The Farm Hand

The Farm Hand...Chap 18 crackerjack674@aol.com

Jason's Mom had packed the night before. So after a quick breakfast, the car was loaded and ready to go. His Mom hugged him tight and kissed his cheek.

He stood in the drive and watched as the drove along the road. A smirk forming on his lip's while he was thinking about the next few days.

When he had told Shawn about his Mom leaving for a few day's. Shawn had got all excited. They had planned to have him stay for the next three day's. Shawn had already talked to his Mom about it, and it was all falling into place. Of course they would share a bed, but Jason doubted the amount of sleep they might get.

Walking back into the house he glanced at the clock. It was only Four something. He decided to go lay back down for a lil while. It would be at least an hour before Shawn showed up.

. Setting down he watched him sleep.

Instead of being able to grow closer, they were being separated. Somehow he would make it, he just had to be strong. Sure it would be lonely without being able to see him when he wanted. And the nights they had spent down the lane, or in the barn. Would be a thing of the past. They were all good memories, and it made him smile when he thought about it. To be able to kiss him, or feel his body on top of his. It was like nothing else. His life had really changed, took a turn he never had thought it would. To find someone, and fall in Love with them. And for them to be the same sex? That blew his mind.

It had to be Love, there was no other reason he could think of. And he truly loved Jason. Sure there were things that he really liked, and the things he didn't like. No one is perfect, and he was sure Jason felt the same about him. Never before had he felt that close, or even in Love. Sometimes late at night, he would lay in bed. Thinking about how it would be to spend his life with him. Eventually they would move away from the area. Maybe live in a bigger city, where people of the same kind would be around. At first it might be tight getting by, but they would make it somehow.

His thoughts were cut short by moans coming from Jason's bed. Opening his eyes he looked over and saw that he had turned over on his side. His face was the other direction, and the blanket had pulled up and was not covering his back. His tight boxer shorts had pulled up around his ass.

Shawn could take it no more, getting up he walked over to the side of the bed. Jason looked so peaceful sleeping, and he really hated to wake him. So being as quiet as he could he slipped in beside him. Pushing his cock into Jason's ass. Jason moaned and pushed himself into him. Moving his ass up and down against him. Shawn's cock felt like it was ready to explode. He needed to get his pants off. Pulling himself away he started to undo his pants, when he noticed Jason had turned over and was looking at him. A smile across his face, Shawn leaned in a kissed him deep. They explored each others mouths, Shawn held Jason's head in his hands as they kissed. Not wanting to break it off.

After they had broke it off, Jason finished pulling Shawn's zipper down. He could feel the heat coming from inside the pants. The hardness under the tight material. Sticking his hand inside he wrapped it around the hard flesh. Running his hand down the length, he felt Shawn's body quiver. Shawn lifted his hips and Jason pulled the pants free from his legs. Jason looked down and saw Shawn's cock head sticking out. Deep purple with drops of pre cum forming at the head. In one quick motion he bent over and licked the head. Tasting the sweet juice, running his tongue over the head and down the shaft.

Shawn pulled himself up on his elbows and watched as Jason worked on his cock. Jason licked down to his heavy nuts, and licked and rolled them in his mouth. Looking into his eyes he licked back up the shaft. His tongue working around the fat glands. Looking at him one more time he opened his mouth and let the cock

slide down his throat. Letting it slide all the way in till his face was in buried in Shawn's pubic hair. Holding it in his throat he swallowed hard. The cock was deep in his throat, he could feel it pulse. Taking his time, with his tongue he worked his way back up the shaft.

Deep moans escaped Shawns chest, his hips raising his cock into Jason's mouth. Propping a pillow behind his back he put his hands on Jason's head. He loved to watch his cock disappear between his lip's. And Jason was sucking his cock like never before. His lips were pulled tight and he could feel his nuts pull up. Moving his hips faster they matched thrusts. Shawn just couldn't seem to get enough of Jason's hot mouth. Being careful not to pull his cock free, he pulled Jason to the side. Flipping him on his back, Shawn was now above him and was thrusting his cock deeper. He could feel his nuts bounce off his chin, and felt the stubble as it scratched him. Looking down at Jason he could see he was really liking this.

Sweat had started running down his back and chest. He pushed his hips faster, he could feel the cum racing from his nut's. He was close now, the tight throat pulling the cum from him. His cock swelled and the head felt like it was exploding as he shot his first load, Jason felt it run down his throat. Making sure to swallow hard, Shawn had stopped pumping and now his cock was unloading his prize. Jason could feel shot after shot. It had filled his mouth and was flowing out the sides of his lips. He couldn't get enough of it.

Looking down at Jason, he smiled and pulled his cock from his lips. Smacking it and rubbing it across his face. Bolting from the bed Shawn ran into the bathroom, Jason close behind. Turning on the shower he jumped in, the hot water felt good running over his body. He felt Jason's arms wrap around him, he could feel his cock pressing into his ass. Jason bit his neck, and ground his cock deep in his crack.

Shawn let his hands wander up to his nipples. Pinching the hard erect flesh. Moans escaping his throat, leaning over on the wall Jason slide down to his knees. Pulling the lobe's apart, he licked the pink hole. Running his tongue around and using his teeth to nibble. Shawn pushed his ass towards him more, his ass was on fire. With his finger, he probed inside. He could feel the insides wrap around his finger. Pulling it deeper inside.

After working two fingers inside, he soaped up his hard cock. Standing up, he rubbed the head against the wet hole. His hands on Shawn's waist, he pushed forward, he felt his cock head slip inside. The tight, wet ring opened up and he slide in further. It felt so good inside his tight hole. Pulling and grasping his hard cock. Waiting till Shawn adjusted, he slide more in.

