TV/CD, submissive CD male to male Snow Bunny, Golf hostess
This story is a is not intended for under age reading.
I am still really enjoying my friendship with Steve since he and his friends gave me the chance to enjoy my new life during our ski trip to Colorado. I am still working as a home health nurse in Memphis and maintaining a seprate male life but more and more want to be a full time submissive CD. I have learned more in the last few months than in my previous years of dressing. The counseling sessions helped a great deal with my appearance, make up,hair etc, but especially with my confidence. I have had three follow up sessions with my counciler Joyce and after each I feel so much more comfortable with my life. I am amazed how when I am with Steve, Dave or Jeff. They seem to know just what to say or do to really get me aroused. When I am with them all my inhibitions leave me and I am able to enjoy total satisfaction. I leave our encounters with a feeling of total fulfillment totally relaxed. Steve showed me the story that I wrote entitled "Snow Bunny, continuing education". It sounds like a wonderful story, I clearly recall working with Joyce and Mark and how they helped me become very comfortable and learn enjoy my new life. Most of the things in the story sound like things I would really enjoy but don't recall, I actually took a copy with me to my last session with Joyce. As she read she asked if I would like to discuss it during our session. It seems our sessions pass so quickly. Joyce always starts by having me relax and we just talk about most anything and before I realize it we are finishing. I always feel so relaxed when we finish. As I was leaving Joyce assured me that the story was just my minds way of expressing my inner feelings as I became more comfortable with myself.
Back to my story, Dave had emailed me that he was going to be in town for a few days and wanted to know if I wanted to have dinner with him and Steve. It had been a while since we had seen each other and looked forward to seeing him again. After talking with Steve we decided to go to a local reastraunt called Huey's, very casual and great burgers. I dressed in a matching panty and bra that enhanced my breasts as much as it could, deniem skirt and a multi layered tank top and sandals.
I was feeling kind of anxious waiting on them to arrive, almost like a first date. It has been a new but reocurring feeling of late.
I heard a knock at the door and when I opened it Steve and Dave were there, I invited them inside but they were hungry and wanted to head to Huey's. Dave went to the passanger side as Steve opened the door for me as I got into the back seat giving Dave a great view up my skirt. As Steve got in the car, Dave picked up the conversation and told me that I was looking great and how sexy my new shorter hair style looked. As we were backing out of the drive way, he started talking about the first time he met me. He loved the way I was willing to go along with everything and how much fun he had on the ski trip. He asked if I still had my tan lines and I told him that I did and still maintained my Brazilian wax. He asked if I would be willing to cum while we were driving to the restrauant. I was more than willing to slip off my skirt and panties, as I was cuming I had the strongest compulsion to swallow my cum and before I knew it I was licking my cum from my fingers. Dave simlpy smiled and told me that I really knew how to show off. I had Just put my panties back on and adjusted my skirt when Dave looked at Steve and said that he had forgotten how much fun we had at Keystone. Suddenly I felt so aroused, I wanted to cum again. I tried to get comfortable and join in the conversation but felt the need to play with myself. I wanted so badly to try to cum again. As we were talking, I slipped my hand under my skirt and began massaging my tucked cock. I felt like it was going to take forever but finally was able to cum again, shooting my load into the crotch of my panties between my legs. As we arrived at the restrauant Dave said how great it was to be back in Memphis. Suddenly I felt so relaxed and excused myself to clean up while the guys got the table. When I returned I found them sitting at a booth, they both stood and let me slide in beside Dave. I have found there is no "lady like" way to slide into a booth in a short skirt, but they do enjoy watching me try.
