Sub to Love

SUB TO LOVE/CHILD OF MYTHRA/DOVE OF HARMONY

INTERLUDE:

By Arthur

Authors Note:

As I have had a number of requests to give Eric's point of view to his bondage to James, I felt that as they were enjoying the Bath's in Melbourne and relaxing for the day that this would be a good time to try to look at the other side of their partnership.

With that in mind I am going to give this chapter over to Eric and his views, I hope this will not detract from your enjoyment of the story so far.

ERIC:

My Beginings, My Master, My Need.

As I stood looking up at him with his bigger size and muscles I began to get the tingley feeling again down deep inside. He was older than me, nearly thirteen, and he was a rugby player in the under thirteens, I knew that when he hit me it was going to feel sooo good just like the other times I had done the same thing to older boys so I could get 'THAT' feeling again.

Tomorrow is my tenth birthday and this was going to be awesome when I woke up next day and would be able to feel those bruises and the tingley feeling I always got when a boy bashed me good.

Mum and Dad were always good to me and I know that they loved me a lot but Dad never wanted to make me feel tingley, even when I tried to make him mad enough, he would just frown at me and tell me to go to my room to cool down. I tried so many ways to get him to give me that tingley feeling but he wouldn't do it so I went to the older boys in school and made them do it.

It always felt so good when they pushed me around and ordered me to do stuff for them but the best time was when I could feel their fists and feet pounding me. The bruises and cuts didn't worry me, they were part of getting 'THAT' feeling again. I dream all the time about having someone, anyone, just to give me orders and make me do stuff for them just like the old time slaves had to do.

OH, sorry who am I? I'm Eric, Eric Sutton, I'm ten years old and have mixed blood, my Dad is part maori and my Mum is Pakeha, I'm 4' 10" tall and slim, not even any baby fat on my belly, my only worry is that if I can find someone to make me do things that he, yes 'HE', I know what I want and it's not some woosey girl, anyway, I worry that 'HE' will think my dickie is to little. I've seen the other guys in school at the pool and they're all bigger than me, still who cares, I want someone to make me do stuff and make me tingley all the time.

How long have I done this thingy with the tingling? well it started about two years ago just after my eighth birthday, my cousin took me to the movies as a birthday present, it was a new Peter Pan movie, when I saw Peter Pan all tied up at one time I felt this great rushing tingling run through my insides and I knew then that I wanted to feel it all the time. I tried a lot of ways to get it but nothing worked until I got into a fight at school with a bigger guy and he pumelled me good and I got the feeling again as I felt his fists hitting me. It was awesome even though my nose was bleeding and my eye was cut but my whole body zinged with the feeling.

I looked up again at Billy Kraus and smiled,his face was red and he was puffing his breath out in short gasps.

"What's up Kraus, you're a fucking girl, c'mon woose have a go."

That was it, Billy clamped his hand closed in a fist and let fly, as that piece of flesh hit me in the chest, knocking the breath out of me I laughed at him, I didn't try to hit him back, I didn't need to, he was mad enough to keep hitting me without any help.

That first punch started the tingley feeling again and I smiled up at Billy Kraus as he leaned back for another go as I gasped for breath. Twice more he got me good and then a teacher came and stopped him just when I was really feeling good, my little 2" dickie was as hard as a nail and the nice comfortable tingley feeling was running through me like a fast car on the motorway.

The best time was when I was twelve, these three guys put me in hospital for nearly a week and the whole time my now 3" dickie was hard and throbbing, it was so great I just wanted to be like that all the time.

When I was almost fourteen, about nine months ago, I got a real rush when I found out that the local cops got really pissed when you tried to make it hard for them to get you in one of their cars to go to the station if you did something wrong, like break a window or something.

I found out that if I made enough hassle for them they would put their handcuffs on me and take me to the station and then call Mum or Dad to come get me. The tingley feeling was even better when I felt those hard steel cuffs on my wrists, like well you know, like a slave in the old days of Romans and Gladiators and things.

Today is Friday and as I got to our gateway I could see uncle Brian's car parked near the front door. He was my best Uncle, always getting things for me and sometimes even letting me have a go at driving his car on the back streets even though I wasn't old enough for a learners permit yet.