He felt the ring loosen up and slide the rest of the way in. He was deep inside, his nuts against Shawn's ass. Pulling back out to the head he thrust back inside. The ass taking his cock. Leaning over, he bit Shawn's neck. Picking up the pace, he slammed his cock deep inside. Deep moans coming from Shawn. It felt hot in Shawn's tight ass. Looking down he watched as his cock slipped back inside. The hole opening up and taking it. He liked to watch it as it he slammed and worked it. His nuts slapping against the ass.

Shawn's hard cock was slapping against his chest. Pulling him up to him, Jason grabbed ahold of it. Working it while he fucked him harder. His body was alive, his nuts were pulling up. He could tell Shawn was getting close. Pulling his cock out, he jerked it hard. Shawn turned around and put his face close to it. Jerking his own cock hard. Jason's cock head swelled and he could see the pre cum dripping from the head. Jason's body tensed up and grabbing Shawn's head he let go. Cum flying out and landing on Shawn's face. Shawn's own cock let go, squirt after squirt flying up and landing on Jason's leg.

After Jason had jerked the last of his cum out, he feel over onto Shawn. Shawn raised up and licked the cum from his crotch. The hot water running down his back. Pulling him to his feet, he took the soap and ran it over Jason's body. Taking him into his arm's, he soaped him up. Running the soap all over his body.

His fingers ran over his nipples and he felt them harden to his touch. Swirling around he pinched them.

Jason let his head roll back on Shawn's neck.

Shawn could feel his cock getting hard. Jason wrapped his hand around it. Cleaning it off, making sure to roll his nuts in his hand. Turning around Jason put his lips to his. Kissing him deep, his tongue exploring. He loved this man, wanted to be with him. It felt good when he was around him. Tear's started flowing from his eyes, it was going to be hard to leave him. Going to be hard to not see him when he wanted.

Shawn could tell he was crying, he pulled his chin up to his. Looking into his ewe's, Every thing is going to be ok. You know that, and you know how much I love you. This time apart will only make that Love stronger. There is no way I can ever forget you. And I would never do that, you should know that. I know you love me in the same way. Things wont always be this way. After some time we will be able to be together in the way we want. You will see, sure it's going to be hard to be away from your smile, your humor, and every thing about you. We can do this Jason, our love is strong enough. We just have to hold on.

After they finished rinsing off, they went into his room and got dressed. There were some chores to finish, and some last minute packing to do. Working through the morning, the took a short lunch and a short swim. Laying on the grass, they held each other. The afternoon sun shining down on them. The wind blowing their hair, It felt good to hold Shawn in his arms. His body next to his, he could feel his heart beat in his chest. Feeling like he was one with him.

They worked the rest of the day, not stopping till the sun was going down. After cleaning up, they got into Shawn's car. Heading into town, they was going to have pizza. While they were driving, Jason sat next to him. His head on his shoulder. His thought's were drifting again, he was thinking about having to leave this place. About having to leave Shawn. No, he needed to push those thoughts from his mind. Enjoy the time he still had with him.

It had been a good pizza, the cokes they had washed it down with tasted great. Now they were heading home, Jason had layed his head in Shawns lap. The window's were down and he could feel the cool breeze. The cricket's were making their sounds. Before he knew it, he had drifted off. When he woke up it was dark, and he could feel a warm body beside his. Arm's wrapped around his chest. He could hear the sound of peaceful breathing. He was in bed with Shawn. When he fell asleep in the car, Shawn must of carried him upstairs and put him to bed. Moving in closer to him, he put his arm's around him. Falling off to sleep.

The morning sun shining on his eye lids woke him up. Shawn looked over at him and smiled. This was the man he loved, and he wanted to wake up like this every day. Wanted to be able to hold him in his arm's until he woke. So he could see him smile and kiss him. Laying his hand on his chest, he layed there and watched him sleep.

A lil while later Jason woke up. He could smell the coffee and bacon cooking. For a minute he wasn't sure if his mother was back. Then a smile came across his face, and he remembered who was cooking for him. Getting out of bed, he stretched and walked over to his dresser. Getting his clothes ready, he got dressed. Slowly he walked down the stair's. He could hear Shawn moving around in the kitchen. The pan's clinging together and the hot grease splattering.

As he came around the corner he could see Shawn standing near the stove. A giggle escaped his lips, there in the kitchen, was Shawn. He had put his mom's apron on and was standing over by the stove. Shawn hearing him laugh turned around and smiled at him. Good morning lover boy, how are we this morning? Thought I would make us something good to eat, to get us started off. Jason walked over and put his hands around him. Kissing him. Breaking it off, he asked if there was anything he could do?

No, you just set down. I am taking care of everything. Walking over to the table he pulled the chair out and set down. Shawn got two plates out and loaded them down with bacon, toast, and eggs. It all looked good, and Jason was hungry. He couldn't believe Shawn had got up without waking him. As they ate they talked about what they wanted to do and get done today. They were going to take Jason's car over to Shawn's house. It was going to be stored over there until Jason got his permit. Then it would be brought to him. They were getting a U-haul today, and needed to load most of Jason's stuff. Some of the stuff in the house would stay, most of it had been sold off. In his Mom's room, every thing would stay except the cedar chest. It had been a gift when she had married his dad. She just couldn't part with it. A few things in the barn would also be moved.

