Where They Slept
WHERE THEY SLEPT
K. J. Pedersen
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The following is a work of fiction. Any similarities between these characters and living individuals is entirely coincidental. This story contains a graphic sex scene between young men. If this offends you, go somewhere else.
I
A solitary cottage stood at the edge of the woods a mile back.
James O’Riley had fallen asleep at the wheel and ran off the side of the road into a shallow ditch. That was enough to jolt him back to reality, but failed to arouse anything more than a sleepy protest from his companion, Ash Lockyer, who was still half-asleep in the passenger’s seat.
Why the rush?
James was too tired to continue any further. An attempt to reach their destination before morning was to tempt fate. That’s when he recalled the lonely cottage huddled against the trees in the darkness.
It took a moment to negotiate his way out of the ditch he’d driven into, but as soon as he was free, James turned the light pickup truck around and headed toward the cottage. He figured he would park the truck on the gravel driveway beside the cottage and catch a few hours sleep before he continued toward his next job and new home.
Sleeping in the cramped cab of a parked pickup wasn’t enjoyable, James knew from experience, but there really wasn’t any other option. It was better than waking up in a hospital bed. Or not waking up at all.
They should have left earlier, James knew. Much earlier. Or, they should have spent the night at Helena or Wolf Creek. But they hadn’t. James thought he could drive the distance between Idaho Falls, Idaho and Great Falls, Montana with no trouble at all. He’d driven that many miles before all at once. Many times, in fact. He had a vagabond’s spirit, after all, and to be on the road was just about his greatest desire.
The cottage came into view and he turned the truck onto the gravel path. There were no lights on — neither inside nor outside. The moon was particularly bright though, and in that light, James saw the cottage was a comfortable, modern-looking building, and well maintained.
Beyond the cottage, there was a small lake. One watery finger of that body clawed at the cottage. There was, staked and tied to the shore, a floating wooden dock at the very point of the inlet, and to it a rowboat was similarly bound by rope. The two bobbed together silently upon the undulating, darkened waters.
This was somebody’s vacation home — perhaps a fishing cottage of a sort.
There were no other cars around though.
Perhaps there were no occupants at the moment. It was September, after all. Why should there be anyone here then? Summer was over.
He parked the truck between the lake and cottage and thus concealed their presence to any traveling the main highway. He turned the motor off and settled back into the seat. It was no use — he tried to make himself comfortable, but couldn’t. The constant rustling and shifting though awakened James’s young friend. (And this from a boy who had just slept, more or less, through driving into a ditch!)
Ash opened his eyes. “Where are we, Jay-jay?”
James had a way of collecting nicknames, though he always introduced himself simply as James. His mother, habitually, called him Jamesy, as had Stephen, one of the few boyfriends he’d stayed with for more than a few months. Other boyfriends and one-night stands had called him Jim, or Jimmy, or Jayme. But Ash had called him Jay the first night they met — and slept together — and that had, in turn, evolved into Jay-jay.
“Nowhere,” James said.
Ash yawned. “Do you know someone who lives here? One of your past boyfriends?”
“Hardly.”
“It’s only two-thirty in the morning?” Ash said.
James nodded.
“Are we going to sleep in the truck?”
“Do you have a better idea?”
Ash looked at the cabin, turned to James, cocked an eyebrow meaningfully, and said, “Looks empty.”
James shook his head vigorously. “Fuck no, Ash. No way am I breaking in so you can a have a bed to sleep in.”
Ash opened the passenger-side door. “Have it your way then,” he said and offered James his most mischievous grin.
James threw open the driver-side door and ran after Ash. He grabbed his shoulders and turned him around. “Ash, don’t you understand how dangerous — ”
“Dangerous?”
“If there’s someone home, man, and they have a gun....” James’s eyes bored into the boy’s. “Listen, if you were home out here in the middle of nowhere and someone came to your door in the middle of the night — ”
Ash shook his head. “Nobody’s home.”
“You don’t have an ounce of sense,” James said.
“I was sensible enough to hook up with you,” Ash replied.
There was a certain logic to that. James watched out for Ash; protected him. He was ten years older than the lad. Well, nearly ten years older as James had recently turned twenty-eight and Ash was less than a month away from his nineteenth birthday. Sometimes, their relationship was like that between an older brother and younger brother. And then there were other times James sensed he was beginning to understand what it was like to have a wild, irresponsible teenaged son. Ash was really very immature for his age — at least in certain respects....
