For all the fictional stories written. I would like to say this a true story.
Growing up as a child, I never thought about what is love. But I just knew being with another boy is wrong. Even as a young boy I knew about this, but being able to love someone is unable to be denied.
Well to understand the story better, we should go back when I was a little bit younger. My cousin Ray asked me to go to his grandma's to play for the day in Upper Darby. Being young as I am I couldn't resist to just go and play. We just talked for awhile when some other kids came in too. For some reason nobody stuck out from the crowd except this one boy. He looked so ... I didn't really know what to say, I guess it was puppy love. His name was Steve.
That day we talked and we played, but we didn't like each other sexually, I guess because I was pretty chubby for my age. As the day ended we had to leave. Rays dad called me, "Jason we have to leave now. You got school tomorrow." Damn school! Leaving someone I liked seemed to be normal then because I probably thought we were just friends.
As my life went away towards the light I felt my life get darker by the second. Life for a boy just pass real quickly and now I am 15. My name is Jason, but now with a better look and body, I am pretty sure about myself. I know what I am, Gay. Sometimes thinking about why I couldn't be like other people, but not being gay means I can't love the people I just fell in love with and I can't miss the chance.
Well it was almost the end of the school year and I just came back home. Ray's dad told me he is taking us to Philly to pick up some groceries and I said, " why not." After the hard work we stopped at a place that seemed so familiar. Is it what I think it is. OMG it is, were back in Upper Darby. Its been so long n I have another chance to see.....him again. We got off the car n Ray asked me if we want to go to Steve's house. I stuttered at the thought. What if he thinks I am ugly? What if he doesn't think I am cool enough to be talked to?
I stumbled just about each step as we walked toward Steve's house. Ray rang the door bell. And Steve answered the door. Laughing in my head as I saw his appearance, I also awed at him because of how much he has changed. Now instead of boy, he grown much taller n leaner then before. He lost his baby fat, but still he has a cute face which I admired, so I can use it for later hehehe. He had a wife beater on, which looked so sexy with his shoulders n his nice tan. For some reason Steve just ran up stares. Was it because of me? I sat down on the sofa n asked "Ray where did Steve go?" He answered, "I dunno." Steve came back down stairs with better clothes. He liked to wear his clothes loose n I liked it like that. It kind of gave a mystery for me to think about his body.
He said hi to me n I didn't know what to say. I stuttered at my words responding his hello wit a ......sup. God I felt so stupid! Sup? what was I thinking. But as I loosen up, we started to talk about our lives n what funny things had happened. We laughed so hard. Steve had such a nice smile. After that we decided to go play ball since he never saw me played basketball it was time to show him my skills. Instead he killed me with his fancy dribbles and crazy shots. I was stunned. We came back to his house n talked and talked till it was night with his whole family. We had such a nice time n Steve's mom suggested him n his brother, Brian, should sleep over at Ray's house for the summer.
In my mind I was screaming with joy, but held it back. Went home again seeing my light get darker and once again fell in love. For what seemed to me as such a long time was just about a few months, but it was finally there, summer. Steve should be there any time and I was anxious. Soon a month has passed and still no sign. I guess I just gave up hope and just tried, TRIED to live my life once again.
Got bored one day and went over Rays house which was about just a few minutes away, to ask him if he wanted to play ball. Just entering his play room I saw him playing video games and I called him as I walked in, "Yo, Ray want to..." It was STEVE! Sitting on the floor with his wife beater on again. His nipple stuck a little from the side and my legs got weak. At sat down besides Steve and his brother, saying hi n sup with lots of excitement.
I quickly decided to sleep over for the night. But before I could say anything about it, Steve asked, "u should sleep over." I was filled with joy for him wanting me to sleep over. We spent the day talking n just basically chilled n played sports n video games. Finally, it was night and I was really excited in both ways. Now we had to decide rather who we should sleep with. I asked for the bed or the mattress that is laying on the floor behind from the bed. Well we decided that ray n Brian should sleep at Rays bed. Steve decided to sleep on the mattress. N you guessed it, I had the floor next to the mattress.
But I didn't really mind because I was next to Steve. I couldn't sleep, so I slept as close facing Steve as possible facing his gorgeous face. In the middle of the night I couldn't help, but to just stare at him. Sigh... that is what I have been doing for a long time after being with Steve so long...sigh.
We did basically did the same thing the other day, but the night time was usually the best. The whole group talked and talked till I thought the sun was coming out. I went to check, but it was just a street light. We had a good laugh with that n with our conversations. Out of my whole 15 teen years of living, I think that single week was the best I ever had. One by one they fell a sleep, but me n Steve just kept on talking. This time I slept on the mattress and he slept on the floor next to me. As we slowly started to sleep from our on going conversations, I noticed Steve slept pretty close to me. My body was sleeping on the edge of the bed.
I couldn't tell, but was there something touching me. Something or a hand rather seemed to be touching me. My cock instantly had a hard on. Turning my body I faced Steve just loving him from my heart till I finally n slowly fell a sleep and thought it was probably my imagination. Yeah, that was a nice night, I opened my eyes n saw Steve looking at me, but he quickly closed his eyes n acted as if he fell asleep. Is there something happening here?
Well the week seemed to pass so quick, and the fun ended when Steve left. I watched him as he packed his things in to his dad's car. Steve took a glimpse at me and went into the car and drove away. That day we had so much fun though, before he left. I could of cried missing him. That day Steve's family came by and had a BBQ. Me, Steve, Brian, and Ray were playing foot ball in the pool. We threw each other in the pool trying to get the ball. But every time I tried to get the from Steve our bodies touched. The next time the ball came, Steve ran to me from behind and I tried to get the ball from in front of me n I suddenly stop because I had the ball. Steve's cock accidentally, I think, went and slide to my virgin hole from contact.
I had to resist from moaning. God I missed those days. We now talk online every day almost for, close to an hour. Now I am waiting for him to come back once again for a summer that would move to a new level!
Steve if your reading this I just hope you r what I am. I think what I feel now is so real n beautiful. I am too scared to actually tell u, in fear you would never talk to me ever again n not come back for the next summer.