After we ordered our food, Dave asked if I might be interested in being a hostess at a golf tourinament that he was involved with organizing. He began to explain that it was a two day event and was put on by the fraternity that he , Jeff and Steve had all belonged to in college as a fund raiser. The night before the tourinament started there would be a dinner and team auction. Each team would be auctioned off and the money would then go the national organization. Each team would have a hostess for the first round to act as caddie. At the dinner the night after the first round the hostesses would be auctioned to caddie for a different team for day two. It really sounded very interesting, Dave said he would cover the expense of the trip for the three nights. I felt Dave put his hand of my thigh, he told me he thought we would have a great time, probably as much fun as our trip to Keystone. When he brought up our Keystone trip I felt like my cock was getting warmer and was afraid I was going to get an erection. I could feel his hand stroking my leg, I wanted him to go higher but he kept teasing me. I again felt the need to cum. I tried not to be obvious as I slipped one hand off the table and under my skirt, my panties were still wet from the trip to the restrauant. Steve put hand on my hand that was still resting on the table as Dave slid his hand further up my thigh taking hold of my other hand just as I was starting to rub my cock through my wet panties. He guided it to his crotch and I could tell he was excited about being there. With both hands occupied, I kept squeezing my legs together trying to get comfortable but couldn't. Dave said if I wanted to be a hostess for the tourinament I would need to again sign a confidentialy agreement and I agreed without any hesitation. Steve asked if I need to go freshen up before we left, he reminded me to act like a lady since we were in a public place. Dave stood and let me out. As I walked toward the restroom I kept feeling such a warmth and tingling in my crotch. I could feel my thighs rubbing against my tucked cock as I walked making me more excited with every step. I made it to the restroom and barely had time to close the door before I had my panties down getting the relief I needed. I finished quickly and again without thinking started to lick my cum from my fingers. I tucked again and straightened my skirt and top, freshened my lipstick and started back to the table. I saw Steve and Dave standing near the door and started toward them and again The feel of my legs rubbing against my cock was so unbelievable. As we walked to the car,they walked behind me Dave commented on how femme my walk had become over the past few months.
When we reached the car I again go in the back seat and we headed to Dave's hotel. During the drive I kept feeling the need to play with my crotch. I was trying to be discreet but Dave kept watching until I finished. He just said how much he enjoyed being back in Memphis. Shortly after that I felt so relaxed and fulfilled for the remainder of the ride. As we got closer to the hotel Dave asked if Steve and I would like to stop and have a drink. Once inside Dave made the comment that he would love to see my tan lines again and handed me his room key. I took the hint and headed to his room as he and Steve went to the bar. I found his room and on the bed was a shear blue baby doll gown. I quickly changed and as I was freshening my lipstick I heard the door open. I came out of the bathroom and saw Dave on the bed as I walked toward him he stood. I did a model spin and let him look me over. I felt the buldge in his pants and slowly knelt. I had him sit on the bed and removed his shoes and socks, I unbuckled his belt and pants and slid them off. I playfully bit the head of his cock through his shorts before slipping them off exposing the cock I had enjoyed so much in Colorado. I couldn't wait to have him in my mouth again. I started really enjoying the feel and thinking he was going to cum when he pulled out of my mouth. He stood and had me lean over the bed, I felt his hands exploring my ass. He slipped my panties down to a point where he could enter me. Dave is not sutle when he enters. He must have been ready because he exploded inside me a hurry. As he went soft I felt him slip out, he sat on the bed he motioned for me to lay on the bed. He told me I felt as good now as I did in Keystone. Dave telling me that made me feel so good and really excited me. I wanted him again but he wasn't ready. Dave told me to relax and enjoy myself and how he always enjoyed watching me. He told me that he still watched the DVD they made of me in Colorado. Within a few seconds I was totally imersed in self enjoyment almost to a point of forgeting Dave was there. I was able to finish again and again to my suprise felt the need to enjoy the taste of my cum. I could tell Dave was recovering and took the opportunity to enjoy his cock. As he was getting ready to cum he pulled out of my mouth and told me to open and not swallow. He shot his second load into my mouth, I actually love it when I know it is going to happen, because I really get to enjoy the taste of his cum more that way.
