The sound of Starting over- Ch.6b
Warning this story contains underage sex of the same sex! So if it's not legal where you are back out now! This story is completely fiction! All characters are made up with made up names! They are not supposed to represent anyone I know! Please do not copy or paste this story without my permission! Thanks and enjoy!
Chapter 6b!
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Sitting on my bed, I already shed all my clothes except my briefs. I dig through my nightstand earlier this week I got a joint off some random kid. I didn't expect to need it this soon. I keep searching and I can't find it I know I put it in here all the way to the back of the drawer.
Fuck I remember now I moved it earlier to the top of my closet, because I didn't want anyone finding it. Not wanting to face Chandler I think fuck it about going to get the step stool from the garage, and I pull my computer chair over to the closet.
I step up onto the chair trying to balance myself since it loves to swivel so easily on me. I start moving the clothes in the top shelf of my closet I put the joint in a blue jean pocket. I hear Chandler knock on the door again. "Landon can we please talk about this?"
I ignore him and go back to reach for the joint, but I shift to much to the right, and I feel the chair tip forward. I barely have time to react, before I hit the floor and I hear a crunch, and pain shoots through my right leg.
I grab my ankle and cry out, "FUCK!" I can feel it start to swell up instantly. I push the chair away from me, "FUCK" I yell out again.
"Landon are you okay?"
"No, fuck, fuck get in here." I say gritting my teeth.
Chandler opens the door and walks in. When he sees me on the floor he runs over to me. "What the hell happened?"
"Fell off the fucking chair." I tell him not wanting to make small talk, "I think it's broken." I say as I grab my ankle.
"Can you move it?" He asks.
"NO I can't fucking move it." I hiss at him.
"Okay just calm down I will go get your mom." He tells me.
I roll my eyes at him, he doesn't even make a step towards the door when Liam walks in. "What the hell is going on?" He asks he looks like he just woke up.
"Landon broke his ankle we think; go get your mom dude." Chandler tells him.
"How did that happen?" Liam asks.
"Doesn't matter just fucking get Helen!....Please." I yell.
I watch as he leaves, and I look back to Chandler and he sits down next to me, "Why did you kiss me?" he whispers.
I just shake my head, "I don't know."
"What do you mean you don't know? You can't just kiss me, and then run away from It." he tells me.
I don't meet his eyes, "I'm not a fucking fag." I spit out.
I can see his whole demeanor changed when I said those words. "Wait, that's it isn't it? You're a fag?" I ask.
"Yes...." He whispers.
I laugh, because I don't know what else to do, my ankle is hurting and now to find out Chandler is a fag. "Who else knows?"
"No one knows. You still kissed me though." He tells me.
"I told you I'm not some fag so don't get your perverted fantasies going on me." I tell him getting pissed.
"I'm not a fag, you immature asshole I am gay. What is wrong with you Landon? You could be such a nice person; instead you choose to be a heartless coward."
I don't say anything I just look at him, I haven't seen this look on his face before he looks extremely pissed off. I open my mouth, but Helen walks in, "What on earth happened?" she says.
"I fell from a chair." I say.
"What were you doing in a chair anyway?" She asks looking at my ankle barely touching it.
"FUCK, that hurts!" I yell out.
"I am pretty sure it's broken." She says looking at me.
"What gave you that idea?" I reply sarcastically rolling my eyes.
"Boys help him get in the chair, and get shorts on him. I am going to get dressed we need to get him to the ER." She tells Liam and Chandler.
They each pick a side and help me up into the chair, I wince a little. Chandler was a bit rougher than he should have been. "You mind helping him with his gym shorts; I am going to go throw some clothes on myself." Liam says.
Even though I couldn't see his face, I could see that Chandler tensed up, "Yeah." Is all he said.
I watch as Liam leaves the room. Chandler digs through my dresser finding some gym shorts and tosses them at me. At least he knows the white pair is my favorite. I think to myself as I slip them over my foot, and carefully over the swollen foot. Now the challenge of getting them up and on presents its self.
"Do you think you can help?" I ask.
"You sure I can help since I am gay?" Chandler remarks.
"Please!" I seethe through my teeth.
Walking over he grabs the waist band of the shorts and starts to pull them up over my thighs, "you're going to need to stand up lean on me so I can lift them the rest of the way up." He tells me.
