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What to do ?
I really don't know what to do . It's Friday and I have to decide should I go to that address or not ?
It started exactly a week ago today ! I plucked up the courage to visit the local gay bar in town. I hadn't been there for some time , probably about 18 months ago. I was now single, living alone and finally had got grieving over my previous partner. He had been a lot older and seldom wanted sex whereas I craved it. His health was also not good. We had had an open relationship which very occasionally allowed me to see men as long as I told him beforehand. However, I always felt guilty when I left to meet someone and also when I returned.
Anyway, sadly he died about 12 months ago and the bereavement pain was intense. We had been together about 10 years. I missed him terribly. Last week , as I say, I went to a local gay pub in my town in the UK. To say I was sexually frustrated is an understatement. I hadn't been with man for probably well over a year. As you can imagine if masturbating was an Olympic event I would be a medal contender.
I walked into the bar alone and was very self conscious. I couldn't recall the last time I went into a bar alone ! There had been a few decorative changes since the last time I was in this bar . It was a small pub with about 20 people there . It had a beer garden to the rear . Of course as it was November and was now already dark outside. Anyway, I got a drink and found a nice corner. I didn't know really why I was there. Was it to find a man for sex or was it just to find some company or even was it just to get out of the house and feel part of the human race?
If I was to describe myself I would say " Mr Average ". Average height, weight etc. Friends said I was good looking but I was no Brad Pitt. However my sex drive and cock were definitely above average. Mostly I had been a sub bottom but had over the last few years developed into a versatile guy. My disposition was definitely sub but one man had trained me into being versatile with him as he had wanted my thick cock in him. He kept control throughout of course ordering me to fuck him good.
I always gave the impression of being a nice ordinary guy with decent standards etc. However , when I was aroused , which was easy with a few drinks I became a cock crazed slut. Of course I never wanted anyone to know that. I always tried to keep my dignity.
So here I was sitting in this bar and I saw an older guy looking across a few times. He wasn't conventionally handsome but sort of rugged but looked clean. He was leaning on the bar and kept half turning to look at me. After a while he walked past me giving me a smile on his way to the toilets and when he came out he stopped and said " I haven't seen you in here before". I smiled and said that it had been a long time since I was here.
" do you mind if I sit here as I don't like to drink alone ?" He asked
" sure ! I could use the company ". I replied.
He told me his name was Dave and we chatted for a while and I could see he was a very confident guy. When I finished my drink he quickly insisted he would get me another and returned with it and also some sort of chaser drink. I said I had better not have the chaser as I was driving home later. He insisted though, saying he was going to get a taxi later and he could drop me off on the way. I told him my car was parked just around the corner and I supposed I could return in the morning to collect it.
He was encouraging me to enjoy the night and I was happy to oblige. He was good company and it wasn't long before I felt the effects of several drinks. I noticed a bit of a slur in my voice. I suspected it was his intention to get me a bit tipsy.
Dave was a bit " hands on" if you know what I mean. He was constantly touching my arm and leg as he chatted . Then I noticed his hand lingered longer each time on my leg and remained there patting the top of my thigh . Of course he directed the conversation onto a sexual level asking more and more intimate questions . He was asking what I had done sexually . I sensed him getting bolder and bolder.
Then took my hand and put it on his groin.
" feel that ! You want it don't you ? " he brazenly said. I felt all my inhibitions leave me. I didn't answer but I just felt his cock and balls through his trousers. It felt like a large package. I started to gently squeeze and rub. He obviously could see and sense that I was ripe for the taking . Suddenly his tone changed, he looked deep into my eyes and I could see his nice act had changed. He leaned forward and whispered in my ear . " I am going out into the beer garden for a vape and you are coming with me!"
I was simultaneously a bit fearful as he had become very dominant but also I was excited. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up and led me out through the back door into the beer garden. There was an light for the smokers just outside . He drew on his vape but then led me up the length of the garden over the damp grass to where it was really dark. I was finding it tricky to walk as the fresh air hit me and the alcohol kicked in . At the top of the garden was a tree which I could just about see illuminated and he leaned back against it.