“Little fool,” James muttered under his breath while Ash trotted along the gravel path and up to the cottage’s back door.
James had left home at eighteen, right after high school graduation. He’d had no desire to spend another night under his parent’s roof. It wasn’t that his parents were cruel or anything else along those lines. No, theirs was merely an unhappy home ... and thoroughly dysfunctional.
In the ten years that followed, James supported himself. He followed wherever available work led him and saved every penny he could manage to. Most of the time he was able to find construction jobs, though he worked once, for about six months, in a distribution warehouse in northern California. He led the life of vagabond and had taken up, however briefly, residence in every western state, including Hawai’i, but excluding Alaska.
James was a hardened, stern-faced — but very handsome — young man. He was frequently mistaken as straight by other gay guys, but never had any trouble finding a partner. Along the way, he’d hooked up with a number of guys, usually close to his own age. Many of these, he’d had for boyfriends and lovers, and not just one-night stands, but left them whenever his spirit was filled again with wanderlust.
And then, seven months ago, in Boise, he met Ash.
“Look!” Ash called through the stillness to James. “Nobody’s here.”
“Sshhh!” James replied viciously.
“Dude, Jay-jay, nobody’s home,” Ash called again and just as loudly.
“How do you know that?”
Ash pushed the door open. “It’s unlocked.”
“That doesn’t mean shit, Ash,” James said and motioned his friend off the porch. “Get down here — right fucking now!”
Ash grinned again and called into the cottage. “Hey, anybody home?”
James bounded up the steps and grabbed Ash by the elbow.
“No power, man,” Ash said. “No electricity!”
James watched Ash flip a switch just inside the door up and down, again and again. It was the porch light. Nothing. Then he tried the next switch, that to the kitchen lights. Again nothing.
“See, Jay-jay, no power.”
Ash stepped into the cottage.
James was reluctant but followed his boyfriend inside.
“Look at this place!” Ash said. “Nice, huh?”
The moonlight was bright enough that the two boys didn’t stumble about inside, but could see everything clearly enough: The kitchen table and chairs; the pictures on the walls; the microwave and coffee-maker; the refrigerator.
“Dust,” Ash said and pushed his fingers along the top of the microwave oven.
James ran his fingers along the top of the table. There was dust, though just a fine layer, on that surface too. “We should go,” he said after a moment.
Ash turned and gave a James a nasty look with a furrowed brow. “What for?”
“Because someone lives here.”
“I bet they were evicted.”
“Really?” James said. “Then why is the furniture still here?”
Ash didn’t have an answer to that, smart-assed or otherwise.
James watched his boyfriend open drawers and cupboards. It was funny that Ash had capture his heart. No, not just funny, but unbelievable considering everything else, and how little they were alike. But he loved Ash. He couldn’t even begin to explain why. James loved the lad in a way he had never loved anyone else. Not even Stephen, who he had so much in common with, had he cared for as much.
Where James’s family life was merely unhappy, Ash’s had been downright abusive. It was bad enough to begin with, but when his parents and older brother — and particularly Seth, his brother — discovered he was gay, it got worse.
Much worse.
Ash dropped out of school at seventeen and ran away almost immediately thereafter. He escaped Caldwell and went to Boise. There he lived on the streets, hung outside a local gay bar almost every night, and went home with any college-aged boy that would take him. Some of the boys took pity on him, gave him money and a place to sleep for a few nights. Of course, it wasn’t just pity that motivated them, but Ash’s open offers of sex.
That’s how he managed to survive that first winter.
Then seven months ago, James met Ash at Fire and Ice, a club that allowed anyone older than eighteen admittance because the dance floor and bar were separated and had separate entrances. James’s friend, and occasional bedmate, Nate called the place “Club Twink,” a reference the fact that most of the guys that frequented the club were high school seniors and college freshmen and sophomores.
With apologies to Nate — whose attempts to get laid failed one after another that night — James took Ash home for sex ... only to let him spend the night. The next night, Ash showed up again ... and the next ... and the night after that too. It was then James learned Ash was homeless.
James allowed Ash to stay with him. Ash was James’ first live-in boyfriend since Stephen.