Dave said he wished he lived closer to Memphis, again I felt so content. I could feel a little of his cum starting to ooze down my leg. He said we could go down to the bar and meet Steve again and sign the contract when I was ready. I went to the bathroom and changed back to my skirt and top, my panties were starting to dry but definitely showed evidence of my enjoyment during the evening. Dave was dressed when I came out and we headed downstairs. Steve was watching a game on TV in the bar, we sat and I signed the agreement. Dave said he would email me the details in a few days, we said our goodbyes and Steve and I left. On the way home Steve told me that he was not going to be able to go on the trip but he knew I would have a great time with Dave.
Every day I checked my email, looking for Dave's directions. On the fifth day I got his email, he confirmed the location at a private private country club near Nashville. He wanted me to really work on my tan and keep waxed. He sent my several pics of the type outfits I should bring. He included a more details regarding the tourinament. The first day we would have a morning start, I would drive the golf cart, keep score, hold the flag, etc. He told me that I would be expected to work one of the hospitality or game tents during the afternoon round.
The day finally arrived and I drove up Nashville to meet Dave. He had asked if I would mind picking him up at the airport. Dave had made reservations at an Embassy Suite close to the golf course. As we were checking in Dave seemed to know everyone. We made it to the room and I had about two hours to enjoy myself and show Dave how much I appreciated him asking me to come to Nashville. We dressed and headed down to the dinner and auction. He introduced me to several of his friends and the evening went very well. I finally had a chance to meet the other members of Dave's team, Rick, John And Mark. They all were very friendly, Rick and John were about the same age as Dave, Mark looked to be in his early sixties. After dinner the auction began, each team was introduced as well as their hostess. If a team didn't have a hostess they had one assigned to them. Once the auction was over everyone stood and talked for a while, I walked to the bar for a drink and Mark started a conversation. He is quite a guy, he was Dave's "Big Borther" when he pledged the fraternity. He told me several stories about Dave and really had me laughing. I told him I had only known Dave for a few months but really enjoyed his company. While we talked he told me that Dave had told him how I was a very "unique" person and how he was looking forward to getting to know me better. I felt his hand touch the small of my back as he asked if I would like to get out of the crowd and take a walk. When we reached the lobby it was fairly crowded and he asked if I would like to come to his room. After a very short elevator ride we were at his room. Inside I sat and listened him tell more stories about Dave. The more we talked the more comfortable I became with Mark. He put his hand on my knee and as we talked slowly kept sliding it higher. As his hand reached my tucked cock he began to slowly rub the head, before I knew it he had my cock out. He asked me to get comfortable, I stood and slipped my skirt off, before I got my panties down he took my cock in his mouth. I had almost forgotten how great receiving a blow job could be, he cupped his hands around my ass and started setting the tempo. I told him I was about to cum and he kept going until I exploded in his mouth. He stood and kissed me, sharing my cum with me. It had to be one of the longest kisses I have ever enjoyed. While I was sucking my cum off his tongue I couldn't keep my hands from his crotch. I unbuckled his belt and pulled his pants down, he had on snug fitting briefs that kept his cock neatly packaged. As I pulled them down I was suprised how much was packed in those tight fitting shorts. I was able to take it all the way down the first few times but as it got harder I couldn't take it all. It was the first cock I had that much trouble taking since our Colorado trip. I was able to put two hands on it and still have plenty to suck. I wanted it to last for as long as it could. I felt him start to cum and I squeezed his cock with both hands as I worked my lips over the head. I could tell he wanted to cum and I let go and felt his load hit the back of my throat, I swallowed as fast as I could to keep up with each spurt. It seemed like he was going to cum forever. Finally I felt him start to soften and relax as he sat. I kept sucking gently until he pulled my face off his cock. He smiled and told me Dave had been right. I dressed and headed back to my room.
When I got to my room, I decided to take a shower and get ready for bed. I had just put on my gown when Dave knocked on the door. When he came in he put a bag on the bed telling me that I should be ready to leave by 6:30 the next morning. As he turned toward the door he asked if I needed anything and I went to him and asked for a bedtime snack. He was so kind to let me have one more load.
