Why I Blow Guys - Part II
'How I Blow Guys'
By Linda Laving lindalaving@hotmail.com
A few years ago I wrote and posted a story titled 'Why I Blow Guys', in which I wrote about the reasons (and compulsions) that lead me to want to suck guys cocks and swallow their cum.
What surprised me about that story was the responses I received.
My stories have always been written for the TG audience and my responses have always been from the same. But when that story was posted I was taken off guard when many of the emails I received were from gay male cocksuckers.
And I started hearing about and finding postings of that story in places I'd never expected. On gay cocksucker sites, on gay sites in general, and even at a few straight sex story sites.
As a tranny, I'm a little off-center to the cocksucking community in general.
I live about half my life as a woman, with most of that socially, not sexually, and that is the primary focus of my life. And my transgenderedness has almost nothing to do with my desire to orally please men.
But I do love to suck off guys as well, in quantity if possible, and when I'm out socially as a woman I frequent stop aff at bookstores or sex clubs and blow most of the guys who want me to blow them.
And I'm not adverse to sucking off guys anywhere else I might run into them as long as it's convenient to me.
And my audience, as a tranny, is completely different than the regular male cocksuckers.
I generally attract the straight guys, and the in-denial bi guys, while the male cocksuckers generally work the true bisexual and gay men.
But where the rubber meets the road (or more accurately where the mouth meets the cock) cocksucking is cocksucking.
And this story is being written by a cocksucker for cocksuckers - whether tranny, male, or female.
What prompted this story to begin with are the many stories I've read over the years that were more or less titled 'How To Suck Cock'
And while in the early years I'll admit to picking up a few techniques (in theory anyway) I've found that most of these stories were somewhat presumptuous by intimating that the writer was 'the' expert at it.
And I've also found that they generally pointed to a specific way to suck someone off and didn't take into account that every guy likes their cock sucked a little differently than the next guy.
I don't really want to get my cock sucked by a man, but so many of the guys who are interested in me as a woman are gay or bi in-denial and their fantasy is to suck a 'girls' cock.
And I have been sucked by many of those types over the years and I'm always surprised that so many guys who want to suck someone off so badly are so technically imperfect at it.
And so many time guys were unable to get me off, and always seemed to intimate that it was my problem and not theirs.
Now, I have to admit that I probably am harder to bring to orgasm than the average person since my main pleasure is in pleasuring other people to their orgasm.
But there have been a small number of guys who were experts at sucking cock and could have me cumming quickly. And I also have to say that almost any woman who's into making me cum can have me shooting off in their mouth in no time at all.
When I asked myself why this was so I came up with a few reasons.
Many guys are so into the sexual feelings of having someone's cock in their mouth that they're focused on themselves and not on the guy they're blowing.
And because of this they lose track of many of the simple things that many guys need to make them cum.
And they haven't paid attention to the details.
Over the years I've been a diligent student of cocksucking and it's extremely rare that after a guy has dumped his cum in my mouth he doesn't comment that it was a great blowjob, and in many cases I've been told that my blowjob was the best they've ever gotten.
So, here are a few of the things I've been taught by guys I've blown regularly, or even just once, or mostly just learned on my own over the years.
Not a 'how to' manual or a claim of expertise, just some details of thing I do that work for me with some examples of how I tie it all together at the end.
Tongue:
I guess the first thing I'd like to stress is that no matter what else I'm doing while the cock is in my mouth, my tongue is always doing something.
If I'm working on the guys cockhead my tongue is constantly lapping across his piss slit.
If I'm sliding my lips up and down his shaft, on every outstroke I press my tongue against the tip of his cock as I'm sliding back down his shaft.
And even when someone is fucking my throat hard and I can't get at the cockhead I keep my tongue pressed against the bottom of the shaft tightly.
When the guy finally finishes unloading his sperm into my mouth and pulls out I run my tongue across the tip of his cock to lick off that final drop.
If nothing else it's a visual.
Rhythm:
Rhythm is a make or break for me when I'm getting sucked, and I've found it to be so for most guys.
Regardless of whether the guy wants me to move my mouth over his cock in a fast rhythm or a slow one, I keep the rhythm steady and don't stop or vary it even for a second.