Jason insisted on doing the dishes. It was all he could do after the breakfast Shawn had made for him. After he had finished up they headed out to the barn. Shawn opened the doors while Jason got in his car and started it up. Standing out of the way, Jason pulled it out of the barn. Closing the door's he jumped into his car. Jason took off out the drive and headed towards Shawn's. He didn't live to far away and Jason would be careful on the way over. Shawn followed close behind him. When they got to his house he pulled over and let Shawn ahead of him. Shawn had to open the door's on the shed. Jason pulled the car in and killed the engine. It would be some time before he got to drive it again.

The two boy's headed into the house to see Shawn's mom. She was on the couch, talking on the phone. She smiled as she saw them come through the door. After telling the person on the other end Shawn was home she hung up.

So, what kind of trouble are you two in today? Shawn flashed her his smile and told her they were heading into town to rent the truck. That they still had to load the stuff that was going on the trip. Sounds like fun, you guys need any help? I know I cant lift much, but could probably help with cleaning.

Naw, we will be fine. We just need to get going. Time is flying by like you wouldn't believe.

Ok then, just be really careful, and remember you two need to be here around seven tonight. Im making us a good supper.

Walking over to his mom he kissed her on the forehead. Gotta go mom, see ya tonight. Looking at Jason, he asked him if he was ready to go. Sure thing. The two walked to Shawn's car and headed into town. They were picking up the truck and was picking up Jeff. One of Shawn's friend's. He was going to drive Shawn's car to the edge of town, then Jason would take over. They just didn't want him to get caught in town.

Shawn pulled the truck into the drive, pulling up close to the barn. He needed to back it as close as he could to the porch. Jason stood on the edge and told him how far he could go. Once the truck was backed in they started loading the lil stuff first. When it came time to do Jason's room they walked up stairs. Jason had just made it through the door when Shawn ran up to him and picked him up in his arms. Carrying him over to the bed. Slowly he layed him down. Standing there looking at him. He reached out and started undoing the buttons on Jason's shirt.

The whole time he was doing this he looked him right in the eye's. Making sure not to miss anything.

Once he had the shirt unbuttoned Jason moved his hips up and Shawn untucked it. His mouth going to his chest and sucking on his nipple. Biting the and twisting the flesh between his teeth. Jason's felt the shock run through his body. His cock filling with blood. Shawn ran his tongue around the hard hard nipple.

Shawn released the hard flesh from his grip, and ran his tongue up and around Jason's chest. Working his way to his neck. Bitting and licking and sucking the sweet flesh. His tongue darted into his mouth and tasted the sweet taste of his tongue. He felt it wrap around his and pull it in deeper. Putting his hand's to his crotch he felt the hardness straining to be free. Undoing his pants he ran the zipper down. He could feel the hard cock bouncing out at him. The head wet with pre-cum. Wanting to take it in his mouth he broke the kiss off and swirled his way down.

With out warning he engulfed the head. His tongue tasting the bitter sweet taste. Licking all around the head making sure not to miss any. Jason arched his back, forcing more of his cock down the warm throat. Shawn swallowed and took it down. He felt it hit the back of his throat and work its way down. He could feel the fat head sliding down and felt his throat open up.

After he had took it all, he took his hand and ran it under Jason's nut sacks. Rolling them around in his hands. The hard cock deep in his throat. Putting his hand to Jason's mouth he stuck his finger in, getting it wet. Once it was wet he moved it down and under Jason. Running it up his ass crack, till he found the tight hole. Rubbing it around he started to push it in, the ring relaxing for the finger. He could feel it sucking it in. The wall's closing in around it. He took the cock deeper, wrapping his tongue around it sucking hard. He felt the nut's in his hand pull up. His finger now fucking the sweet ass, his mouth sicking the cock deeper. The wall's closing in around his finger as he thrust it and pulled it out. Only to thrust it in harder. He wanted to taste the sweet cum. To drink it down.

Shawn could feel the cock head swell in his throat. Pre cum was leaking out, the shaft getting harder. Jason started to buck his hip's forward, pushing the cock all the way in. Making sure he took it all. The head was alive with feeling, he could feel his nut's pulling up. He wanted to cum so bad,wanted to drain his nut's in Shawn's mouth. He felt the hot cum rush from his nut's and down his shaft. A deep groan escaping his lip's as he felt the head explode.

Shawn felt the hot load splash against the back of his throat and run down. Swallowing hard as the second load came rushing out. Running his tongue around the shaft, and swallowing the hot load. Jason pushed his cock deeper down as a third load filled his throat. He could feel his finger being crushed as Jason's ass contracted against it. As he swallowed the fourth load his own cock started to spasm. His cock head tingled as he felt the cum rush out. Filling his pants, and running down his leg. His body convulsing as he shot load after load of his own.

Jason was drained, his body alive. He let himself fall back, his cock slipping from Shawn's mouth. Flipping up against his chest, a pool of cum forming on his belly. Shawn moved up on the bed and layed beside him, kissing him deep. Letting him taste his own load. Jason licked the inside of his mouth.

Shawn pulled him closer to him, holding him tight.

He could feel his hard cock pressing up against him. his own cock still hard. Rolling over he pulled Jason on top of him. His hands roaming over his ass, his finger finding the tight hole. Jason ground his cock hard against him. Shawn's finger pushing inside him, his tight hole pulling it in. Jason wanted him inside of him, wanted to feel his cock fill him up. Sliding down more he took the head into his mouth. Running his tongue over the shaft. Jason needed Shawn deep inside him, wanted to have him deep inside him.

Shawn's cock slipped from his lip's. Moving himself he straddled him, Shawn put his hand's on his hip's. Jason could feel the cock head at his hole. Looking into his eye's he let the head slip in. He could feel it stretch the tight ring. Jason could feel Shawn raising his hip's, wanting to get more inside. Letting his body slide on down he felt the cock fill him up. His hole was on fire, his cock twitched and pre cum was leaked out. He could feel the pubic hairs against his ass. Sitting there he let himself get use to it, then slowly leaned forward. The cock sliding out of him, rocking back again he felt it slide along and fill him. It felt good to have him inside, squeezing his muscles, clamping down on the hard cock.