I ran up to the door and as I barged in I could see Mum and Dad with uncle Brian sitting in the lounge talking real serious like, they looked up at me as though I was a stranger to them and then they all smiled at me, hey I'm not dumb, I know they were talking about me, but what?

I live just outside the country town of Matamata in the Thames valley so that seeing uncle Brian at this time of the day and week was a surprise as he lived all the way up in Auckland and usually only came down here on the weekend sometimes.

"Hey Uncle Bri."

"Hey buddy, been behaving?"

"Uhm....yeah uncle Bri."

"Good, no problems at school?"

"Nah....what you doing here uncle Bri?"

"Just came down to see your folks for the day Buddy, thought they might like a break for the weekend and come up to the smoke for a couple of days, you too of course, what you think?"

"Great Uncle Bri, not much to do here on the weekend."

"Well Sue, Steve, it looks like you've got a weekend off."

"Ahm..yeah thanks Brian, you sure this is the best thing though?"

"Yes Steve, I'm sure it will settle a lot of questions of the last four,five years."

"Ok Brian, we trust your judgement."

"Great, well I have to get back to the smoke and close the office, see you all tomorrow then, bye buddy, be good."

"Sure Uncle Bri."

Uncle Brian got up and left us looking at each other, there was something in Mum and Dad's look that said this was more than just a trip up to the smoke, Damn I hope it's not another trip to one of those shrink people that want me to talk about everything all the time. The last one was some dick from CYFS department, she had no idea at all, just kept asking if Dad was playing with me, yech, stupid woman, no wonder she worked for the government, she wouldn't get a job anywhere else.

Saturday morning and Dad was all rushed and things as he got the car ready for our trip to the city, Mum seemed a little nervous and fidgetted all the time until at last we were on the way. The drive was nothing special, we took highway 27 through Waitoa and down the Valley to Paeroa, then onto Highway 5 through to the bridge at Kopu and back onto highway 27 and onto the motorway into Auckland at the bottom of the Bombay Hill.

The Motorway was not all that busy at this time of the week so the trip through to uncle Brians in Herne Bay didn't take to long like sometimes when we came up here to see him.

Uncle Brian was waiting at the door for us at about nine o'clock and before we could go inside he nodded to Mum and Dad and we just changed over to his car and left straight away. Mum kept looking at me as we drove out toward the bays area and when at last Uncle Brian gave a sigh and pulled into this driveway, Mum smiled at me.

The house was not a big fancy place like most people think is all they got in Auckland but it looked quite tidy and there was a beach just across the road with this awesome launch tied up to a jetty. Uncle Brian rang the bell and this older guy opened the door with a smile and a hand shake for uncle Brian and then when he was introduced to Mum and Dad he shook their hands but at the same time I could feel his blue eyes staring right through me as though I wasn't even there,the tingley feeling came back as I looked at him. He wasn't a big guy or anything, just looked kinda normal height and looked quite fit for his age, I think he could have been Fourty or something, his hair was a little grey and he had a real nice smile but his eyes were like really hard blue stones, the tingling went up a notch.

Dad turned to tell him my name but the guy was really rude when he said I didn't have a name in his house, or something like that, and then he asked uncle Brian to take Mum and Dad to the lounge while he talked to me, my whole body was all tingley again but this time it was even stronger. there was something about this man that said he had some kinda power that I need to get from him, like Harry Potter getting lessons on magic.

His eyes bored into me and made me feel as though I was all naked and he could see my hard dick as it pressed into my pants.

"Come here boy, stand in front of me with both feet on that white square,heels together toes pointed outward at 45 degrees, lift your head up and look at me, put your hands behind your back and clasp your fingers together."

I did what he asked and then he looked deep inside me again with those cold blue stones he had for eyes.

"You know why you're here, boy?"

His voice was cold like ice as he looked right inside me.

"N,n,no."

"Sir,....you call me Sir at all times unless I say different, got that boy?"

"Y..y..yes...Sir."

"You're here to do what your told, by me, got that?"

"Y,y,yes....Sir"

"Don't drop your eyes boy, look at me when I talk to you."

