"The Masturbation Monologs" by Jay Roberts Gay Masturbation
You boys back there, the half grown, unable to make sperm, high voiced minis, the words to follow are not for you, wait until your 18th birthday and I will sing it to you and invite you to the party. Meanwhile no go, and you go.
I want to introduce myself, I am Paul Herricks, er, Doctor Paul Herricks. I am a psychologist at a well know university. Not naming that institution is consistent with not using the real names of the boys in this symposium nor their schools or home towns. However I will describe the boys so you can get a picture of the speaker. They are ages 15 to 18. They are volunteers from several public high schools and private academies and one non-student. They come from different economic classes and ethic backgrounds. No boy was paid but the two-day meeting was a nice break from their routine and included meals cooked by a famous chef and lodging in a luxurious hotel. The boys had a great time and all wished it had gone on longer.
Let's get started with the actual audiotapes that I have transcribed for you to read and perhaps use in your own studies. Remember the voices and words are the boys, not mine.
A short physical description precedes each entry.
BILLY, 14 about five feet two, looks younger than his years. Shows few signs of secondary sexual characteristics. Small scrotal development. No body hair, penis normal for his age.
I got jerked off by a medical orderly when I broke both arms skate boarding. I was in the hospital ward at the school (he mentions a children's prison.) I was lying there and this young guy came to give me a bath and asks if I jerked off. I didn't even know what he meant. He says he'll show me and begins sliding his hand up and down my dick. At first it I felt nothing but soon I began to go crazy-jumping around on the bed. I told him to stop, it felt too weird. He told me to just relax and wait for the big wave to hit. Geez, it sure hit. I let out a wail and felt my whole insides shaking and heaving. He asks if I liked it and I told him to come back each day and do it. I only stayed one day more and he did come back and it was better than the first time. Once I was home, I took over. I still can't make juice like other kids can but I think it'll come soon because I am now getting a little hair under my arms.
I do it once or twice a day....sometimes in class, Hah.
The last question on your list is about jerkin' with other boys. You must be nuts, guys don't even admit they do it. "With other guys? That's way queer.
Sean 18: Sean is one of those late adolescents who could pass for 25 or so. He's tall, has a goatee and moustache. His voice is very deep and rumbling. His chest is very hairy as are his arms and legs. His penis is not very large but his ball sack is twice the usual size with large testicles.
My brother told me about wankin' I been doing it since twelve. I was pretty mature even then and shot a bit of spooge then. Jerking is my life and my hobby. I love it. I do it every time I can, sometime twice in a row. I'm always looking for new things to try. The last year I been withholding coming as long as I can so that when I can't hold back anymore, I come like a fountain. My spooge pattern is not a long streamer, like my bros, but a spray. I think it's the way my piss hole is formed. I gotta be careful 'cause it's a bit messy, still I prefer laying on my back and coming on my chest and belly. Then I eat it. Don't say yuk, it's good for me.
Jackin' is my only form of sex, never been with a girl, it'll come soon as I got my eye on one.
Guys? Okay, but for sex. Freddie 16: Freddie is a very good-looking boy, blond, well built, almost 6 feet. He has very large hands and feet, broad shoulders and narrow waist. He was very reluctant to share his experience and claimed that all this talk gave him a hard on. He has luxuriant public hair, dark blond, some hair on his legs and arms. Although his coloring is very light, his nubs are dark brown and his ball sack is almost chocolate in color. Must come from an ancestor.
I came to know about masturbation by accident, from lying on my stomach in bed and scrunching around. It felt good, I kept it up and finally reached the point of getting that peak feeling, an orgasm. It was a dry come at first but by age twelve and a half I got my first wet come. I think the feelings weren't as strong as the boyish dry comes.
I've tried all different ways of spanking the monkey. The one I like now is kneeling in front of the toilet that puts tightness on the body, hang my balls over the rim of the toilet and wank away. You can delay the cum by pressing down on that area behind the balls. The feeling of my balls being gently pressed against the rim is great. Then too, no clean up, tissue is at hand and the evidence is flushed away.
One thing: I'm blessed with a very long thick foreskin that doesn't just cover the head but reaches further along the shaft. When I stroke I never uncover the head but use the foreskin as a wanking sleeve. Inside it's slick and warm and that is the best way to come.
I do it a few times a week. I'm in La Crosse and I don't want to weaken myself before games.
Some of the team do wank in the shower and don't seem to mind who's watchin' I think that's pretty gay, no?
Wally 17: Wally is the comedian of the group. He's a red head, tall and strong body with a happy kid's face above it. The other guys gravitate toward him, he's a natural leader.