Shawn loved to be inside him, to feel his ass milk his cock. Holding on to Jason's shoulders he pulled himself up. Pushing Jason back, getting up on his knees. His body over his, his cock deep inside. Putting his lips to Jason's he pulled out only to thrust back in. His nut sack slapping against him. Shawn could take it no more, increasing the pace he fucked him hard. The tight walls closing around it.

Jason loved to have him inside him. The hard cock pounding his ass. His own cock twitching and aching. Wrapping his hand around it he stroked it with Shawn's pace. Pulling his legs higher, taking more of the hard cock. Shawn picked up more speed and was fucking the ass hard. He could feel the cum boiling in his nut's. Moans filled the room, bodies wet with sweat. The smacking sound of Shawn pushing his cock deeper. The bed springs squeaking with the bodies. Shawn was lost in total bliss.

Fill my ass good, give it all to me. Yeah fuck me hard Shawn. Let me feel that big cock, Jason was pounding his own cock harder. His nuts pulling up, he could feel the head swell in his ass. Yeah Shawn, fill my tight hole. Flood me with your hot cum.

It's coming baby, get ready. Shawn thrust one more time before letting it go. He could fill the hot cum shoot, as it coated the walls. Pulling out he thrust back in, filling the tight ass again. Jason's cock shot off, he could feel the wall's closing in around his cock. Milking it for every last drop of seed. He watched as Jason coated his chest with cum. Splashing around his nipples and coating the light hair between them. His head layed back his eye's closed.

Shawn bent over and licked up his chest. Tasting the hot seed. Swirling his tongue around the nipples.

Running his lips across the wet skin. His tongue traveled up Jason's neck, his lip's meeting his. Pushing his tongue deep inside, Jason took his tongue and licked the seed from Shawn.

The car door slamming brought the two apart. They had not even heard a car pull in. Jason shot over to his window and looked out. He couldn't see the color of the car, or the driver. The engine turned over and the lights came on as the car backed out of the driveway. As it speed back towards town, Jason got a sinking feeling in his stomach. Who was out here with them? Had they came into the house?

Shawn's hand touched his shoulder as he asked if he saw who it was? No I couldn't see, the sun had already went down. But Im sure it was a dark car. I think there was only one person. Didn't even get a good look at who ever it was. Oh well, guess they got quite a show if they came in. Laughing Jason turned around and tickled Shawn. The boys laughing and joking around.

In between jab's Shawn asked him if he was as hungry as he was? Your tight lil ass has worn me out.

Jason not answering jabbed at him one last time before running out of the room. Before Shawn new he had ran he was done the stairs. Shawn took down after him, he found him in the kitchen. Leaning against the counter eating on some left over bacon. Jason stuck a piece in his mouth the rest hanging out. Shawn walked over and bit down on the other end, eating his way towards his lips.

He could never get enough of this guy. Shawn totally knew what he felt for him. Not wanting to think about losing him anymore, Shawn walked over to the refrigerator, looking inside he had noticed that it had been pretty well cleaned out. None of the food would be brought along, some had went to families, and the rest gave to the Church. Jason's uncle would be driving the truck. Jason and his Mom would be flying out. His Aunt would be meeting them at the airport. It was only one day away. Shawn felt his stomach turn over. After the next night he would see him for awhile. Trying to block it from his mind, he turned and look at Jason.

Hey what do you think about going to town and trying to find something to eat? I mean we could grab some burgers or something. Not really any reason to cook and mess the place up.

Sure, but I think we need to get dressed for that don't you? Jason giggled as he grabbed his soft cock and flipped it against his flat stomach.

Shawn ran over to him and slapped his chest, bouncing out of the room. Jason found him upstairs he was half dressed. His shirt pulled over his head and his pants around his ankle's. Laughing he walked over to him and pushed him over on the bed. His legs flying up.

Jumping on his chest he kissed him again. Jason just couldn't seem to get enough of his sweet lip's. And he had to make sure he got it out of his system before he left. He was going to miss him, really miss him bad. But he also needed to think of when he would see him again. And just look forward to that day. In his mind he would know that he was there for him, that he loved him. It was just going to be different not being able to see him. Not to be able to talk to him when he had a bad day. Sure he would make new friends and all, but it just wasn't the same. His smile, the way his eye's light up. His tight chest, his strong legs. Tear's ran down his cheek'.

Shawn heard him sniffle and broke the kiss off. Taking his hand he wiped the tear off. We still have till Friday morning you know. I know this is hard, but it's life. Sometimes we gotta take the good with the bad. And this is just one of those times. I have this year left and I will be looking for a college, and you know there is one close to where you will be. So don't worry, before you know it, Fall break will be here and I will be there waiting on you to pick me up at the Airport. Now come on, let's go get something to eat.

During the ride into town, Jason layed his head on Shawns lap. The lights from the dash lite up his eye's and he could see the pain in them. It seems like it had been forever since the two fell in Love. Deep down Jason knew what he felt for him was more then friendship. Then that day at the pond, things just went together. It had been like a new world to him. It felt so right just to hold him, to do the things they did. The night they had parked down the lane came back to him. At first it had scared him, he wasn't sure what was going to happen. But it had turned out to be everything he needed and wanted. He had found love that night. And it would forever stay in his mind. It had come across his mind at first, that Shawn had other idea's. That the things that they had done was only another way to get off. Looking back up at him he smiled. Jason was glad he was wrong, and that he had finally found someone who loved him as much as he loved them.