One of the things that's almost guaranteed to make me not cum is when someone sucking me keeps changing rhythm, and even worse, stops completely for a few seconds when they do so.
I've learned over the years to be able to sense what a guy likes, and I usually start with a slow and steady rhythm, moving my lips and mouth up and down his shaft with unchanging speed.
But I've also found that many guys like a fast movement of my lips over his cock.
Some like me to start slow and gradually speed up, and others like me to start fast and end fast.
And it's not rocket science to be able to figure it out since most guys who want it fast will grab my head and start moving it faster, or thrust faster into my mouth, or just out and out tell me to do it faster, or slower.
But regardless of the speed the trick for me is to keep it steady and unchanging to bring the guy to orgasm.
Lips:
Because few guys really like to feel teeth on their cock, I keep them behind my lips, and I've found that most guys do like to have some lip pressure over their cock as you're sucking them. So I try to do this consistently.
With the guys who like to have you stroking them as you're sucking, lips are also a major tool for making the blowjob pleasureable for them.
For these guys I keep my lips moving just over the ring of their cockhead as my tongue and hands do their jobs.
And when I run into a guy who really mostly wants to jerk off in my mouth I'll keep my lips and tongue pressed against his cockhead wetly, almost like I do when sucking on a clit, as he strokes himself to orgasm into my mouth.
Suction:
We all know it's a suckjob, not a blowjob, but so many guys I've met take that part of it too seriously or not at all.
Light constant suction usually works best, especially when starting, and then maybe increasing it a little when the rhythm is increased.
The idea is to make your mouth feel like a pussy or asshole with extra benefits. A pussy has a little suction, and an asshole generally has a little more.
To enhance the suction without being painful I like to provide the total surround effect that a pussy or asshole has on a cock.
I keep the top of the cock sliding against the roof of my mouth as my tongue swaddles the bottom of the cock with light suction.
But I only suck hard when specifically asked to, which is rare.
Throat:
I've found that most guys, even the ones who like me to actively work on their cocks, like the feeling of their cocks entering my throat.
And I'm sure many like the dominance aspect of it as well.
Through practice I've become able to deepthroat almost any cock if I can get in the right position, and when I'm actively moving my mouth to take the cock into my throat.
I've also found that many guys prefer to ejaculate directly into my throat, and they'll usually hold my head in place as they thrust completely in and hold it there.
This is not a problem at all to me, I've gotten used to it and can breathe through my nose, and I've also learned how to use the muscles in my throat to stimulate their cockheads while they're ejaculating.
What I do still have a problem with sometimes is when guys start fucking my throat out of rhythm, with unexpected and erratic deep thrusts into my throat.
When this happens I'll gag, and if it keeps happening I'll vomit.
But I've gotten used to this as well, and when I do puke I generally can keep my lips tight around the cockshaft and my mouth fills up with the vomit which I usually swallow back down during a minor pause and then keep going.
Once in awhile I'll be blowing a guy who's consciously trying to make me puke, and occasionally I'll vomit hard and then vomit again, and sometimes the puke will begin to stream from my nose or dribble out around my lips.
But I swallow down what I can, and it's a rare occasion when I've actually had to stop sucking the guy off because of this.
And while I can't say I look forward to being gagged or vomiting, after it happens and the guy has finally dumped his load into my mouth I'll feel drained but satisfied that I still made him cum.
And sometimes in hindsight, these become the hottest experiences to think back on.
Hands:
This is something I play by ear.
Some guys love to be touched and others don't want any contact at all except for my mouth on their cock. But for the guys who like it, hands and fingers can be a major enhancer.
Besides stroking their shaft in rhythm with my mouth I'll sometimes use my fingertip on their balls, stroking as I suck. And sometimes I'll cup their balls in my hands and massage very gently, and if I do this while they're cumming it seems to make it last longer and their load of sperm drains in my mouth more completely.
If a guy's receptive, reaching under his balls and running a finger across their asshole wil drive them nuts and bring on their orgasm.
Sometimes just stroking their thighs when I feel them tense up and getting close will make them vibrate.