I use my good foot, and hoist myself up steadying myself with my hands on his shoulders. He pulls the shorts the rest of the way up.
I start feeling myself stir in my shorts, and I sit back down. Chandler is already across the room and tosses a hoodie at me. "Your welcome." He says.
"Thanks." I reply putting on the hoodie.
Liam comes back after a few awkward silent moments where I avoided eye contact with Chandler. "Mom is in the car, so let's go." He says helping me stand up.
Chandler takes my right side to help support me, and together they help me hobble out of the room and the house. "I will sit in the back with him." Liam offers. As we get closer to the car.
"Ok, I wasn't going to go with you all." He says.
"Dude come on man, I don't want to be stuck in the ER by myself man." Liam pleads with him.
"Fine." Chandler says.
They help me into the car, and they both get in. I am stretched out in the back seat leaning on Liam. "If this wasn't such a bad time I would love a picture of this." Helen says looking back at us.
I roll my eyes at her, and Liam just shakes his head. "How are you feeling?" she asks.
"Like I have a broken ankle." I say.
"Well I am going as fast as I can sweetie; we will get it all taken care of."
I don't say anything to her; I just look at the back of Chandler's head. I feel a little bad with how I reacted with him, but I'm not gay and I don't really know why I feel this stupid fucking attraction to him. Like I want to kiss his pouty lips again.
(Chandler's POV)
We pull up to the hospital, and I run in and tell them I need a wheelchair. "Sir what's wrong?" The lady asks.
"I just told you I need a wheelchair, my friend fell off a chair and I am pretty sure his ankle is broken." I tell her.
She moves out from the desk, and she is opening the door for a blonde nurse that has a wheelchair in hand.
I walk out to the car with the nurse beside me, "It's that car he is in the back seat."
I watch as she opens the door, "Hey there. I am Nurse Beverly what's going on big guy?"
I roll my eyes cause I can already imagine the shit-eating grin Landon is wearing because Nurse Beverly is pretty damn hott.
"Well I broke my ankle." I hear the snarky reply.
"Well big guy let's get you inside so we can get some x-rays and get you some medication to make the pain go away. So what is your name?" She asks as she starts helping Liam get Landon into the wheelchair.
"Landon." He seethes I can see he is hurting, but trying not to show it.
"Sorry sweetie I know it hurts. You sure our a handsome young man." She says with lots of sugar. I see Landon flash that smile, I go over to Liam and he is just shakes his head.
I watch as Helen head in behind the nurse and Landon. "Dude he was eating that shit up!" Liam says laughing.
I just nod; I go sit on the curb and breathe a sigh of relief. I seriously thought Landon would have said something about me being gay. Liam sits next to me and lets out a sigh as well. "I wonder if things will ever calm down with Landon here?"
I just laugh at that, "I don't know man. He is something else that's for sure."
"So what was going on tonight? I heard you and him, well I heard you calling after him. What happen?" Liam asks.
"Nothing happened, just Landon being a douche as always." I try and play it off.
"Chand, come on dude I am your best friend. You have been acting so off lately since Landon cam into town. What is going on with you, and now after you and Landon argue he falls off a damn chair breaking his ankle?" he asks getting worked up.
I hate with Liam gets like this, because he doesn't give up. "We just had a disagreement." I tell him thinking it will make him drop it.
"It wasn't just a disagreement, what the hell happened?" He presses on.
I start feeling the heaviness on my chest; I try to control my breathing. "Liam just stop okay." I beg him.
He stands up, "no man what the fuck is going on?"
I had to get up, I felt like I was going to explode, "I kissed Landon." I whisper out to him.
I see the look of confusion on Liam's face, "Wait, what?"
"I kiss Landon on the roof tonight, and he freaked out." I tell him.
"But wait you're not gay neither is he?" He asks looking at me confused.
"Liam I am gay..." I tell him on the verge of tears.
He scowls at me, "So you kissed my brother?" He says his voice getting louder.
I just nod, not trusting my voice at all. "It's not the fact that your gay that's whatever, but you could of fucking told me! I am your best friend Chandler! Me I have always been there for you! You let Landon know you're gay before me! And you kissed him!" he starts yelling now.
I can't control the tears the pressure on my chest is so overbearing I can barely control my breathing. "I'm sorry. It was a mistake..." I trail off not able to say anything else.
Liam just shakes his head, "I just can't right now man." He says and turns his back on me.