That night they layed in bed. Holding each other tight, the sounds of their breathing filled the room. Their bodies molding into one. The moon high in the sky, the night animals prowling around. They slept, and dreamed of their futures together.

That morning after taking a shower. They ate a quick breakfast and started loading the truck. Jason's bed was broke down, they had planed to sleep on the floor. It took them half the day to get the work done. But at last everything was in. Setting on the porch they were each thinking about what it was going to be like to hold each other tonight. Knowing that the next night they would be mile's away from the other.

Shawn was the one that broke the silence. I have an idea. Why don't we get cleaned up and take a drive. See what we can find to do, grab something to eat. Make a night of it since we got done early.

Sounds like a good idea to me. Jumping up off the step, he yelled out. Race you to the shower. Shawn was right behind him bounding up the stair's. Jason already had his shirt pulled off and was working on his pants. He had kicked his shoes off before he had ran. Shawn ran into the bathroom, turning on the water. After he had took his clothes off he jumped in. The hot water felt good on his chest. Jason climbed in behind him, Shawn felt his hands on his hip's. Jason's teeth on his neck.

Laughing he asked him if he ever got enough? He could feel Jason's cock pressing against his ass. What do you think Shawn?

Reaching back he stroked his cock. Jason was biting his neck and it was making his knees weak. Even though sex would have been nice. And his own cock was getting hard. He needed to stop him. This was their last night together for awhile, and he wanted to make it special. Shawn had plan's that Jason didn't know about.

Shawn turned around and put his arm's around him. Locking him in a tight embrace. The water running over their bodies. We need to hurry and get going. As much as I would love to be in here with you, and mess around. We still need to get going. I have someplace I want us to go, Im going to make this day last as long as I can. Slapping him on the ass, he grabbed the soap and ran it over their bodies. Lathering them up and letting the water rinse them off.

Once they were dressed they headed out to the car, the truck still parked in the drive. Loaded and ready to go. It made Jason's stomach turn when he thought about it. Looking over at Shawn he smiled and got in beside him. Wonder what he has planed for today he thought?

Shawn had already had it taken care of, he had done this a couple of days after he found out they would be leaving. Smiling to himself he thought about the fun they were going to have today. The drive wouldn't be so bad, it would give them some time to talk. It was set and they were on their way. Heading south toward the interstate. The sun high in the noon sky,it was going to be a warm day. No rain was in the forecast, so it looked like everything would work out just as he thought. Smiling one more time to himself he put his arm around Jason and hit the gas.

Jason, at first thought they might be going to Indy for a night of fun. Like they had done on his birthday. When Shawn turned East instead of West, he wasn't sure where they could be going. It was nice to be riding along with him, his arm around his shoulder.

Laying his head over he rested, drifting off to sleep.

His mind began to wonder off, he was in a place where he had never been before. Kid's around his age were standing all around him. Most of them had mean looks on their faces. There were a few girl's but most were guy's. Jason could feel the warm blood running from his lips. The boy standing in front of him had his fist pulled back ready to strike again. He could hear them chanting over and over. His heart racing he could feel his own fingers forming a tight fist.

This boy was a lil taller then him, about the same height and weight. Jason could see the fist in slow motion as it shot out a him. Raising his arm he blocked the punch. His left arm flying out to make contact with rib's. He could hear the sound of a dull thud as he pulled back. The kid feel to the floor, his head hitting the hall floor with another dull thud. Kids all around him stood in total shock and looking at him. One walked over to help the guy up, he was really mad now. Jason could see it in his face. As he got to his feet he lowered his head and took a running pace towards him. Jason ready for the blow stood his ground, waiting for the right moment to bring his knee up. And split his nose. Just as he almost got his knee ready he felt an arm on his shoulder, shaking him. Opening his eye's he realized it was all a dream. He was in the car with Shawn, they were stopped somewhere.

You must of been having some kind of dream? You were making all kinds of strange noises. And talking to yourself. You feeling OK?

Yeah, guess I was just dozing off. Im Ok. Looking around he could tell they were in a city somewhere. But he had never been here before. The sounds of car's and trucks were coming through the window. Where are we anyways?

Well it's part of the surprise, but we are here, so I guess it wouldn't hurt to tell you. We my good man, are in Dayton Ohio. And this is where we are going to have our Wonderful day at. So if you will get your ass moving, it's time to feed our faces. This place is suppose to have the best rib's ever.

Jason was glad Shawn had planned this all out. They ate so many rib's it felt like he was going to explode. Shawn was right about good rib's. They just seemed to keep them coming. Big mounds of them. Setting back in the seat, holding his stomach. Jason smiled at Shawn, he had deep red sauce all around his mouth.

What's so funny, Shawn asked? Oh maybe the fact that you look like a three year old kid. With Kool aide all around your mouth. Shawn wiped his mouth with his napkin, only smearing the sauce in. Jason held his stomach tighter as he burst into more laughter.

Shawn scooped out an ice cube and tossed it at him.

Hitting him on his chest. The cube slid down, making a wet mark along it's way. Landing in Jason's lap. Brushing it off with his hand, he scooped one out, tossing it at Shawn. Shawn ducked and the cube went over the back of the seat. Landing in a glass and knocking it over. Jason went red in the face. The people at the next table turned around and gave him dirty looks. Piercing through his skin. Sinking down into the seat, he could hear Shawn laughing, tear's streaming down his face. Jason was ready to leave, picking up the check he left the table.