And, of course, there are always the guys who like their nipples pinched or rubbed while I'm blowing them -or like a finger sliding in and out of their ass, especially at the moment of ejaculation.
Position:
I've found that the great majority of guys like to get blown either standing or sitting while I kneel in front of them.
In the bookstores kneeling is not a great thing as the floor is generally covered in pools of cum so I've learned to squat for hours on end, and to the guys this is the same as kneeling.
But if I'm blowing someone and the floor is clean I would prefer to kneel myself.
I'm also not adverse to other positions if the guy likes them, laying sideways on a bed as the guy fucks my mouth or even on my back on a bed with my head upside down over the side. And in this particular position I can take a cock pounding my throat easiest as my throat seems to line up best with my mouth.
I also like lying on my back with my head propped up a guy kneels astride my chest fucking my mouth, and if a guy has a small cock I really like lying flat on a bed as he straddles atop me and fucks my mouth really hard.
And more than a few times I met guys who wanted to stand on a bench as I stood upright sucking them off, and also quite a few others who wanted to lay on their backs as I leaned over their laps.
This is probably my least favorite position and usually gives me a stiff neck ... but I'll still do it if requested.
Sounds:
With a cock plugging my mouth I obviously can't have a conversation.
But there are sounds that virtually all guys like, moans from me as I'm sucking them off, wet slurping sounds that I consciously make, and some guys like to hear me coughing or gagging as they fuck my throat.
But from my standpoint? I like guys talking as I'm blowing them, whether they're just commenting on the feelings or saying degrading things.
I like hearing an audience talking as they watch and making comments.
And most of all I like the moan or groan that guys frequently make as they release their sperm into my mouth.
Visuals:
When I'm sucking someone off my eyes are generally closed, or mostly so, as I concentrate and enjoy what I'm doing.
But most of the guys don't have their eyes closed and I find that certain things I do provide visual stimulus to them.
Slowly licking their cockhead with a look of pleasure on my face or taking their cumshot directly onto my tongue or showing them my sperm-filled mouth before I swallow.
I always try to go out of my way to keep my face and mouth in their view as I'm sucking them.
Some guys also like me to be looking up at them as I blow them, especially when they're cumming.
Quite a few, especially the gay types, like watching me play with my own cock as I'm blowing them, and I'll accomodate that upon request
And same as with the sounds, I also love audiences, and many men like watching other men watching me as I suck them - and I will always choose an audience whenever possible.
Attention:
The most important single thing to me is paying total attention to the cock I'm sucking and the guy behind it.
So many times when someone's sucking on a cock they're paying no attention to the guy at all.
Sucking a cock is such a sexual turn on or compulsion to them, that the whole time their mouth is on the cock they're either getting so turned on by the feeling of my cock in their mouth or with playing with their own hard dick that they're totally oblivious to what the guy is feeling.
When I'm pleasuring someone with my mouth my total focus is on what their reactions are to what I'm doing.
I listen for any sounds they're making, soft moans or groans or changes in breathing and I react to those sounds.
If someone tells me what they'd like me to do, I do it, whether it's sucking harder or licking their balls.
If I'm sucking someone off in a certain rhythm and they start thrusting in a different rhythm I follow their rhythm.
But I always stay completely focused on them, what I'm making them feel, and what they need to bring them to an exceptional orgasm in my mouth.
However, all of the above are just details.
Like myself when growing up, you can read all the books about all the individual techniques used in blowing someone but the devil isn't necessarily in the details.
It's tieing it all together on a particular cock that matters.
So, I'll give some examples of how I used many of these techniques on a recent Friday evening
Over the past 10 or so years I've sucked off many hundreds of guys in all kinds of situations.
I used to post a lot of ads on cruise sites to meet guys and through these ads have given many blowjobs in the back of my van, in the front seats of their cars, at their houses (sometimes when the wives were out), in motel rooms if they wanted to pay for that, and in various other places.
I've also sucked many cocks in public situations, in adult movie theaters, in sex clubs, even in a few stairwells in public buildings, while the guys were driving on a crowded road, in alleys, in the woods at a park, and once on a train.