I watch him head into the hospital, and I sit back on the curb. I feel so sick, and disgusted about myself right now I can't even think straight. I just want to crawl in bed and sleep for forever. I pull out my cell phone, and dial a number I never thought I would need.
"Hey it's me Chandler, remember at school you told me I could call if I needed help and you wouldn't ask questions? Can you come get me please?"
I sit, and wait. I would never have made that call if my house was so far away from the hospital I would have rather just walked home, but I know I can't in the mental state I'm in. I keep looking towards the ER doors thinking Liam will come back out and he doesn't.
About ten minutes later, a Honda Civic pulls up, and I get into the car. "You okay?" Kale asks.
"NO!" I blurt out before I could even stop myself.
He reaches over and gives me a hug, "I am glad you called." He tells me.
I launch into the story about, how Landon kissed me and how we had an argument well not much of an argument, but how it led to him doing whatever he was doing to fall off the chair and break his ankle. I told him how Landon doesn't know why he kissed me. I finally tell him about the big blowout that Liam and I just had.
"I am so sorry. Oh I got to meet the elusive Landon today at the coffee shop. Let's just say he wasn't the most polite person ever. Didn't think he was gay or even got that vibe off him." Kale says as he pulls out of the hospital.
"I didn't think he was either, but the way he looked at me and then leaned in and kissed me was just fucking perfect." I say trying to hold back the tears.
"Liam is probably just upset that you never told him that you are gay, I mean you and him are the best of friends. Everyone knows it at school you both are like twins. I understand why he is hurt doesn't make it right that he lashed out like that, but he is hurt that Landon knew before he did, and he is your best friend."
"I know I just never told him, because I didn't know what he would do. I can't lose Liam, he is my rock. I don't know what I would do without him. Landon is such an asshole." I confess
Kale just laughs at this; I tell him where I live, and we talk about the most random things, "So what are you doing after graduation?" I ask.
"Just local community college, I don't want to leave mom, and I really don't want to pay for a big tuition at a major college, and I want to learn to run a business, I am thinking of asking Hank if he can start giving me tips. I love the coffee shop so much." He says with so much animation.
"You should ask him, Hank is amazing. He is probably the most laid back guys I have ever met." I tell him.
He chuckles, "Well to you yeah, you are practically another son. I am just his very highly energetic worker whose mother is his general manager." Kale says laughing.
I just shrug as we pull into the parking lot of my apartments. I look over at Kale, "Thank you so much for picking me up."
He gives me that genuine smile of his, "It's no problem, besides I told you to call me anytime you needed something. Or you can call to just chit chat we need to go to dinner soon and you can dish to me seeing Liam and Landon shirtless!" he says laughing.
"You are so bad!" I say laughing.
"Hey they are cute I can't help it! Now go get some sleep!"
I get out of his car waving good bye as I walk up the stairs. I fish out my keys, and I can smell the weed as soon as I open the door. I lock it behind me and walk into the living room and I see Kristie hanging all over Luis. "You have a room for that." I say.
"Wow I forgot you live here." She slurs at me.
I roll my eyes, "Whatever." I tell her.
"Shut yo punk ass up boy." Luis says.
"No one asked you to input your opinion." I reply.
I don't even get a chance to react before he has me pinned against the wall his forearm on my throat. "Listen you little faggot, I will say what I want whenever I want got that?" He says emphasizing every word as he slams me into the wall. "Smart off to me or your sister again and I will end your faggot ass life got that punk?"
I am terrified at this point I can't breathe or think. I feel a panic attack coming on, and I know I won't be able to stop it. He shoves me away from him, and I stumble down the hall to my bedroom.
I hastily open the door, and slip inside my room locking my door. I try to concentrate on breathing but I can't. My head hurts I start to see black spots in my vision I feel myself falling and hit the floor.
I have had this finished for a few weeks, my editor has had something come up so I am looking for a new editor he is a great person just has a lot going on. I hope everyone has enjoyed chapter 6b sorry it took so long. I had to move at the end of March and that was rough. Then I was involved in a car wreck so that only added to the stress, and also had a major review at work so I ended up working over 100 hours in two weeks. I also have a bad immune system and currently have a cold. So luck has not been on my side lately but everything is calming down emails and comments are appreciated! I will also be working on an older story I have written along time ago called Alive in the lights so keep looking out for it as well!!!
KD