"Y,y,yes ..Sir"

"This is what you're going to do, you will stand there without moving, you will not speak unless I tell you to, you will answer me smartly at all times is that clear?"

"Yes Sir."

"Ok stay there till I come and get you, you don't move from that spot unless I come for you."

"No Sir."

My tingling was raging and my dick was sooo hard, this was the man I was looking for, he was not a big muscley guy but he had a strange power in his eyes and his voice was strong and I knew I better not give him any trouble. I stood there waiting as he went to talk to Mum, Dad and uncle Brian, I was nearly shaking from all the feelings running through me, this was so neat.

I could hear them talking for a while but they were just to far away for me to hear everything they said as they kept their voices very low. I almost took a step trying to lean forward to hear them but then I saw his eyes looking into mine again and pulled my self up, those eyes were so awesome and strong.

"BOY, come here."

I heard him call me and his voice sent shivers through me as I left the entrance way and walked inside to stand in front of him, his look nearly froze me as he asked me about his orders before.

"Tell me boy, what were the instructions I gave you out there?"

"Sir, I was to stay on that white square until you told me to move and I was not to speak unless you told me to."

"And did you follow my orders exactly?"

"Yes Sir."

"Tell me boy, if you were lying should you be punished?"

"Yes, but I didn't lie."

He didn't miss anything I said as he pulled me up about not saying 'Sir" to him.

"Sir?"

"I didn't lie sir"

"You're lying to me now aren't you boy?"

"No sir."

What was he doing to me, I didn't lie, I did everything he told me to, I stood on the square till he told me to come in, what's he mean I lied, my head was going around and around but my dick was getting all wet from the way he was speaking to me.

"Yes you are boy."

"Yes I am sir."

Where did that come from, I just agreed with him but I know I did everything he said. This was getting confusing as he kept saying things that didn't fit in. The room began to get sort of misty as he talked at me, not to me but more like right inside me, he seemed to know something I didn't but it felt so kool when he did it.

"Do you know how I know you're lying boy?"

"No sir."

"I told you to wait till I came to get you, isn't that right?"

"Yes sir."

"And you ran in here like a wild animal as soon as I called, right?'

"Yes sir."

"So you lied to me, didn't you boy?"

"Yes sir, I lied to you sir."

Shit he was right, I did just run in, yes that's right he said to wait till he 'Came' for me, damn didn't think of that, I better listen hard to him next time, he says things that could go two ways and you get caught out so easy, god I could stay with this guy forever if I could, he seemed to know just what was right for me.

"I also told you not to speak unless I said that you could, that right?"

"Yes Sir."

"So you lied about that to didn't you boy?"

"Yes Sir."

'Yes Sir' hang on a minute, he's asking me questions and then tell's me I'm not meant to be talking, how the hell do I answer if I don't speak, my confusion was getting worse but my dick was really leaking hard as he sternly looked at me with those hard eyes boring into me.

"So why are you chattering away like a rooster in the barnyard boy?"

"You are asking me to answer Sir."

"If I want an answer I will say, 'SPEAK' do you understand?"

"Y...."

Damn, he nearly got me again, this man is so tricky and sooooo kool, I could feel my balls getting tight as he scowled at me with those two hard stones of blue. God not now, I don't want to spoof in my pants in front of everyone.

"Well it's too late now boy, you disrespected me in front of your parents and you lied like all small boys do, isn't that right?"

I nodded my head frantically in agreement, I could feel my dick throbbing and almost ready to unload, no I had to stop it from doing it but it was so hard to do when he was looking at me and giving me hard things to remember, shit this is sooooo great, at last someone to be a boss for me.

"So if you're bad you should be punished, that right?"

I nodded my head furiously to let him know that I really wanted him to make me feel good and maybe he wouldn't see me spoof everywhere in my pants.

"From now on boy, when I want an answer you will blink once for yes, twice for no, you will drop your head one inch as a sign of respect for me, you understand?"

This was so kool, now I knew what to do and he had a way of making me want to listen to him, I blinked my eyes once and tilted my head a bit.

"Right boy, place your hands on top of your head clasped as before, pull your shoulders back and spread your elbows to the side, this is the sign of 'Present', when ever I address you, you will stand like that, now go over to that wall in front of that picture facing it with your feet in the same positon as before, you will stand there while I decide what your punishment will be, I don't want to hear a sound from you or see one movement, you understand me boy?"