Shawn ran up to him and took hold of his sleeve, pulling the check from his hand. Jason turned around and busted out laughing when he saw the sauce still on his mouth. Give me a second, I wanna get this stuff off my face before we leave. I will be right back, kissing him on the forehead.

Jason stood near the front, he could see people every where talking and laughing while enjoying their meal's. His eye's wandered over the crowd of people. Old and Young couple's were seated at the tables. Soft music played over the speaker's. Jason felt like he was being watched, he could feel it. Looking over the crowd again, his eye's locked with a man a few years older then him. Looking over he could see another man setting with him. His eye's looked back at the one guy, he was still watching him. Breaking eye contact he looked away. Now it felt like he was being watched even more. Looking back their way the other guy was turned around now. A big smile across his face, Jason could feel himself turning red. Where was Shawn, what was taking him so long? He could see the two were looking his way and talking. Not knowing what to do, he turned the other way.

Standing there looking out the door's, he felt a hand on his shoulder. It's about time you got back, he said turning around. Only to be looking into the eye's of the guy at the table.

Hi, my friend and I was having dinner when we saw you two come in. We couldn't help but notice how much fun and how well you two were getting along. I don't make a habit of doing things like this. But I think I am pretty safe with the two of you. There's a festival of fort's going on in the park, all afternoon. We were wondering, if you two didn't have anything else planned. If you might join us? It's all fun and safe, just people out having fun. There will be games, entertainment, all kinds of fun things.

Jason didn't know what to say. Looking over this guy's shoulder he could see Shawn coming back. He had a look of confusion on his face. Excusing him self Jason walked over to him. Explaing what had happened, and how they had been invited to the festival. Shawn's face went to a big smile.

I already know about it, that was a surprise for you. It's totally up to you if we go with these guy's or not? Were going to be there, and they will too. What's it hurt to make some new friend's. I mean they look totally harmless. And by the looks of it, deeply in love just like you and me.

Jason had thought's running through his mind. This was all new to him, and the idea of going to a festival, with people he didn't know. Didn't rate high on his list of things to do for fun. Then again, he didn't wanna disappoint Shawn in any way. So after looking back at the guy, he turned and told Shawn it was fine with him.

After paying the bills, and awkward introduction's, the four were on their way. The couple's names were Tim and Jake, they had been together since their freshman year in school. Conversation seemed to flow pretty easy for them, as Jason looked out the window. Watching the city building and the people around him. Shawn's hand was on his leg, he could feel the warmness through his pants. Jason looked up to the front seat, he could see Jake holding Tim's hand while he drove along. Wishing it was going to be like this with Shawn, but he knew it would be awhile now. Looking away he smiled at Shawn before turning back towards the window.

It was a hot day today, the sun was still burning bright. Not a cloud in the sky. After they had parked they headed towards the gate. Jason could see the rainbow colored flag's flying high in the air. Looking around he could see other couple's holding hand's. Reaching down he took Shawn's in his. Holding it tight, Shawn squeezed back as the two walked among the other's. Their were all kinds of booths and games. Music was coming from speaker's high on poles. Jason had never heard it before.

Tim looked at them and told them they would meet up with them later. They had some other people to meet. Jason and Shawn headed off down the walkway. Looking and listening at the people and the booths. Jason could smell the food being cooked, and all the steam and smoke coming from the grills and pit's.

People were everywhere, smiling and talking. Some were in tight embraces, letting it all go. Not even noticing all the other people around them. Just being theirselfs. Shawn pulled him off towards the lake.

Hey let's do this, it was a paddle boat and you could rent it by the hour. Paying for an hour the two were off. heading towards the setting sun. Shawn had put his arm around him and as they worked their way out Jason couldn't take his eye's from him. His hair blowing in the light breeze, the sun reflecting off his eye's. The way his check muscles moved as he talked. The light covering of hair on his chin, the way his Adams apple moved. He had undid his shirt,and Jason could see his strong chest.

Did you even hear what I just said? Jason jerked his eye's away from his chest and looked into his eye's. No Im sorry, I was lost in you. Shaking his head, I asked if you thought maybe this would be a nice place to set and talk for awhile. Jason looked around, they were in a small cove, the branches and leaves of the tree's hanging above the water.

Ok, lets stop and talk. I don't really want to talk about what's going to happen tomorrow. I wanna remember this day for as long as I can. And I don't want anything to ruin that. While we was coming out here I was looking at you, and thinking about what I loved about you. I love all of you Shawn, I don't think anything can ever change that. I mean its been a bumpy road, I will say that. And I think we have came along way, don't you?

I know we have Jason, and I think about things every day. The other day I set and watched you sleep.

I was setting in the chair and thinking about future things. I dunno but I know this much. I love you Jason, and I don't ever want anything to come between us. Taking him by his shoulders he pulled him over to him.

Setting in the paddle boat they kissed, looking into each other's eye's.

On the ride back they set in the car and didn't talk much. Tim and Jake had met up with them and they had played a few games and took in a few shows. The carnival had been great. They had spent the entire time holding hand's. Not being afraid of what the other's would think. Jason could see the city lights, the tall building's like towers hoving over the city. The traffic was thick, and he couldn't see much as the car's went by. He had his hand around Shawn's leg. Shawn was leaning against his shoulder. He could feel his warm breath on his neck.

As they pulled into the parking lot, Shawn could see his car where they had left it. After exchanging numbers and promising to keep in touch, they stood in the parking lot. Watching Tim and Jake pull away. Turning around they headed towards the car. Shawn walked over to the other side and unlocked and opened the door for him. Making sure he was in before closing it. Jason saw the kid coming from the corner of his eye. Before he could say anything he had already made a stab at Shawn.