After he left I opened the bag and found a white golf shirt, short kakki skirt, and two pair on panties. One pair was a white and the other pair was so sheer they were almost transparent. Also inside the bag there was a toy that was a butt plug with a cock ring connected to it. There was a note telling me where to meet in the lobby, I was to have the butt plug in place and wear the white panties under my skirt and be well tucked.
The next morning I started getting ready, it took me a few minutes to find out that it works better if you insert the butt plug side before putting the cock ring side in place. There were two small straps to hold my cock When I was tucked the cock ring held my balls more forward than usual that gave me a definite "camel toe" look when I pulled up my panties up. One last check of my make up and I headed to the lobby. As I walked I could notice a different feel from other type plugs I have used in the past. Because it was attached to my balls and cock I could feel it move across my prostate as I walked and I could affect the feel by the lenght of stride I took. It felt great!!!
In the lobby I saw Dave standing outside the restrauant, as I walked toward him I really enjoyed the feel of my private massage. He guided me to the table where the others were sitting and we joined them for breakfast. They already had their food and were eating. I placed my order and when it arrived Dave passed me the small container that normally has cream or syrup at most restrauants. As I took it I could tell that the guys all must have donated that morning. I picked it up and poured it on my french toast and enjoyed every last bite.
After finishing we headed to the golf course. Mark dorve and Dave sat in the front seat and I sat in the back between Mark and John. I knew Dave always appreciated the up skirt view so I let my shirt ride up to a point where my panties would just off my new camel toe look. When we arrived the guys left their clubs at the bag drop. When I was standing there one of the younger guys I had seen at the party the night before offered to load the clubs on the cart. About the time he finished the guys came back and Dave and I took one cart and headed to the putting green. As we were driving he handed me a Viagra tablet and asked me to take it, he told me not to worry it might make things more interesting later. Dave then pulled out what looked like a key holder for car keys from his pocket and hit the button and I felt a familiar vibration inside me as he grinned from ear to ear.
Dave and Mark finished warming up and we headed to the course to start. As we were standing on the first Dave told me how glad he was that I agreeded to come, he also said that if I could act like a lady today I would probably have a better time than the week we spent in KEYSTONE. From that point, I really began to feel so femme and really turned on. I had an almost immediate desire to cum. I know I kept wanting to put my hand under my skirt but a golf course is a very public place.By the sixth hole I finally saw what I thought might be my way out. This course had a very nice shelter with restrooms and I excused myself. As I headed toward the ladies room there were two people waiting ahead of me. I felt the vibration start inside me, it almost got to a point where my legs started getting weak. Dave and the guys were watching, they signaled that they were going to the next tee to continue play. I finally got my turn and went inside, on major effect that Viagra has on me is it really stimulates me to make alot of precum. I pulled down my soaked panties and sat down. I tried to get off but the way my cock was tucked I couldn't reach an orgasm. Frustrated I pulled up my wet undies and straigtened my skirt and opened the door. Dave and the guys had already teed off and I could see them putting on the green. I couldn't believe that I had to walk the lenght of that hole, over 550 yards and part way down the next one to catch up. The way the butt plug felt inside me and the way it tugged at my cock the way it was tucked plus the feel of the vibration I felt like I was really building torward and major orgasm. About the time I reached the green I exploded in my panties, With each step I could feel my cock twitch and squirt more and more cum. By the time I caught up to them I could feel it beginning to leak and run down my leg. I wanted so badly to take my finger and savor the taste.
Dave and Mark were getting a good laugh as I walked onto the green, as the noticed the trail of cum beginning to run down my leg. When I bent over to pick up the flag it allowed even more cum to leak from my soaked panties. As I walked toward the golf cart Mark tossed me a towel and I was able to clean up. We finished the round and even thoutgh I was totally soaked. I would slip my skirt up when I sat on the cart to keep from making a wet spot on the materialof my skirt. Finally between the heat and frequent use of a towel I was able to dry off enough not to show.