I blinked again, thank god he was sending me over to look at the picture on the wall, I was just so close to loosing it all into my pants and the nice rosey glow from all his orders was making my tingling feel like a hundred fingers running up and down my dick.

"Go now."

I nearly jumped at the way he barked out the order but it was so neat and I went and stood in front of this kool painting, it was all different blues and this really neat white bird in the middle sort of flying in the blue sky, it was real peacefull looking and it seemed to want to talk to me. it's small bright eyes looked into me like the mans had and I felt all calm and fuzzy.

I could hear the man talking to Mum and Dad as I stood there looking at the bird, I almost couldn't believe what I was hearing, Mum and Dad knew all about this and were agreeing to everything he said, shit I hope they let me stay here for the weekend with this man. Something inside of me twitched as I looked at the white bird, it was smiling at me, I'm sure it was.

"So what do you think Steve, what would you do with a liar?"

"Well James, I'm not sure, but I'll go along with what ever you think is right."

"What about you Sue, any ideas?"

"Uhm, well James, my mother used to wash out our mouths with soap, but I don't think thats enough for him."

That's Funny, both Mum and Dad haven't used my name, nor has uncle Brian and the man has never asked. The white bird smiled at me again.

"Hmmm well I think I have just the thing, I'll be back in a minute, just got to get something from the back room."

The man got up and left us all alone but he was back in a minute or so and he had this real wicked looking long whip in his hand, ooohhhhhhhhh god if only I could feel that on my back, or better still on my bare ass. My dick jumped again as I saw it in his hands.

"This should sort out our little problem, don't you think boy?"

At last someone who could give me my tingling properly, I felt afraid but at the same time the room became all misty and soft as I looked at that beautiful long snake like thing in his hands.

"I told you not to move boy, thats going to be an extra five."

The man let go of some of the whip and it looked like it was alive as it uncoiled itself onto the floor, Dad sort of yelped when he saw it, I hope he doesn't stop the man from letting me feel it, fuck I'm going to spoof any minute.

"My god James, he's only a boy, you can't use that on him."

"Why not Steve, he's a liar and he has no respect for people?"

"But that's a full bull whip."

"He has to learn Steve, so no time like now."

"B,b,but."

"Come here boy."

YESSSSSS, he's going to let me have some of that whip thing, ohhh this is so neat, at last a good hard hiding, I know I wont be able to stop from shooting now.

I turned around and looked the man in the eyes like he told me to, at first I was a little afraid but then I saw the long black snake on the floor and I almost smiled at the sight of it. I went to stand in front of him, I didn't even remember my parents or my uncle being there. There was just this man that knew how I felt and that beautiful long whip waiting just for me.

"What you think boy, you deserve this?"

He shook that beautiful long whip at me.

"Speak."

"Yes sir, it's what I deserve, I'm a liar sir."

Ohh damn I would say anything he wanted as long as I could feel that thing hitting me.

"You think you would like this then boy? speak."

"Yes sir I would like that very much sir."

Shit when is he going to use it, I want it so bad, I can almost feel it on my ass right now, come on mister dont make me wait, please now, god I want to spoof sooo bad.

"Well boy you're not going to get something you would like, this is punishment time not fun time."

Did he say I wasn't getting it, no...no...not now please I need it, I want it, my head screamed out at the utter disappointment as he said no. Fuck doesn't he care how I feel, fucking ass hole, I hate him, well not really but he has to do it to me, please.

He dropped the whip on the floor, right in front of me, I could see and almost feel it wrapping itself around me like a hot blanket and giving me lots of tingles inside. He has to give it to me, he has to, I need it sooo bad.

"Well boy time for your punishment, you lied to me three times and you broke the rules I set you four times so thats a total of seven times you failed to show respect to me and your parents, is that right? speak."

"Yes Sir that's correct."

"So five strokes for each offence sound right to you? speak."

"Yes Sir it is a fair amount Sir."

Damn this is going to be so kool, five strokes of that thing on the floor multiplied by seven is...ah thirty five, this is going to be so neat.