But I've found that the most dependable way to find cock with the least effort is at certain Adult Book Stores with video arcades.
So a few days ago I went over to my regular place on a Friday at around 5 PM, a sure time to catch the after work crowd which tends to be the straighter types just looking for a quick blowjob.
That evening I was meeting a guy for dinner at 7PM, and later on I was going to my regular social bar where my friends hang out.
Because I was going to be going to a nice restaurant for dinner I had dressed for that.
I was blonde that evening, and my makeup was a little lighter than it might have been for the club with muted violet toned eyeshadows and a mauve lipstick, and my nails were also painted mauve. I was wearing short 3" heeled dress boots, a pair of black dress slacks, and black bra top cami under a purple dress blouse. And my jewelry was minimal with a sliver watch, a silver chain necklace, and 3 pairs graduated hoop earrings in both ears.
The guys who comprised my audience at those places would have preferred me dressed in lingerie, but as I'm the only passable T Girl who ever goes there they'll take what they get.
The parking lot was 3/4 full already, I walked and and got 10 tokens at the counter and said hello and talked for a few moments with the manager. I'm always friendly with the managers in these places and they always leave me alone.
Walking into the back room arcade, I saw some guys lingering in the hallway and the lights on in many of the booths.
The place is set up with 4 booths on each side facing each other and there are no doors but it's sort of a maze.
From outside the booths you can see a small part of the bench but anyone wanting privacy can move over to the other side of the bench or booth.
As usual, I picked one of the center booths which are the most open, and went in and dropped a token and found a hetero throatfuck video. I always sit on the bench where it's visible to the door, my legs crossed, and wait. The only girl there.
I had barely settled in when a guy walked into the entrance to my booth, and looking up I saw he was tall, nice looking, and well built and probably mid thirties, and he looked kind of mostly straight.
I said hi and slid over on the bench and he came in and wordlessly opened his pants with his back to the entrance and pulled out a largish cut cock, probably 6" soft and medium wide.
I went down into a squat and took him between my lips, and using just my mouth I started gently sucking and licking as I slid my lips back and forth just a little.
He quickly got hard and his cock grew larger and I began to slowly and rhythmically move up and down his shaft with my tongue pressing on the bottom of his cock shaft on the downstrokes and lapping across the head on the upstroke keeping the suction soft.
With each stroke I went deeper and I was soon taking his cock into my throat with each stroke as he stood there.
I had kept my hands down in my lap but then he said 'touch it' so I took my left hand and enveloped his shaft with it, and very lightly started massaging his balls with my right, and keeping the hand strokes in the same slow rhythm I concentrated my mouth on his cock head, kept my lips tight and moved them mostly just over his ring and began to lap across the end of his dick, keeping my mouth really wet and increased the suction a little.
He groaned a little, and I kept the same rhythm, and then without any other signs his cock exploded in my mouth with force, his sperm hitting my tonsils, followed by more blasts with a little less force each time and the mild taste of his cum, slightly musky and sweet, filled my mouth as he reached down and held my head in place (as if he had to) while I kept stroking, and milked out his last drop.
He pulled out and I swallowed as he was zipping up, and then he said 'Thanks, really great blowjob' and left. And I looked up to see several faces of guys who'd apparently been watching from behind him - though I'm sure they didn't see very much.
I quickly caught my breath, and noticed one of the guys who'd been watching from behind had his cock out so I motioned him in.
He squeezed past me to lean against the side wall, which would make the blowjob more public to anyone looking in, but that was OK with me.
As I was squatting I noticed he was a construction worker type, probably early fifties and latin appearing, and he had a small pot belly. And facing his cock after he dropped his slacks down I saw it was medium width and maybe 6" and already hard.
I leaned forward to envelope his cock with my mouth, and right away he reached down to hold my head and pushed all the way into my throat and held it there.
I started moving my throat muscles against his cockhead and pressed my tongue tight against the bottom of his shaft, but after a few seconds he began to thrust, fucking my throat hard.
I breathed through my nose and tried to keep my throat loose, and was OK, and then he thrust all the way in again and held my head again.