The round went great and the team was tied for second place,great for the team but it meant they got the next to last pick at the hostess drawing that night. I thought I would probably be able to rejoin Dave and the guys but a team picked me just head of Daves group. After the selection process was over Dave congradulated the other team on their excellent choice. Aafter the party started to break up Dave and Mark told me that my outfit for the next day was in my room. They told me to act like a lady the next day. Mark followed me back to the room and explained that the hostesses would be dressed to distract for the next round. As I was getting ready for bed Mark watched, I kept looking at how excited he seemed to be getting. I finished putting on my gown and knelt in front of him, feeling his cock getting harder. I unzipped his pants and had a wonderful bedtime snack. As I was sucking his wonderful cock, he kept telling me how Steve and Dave had not been kidding him about me. After he had finished feeding his load he kept gently rubbing my head. He stood and dressed and as he was leaving he told me to relax and have fun the next day.
I took a look at the outfit and found a note with instructions,it said that all the hostesses were going to dress in a similar manner. The outfit started out with red panties and bra, the panties had just enough material to stay tucked if I were careful and the bra was made of very sheer lacey material. There were a set of breast forms that were slightly larger than I have used before, a pair of high heeled sandels, the top was a white micro fiber and the skirt was just long enough to just cover the bottom of my butt cheeks, virtually leaving little to the imagination. I put on the bra and panties and did my make up paying special attention to my eye make-up. I pulled up the skirt and I was able to adjust it enough to cover everything if I didnt move much, the top was a little struggle but I got it on and really noticed what was unsual about the breast forms. The nipples were so prominant you would have thought it was below freezing. It came down just above my navel. I put on the brightest shade of red lipstick. The last touch was a belly button ring that said "if you like it ask".When I stepped back an looked I really was suprised. the slightly larget breast forms and exposed belly gave me a much more femminine look. I heard a knock at the door and openend it to see Dave amd Mark. They gave me a long look and smiled. We walked to the elevator and left. I was a little afraid I was being set up as a joke but there were several different outfits from bikinis to short shorts. As we walked thru parking lot to the club house I felt several glances, most I think were at my nipples although I made sure my skirt covered my tucked package.
I met the foresome that I was to caddie for that afternoon and said good bye to the guys. The guys were with were a little younger and really seemed to have a great time. I spent alot of time picking up things all afternoon. I had several accidental spills of water on my top which let the color and shape of my bra really show thru the material. I could tell they really enjoyed the view. I also found out it was much easier to keep the front of my skirt down and just let them enjoy the rear. It is very hard to be a lady dressed like a slut, trying not to get an erection while guessing who had the larger cock or whos sperm would taste better. After nine holes I saw Dave and Mark takling to one of the guys and my secret was out. For the last nine holes I kept getting felt up and groped. They started making a few pics, one showed me standing with mr red panties showing clearly from under my skirt another with my bra very much on display with nipples pointing. It was so much fun watching them trying to get a peak or try to get me to show off. The round finally ended and I told them how much fun I had before I saw Mark and Dave. Mark went to talk with the guys as they were putting their stuff in their car, while mark talked Dave asked me to give them a parting shot. I turned around and slowly worked my sweaty panties down and stepped out of them and waved to them. As I got into the back seat I gave them a full view of everything and to my suprise got a round of applause. On the way back Dave told me that if I wanted to cum I could put my panties back on and cum in them. As soon as I shot my load I could not wait to taste it.
Back at the hotel, Mark gave me a jacket to put on to walk thru the lobby. Dave went to his room as Mark walked with me to mine. When we closed the door he told me to remove my top and skirt, I put on some fresh lipstick and got on my knees and pulled out his cock. I wanted to take it all I wanted to plant my lipstick all the way to the base. When I took all I could take I pulled back and saw I missed by about an inch, but I kept trying soon I was rewarded with a very thick tastey load, very strong flavor. He I Stood and got a cloth and cleaned him and before he left we made plans to meet Mark and Steve for dinner. As he was leaving he thanked me for going along with everything and told me to relax and enjoy myself this evening.
