What? Really? How was it?"

He laughs, "It was awkward at first neither of us knew what we were doing, but now it's good. We just, I don't know how to describe it. Like it was awkward at first, you know how it just slips in during a porn scene, it's totally not like that." He says.

"So it wasn't fun?" I ask.

"No, like a first, it's like you have to be careful so you don't hurt them, but yeah it gets better after the first time. I mean, I'm not going to lie, neither of us lasted long at all." He says.

"That's insane." I say.

"Wait you've never had sex?"

I shake my head, "No."

"I thought you and your ex?"

"No! We never fully had sex just blow jobs and stuff he wanted more but I didn't." I say.

"Makes sense." He says.

Jen makes her way over, "Hey you two!"

"What's up Jen?"

"Just playing the perfect host as always, are you boys drinking tonight?"

"No way." I tell her.

"No I'm good. I could use a bottle of water." Jason says getting up.

"Grab me one too." I say.

Jen sits at the end of the beach chair, "So how are you?"

"Good. How are you, and of course nice party." I tell her.

"Thanks, it's not bad but I am exhausted I wanted to stop by earlier but I kept having to do things like find more cups and make sure we don't run out of alcohol." She says pushing her red hair back.

"It's all good. I get it you are a busy lady."

"So who was the hottie you brought with you?"

"Ryder, he is a friend of mine." I tell her.

"Just a friend huh?" She says with a smirk.

"Yes just a friend." I tell her.

"If you say so! I will catch up with you later I gotta go make my rounds." She says.

Jason comes back over, "Hey dude you might want to get Ryder."

"Why what's up?"

"He's speaking another language and knocking back shots of vodka." He says.

"What?" I say getting up.

We walk over to where there are about ten people gathered around, and sure enough, Ryder is drinking shots, and shouting out in another language and tossing the ball back and forth.

Rex stumbles over to us, "Dude this guy is wild!"

Jason gives him a look, "Come on we need to go, your drunk."

"Just a bit!" Rex says kissing his nose and I can tell from the look on Jason's face he isn't impressed.

"Ryder come on we need to go." I tell him.

He shrugs me off, "Come on man."

"No we need to go now man." I tell him.

He looks at me and gives me this goofy smile, "Fine."

He stumbles into me and I catch him and put an arm around him. I have to help guide him out of the back yard. "Hey you okay?" I ask.

He looks at me and smiles, "You're so cute."

I know he is drunk but I can't help it my heart flutters, "Ryder, how much did you drink?"

"I don't know a ton." He slurs.

"Well come on man we have a little bit of a walk." I tell him.

"Well I have you to help me I'm fine."

I want to say more to him, but I have no idea what to ever talk to him about. "You know this is my first time drunk." He says looking at me.

He has this huge lazy smile on and I want to kiss him so bad. "You don't drink?"

"NO! Coach says no drinking, coach says no soda, coach says no candy, coach says NO to everything. Well Fuck you coach I am doing what I want!" he says loudly.

"Ryder, you gotta keep your voice down man it's late." I tell him.

He puts a finger on my lips and shushes me. "You're being too loud!"

I can't help but laugh, and this causes him to laugh as well. I finally get him into the house quietly and to my room, and shut the door. He leans against my dresser looking at me. He looks like he is going to tip forward so I move in front of him and help push him back up right.

"It's not fair how tall you are compared to me." He says looking up at me, before I can respond he hops onto my dresser so he is more level with me and just smirks.

"Ryder come on, get down dude you are going to fall." I tell him.

He takes off his shirt, and I can't help but look at his smooth chest and beautiful stomach. "Come here." he says.

He pulls me by the shirt and he kisses me hard on the lips, I open my mouth to the kiss and he slips his tongue into my mouth. He pulls me closer to him, I can taste the vodka on his tongue but I am so lost in him right now it doesn't bother me.

He tugs at my shirt and I take it off breaking the kiss, I go to kiss him and he lunges to my nipple swirling his tongue around it and I let out a groan. I run my hands across his bare torso playing with his nipples. He moves up and kisses me on the neck and nibbles on me and I can't help the shivers that run up my spine.

He slides off the dresser and I step back and he pushes down his jeans leaving him in his boxers. Before I can react he is unbuckling my belt and pushing my jeans down as well. He pushes me back on my bed and straddles me and kisses me hard. He works his way down to my neck and to my chest, and before I know what he is doing he is sucking on my chest. I move my hands down his back and grab his bubble butt with both of my hands through his boxers. He lets out a primal moan and sucks harder.

He snakes his hand down into my boxers, and grabs my hard cock. I let out a loud moan, and pull his face up and kiss him. "You're so big. "He moans in-between breaths.

He works his hand up my rock hard cock, and I grab his hard cock through his boxers, and he moans and grinds against my hand. "I want you so bad." He whispers.

He starts to pull the front of my boxers down. I stop him. "No."

I turn my body causing him to roll off me. "What are you doing!" he says.

I sit up and put my head in my hands. I feel like such a terrible person I can't believe I went this far with him. I finally calm down enough. "Ryder we can't do this....not like this! You are drunk, and yes I want to explore your whole body, but I can't do it like this." I say looking at him.

He is sound asleep, with his arm over his eyes, I let out a sigh. Looking down at my tented boxers and just shake my head at myself. I get up and move him so his head is resting on a pillow, and I move a trashcan to the side of the bed. I look down and I am still rock hard, and I feel shame wash over me. I hit the lights and crawl over him, I kiss him on the cheek and lay my head down. I wasn't expecting him to move towards me and put his head on my chest and move his body against mine. I don't know but it feels just right, the warmth of his body mixing with mine. I put my arm around him, and before I know it I am falling asleep.

I hope everyone has enjoyed this chapter!I really do want to know what you think about it, and what you think will happen? Thank you so much for all the emails and comments and of course my editor he did great with this chapter.

KD