When he let go I began to actively suck and lick his cock, moving my head in what I thought was the same rhythm he'd been using to fuck my throat, and then he grabbed my head again and quickly thrust into my throat a few times, stopped, then starting fucking my mouth hard.
The position and rhythm was wrong for me and I gagged with him holding my head, and involuntarily some vomit came up into my mouth. I kept my lips tight so it wouldn't come out and get on my clothes and my cheeks puffed out, and he released my head.
I swallowed down the puke which was very acid and nasty tasting but kept my lips around his cock, and a few seconds later he began to fuck my throat again. And after several minutes of this I puked again and he stopped while I swallowed that back down.
My eyes were watering now and my cheeks wet, and this time he grabbed my head hard and thrust as far into my throat as he could and held it there. And I heard him groan and felt a warm pulsing in my throat as he ejaculated directly into my gullet, but couldn't taste anything.
And, finally drained, he pulled his cock back out with a pop and my mouth filled with the taste of his cum mixed with the puke and bile that were already there.
I swallowed several times, and he pulled up his pants and zipped. I slid over onto the bench and wiped my eyes and chin with the back of my hand and saw 3 guys in the doorway who'd been watching.
The guy who'd just fucked my throat squeezed past, saying 'That was unbelievable', and I was going to go to the bathroom but one of the guys who'd been watching was back in the doorway stroking a hard smallish cock and looked close to cumming.
So staying on the bench I leaned forward and opened my mouth and he pushed his cock towards me and kept stroking himself and I began slurping with my lips and tongue on his cock head at the same time and within twenty seconds he groaned and began spewing his cum onto my tongue while still jerking off and I gulped it down.
With a final stroke he pulled back and a cum strand kept us connected for about 6" till it broke and fell against my chin. And before he was even zipped up I squeezed past him, said 'Thanks', and headed into the bathroom.
I splashed water on my face and rinsed my mouth but there was still the mild puke taste behind the cum. I dried my face, took a few deep breaths, and then fixed my makeup.
A little dermablend around my mouth, some powder, I relined my lips with pencil and put on new lipstick and then used a brush to get it perfect. I brushed my hair, washed my hands, and then left the bathroom and back into the booth room.
I walked along the row peering into each booth, and in the fourth one a white haired solid looking guy motioned me in, and when I entered and looked down I saw that his cock was maybe 4" long but very wide with a pronounced head.
My favorite type of cock for sucking, it would completely fill my mouth but barely hit the back of my throat, and a cock like that could fuck my mouth hard without gagging me. And I noticed his balls were very large and looked hard which sometimes meant a large load of cum.
He was facing the screen so I squatted down and slipped halfway under it into the small foot alcove.
I left my hands flat on my knees and leaning in enveloped his cock with my mouth. I kept my tongue moving and began to very slowly slide my lips all the way to his pubes and back again, and made wet slurping noises with each stroke.
He moaned a little and said 'I would love to fuck you' and I stopped for a second and said 'You can fuck my mouth' and started back to sucking in that same slow rhythm as he moaned again.
He didn't take me up on that, though, and stayed there unmoving as I continued servicing his dick.
I was really enjoying this, his cock felt really nice in my mouth, rubbing against the roof with each stroke and on the outstrokes I pressed my lips hard against the edges of his cock head and pressed hard against the end with my tongue when starting the downstroke.
He was now moaning steadily and his cock got even harder as I wetly gave him the slow blowjob I love doing, no hands or body contact, just my mouth and his cock (which is actually what I think of as a gloryhole blowjob - though there are no gloryholes here anymore and I'd rather have someone watching me suck their cock anyway)
Feeling the cock sliding against my lips, tongue, and the roof of my mouth made me a little hard and I started moaning very softly myself, and he finally said 'I'm going to cum, are you ready for it?'
I made an 'mmm' sound and moved my lips out to just encircle his cockhead but kept my tongue steadily moving and then his cock opened up and it was like a faucet was turned on.
No major spurt but warm thick cum started streaming into my mouth, and the taste was very strong, musky, salty, and slightly bitter and my tongue overflowed as the stream continued to flood my mouth.