He grabbed my top and pulled me onto him and his tongue went straight down my throat . He was very forceful. I could taste alcohol and the vape on his breath but I didn't care . He grabbed my hand and pulled it to his groin and I was surprised to find he had already got his cock out and it was hard. It was hot and thick and fleshy. I wanted it ! Before I could do anything he ordered me to my knees.
" get on your knees ! " he demanded .
" oh it's a bit damp here " I replied . Despite being horny I didn't want to ruin my trousers on the wet grass which was ridiculous as I was so horny . Besides I wasn't thinking clearly as the drink makes me stupid.
" just get on your knees now! " he insisted. He obviously had sized me up as sub guy and was going to take full advantage of me.
" no one can see us here so get down there " he commanded
Of course I dropped to my knees and immediately he thrust his cock into my mouth.
" oh yesss that's a good sub bitch. Take my cock . I knew when I saw you that I would be using you tonight " he boasted.
His cock had got really hard and he was thrusting it throat down my throat . I was struggling to breathe drawing in lungfuls of air through my nose. I could hear him sighing and groaning as I gave him so much pleasure moving my tongue over his big bellend .
" mmmm yes choke on my big meat you dirty bitch " he chuckled.
I was indeed choking and my eyes were streaming as I struggled with his big cock. Every now and again he withdrew it to slap my face with it.
" I knew you were a dirty sub the moment I saw you. " he sneered.
His big hands were lifting my shirt up and he was squeezing my nipples. My own cock was really hard too as when my nipples are squeezed it always drove me crazy. The more he squeezed my nipples the harder my cock grew. He grabbed my head and really started brutally ramming his cock down my throat. I was gagging and retching and pulled away to spit out some bile and beer that he had made me bring up. I heard him chuckling.
" oh yes I love to see a sub gagging and choking on my cock `
Then he pulled me up to my feet and undid my trousers and pulled my underpants down.
" put your hands against the tree " he ordered.
I knew what was coming and trying to maintain some morsel of dignity I said
" you won't tell anyone will you ? "
" No it will be our dirty little secret" he answered.
He positioned himself behind me and then ordered me to bend forward so I was offering my arse to him. Momentarily I thought that it was good I had douched before I left home on the off chance that I might have anal but I had envisioned maybe at someone's home not in a pub garden.
I heard him spitting and then I felt his hand applying the spit to my hole.
I was so horny at this point. I did want him to fuck me.
" go on Dave fuck me " I begged .
" shut your face and call me Sir you slag " he replied
" please Sir fuck me "
I felt his cock struggle to get into my tight hole. Then he was in! I could feel his big hand slapping my arse and the other grabbing my hair and he started thrusting in and out.
" oh you dirty slag you are going to take Sirs cum. "
I tried to maintain some dignity by saying I wasn't sure if he should cum in me but he just said ` shut the fuck up you know you want it and I won't tell anyone "
I was so sexually starved and tipsy I didn't care. All I wanted was more and more sex. I felt his hand reaching around and grabbing my cock which he started to wank. I was delirious with pleasure.
" beg for my cum you whore ! " he demanded.
" please Sir shoot your cum into me ! "
It was only a few seconds more and then I heard and felt him about to cum . Then with a massive groan he unleashed his cum into me.
It was a few minutes before he finally withdrew.
" oh yes that was so good . I bet you want to cum too don't you ? " he asked
" yes Sir I do" I replied .
" well let's get that taxi back to mine then and I might allow it " he said. He was now clearly showing his dominant side.
We walked back down the dark garden as he dialled a cab and we reentered the bar and continued on out through to the front door. I felt self conscious walking through the bar and was wondering if the people suspected what had happened. I saw a few odd looks and knowing smiles that people gave me.
It wasn't long before the cab arrived and we were on our way. I was glad as I always found the conversation difficult after casual sex .
Within a few minutes though we arrived at his home as it was only about a mile away.
It was a nice place and it was only then he revealed he lived with his gay partner. He said that his partner would be back shortly as he occasionally worked till late and tonight was one of those days . He told me it was all fine though and they had a very open relationship. He told me he had texted him in the cab telling him that I would be there.