Jason watched in terror as Shawn feel over on the car, sliding down the hood. Locking his door he started honking the horn. The kid afraid it would draw some attention, sliced the tire and ran off behind the building. Jason waited until he saw him disappear then bolted from the car. Running over he could see the blood on the pavement. Shawn was curled up on his side, holding his neck. He was loosing allot of blood. Jason saw a pay phone over in the corner,bending down to tell Shawn he would be gone for a minute. Kissing him on the check he ran over dialing as fast as he could.

After he had gave the operator the directions the best he could, he ran back over to Shawn. Jason couldn't get him turned over, he wanted to see how bad the cut was. Blood had already soaked his shirt, and was running down on the pavement. Jason could hear the sound of sirens coming down the street. Shaking Shawn he couldn't get his to respond, his eye's were rolling back in his head. Jason had tear's flowing down his face. As the ambulance pulled up to them he heard door's open and people talking. Strong hand's pulled him up from Shawn.

An Em t pulled him over to the front seat and started asking him questions. Jason shook his head and told him he was fine, it was Shawn he was worried about. That he had been in the car, it was Shawn that had been attacked. Looking over he couldn't see him. There were people standing all around him. Jason could see them working on him, they had placed him on a carry board and was strapping him down. All at once they lifted him and carried him to the back of the van, sliding him in they closed the doors and was off.

Jason set in the seat and tried to watch as they screamed down the street. He couldn't see what they were doing to his neck, they had it covered. The red blood had already soaked through, Jason could see their gloved hand's covered in it.

When they arrived at the hospital Jason was told he would have to registrar Shawn and he could wait in the waiting room. After they had got him in, and took care of they would come and get him. He tried to argue with them, wanting to kiss him and see him before they took him away. But it was to no avail.

After he had done the paper work, he sat in the dim light room. An older lady was stretched out on the other side on a small couch. It had been about twenty minutes since they took him in. Seemed like it had been hour's to Jason. Jason was trying to think if he should call Shawns mom. Would it only worry her? I mean could she actually come this late at night. Looking at the clock on the wall he noticed it was after midnight now. There had been a pay phone in the hall, he had saw it earlier when he came in. Walking over to it he dialed the operator, asking to make a collect call. Jason could hear the other end ring, after about four rings the line was picked up. The charges were accepted and Jason was silent. Thinking he kept his calm, explaining what had went on, and where they were. That he had not heard anything as of yet, he was still waiting.

Shawn's mom was silent on the other end, after a long silence she asked him if he would be able to bring the car home. She knew he didn't have his license yet, but trusted that he could get back OK. Did he feel like coming back and did he think he could do it OK? Jason set for a second and thought, he should be able to get it home alright. After letting her know things would be OK, and that he would make it home. Jason's heart fell, he was suppose to leave early in the morning he hadn't had the chance to tell Shawn good bye. The scene of the kid jumping out and stabbing him kept flashing through his mind. After a few minutes he told her he would stay half an hour more then head that way. After he had said his goodbye and she told him to be careful and safe on the trip back. He walked back over to the waiting room. The clock said it was twelve thirty now, he would wait until one. Then head back to Shawn's house.

Fifteen minutes had passed and he had not heard a thing. Walking over to the nurse's desk, he waited till she looked up at him. Sweetie I have not heard a thing yet, Im sure your friend will be OK. We will let you know if anything changes. But I have to leave in like fifteen more minutes. I can't let you in there, and they are still working on him. Best thing for you to do, would be to set back down and wait.

After he set down he closed his eye's and said a short prayer. Opening his eye's he looked at the clock, it was one. As much as he didn't wanna leave he had to get back. Walking over to the desk, he asked if she could call him a cab. He needed to get back to the car and head home. After she had hung the phone up she told him to wait outside and the cab would be here in five minutes.

Walking down the hall he looked back one last time, wondering when he would see him again. Tear's streaming down his face he sat on the side walk outside. People walking by and doctor's and nurse's smoking.

Jason's tear's ran down his cheek's, wiping his face he saw the cab pulling up. Getting up he opened the door and told the driver where he wanted to go. Setting in the back seat he watched as they pulled away. The ride to the car didn't seem long, after he payed the fare. He walked over to the car, the tear's started flowing again and he fell over on the door. Sobbing he stood there and cried, it had been such a good day. And then some ass had to go run it. Jason had not even got to kiss or hold him before he left. Raising his head he remembered the flat, it had to be fixed before he could go anywhere. Opening the trunk he lifted the jack and tire out.

After he had replaced the tire, he loaded the trunk and opened the door. Getting in he put the keys in the ignition and started the car. He had driven a lil bit before and was OK. As long as he was careful he should be OK. Watching his speed and making sure not to drive like crazy, he put the car in drive. Taking off slow, not sure where to go he headed east. The city was behind him, and he could see the interstate ahead. Pulling onto the ramp he drifted into the traffic. Looking for signs he saw one that said seventy east, Indianapolis. The sign said it was five miles ahead. Leaning back in the seat he was ready to turn back, not wanting to leave the man he loved behind. He had to be strong, had to keep going.

Of course he would see him again.

When he got close to the house he looked at the clock, it was almost three am, his mom would be back at the house around five. And they would be leaving around six. Pulling the car in the drive he shut the engine off and walked up to the porch. The screen door swung open with a creak. Unlocking the door he walked in, the house was empty and dark. Walking over to the light switch he flipped it on. The living room was empty, nail holes where pictures had hung now were bare. The couch and everything had already been loaded, he had left an outfit on the counter. He was going to catch a shower when he woke up and be ready for the trip.