Surprisingly, it didn't slow right down and I resisted gulping it and let my mouth fill up, and it finally turned to a dribble, and stopped, and he said 'Show me'
I slid my lips carefully off the end of his cock and tilted my head back a little and opened my mouth, and then started slowly gargling the mouthful as he watched, then closed my lips together and gulped several times as some thick globs slid past my throat and slid down my gullet.
When I finished he said 'That was really gross to watch, but was the best blowjob I ever had. And I really would like to fuck you sometime.
I stood up as he was zipping up and said 'Maybe someday' (meaning it'll never happen), and was surprised when he turned and kissed me on the lips as he was leaving.
There were again several guys in the doorway who'd been watching me blow the last guy, and both had their cocks out and were stroking, so I stayed on the bench and the first one stepped over.
He was uncut and rather small, maybe 3", and thin, so using my right forefinger and thumb I pulled his foreskin back off his cockhead and began to suck him wetly with a fairly fast rhythm, using lots of tongue across his sensitive uncut head, and within a minute he groaned and erupted into my mouth.
I slurped it down till he was drained, and he left without a word and the second guy who'd been there came in.
Looking flushed and ready to cum, he pushed his 5" cut cock into my mouth and as soon as I started sucking he began squirting irregularly with a watery sperm onto my tongue and was quickly drained.
And he was quickly zipped up and gone before I'd even finished consuming his secretions.
I sat back for a few minutes and threw in another token, and watched the same throat fuck movie as before while I waited, but when the token had run out and no one had appeared I left the booth.
The area outside the booths was now empty, and I saw lights on over a few but an old fat guy was getting blown by another fat old guy in one of the booths, another guy wasn't looking out and was avoiding eye contact in another, and in the third there was a young good looking thirty something guy standing watching the TV screen with his cock out, and he was stroking it slowly and intently.
I figured he was probably one of the totally straight guys who liked people watching him masturbating but stuck my head part way in anyway, and sure enough he said 'No, Thanks, I don't play' and I left.
I stayed there in the hallway for a few minutes but no one new came in and I was thinking of leaving.
I toured the booths again, and the same three guys were in the same booths and I went over to the good looking guys booth and partly looked in, watching him stroking his cock.
He saw me watching and avoided eye contact, but didn't ask me to leave.
So, just on chance I said 'Would you like to jerk off into my mouth? You don't have to touch me'
He didn't say anything at all, so I walked just into the doorway and squatted down maybe a foot away from him, and opened my mouth as I watched him masturbate.
He didn't look over at me but I could see him start stroking faster, and then he turned towards me and took a step in my direction and I leaned forward a little and stuck my tongue out, and he put his cockhead just over my tongue and started stroking himself furiously.
Then he moaned and a strong stream of cum shot from his cock and went up my nostril till he changed the angle and continued to ejaculate between my lips and onto my tongue.
I could feel the sperm pooling up there and my mouth filled with the taste as he continued draining himself, and then he pulled back and I felt a small glob land on my arm.
He was looking away so I stayed there with my mouth open and my tongue covered with cum, and when he finally looked over at me I closed my mouth and gulped, devouring his sperm.
He had a really disgusted look on his face, as I expected, and I stood up and started to leave and said 'Thanks' as I was leaving.
He pushed past me a minute later, almost running for the exit, and I went into the bathroom. Inside I wet a paper towel and wiped some cum off my arm, chin, and upper lip and sniffed back the cum inside my nose.
Then I again fixed my makeup and brushed my hair and left the arcade area.
At the counter the manager, an obviously gay guy, said 'Well, aren't we the whore' in a sarcastic voice, and we both started laughing. Then I said goodby and left, and got in my van and headed to the restaurant where my dinner date would be waiting shortly.
As I drove away with a very strong taste of sperm (and still a little puke) in my mouth I took inventory and counted off the 6 guys I'd sucked off and the 7th who'd jerked off in my mouth.
Not a bad side trip at all, but nowhere near a record.
So it's probably time to close out this story.
I hope it was of interest to some of you, and maybe enlightening to others.
And to all those cocksuckers out there, do what you love, and love what you do.
But remember to pay attention to the cock.