I was a bit nervous as I imagined a jealous partner storming into the house. However, he reassured me it would be fine . We sat on the sofa and kissed and fondled each other and within a few minutes his partner arrived home.
" well well well ! So this is your latest conquest is it ? " his partner said to Dave.
" yes Pete ! I gave him a good fucking in the pub garden " peter laughingly replied.
I was a bit shocked that he told his partner that and right in front of me.
They both laughed and I felt a bit odd like I was the joke. Pete was a big tall guy and a little intimidating.
" well has he been a dirty little bitch? " Pete asked
" oh yes just look at his wet knees !" .
They looked at the knees on my light coloured trousers which were wet which indicated I had been kneeling outside. I only then realised that as I walked back through the pub everyone would have seen that and realised what had been going on .
They both laughed.
" well you best take those trousers off then!" Pete said.
I took them off and Pete laid them over the radiator.
I felt a bit silly sitting there with only my shirt and socks on but no trousers .
Pete walked over to me and dropped his trousers and pants and said
" well you sucked Dave's cock and balls so now you can do mine " . He sounded was even more authoritative than Dave. He thrust his cock and balls into my face as he grabbed my head and pulled it forward to meet his cock.
I got to work. I was very horny and I slurped and licked and sucked his big balls and cock. Dave meanwhile was watching and I caught him smilingly approvingly as I pleased his partner.
Pete said " well you dirty little bitch , get those underpants off and lay face down on that sofa . I have had a long day and want to get my rocks off so I ain't fucking hanging about" .
I took my pants off and assumed the position.
He produced some lube and slapped it onto my hole and got on top of me. He was much heavier than me and I felt crushed under his weight . I could feel his breath in my ear. He was whispering degrading things in my ear telling me what a stupid cheap whore I was , a dirty slag , a cum bucket etc. He pushed his hard cock into me. He was laughing as he fucked me
" oh yes Dave we have a right easy little slag here! "
I felt cheap and used but also I was so aroused. I just loved it that I excited them. Within a few minutes Pete was squirting his cum into me.
" urgh urgh take my hot cum you filthy slag " he blurted out.
Finally he withdrew after a lot of shuddering and got up and simply said
" that was good ".
Then Dave said " Pete do you think we should let him cum ?"
Pete looked down at me and said to me "get on your knees and look up at us and wank yourself off "
My cock was still hard and I got off the sofa and knelt and obeyed looking up at them. I could see them enjoying the humiliation they were inflicting on me. They towered over me knowing they had used my mouth and arse and now I carried their cum.
"Go on wank it good ! " Pete said
" and when you cum say `thank you Sirs' "Dave added.
I started to wank as I gazed up at them . I could Petes cock hanging there with a drop of remaining cum on the tip of his cock and Dave was smirking.
" go on cum for us ! " Dave commanded
Just as I was spurting my cum into my hand I shouted out my thanks to them. I saw them smirk with approval.
I tried to justify myself by saying I don't usually behave like this allowing myself to be fucked and degraded and asked if they would not tell anyone. They smirked and said " sure your secrets safe with us !". However, I didn't believe them.
Pete said he was off to bed and I would sleep in the middle of them . "I was to be meat in their sandwich " I recalled Dave saying.
I was shattered so I quickly fell into bed and within seconds I was asleep . In the night I felt my arse being used again by one of them but I couldn't tell who it was. He never said a word. I was just used.
I awoke early and decided to leave before they got up . I felt dreadful. I was embarrassed and felt dirty and I wanted to get home to clean myself . I dressed and quietly crept out. I recognised the area where I was and walked back to my car. It was only about a mile . It was the walk of shame. Two guys had used me and humiliated me but I had to admit it had been exciting. I shoved my hands in my pockets to keep them warm . I found a piece of paper in there with their address on telling me to return next Friday at 8pm . One of them had obviously placed it there while I was asleep.
During the week I went over and over that night in my head. It was so exciting but I also felt degraded and used. However, that itself was also exciting.
So, that is how I reached this situation. Friday is here . What should I do? Should I return ? What awaits me if I go ? If that happened on the first night where will it lead ? Will I regret it if I do go or regret it if I don't go?
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