Vacation of Life 12
Tonywas fast asleep snoring loudly. Obviously loud enough to drown out my tears. Igot up from the bed and walked into the bathroom and started the shower. Ilooked in the mirror and I was a mess. Not physically but emotionally. Itdawned on me that this was the 1st time I've had sex as Danielle andnot thoroughly enjoyed myself. I actually hated what I had just been throughand the man that basically raped me without the beating that usually comes withit. The tears began to fall in earnest as I stepped into the shower. I began torinse what I hoped was the foulness of this man of me but soon I found myselfcrouched in the corner sobbing. How did I get myself into this I thought. Howmuch longer did I have to be Danielle and Tony's slut? I really had no idea howmany days it had been since Ling transformed me or how many times I've beenfucked, and by who. I just knew it wasn't long enough to satisfy my obligationto Tony. For the 1st time since becoming Danielle I wanted to beDaniel again. Or did I? What about my Rikki? I had fallen in love with him orwas it some brainwashing that Ling could reverse. But I knew in my heart Iloved Rikki and would love to be his wife and adopt a child to be a family. I'mnot sure I can take being Tony's bitch for 30 days and I would rather die thango through another sexual encounter like what just happened to me.
I gathered myself together and stood up torinse the tears from my face and shut the shower off. I toweled off and wrappedthe towel around my head and walked into the bedroom. Tony was still snoring soI quietly grabbed some red panties and a red satin robe with black panties thathung down just past my butt cheeks and got dressed. I walked out to the kitchenand poured a glass of sweet tea, put on some sun glasses, and head out to the pool to find a loungechair in the shade of a big palm tree. The tears welled up inside me but Ifought them back and told myself to be strong and overcome Tony'sheartlessness. I sat out there thinking for a while about life and what I trulywanted but I'm not sure if my thoughts are my own or a product of Ling'stransformation. Suddenly the shade got darker and I realized Tony was standingover me shirtless with some nylon sweats. I didn't look up.
"I expected you to be laying by my side whenI woke up." Tony said. "Yes" I said. "Why did you leave Danielle? Tonysaid. And suddenly the words camepouring out of me as if my thoughts were controlling my tongue as the tearsbegan to fall again. "You hurt me Tony. Physically but more emotionally. Itfelt like you were purposely abusing me and I couldn't understand what I haddone to deserve such horrible treatment. I have done everything you've asked ofme with a smile remembering that I am a man being forced to be your woman. Ihave never felt so cheap in all my life as you made me feel. (The tears werestreaming down my face now) I am trying so hard to be everything you want me tobe. If you want to treat me like that again I would rather have you kill me likeyou did Vanessa than have to endure such humiliation. And I..." "Danielle" Tonyinterrupted in a soft but firm voice. He reached out and lifted my chin so Iwas looking at him and removed my glasses. "Danielle" he continued. "I'm verysorry. I was in a bad mood due to missing Vanessa's face every day and I wassomehow blaming you for her being gone." "But it wasn't my fault. I would'venever... "I know" Tony said "But it doesn't make me miss her any less and it isstill no excuse for the way I treated you. I promise you I won't mistreat youagain unless you do something to deserve it." I looked at Tony with a seriouslook on my face and said "I do my best to make you happy every day and willcontinue to do so." I know you have baby and I am pleased with the way youcarry yourself but I most correct you on a statement you made earlier." "Whatis that honey." I said with a puzzled look on my face although the way I wasbabbling on when I was crying, it could be anything. Tony stood and put hishand out for me. I took his hand tentatively and stood up in front of him."Come with me Beautiful." I followed him into the house to a full length mirror."You said you are a man being forced to be a woman. Nothing could be furtherfrom the truth." He said as he untied my robe and slipped it off my shouldersand let it drop to the floor leaving me standing there in just my panties. Asmy robe hit the floor I brought my hands up to cover my nipples. "You are agorgeous, sexy, desirable, absolutely feminine woman and the object of everyman's fantasy. Just look at yourself in the mirror and notice how your handsinstinctively came up to cover your breasts. Those are the instincts of a woman."Tony said. A huge smile came over myface as I surveyed this stunning creature in the mirror. "Thank you for sayingso honey and I love the way I look and feel but how much of this is Lings workand how she programmed the way I think." I said as I turned to look up at Tony.Tony started to laugh and said. "Any changes Ling made to your mind weredesigned fade away in 48 hours and were only there to keep you from freakingout when asked to have sex with men. It made you more comfortable and verywilling to have a cock in your mouth or up your pussy and ass and gave you adesire to thoroughly please your man and submit to allow him to please you."You mean all the sex I've had and wanted since 2 days after I became Daniellehas been my own desires submit to men, to suck there cocks and swallow theirwarm cum. To ride them with their cocks deep inside me, teasing them until theyexplode inside me. That was all what I truly wanted, not Ling's handy work." Isaid with a bewildered look on my face. "That's right Sweetheart. You havealways been Danielle inside but you just needed us to bring her out. You lovebeing who you truly are Danielle and I can prove it." he said. "How honey. Howcan you prove I am not Daniel." I said.
Tony turned me around so I was staring atmyself in the mirror again. "I'm going to give you a choice. If you want to beDaniel I relieve you of your obligation and will drive you to Lings right nowand she can transform you back to Daniel and you can go on your merry way. Oryou can fulfill your obligation to me by being Danielle and make your decisionat that time." I looked closely at myself in the mirror and really couldn'tvisualize myself as Daniel. The man I had been for 20+ years and yet I was thisbeautiful woman for about a week and that was the only way I could see myself.I looked at Tony through the mirror with my heart about to jump out of my chestand said "You can't ask me to go back tobeing Daniel now. I need to be Danielle and experience more as Danielle so Iwon't have any regrets when the time comes to decide." Tony had a big bellylaugh and said "I told you so but just remember. This is a 1 time offer becauseI mistreated you. If you choose to stay Danielle it will be for the remainderof your obligation to me. Do you understand? "Yes honey and I want to stayDanielle for now and try to make me happy." I said with a smile. Tony turned mearound again and asked "Do you forgive me for the way I treated you earlier.""Yes honey and thank you for allowing me to experience being a woman" and Ireached up and put my arms around him and gave him a big kiss. I cock feel hishardening cock through his nylon sweats. "Good" he said "Because you standingthere almost naked, has me horny again and want you to make love to me." Ismiled a wicked smile at him because I loved the fact that I had that effect onmen. I reached out and grabbed his cock and led him to the bedroom by his cock."I will show you my appreciation for giving me, Danielle a chance to live. Andin a matter of minutes I had Tony on his back in bed and was bobbing up anddown on his big cock and adoring the way he felt in my mouth. But I loved evenmore was my place in the world right now. A beautiful sexy fuckable womandesired by all men and knowing I can completely satisfy any man I want.