I took off my bra and breast forms and just as I was about to peel my cum soaked panties off there was a knock at the door. I grabbed a robe and openend the door. There was a box outside with familar hand writing. I started to open the box as the phone rang. It was Dave again telling me how great things went today and how he had something in mind that might top my KEYSTONE fun. He asked me to be dressed by 8 for dinner. As we were talking I became so aroused. I sat on the edge of the bed and began to feel the wetness of my panties. Dave hung up and before I knew it I had my cock out. I noticed myself in the mirror on the wall, my lipstick was a mess, I pulled open my robe, you could still see the strap marks form where my bra fit. I began to watch myself as I stroked my cock. I felt like I had not cum in days as I started shooting cum over my stomach. I looked at it for a few seconds and proceeded to savor each drop. After a few minutes I stood and opened the box. Inside was a pink T-shirt with rhinestone golfer on the front, a long white peasant skirt, white push up bra and panties. The note said to relax and dress casual, just a hint of make up. I layed the outfit on the bed and started to the shower. I turned the shower on and as I was standing there in my soaked red panties I felt so turned on again. I pushed my panties down and begin to wash my make up off my face I became erect again. I managed to delay my gratification until I got into the shower. The warm water felt so good but I lost my load down the drain before I could enjoy it. I dried off and slipped into my panties, dried my hair and finished dressing putting on my bra, top and skirt. As I was putting on my make up I noticed the bra didn't give me much of a lift. I slipped on some sandals and headed to the lobby. The skirt felt so sheer and comfortable and I felt so excited as I waited.
Mark was the first to show and we went to the bar and enjoyed a glass of wine. As we sat at the bar I felt a breeze under my skirt, I wanted so much to enjoy myself but Mark kept me distracted until the Dave and Steve arrived. They had made reservations at nice restraunt,as we were walking to the car I felt so femme. As I got comfortable in th back seat, Mark turned and asked me if I was looking forward to getting back home to MEMPHIS. I suddenly felt so relaxed and content. Mark then asked me to remove my panties, I took them off and handed them to him. When we arrived at the restraunt, we were led to a smaller room.
We sat and enjoyed a nice dinner, a couple of bottles of wine and great company. While they were deciding on dessert, I excused myself to the restroom. Dave told me he wanted to share some of my stories form "KEYSTONE". As I stood to leave I began to get an erection and with the type of skirt I was wearing and no panties I stuck out like a flag pole. I sat down quickly and put the napkin in my lap until the dessert orders were taken. Dave again made a comment about "Memphis" and I relaxed again. I made it to the ladies room and only noticed one small wet spot. When I returned only Dave and Mark were at the table. Mark asked if he could be open and honest and asked if I would be interested in even becoming more femme. I wasn't totally sure what he was meant by that comment. He went on to say how much I enjoyed the weekend and from what Dave had told him about what happened in "Keystone" and what he had seen during the weekend I had a lot of natural desire to bring enjoyment to men. The more he talked the more aroused I became. He pointed out that he could see my rise in excitement, again my erection under my skirt was very obvious.
Mark reached under the table and grasped my cock through my skirt and made the comment he wouldn't want to change anything regarding that part of my anatomy. Dave picked up the conversation saying that I was a very unique person and they wanted to give me the opportunity to have more fun and enjoyment. He went on to say how great I was at sucking cock and how I had always been willing to do most anything. Dave finally made the pitch. They had talked with Steve and Dave and the four of them wanted to reward me for being so willing to share pleasure with them. Dave said they would be willing to pay for breast implants, hormone therapy or whatever I would like to do. As Mark slowly rubbed my cock thoughts raced through my mind. I shot my load before I realized. Dave called the waiter and asked for a towel because of my "Spill" and I tried to clean up as they kept talking. One condition was that they wanted me to try to live as a straight male for a while and make sure of what I wanted to do.
I have to really think this one through, I am sure what to do from here.......
I look forward writing more all comments appreciated caroloralrn@hotmail.com