Picking the clothes up he walked the stairs to the shower. Turning the water on he undressed and looked at himself in the mirror. His eye's had dark circles under them, it didn't even look like him in the reflection. Stepping into the tub he let the water run over his body. The hot water relaxed his back, and felt good. Starting to cry again he let his hand's hit the wall. Mad over how things could go so wrong. Standing in the shower all alone he cried and let the water run. How was he going to get through all of this? It felt like Shawn was hundred of mile's away, even though he could call and find out how he was doing, he still couldn't get it out of his mind. The stabbing flashed through his mind over and over. Over and over he could see Shawn sliding down the hood, landing on the ground.

The hot water had ran out and cold water was running over him now. Turning it off he pulled the curtain back and reached for his towel. Drying himself off he could see the first signs of daylight coming through his window. Hurrying up he got dressed and went downstairs. The phone had already been disconnected and he couldn't call to see how Shawn was. Going out to the porch he set down, waiting on his Mom to get back. The bird's were waking up and signing their song's. Jason heard a car coming up the road, he saw the turn signal turn on and the car pulled into the drive. They would drive the car back to the airport and catch their flight.

He walked out to the car and opened the door for his mom. Getting out she wrapped her arm's around him and hugged him tight. She had donuts in her hand. Jason wanted to tell her about Shawn, but would wait until his uncle had left. Shaking his uncle's hand he walked over with him to the truck. The door was unlocked and the keys were hanging in the ignition. You guy's loaded everything OK?

Yeah we got it done last night, it's all ready to head out. Ok then, see ya at the house. You and your ma have a safe flight. Your Aunt and Brandon will be meeting you there.

Ok sir, have a safe trip and see you there. Closing the door Jason heard the engine come to life and the truck pulled out. Watching as it drove away, his things inside. Standing in the yard he looked around one last time. The barn and sheds were all closed up, the fields looked empty. The house had the shades closed and the door had been locked. Out beside the barn, where the tractor had always set was empty now. The hinge on the shed had been fixed and the door was closed tight. The yard was getting tall and probably needed mowing one last time. The new people would have to worry about that now. This wasn't his home anymore. A single tear ran down his face as he turned around and headed towards the car. His mom was standing beside the car, giving him time.Jason walked over to the side and got in, his Mom looked around and got in. Starting the car she backed out and headed towards the airport. Jason watched as the farm disappeared out of sight. Not wanting to talk about what had went on yet, and needing some sleep. Jason layed back and closed his eye's.

The airport was busy with people, Jason had brought along one suitcase, his mom's stuff was already at his uncle's house. After they had checked in they set and waited. Jason looked at his mom and started telling her about what had happened, and how things didn't seem right. She pulled him over to her, his tear's wetting her shirt. Holding him tight she told him they would call first thing after they were settled in. Jason lifted his head and looked at her. It felt good to be in her arm's, and he knew everything would be OK now. Putting his head back down they set there until their flight was called.

Jason had never flown before and he wanted to set next to the window. It seemed like he could feel the floor moving as the passenger's boarded. Looking all around him he could see the lights and the overhead storage. Outside his window he could see the wing, and the lights flashing. People were down below, one was loading baggage onto a conveyor and another one was checking the wing. The intercom came to life and he heard the stwartess come across. Her voice was sweet and gentle as she welcomed them aboard.

After going through safety instruction's and making sure everyone was wearing seatbelt's. They heard the captains voice, he was telling them how long the trip would take and how high they would be flying today. After a few short minutes Jason felt the jet lurch backwards. They were moving onto the tarmac. The lights flashed and he heard the engine's come to life.

A loud hissing sound was coming from his over head vent. Looking out again he could see the airport moving away from them. Other jet's were landing and taking off around them. The lights went out in the cabin and the pilot came across and told them they had been cleared and to set back and enjoy the trip.

Jason's ears popped as the jet made a sharp left and bogged down, he could hear the scream of the engine's now. And they were picking up speed. Before he knew it they were in the air, climbing higher and higher. Thinking about Shawn one more time he looked down as he watched the city and the car's get smaller.

It would be about an hour flight. They would have something to drink, then before they knew it be landing. Jason set back in his seat, sipping his coke and looking out the window. It was going to be a new start, a start he was going to have to do with out Shawn with. At least until they figured things out. The ground was getting closer to them now, Jason could feel them getting lower and lower. The Stewart had already came around and collected the trash. And the cabin was ready for landing.

The pilot came across and told them the current weather conditions. Jason was watching out the window, he could see the city before him. He heard a sound and looked at the wing, they were sliding up. Must be something they do for landing he thought. Not thinking about it he watched as the city came into view. He could see the house's and the car's. Everything seemed so close to him. Looked like he could reach out and touch it. The airport came into view, he could see the lights flashing. The jet turned slightly and slowed more. The run way was right under them now, Jason felt the wheels make contact. After the bump, he heard a loud sound coming from outside. Turning and looking at his mom she told him it was only the jet slowing down. The Stewart came across and welcomed them, after they had taxied and the cabin door opened. Jason and his mom got up, the line was already formed and they had to wait. Jason was anxious to get out and call Shawn. Even though he knew he would have to wait. An older man let them out, as they worked their way towards the door, Jason's stomach turned. It was finally a reality to him. He was here now and this was his new home.

With his mom right behind him he walked out and looked around. Scanning the people he didn't know who he was looking for. His mom walked up behind him and pointed over towards a woman and a boy about his age. They were smiling and waving towards them. Jason took a second look and couldn't believe what he saw. He couldn't seem to take his eye's away. His mind brought him back and he thought about Shawn. Looking down he walked over with his mom, and greeted his new family.

End Chapter 18....Hope ya liked it