"Right drop your pants and underpants, then turn around with your hands behind your back as before."

"Mmmy underpants Sir?"

"Five more for speaking boy, now do it."

No! he's not really doing this, drop my pants and under pants, but....but....but Mum and Dad will see me hard and all wet. Fuck this is so embarrassing, but I knew deep inside that I would do it, this man just sort of made me want to, I began to take down my pants and then the rest of my skin was bare for all of them to see. I took a quick look under my eyebrows at Mum and Dad but they just sat there with a sort of smile on their faces. My dick jumped again as I stood up and turned around like he had asked with my hands behind me.

"Hurry up boy and stand up straight hands behind you."

When my hands were behind me I felt that hard cold steel of cuffs wrap around my wrists and fasten tight to hold my hands still, my dick had at first started to soften with the embarrassment of my parents seeing me but at the first touch of the cold steel it jumped up again hard as ever.

"Now boy, come here and lay over my knees."

Over his knee's, He was going to slap my ass like a little kid and in front of my Parents and uncle, I could feel the heat in my face as I blushed at being treated like a ten year old but my dick just got harder at the thought of those hands pounding my ass. He said Fourty strokes, ooohhhhh this is going to feel sooo good.

"Count them out boy."

He said count them? whats all this about, all I want is to get that really hot feeling again and he wants me to count. I jumped as his hard hand connected right between my cheeks, almost right over my hole, the stinging was so good my dick jumped at the feel of it and the warmth of his hand hitting my butt stayed and flowed all through me as he talked to Mum and Dad.

"Does he get the whole lot James?" Steve asked.

"Yes Steve he has to learn to do as I say, this is the best way for him to rememeber."

I sighed as he answered dad but as I relaxed he got me again with one right on my left cheek, it was harder and stung like crazy but it was also nicer as my dick jumped again.

"So what do you think Steve, Sue, you want to leave him with me for a while to get him to tell the truth and show respect for you?"

They're going to leave me with him, oh god I hope so, he really knows how to make me feel good, already my butt is feeling hot and the tingling is getting stroner all the time.

"Well Sue what do you think, Personally I think James is just what he needed, don't you?"

James, so thats his name, I like that name, it's strong, you know like King James or Captain James, god I hope he will keep me and give me heaps of hot butt all the time, jeez he can hit hard and it's only his hand, Mmmmmmm, this is going to be so great.

"Yes Steve, I think he's in good hands now."

"Well James how long do you want him around?"

"Wait, I'll ask the boy, boy how long you want to stay here? speak."

"As long as you'll have me here Sir."

As soon as I answered he gave me a three hit combo, left cheek, right cheek then right in the middle again, it was awesome.

"Well boy thats the first five, but you didn't count them out, now I have to start all over again, this time you count and say thank you sir, speak."

Damn forgot that part, hehehehe, well at least I get them all over again, this is the greatest day in my life. It's funny but I sort of feel good with him, you know sort of closer than just someone to make me feel good, he knew what I wanted and did it real good to me.

"Yes sir, thank you Sir, starting now Sir."

Mum, Dad and uncle Brian got up and left me laying over the Man's, oops sorry, James, knee's.

"Thanks again James, we'll send him some clothes over and make arrangements for his schooling here in auckland, this is definately what he needed, I totally agree with Brians descision to talk to you now, if it's ok with you we'll get started home, again thanks."

"Ok Steve I'll keep you up to date as things go along."

"Ok thanks again bye for now, and say bye to the boy for us later."

They are really going to leave me here with this man James, at last they understand what I want, I just know he's going to do all the good things I've always wanted. The feeling deep inside me smiled like the white bird had done and I felt as though I was going to burst as James talked to me again.

"Will do Steve drive safely, now boy, you got some counting to do."

Whack

"One Sir, thank you Sir."

Yessssssss, that was a good one, maybe if I forget to count he will start again, hehehehe, no better not make him to angry, he has a lot of power in his hands and I might not get some tomorrow if he gets to angry. Oof, jeeze that one was a good one.

"Two Sir, thank you Sir."

A LITTLE MORE LATER?:

If you would like Eric to tell his story a bit further please email me and let me know.