I come from a family of four boys. I'm the youngest. My brothers jerked off in bed, together and with their friends. I saw it regularly and knew about it as young as five. Even then I tried it. It was not so great then but I felt that I was doing what the big boys do. Then I went years without doing it but started when I was eleven. My next older brother showed me how and still gives me new ideas to try.
New way like getting on your knees and putting your erect cock between the mattress and the box spring and fuck away. I ruined a lot of bedding over the years but Dad was used to having dirty boys around.
I jerk off almost every day but sometimes I just don't remember or want to do it. It's not something I obsess about. I'm getting regular fucking from my girl and she will do a hand job or even a suck job if I ask so there's no need to do it myself.
Colin 16: He's an English kid, moved to the US six months ago. He has an upper class accent and comes from a wealthy family. He is the most comfortable in discussing intimate details. Physically he is up to his age in development. He has the only circumcised penis of the group and explained that he's not Jewish but the royal family is cut as well.
Wanking is something I love. I get tense at times and this is the cure. What I don't like is tossing off quickly. I like to be alone, have some good fuck books and really take time to do it properly-maybe an hour, at least. I found if I use one finger to rub my ass hole that the ejaculation is much stronger. I don't penetrate---yet. Because I need a lot of time to do it, I don't do it often. In the UK I was in a public school (that's a private school here.) I boarded with a hundred other boys. No privacy so I slacked off on my wanking duties. There were some faggots there but I avoided them. You might get a reputation if you mated up with them.
I met a girl here in the states and we have begun to get it on. She's southern and loves with I imitate her accent. I'm getting brilliant at kissing and I must confess that last weekend I shot off in my trousers whilst kissing her.
Mike 17: Mike was the only kid in our group who didn't attend school. He dropped out at sixteen. He's a street kid, has no regular home. The life he lives has taken its toll on him. He seems older than his years, his face weather beaten and dark brown from outdoor living. His physical exam showed no bad effects from his life. He did have acne on his back that we treated. The salve we gave him should clear it up in about a week. He is very defensive, thinks the group is made up of rich kids.
I very seldom bring myself off. It would cost me money. I can make twenty bucks or more by wacking off in front of some old guy. Why not? I can make double that by lettin' him blow me and more to do other things. It keeps me in food and an indoor bed, sometimes.
When you live like I do there's always queers after you. Some of them are crazy and dangerous. You have to be able to pick your mark. If they are shy, I have to take the lead. I'm not gay. I do it for money, that's a whole different thing.
I am very highly sexual. It is hard for me to go more than a day without release. I am hard most of the time and can come four times in one day. That's a good thing in my work, most hustlers are finished for two or three hours after shootin'.
I think that I get off by the admiration I get from older guys. It's a real turn on. My secret must be that if you want to have sex with me, just lay on the compliments and I'll follow you anywhere.
I only have one friend, his name is Bobby. He's gay but we don't do nothin' together. He is a few years older than me and he takes care of me. Two weeks ago I had the flu and he nursed me like a mother. I know he would like to get it on with me and maybe someday I'll give him what he wants. Once he offered me money but I only laughed.
Normie 15: He has been a problem in the group. He's an exhibitionist and frequently takes out his erected penis and shows it off. Twice I caught him grunting and jerking his organ and had to stop him. He makes jokes, sometimes cruel about the other boys. He has had sex with both boys and girls. He seems not to make a differentiation between sex with either. It's his own orgasm that seems to be the focus, not who he is with.
I got a big prick, look. It's almost nine inches long and fat too. When a boy has one this big it calls attention to itself all the time. You can see it's outlines in my pants and when it gets hard my whole front sticks out.
Lately I've been using the rubbing on the thigh method. It's excellent! Because it feels like someone else is doing it. Also using the hand you don't usually use is a nice change.
I jerk it every time it tells me to. The kids here are a bunch of weenies except maybe Mike but then he's a whore and a queer even if he doesn't know it.
It's true I have had sex with boys because it's easier. Boys just love my prick. But it's girls I really think give me a bigger cum. They're sometimes scared when they see my monster but once fucked by me they are steady customers.
My secret is that I have jerked off twice right in this class. I also think the doc is gay and likes to hear these kid's stories and may be wanking under that desk in front.
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I noticed that the boys left the group each one alone. They seemed embarrassed that they had shared so much and wanted to get away from any talking about it. I heard from one of the boys that Mike made it known that he would do a demonstration for money if they wanted. No one took him up on it.